Joy of Sorrow

the dark days have come
for you have left me
alone in the slum

my life i thought was anew
became worthless
not worthy to deserve praises
even graces

As my heart gets pierced with the arrow of reality
i awoke one night, thinking
why, oh why, this happend
but i just felt more guilty

i still remember the days
we talked and shared
laugh and smiled at each other
i never thought it would end

you inspired my life
changing it to a better one
i became so happy
even for just a while

as the time flies, i see change..
the winds whispering of the coming end
i look up and wished
that i was above, among with the stars

i felt shame and guilt so much
the pain is unbearable
but you were there to help ease it
and make it anew

The pain became happiness
which i become proud of,
for i have thought that it was you
whom, gonnna save me from the suffering

alas...one fatal day...
you left me alone when i needed you most
the feeling of emptiness
you left a letter saying goodbye

the feeling inside is unexplainable
i felt the world crashing in a phase
that all of this would be erase

i never knew that this day would come
when my little joy would end
and turned out to be
the greatest pain in my life

know i only hope, for nothing..
hope for someday, somehow
she'd remember me...
and alas comeback

if she does return, ill gladly accept..
but if she never does, i dont know what to expect
is it gonna be pain?
or all is going to be in vein?

my life now is worthless
im another dirt
in the face of mother earth..
for my life has left..

She had left among the stars, for she was my moon
and never taught of her leaving so soon..
but life is cruel, it crushed me
until now, it affects me.

ill never forget you..
for your always above
shinning my way
until the end of my life...goodbye..