With You I belong By: Kero-chan
Recap!:
~*~ Sakura's POV ~*~
I…I love Syaoran…with all my heart why am I here in this dreadful room with him…with this sick minded boy. Whose dream was just to be with me?…I have to get away…I don't love him. And I can never love him. So I shouted those words of a long a go time. My cards surrounded me and Matt shouted something…I think they were swears of " BITCH you love me I KNOW YOU LOVE ME" I didn't care anymore the cards made a barrier around me and I ran out of the room with Matt blinded by the light my cards gave off. Syaoran…I'm here I know you will find me…SYAORAN find me!!
Chapter 17: Delusions
Sakura's POV Still…
I continued to run away from that hell hole of a room. I didn't know if HE was following me… but the words just still continued to ring through my ears. "BITCH! You love me I KNOW YOU LOVE ME!" I shook my head violently…No! I Hate him. I have never loved him! Why…why would that baka ever think he'd stand a chance with me…not when I have Syaoran…not when I have him… I continued to run always turning a corner every once and a while…I didn't really watch where I was going when I ran into someone.
"Gomen nasi!" I shouted and continued to run, but I didn't get very far because who ever I ran into grabbed my hands. I gasped in sight of who it was.
Syaoran's POV
Some time has passed since our last conversation…I can still remember her smile…her smell…I don't know what time it is…I turned around and saw the clock it read: 12:30 a.m. "God…I can't just sleep here and cry my heart out for her! I have to BE there…I've got to go save her now! I know Eriol-kun you told me to wait…but waiting isn't one of my attributes. It never was…" I slowly got out from bed and walked to my closet, I took out my traditional clothing that I wore when I went out to card battles…Tomoyo-chan told me that she wanted to make me new clothes. I shuddered at that thought.
"These will do…" I said outloud pulling the outfit on. I placed my hand into it's pockets and pulled out an orb. It was my elemental power…I recalled how I used it so many times to save her…
Flash back MODE~
"Ahhh hahaha Hi…Li-kun! What are you doing here?" Sakura asked.
" Trying to help you get the card!" Syaoran said half shouting half reassuringly.
"Oh…well alright then." Sakura said nodding at the help Syaoran was giving her.
"ELEMENTAL FIRE!" Syaoran shouted, fire came out from the orb, it was shining in the sword he used. Sakura jumped down and seal the card. She smiled and the flashback faded away…
FLASH BACK ENDED!
I need to get to her now! I shook my head from the memory and ran out of my room and out to the front lawn. I recited an incantation that I learned recently from Eriol-kun
"OPEN THE DOOR TO whom I seek. Show me to one I care for the most deeply, Her eyes of shining emeralds her hair of silk bring me now to Sakura Kinomoto!" Bright light surrounded me and I smiled I knew that the charm worked. Good…now to beat the crap out of that wizard and Matt…!
Normal view~
When Sakura ran into the warm body she felt like she was done for…firstly she just practically plowed over the person. But she didn't care…all she wanted to was just get away from the hell hole that those disgusting people brought her too. Screw the plan about being nice to them….screw everything! All she wanted to do was get back into the arms of her lover. But before thinking of anything a hand reached out to her and grabbed her wrist.
Sakura flung herself around cursing under her breathe hoping to kami-sama that it wasn't Matt or Hak-sum. Sakura's eyes were closed and daren't open them in case she had to see fierce eyes that she would soon regret. Just hearing the rhythmic breathing she slowly opened her eyes revealing the person who just held on to her wrist…
"SYAORAN-KUN!" Sakura cried out her lover's name bring him close to a hug.
"What are you doing here?! How did you find me?" Sakura blurted out keeping her voice in check. Syaoran just smiled and said slowly feeling the embrace that Sakura was giving him.
"I'm here to save you why else would I be here. As for finding you…I'll tell you that after we get you out of here! Has that bastard hurt you in anyway?…I'll make sure both creeps get what they deserve!" Syaoran stated as he held Sakura closer. Sakura accepted the tighter embrace and smiled into his warm chest. Would she do without him?…Probably still in this castle waiting for Matt to come and take her back to his dreadful bedroom. Sakura shook her head vigorously and tried to erase her memory of that incident she was back with Syaoran! What else would make her as happy as she was feeling now?…
"I want to go home… I miss everyone!" Sakura sobbed breaking down in tears as Syaoran loosened his embrace pulling her away from himself. He lifted her head so they could see each others eyes. Her green shimmering eyes filled with tears blinked and continued shining. Syaoran smiled back at the emerald beauty then whispered into her ear, "I promise you that we'll get home! I promise that you'll be back…back to your friends, your family and back to me…" Sakura broke away from Syaoran and nodded she smiled brightly and wiped her tears.
