AN: This was so completely random... Well, yes, this is an E+T in case you
were wondering. Just a little break from "Polaris" I guess. This is a one
shoe, but I might do a sequel... I don't know. It's just one of those
bizarre inspiration that hits you like a tone of bricks. Well, hope you
like it!
I Watched
I watched you from the far corner of the classroom. As always, you were charming every girl that came your way. I often wondered, was there any girl amongst the many that you've courted, whom you actually cared for? Day after day of unemotional associations... Does it hurt? To know... to feel that there is no one out there for you? Who can understand and feel the way you do?
I watched you approach me, a confident smile plastered on your face. I fixed my posture once again, mustn't be anything but ladylike. You laughed... and I stared. What was so funny? Is it wrong for me to want to be somebody else? Not let anyone see me? I saw the answer in your eyes... No, I saw the same questions in your eyes. Without another word, you walked by me, taking brisk and poised strides.
I watched you walk beside me. The snowflakes drifted gently from the sky. Walking together, we almost looked like a couple, even if we both were thinking of something, or someone else. You turned to me, the crystals glistening in your hair, and you touched a frozen strand of my own amethyst locks. You seemed entranced and I observed the way the sun danced in your eyes. Was it magic? Was it an illusion? Those deep blue eyes seemed so colorful, but so solitary at the same time.
I watched you dance. You were holding a beautiful girl close to you. She seemed rather happy, seeing as how she was giggling at practically everything you said. Why do you have this charm about you everywhere you went? Was that why you are so lonely when you're surrounded by people? I watched you watch me over her shoulder. A sly smile appeared on my face. Did she notice? Was she jealous? This sick pleasure appealed surprisingly to me, or was it just you who was appealing?
I watched you laugh. Covered in flour and sitting helplessly on the kitchen floor. It was your house warming and Akizuki-san seemed to have made quite a mess with you. Your voice rang through the house and everyone else gathered around you. I felt your eyes on me. Were you inviting me to join you? For now? ... Or for life? I didn't know, and I turned around to hear your laughter stop. I walked away.
I watched you cry. At Sakura-chan and Syaoran-kun's wedding, your eyes glistened with tears. You tried to wipe them away without anyone noticing, too bad. It's rare to see you so sensitive, so... vulnerable. I smiled when you patted Syaoran on the back and teased him. I laughed when you stole Sakura's veil and placed it on my head. I held your hand when we were chased down the aisle by the groom and the bride. I stopped when we approached the alter... and I froze when you kissed me.
I watch you now. Beside me... sleeping. A serene smile rests on your face. I am an observer and I see everything. You are happy, I am sure. Is it because of me? Do you really know who I am? Maybe I am just another girl... But I am always watching you, whether as who I was before, Daidouji Tomoyo, or as I am now, Hiiragizawa Tomoyo.
I Watched
I watched you from the far corner of the classroom. As always, you were charming every girl that came your way. I often wondered, was there any girl amongst the many that you've courted, whom you actually cared for? Day after day of unemotional associations... Does it hurt? To know... to feel that there is no one out there for you? Who can understand and feel the way you do?
I watched you approach me, a confident smile plastered on your face. I fixed my posture once again, mustn't be anything but ladylike. You laughed... and I stared. What was so funny? Is it wrong for me to want to be somebody else? Not let anyone see me? I saw the answer in your eyes... No, I saw the same questions in your eyes. Without another word, you walked by me, taking brisk and poised strides.
I watched you walk beside me. The snowflakes drifted gently from the sky. Walking together, we almost looked like a couple, even if we both were thinking of something, or someone else. You turned to me, the crystals glistening in your hair, and you touched a frozen strand of my own amethyst locks. You seemed entranced and I observed the way the sun danced in your eyes. Was it magic? Was it an illusion? Those deep blue eyes seemed so colorful, but so solitary at the same time.
I watched you dance. You were holding a beautiful girl close to you. She seemed rather happy, seeing as how she was giggling at practically everything you said. Why do you have this charm about you everywhere you went? Was that why you are so lonely when you're surrounded by people? I watched you watch me over her shoulder. A sly smile appeared on my face. Did she notice? Was she jealous? This sick pleasure appealed surprisingly to me, or was it just you who was appealing?
I watched you laugh. Covered in flour and sitting helplessly on the kitchen floor. It was your house warming and Akizuki-san seemed to have made quite a mess with you. Your voice rang through the house and everyone else gathered around you. I felt your eyes on me. Were you inviting me to join you? For now? ... Or for life? I didn't know, and I turned around to hear your laughter stop. I walked away.
I watched you cry. At Sakura-chan and Syaoran-kun's wedding, your eyes glistened with tears. You tried to wipe them away without anyone noticing, too bad. It's rare to see you so sensitive, so... vulnerable. I smiled when you patted Syaoran on the back and teased him. I laughed when you stole Sakura's veil and placed it on my head. I held your hand when we were chased down the aisle by the groom and the bride. I stopped when we approached the alter... and I froze when you kissed me.
I watch you now. Beside me... sleeping. A serene smile rests on your face. I am an observer and I see everything. You are happy, I am sure. Is it because of me? Do you really know who I am? Maybe I am just another girl... But I am always watching you, whether as who I was before, Daidouji Tomoyo, or as I am now, Hiiragizawa Tomoyo.