Chapter 12 - Strong on my own.
Don't leave him ...... again for he is your Love ..... your Mate ....... your other Half.
She sat in the quiet room. Only her and her thoughts.
Why should she feel guilty ?. Darien was her Fiance, the man she had chosen to be her mate. The man she Loved. But why did being with him, feel so wrong. She shouldn't feel guilty.
Marron sighed as she got up. Being here in this place made her confused. She needed to go somewhere, somewhere where she could be by herself, To think.
Putting on her Jacket she walked out of the room and towards Darien's Car.
Starting the ignition she reversed and drove out of the driveway.
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He sat silently as he watched the sun setting over the horizon, ever since he left the Mansion after talking to Bra. He didn't really want to leave but he didn't want to stay and realize that he had lost. He lost her and it killed him inside.
His eyes widened as he spotted a small car making its way towards a rocky cliff top and Then park.
As the tiny figure climbed out and look out on to the sea.
Marron looked down. Sighing she just might as well sit and relax. She had the whole night to think. Sitting on the ground she raised her knees and rested her elbows on them.
She hung her head down and closed her eyes. In four days she was getting married and here she was feeling terrible about kissing him, being near him.
"Marron ......'. A deep voice sounded from behind her. Marrons head snapped up as she was about to jump up to stand but two large and warm hands fell upon her shoulders keeping her there.
"What do you want ...... Trunks". She said grouchily. Trunks smirked.
Marron looked straight into nothingness, she couldn't concentrate on anything with Trunks behind her. "Mazzy ...... we need to talk". he said softly.
"Why, there is nothing to talk about okay". She said angered. How is it everyone wanted to talk all of a sudden. Including him, when she needed to talk to him he took off.
"There is plenty to talk about Mar. Fact of the matter is. your lying to everyone including yourself. I wish you would just listen." He said softly. He kissed her shoulder and rested his chin there. Looking at her intently. Marron scowled and looked at him.
She stared into his eyes intensely. Slowly her expression softened and she just sighed out of exhaustion as he wrapped his arms around her.
'Marron he doesn't deserve you, don't let him hurt you again. Her subconscious debated with her.
"Trunks you already know that I forgive you ......... But I love Darien" "When we were together I was Unhappy, ........... I didn't Know where we stood, and then after a couple of years I saw that the relationship that we Had wasn't going anywhere so .......... so that's when I became restless.' 'I mean after so many rainchecks and having been stood up so many times.' "I realised that I wanted someone who could give me what I wanted ....... their time, security and Commitment. Marron began to laugh. She said looking into his eyes again. She saw guilt and sadness there but she refused to see it, as he was sorry.
"Then I came back and you and you had changed into the type of guy I always wanted You to be, But than you told me you going to ask someone else to marry you". "So I knew right than and there that I wasn't the one for you, because you had moved on and forgot about me as I did with you ..........". She said her voice getting softer and softer.
"So it was my turn to walk out whether you cared or not." She finished looking up into the sky. Trunks embrace on her tightened, warming her as the wind began to blow, she didn't tense or object, just let it happen. She looked at him in his eyes.
"It's your turn Trunks. talk." Softly she demanded.
"I.......I was an Idiot, yeah ..... I was afraid, I mean when we had the argument I went Through this stage of denial and I mean you're right I couldn't commit, I liked the Freedom that I had, I liked the fact that I could do what I wanted to do, without being held Down ...... tied down.". "But then when you left , I realised that I had lost everything ....... everything that I Wanted ....... Needed". He said softly confessing to her his truth. Marron smiled, Looking at him she nodded.
Trunks smiled with her but then became serious. He shifted causing her to face him. He had an expression meaning the next words out of his mouth might not be ones she would so easily comply.
"Marron ...... What I mean is. I would like to ...... I still love you." "I was going to propose to you on the day you left ...... but I was to late". He said staring into her eyes intently. "I wanted to marry you ......... I still want to marry you". Marron shook her head. Trunks 'No'. She couldn't let it happen no matter how much she loved him. 'Why Now?' she questioned. Trunks was about to say something else but she turned around and was about to get up only to be pulled down.