"Thank you Syaoran-kun…I knew you would come to get me…I always knew you would." Syaoron nodded as well then taking her chin he brought her up to a kiss.
*MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH*
That's all for chapter 17! Enjoy! Cause I've quit as an author!! I feel like I can't accomplish anything! Hhahaha I'm just pulling your leg!!! As you can see… look at the bar thingie…I've still got a long way to go! So please sit back and enjoy what is left of chpater 17! Wait…I might make another one of these joke thingies…so please watch out!
*MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH* *MUAH*
Footsteps grew closer and closer to the couple that were kissing. Matt was furious. "Why would that little bitch do such a thing to me?…I love her and I know she loves me back. We were meant to be together…doesn't she see it?…If she won't see it my way…I'll MAKE her see it!" As Matt continued to run down the halls after his fallen blossom. He heard voices coming closer and closer…those voices were so oddly familiar. He turned to corner and saw them…Sakura, and that brat….that bastard…that asshole…every swear that he could think of that was him…All his pent up anger was pushed towards Syaoran…Oohh how he hated his name!
Matt slowly walked towards the couple watching them kiss.
"What the fuck? Why the hell is he kissing my girl?…Oh…I'm so going to kill that bastard!" Matt said fuming half shouting in his head.
He stormed over to the two and grabbed Sakura by the waist holding her tightly in his arms.
"Hi sweetie miss me?… I know you did. Here have a kiss from me." Matt said bluntly then planting a rough kiss unto Sakura's soft lips. Syaoran stared back at Matt like he was insane…in fact Syaoran did think Matt was insane! He quickly regained his strength and pulled the bastard away from his Sakura. Sakura was all pink from the lack of air. Matt turned and faced Syaoran.
"You're a bastard you know that?" Matt sneered, " You've always been a bastard…taking Sakura away from me…kissing her like that…you're an idiot to think you can have her all to yourself…because you can't! Because she's mine…and whether you like it or not….she will always be with me…and you can't do anything about it!"
Syaoran blinked at the delusional Matt then replied back coolly and calmly, " You're the one who has problems…You have no idea what love is…otherwise you wouldn't just plainly state that Sakura doesn't love me…but have you seen her?…have you noticed how her eyes shine?…has she ever shined like that to you?…I didn't think so…I'm taking her back home where she is LOVED! Not to stay here and cry her heart out."
~*~ Matt's POV~*~
What a fool that Li guy was…he just kept talking and talking…never stopping…doesn't this guy breathe?…probably not…he's just like a robot…an asshole robot that kiss Sakura…my beautiful angel.
~*~ Break time! (authors notes) ~*~
I'm really tired…I wanna stop writing at the moment…my eye is reall itchy…and I can't stand it! Wahh! Hehehe I'm afraid of eye drops…so I can't fix my ichty eye…whah….it's so hard to type this with an itchy eye…u guys are really lucki that doing this…other wise you'll never ever find out what happens…I'm going to post one more author note in between this chp…just to bring you back to reality…so u know…I can make sure ur not dying while reading this story alrite…enuf of my notes…back to the story! ~
~*~ Matt's POV ~*~
I just stared blankly at him then started to drift into a daydream that I so enjoyed….
Sakura was there…kissing me and playing with my fingers. Yeah…I liked that day dream! We were outside under that cherry blossom tree… eating lunch and having the best time of our life! But then…dark clouds came looming in lightening crashed down and Sakura then suddenly vanished…
"Sakura! Sakura where art thou?" I heard myself shouting * In the background you can hear the author laughing! Hehehe this part didn't make any sense to me! But hell…I had a blast writing it! *…then another lightening crashed that there she was…I ran to her then realized someone else was with her…a man cloaked in green with a sword…damn…it was a huge sword…I went to the hilt of my belt to pull out some sort of weapon to defend myself…but…I found myself reaching nothing!
"Damnit…I forgot my sword…I left it at home…crap!…oh Sakura! My dear, dear Sakura I left my sword at home! Forgive me please for I cannot save you now!"
Sakura whipped her head and didn't even face me…instead she borrowed her head deeper into the man's chest…
"What the hell?! Sakura my angel! Don't you want to be with me?" I screamed, but I continued to hear nothing but thunder crashing. Sakura turned to face me and my heart just jumped but deep in my mind I knew that I had already lost her…forcing that out of my head I ran to her. A sword came between her and I…I look up to face the young man. He had a light composure but a stern face his eyes were deep chocolate brown and carried a frown. I gasped and saw that it was that Li kid…
"You!? How dare you steal my angel…my light and hope? How dare you!" I shouted leaping back and trying to defend myself…but forgot I had nothing to defend myself with. Li came after me then brought down his sword and I was defeated…
~ End of weird daydream
I suddenly snapped out of my dream. Still that kid went gabbing on about love and what not…Love?…I knew what it was…I knew how it felt…It was like an enigma….an enigma…..
