Drowned Dreams

He just... dissapeared

His face pressed against the glass

He was tellin me to go, to save myself

I couldnt do it

Couldnt leave him

He's a drug, and im addict.

So much that is imposible to picture a life without him

I can't bear lose him too

Not another one

Another friend

Another loved one

I've tried to sleep, but i cant

I see him everytime i close my eyes

Him, on the other side of the door, tellin me, yellin me to go

I didnt wanted to but they forced me

And when i scaped, i had to keep my head cold.
For him
What use was i to him if was captive, o even worst, dead?

I've had some pretty rough times in my live,

But one of the worst was when i found his coat

I thought i'll see him in a body bag in any minute

But i didnt

And i didnt find anything else of his stuff, either.

I dont know whats worse

Knowing that he's dead or no knowing where he is and what happened to
him.

I guess that if you have the body, at least you know were he is

What happen to him

Know i dont know anything

I want to believe he's alive

Maybe not well, but alive

But where?

He could be anywhere

All i know is that i have to find him

Because i know he'll do the same for me

He has. He has helped me so many times

That 's why i cant just sit and wait

And because i couldnt bear a life without him

Without my confident, my friend, the only one i can talk with the
truth

The only one who knows the real me

I think... No

I know

I'm in love with him

He makes me feel like i havent feel in a long time

Since Danny

He's sweet, makes me laugh, he cares about me , he respects me,
he helps me, he knows me,

he knows what it is to live like this...

he's like an ideal man, a prince charming

*My* prince charming

Vaughn is the only person in the world i can be myself with

It's one of the many things that makes him perfect

Even though Dad knows the truth about me, the CIA, SD-6, etc

it's not the same

There's not the same trust

There are things that we'll never be able to talk

That's why Vaughn is so important.

Althought we cant go out, cant even be seen in public, and all we
have are small meetings and the warehouse,

he manages to make them great, comfortable and honest.

When i learnt the truth about my mother,i wanted to die

I thought he'll never talk to me again

But he didnt care

He comfort me. Show me im not my mother

Show me how he sees me

And when he fought with his girlfriend... he sound so mad

Well, not mad, dissapointed.

On me for thinkin he was married.

I denied my feelings for a long time

But after halloween, i start wondering

Before, i didnt it was posible to care about someone when you've known
them so little

I know that he cared for me since the firs time whe met

Even with that bozo hair, he believed in me.

I ve only known him for like a year, but i care so much, we've been
trough so much,

That i feel like i've known him my whole life

I got into this world for Danny

Here i met Vaughn

But i he dies, i wont go on

I couldnt

Or more people i care would die

Because of me.

Will almosts dies, just tryin to help me

I was so naive in taipei, i should've know

Maybe this whole thing could have been prevented
And instead of being here, thinkin of him

I could be with him, talking about the next mission.

I dont even have a picture of him

Nothing

i'd love a picture of him

Or better, of both

I could put it in that frame he gave me

I regret never given him anything

I regret a lot of things

And the worst part is, i cant talk to anyone bout this

It was with him i always talked

The CIA told me to talk to the shrink

But i wouldnt be the same

There would be no trust.

I miss him so much. His calls, his jokes, his smile...Him

The phone rings

is SD-6

We have a debrief, a mission to paris to pick up something

Everyday i hope to wake up and realizing is all dream.

But i never wake up

Its all real and here i am, on my way to help people i hate.

Theres one question that haunts me, thought

If i didnt work on the cia

Would i know Vaughn?