"Please listen to me." He pleaded moving around to face her. Marron scowled and turned her head away from his gaze.
"I already did. and you listened to me and I'm happy about that Trunks, but that's all there's going to be." She said slightly confused. Trunks scowled. "And now that everything is out in the open, I feel ...........".she was cut off as his lips pressed against hers.
"Tell me who you truly want." He whispered softly. Marron opened her mouth to speak but couldn't form the words.
Pulling away from him , Marron stood up and moved towards the edge of the cliff. putting her head in her hands. She moved her hands to her temples and started to rub in a circular motion. She was acquiring a bad headache.
He is your True Love ......... your Mate .......... your Other Half. You Belong to him and only him.
"You don't understand. I can't." she said . Trunks scowled. he grabbed her face quickly yet gently. Marron was taken by surprised and couldn't find herself to overcome it. He pushed her against the Car slowly. He kissed her hard and deep, pulling back he looked into her eyes intensely. He leaned into her again but started to kiss her neck and ear.
She thought frantically. Marron tried to talk again but still couldn't answer his question. 'I want..'
"Darien 'Trunks'." She said one name but thought another.
".......Darien ........".She whispered.
Trunks eyes slid closed. Never in his wildest dreams did he ever imagine he would feel this much pain. So much ache and disappointment, he didn't think a feeling like this existed let alone cause so much distress. His hand slid down from her face to her chin then his contact was gone. Marron looked at him and could see and. feel his hurting. She wanted to take it all back and say she loved him. take everything back and say she cared for him still. She knew it was too late now. He stepped back from her allowing her 'personal' space.
"I wish you well Maz. I'm sorry I caused us both so much grief." "I'm finally getting it, What you want, What you deserve a Normal Relationship, which I can't give you." He whispered before walking away.
Marron looked at his retreating figure. Her mouth opened and she could have sworn her lips moved to form words but no audible sound came out. She fell back against the car and looked down. 'What have I done?' she questioned looking back up. He was gone.
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I want to finish this story and get it over and done with, so get ready to get more chapters soon.
Don't leave him ...... again for he is your Love ..... your Mate ....... your other Half.
She sat in the quiet room. Only her and her thoughts.
Why should she feel guilty ?. Darien was her Fiance, the man she had chosen to be her mate. The man she Loved. But why did being with him, feel so wrong. She shouldn't feel guilty.
Marron sighed as she got up. Being here in this place made her confused. She needed to go somewhere, somewhere where she could be by herself, To think.
Putting on her Jacket she walked out of the room and towards Darien's Car.
Starting the ignition she reversed and drove out of the driveway.
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He sat silently as he watched the sun setting over the horizon, ever since he left the Mansion after talking to Bra. He didn't really want to leave but he didn't want to stay and realize that he had lost. He lost her and it killed him inside.
His eyes widened as he spotted a small car making its way towards a rocky cliff top and Then park.
As the tiny figure climbed out and look out on to the sea.
Marron looked down. Sighing she just might as well sit and relax. She had the whole night to think. Sitting on the ground she raised her knees and rested her elbows on them.
She hung her head down and closed her eyes. In four days she was getting married and here she was feeling terrible about kissing him, being near him.
"Marron ......'. A deep voice sounded from behind her. Marrons head snapped up as she was about to jump up to stand but two large and warm hands fell upon her shoulders keeping her there.
"What do you want ...... Trunks". She said grouchily. Trunks smirked.
Marron looked straight into nothingness, she couldn't concentrate on anything with Trunks behind her. "Mazzy ...... we need to talk". he said softly.
"Why, there is nothing to talk about okay". She said angered. How is it everyone wanted to talk all of a sudden. Including him, when she needed to talk to him he took off.
"There is plenty to talk about Mar. Fact of the matter is. your lying to everyone including yourself. I wish you would just listen." He said softly. He kissed her shoulder and rested his chin there. Looking at her intently. Marron scowled and looked at him.
She stared into his eyes intensely. Slowly her expression softened and she just sighed out of exhaustion as he wrapped his arms around her.
'Marron he doesn't deserve you, don't let him hurt you again. Her subconscious debated with her.
"Trunks you already know that I forgive you ......... But I love Darien" "When we were together I was Unhappy, ........... I didn't Know where we stood, and then after a couple of years I saw that the relationship that we Had wasn't going anywhere so .......... so that's when I became restless.' 'I mean after so many rainchecks and having been stood up so many times.' "I realised that I wanted someone who could give me what I wanted ....... their time, security and Commitment. Marron began to laugh. She said looking into his eyes again. She saw guilt and sadness there but she refused to see it, as he was sorry.
"Then I came back and you and you had changed into the type of guy I always wanted You to be, But than you told me you going to ask someone else to marry you". "So I knew right than and there that I wasn't the one for you, because you had moved on and forgot about me as I did with you ..........". She said her voice getting softer and softer.
"So it was my turn to walk out whether you cared or not." She finished looking up into the sky. Trunks embrace on her tightened, warming her as the wind began to blow, she didn't tense or object, just let it happen. She looked at him in his eyes.
"It's your turn Trunks. talk." Softly she demanded.
"I.......I was an Idiot, yeah ..... I was afraid, I mean when we had the argument I went Through this stage of denial and I mean you're right I couldn't commit, I liked the Freedom that I had, I liked the fact that I could do what I wanted to do, without being held Down ...... tied down.". "But then when you left , I realised that I had lost everything ....... everything that I Wanted ....... Needed". He said softly confessing to her his truth. Marron smiled, Looking at him she nodded.
Trunks smiled with her but then became serious. He shifted causing her to face him. He had an expression meaning the next words out of his mouth might not be ones she would so easily comply.
"Marron ...... What I mean is. I would like to ...... I still love you." "I was going to propose to you on the day you left ...... but I was to late". He said staring into her eyes intently. "I wanted to marry you ......... I still want to marry you". Marron shook her head. Trunks 'No'. She couldn't let it happen no matter how much she loved him. 'Why Now?' she questioned. Trunks was about to say something else but she turned around and was about to get up only to be pulled down.
"Please listen to me." He pleaded moving around to face her. Marron scowled and turned her head away from his gaze.
"I already did. and you listened to me and I'm happy about that Trunks, but that's all there's going to be." She said slightly confused. Trunks scowled. "And now that everything is out in the open, I feel ...........".she was cut off as his lips pressed against hers.
"Tell me who you truly want." He whispered softly. Marron opened her mouth to speak but couldn't form the words.
Pulling away from him , Marron stood up and moved towards the edge of the cliff. putting her head in her hands. She moved her hands to her temples and started to rub in a circular motion. She was acquiring a bad headache.
He is your True Love ......... your Mate .......... your Other Half. You Belong to him and only him.
"You don't understand. I can't." she said . Trunks scowled. he grabbed her face quickly yet gently. Marron was taken by surprised and couldn't find herself to overcome it. He pushed her against the Car slowly. He kissed her hard and deep, pulling back he looked into her eyes intensely. He leaned into her again but started to kiss her neck and ear.
She thought frantically. Marron tried to talk again but still couldn't answer his question. 'I want..'
"Darien 'Trunks'." She said one name but thought another.
".......Darien ........".She whispered.
Trunks eyes slid closed. Never in his wildest dreams did he ever imagine he would feel this much pain. So much ache and disappointment, he didn't think a feeling like this existed let alone cause so much distress. His hand slid down from her face to her chin then his contact was gone. Marron looked at him and could see and. feel his hurting. She wanted to take it all back and say she loved him. take everything back and say she cared for him still. She knew it was too late now. He stepped back from her allowing her 'personal' space.
"I wish you well Maz. I'm sorry I caused us both so much grief." "I'm finally getting it, What you want, What you deserve a Normal Relationship, which I can't give you." He whispered before walking away.
Marron looked at his retreating figure. Her mouth opened and she could have sworn her lips moved to form words but no audible sound came out. She fell back against the car and looked down. 'What have I done?' she questioned looking back up. He was gone.
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I want to finish this story and get it over and done with, so get ready to get more chapters soon.