Love... crazy thing.... you don't know when or where it'll strike next... if it will be awfully convenient or terribly inconvenient.... whether it will cause you to cry or smile....
Love.... the biggest enigma ever discovered within the heart and soul of mankind... In this day and age, people fall in and out of love at the flow of a feather or the change in the wind... none of it all too serious... all taken for granted until that one person steps into your life and time stops..... you look at them... and realize that this is real.... whatever you're feeling is more real than anything you could have ever imagined to be possible to feel.....
Love... existing in so many ways that we confuse the meaning.... that nothing is clear and the emotions which do exist are often neglected or misunderstood... there is brotherly/sisterly love: you will do anything for that person and you have their back always and forever... you can't imagine a time where they would leave your life... but you know deep down that you don't want the feeling to progress... you want that security.....
Or there's friendly love: you want to be there for that person and it pains you to see them sad... you'll be there for them, help them through the shitty shit (author note:…erk! So many swears in this chappie!)... but you know that that's all there could be....
Then there's that real isht... the one that makes you hurt inside until you feel like giving up... the isht that never goes away... that plagues you day and night even when you think it's gone.... that's the real love... the one that only reaches out and touches you once in a blue moon.... but you're happy it did.... It's that feeling that wavers your emotions and drives your spirit onwards... the feeling that makes you know that whatever it is you feel inside... it's real..... It's different for everyone... coming in different ways and times, popping up when you least expect it... you don't search for it... it finds you... but just because it found you doesn't mean it will be returned.... and that feeling that you get when you feel there's no chance... that indescribable annoying emotional pain that seeps through every inch of your entire being... the feeling that causes you to want so badly to give up and pull yourself into a corner... That feeling... it makes you realize just how deep this feeling is.....
Love... something argued to be only in the head.... but those who have felt it... and accepted it know it's so much more.... We learn... and we grow... all by what happened and what didn't... At one point in our lives we will all feel the pain of heartache... and we will all react differently... but the important thing about the pain, is that it's REAL... Something so deep that you can feel it coursing through your very veins.... Or the feeling you get when your love is returned.... the doubt.... the comfort... *sigh* something I haven't known... but I've been told.... again and again......
Love.... something that toys with us constantly.... appearing in more ways, shapes and forms than we can possibly imagine... tricking us into believing it's more or less than it really is... Many of us have fallen in love and not even known... sad when you think of it... we trick ourselves into believing we don't know the meaning of the word.... or into believing we know it too well....
Love... a word taken for granted and thrown away like garbage in society today.... to some cherished dearer than life itself.... for others.... a way to get some ass.... Forever is Just a Pretty Word Often Forgotten in the Chaos of Today..... for many of us... there is no forever in love... for others, forever isn't long enough... We hope, wish and dream to be someone else... someone better..... or we hope to somehow better ourselves-- we never stop to realize that to someone else we ARE perfect... in every way... For fear of being mocked or shunned we sometimes hide our love, deny our love, or wish it never existed... these are things that we regret later... but at the time we think it's best.... I wish I told everyone I loved that I loved them -- face to face.... instead I write letters... that's my trade mark I guess... easier to face rejection, a quiet let down, or a " I just wanna be friends" speech... whatever form it comes in or whatever you want to call it, when you write to someone you don't have to worry about it. But then again, you don't get to know the person's true reaction, or let them see the sincerity in your eyes.... but at least I tell them.....
Love... confusing...frustrating.... something foreign to us even if it's happened to us before.... the feeling of what would have, could have, or should have happened that linger on afterwards...... we never truly forget who we've loved.... no matter how we loved them, when we loved them or even where we loved them... It all stays with us, and each time we see them, read a note they left us, or hear their voice on the telephone, we can't help but feel that little pang inside of us that tells us we still care.... can't help but wish they knew how truly and deeply we care...... Sometimes we're afraid they won't care... sometimes we're afraid they do care.... That one initial leap of faith is so often chickened out of (for lack of a better term) that true love is almost unreachable.... Some people think the mind can be trained to love.... who knows if they're right...
Love... a feeling best shared with others.... Self love is the key to happiness, but the love you get from another is a feeling cherished for an eternity...
To heal, educate, and inspire....
Silent Suffering.....that's what the enigma is…
~*~ Normal view~*~
"Ass hole wake up and listen to me!!!" Syaoran said shouting into Matt's ear. He snapped out of his trance and saw an angry Syaoran with a extremely kawaii Sakura by his side. Matt winked and licked his lips causing Syaoran to smack him across the head.
"Crap, can you hit me any harder?" Matt said screaming in pain. Syaoran nodded and said, "Yes, asshole I can hit you harder! Would you like me too?…god…staring at my girlfriend like that isn't healthy…not even for an insane person as yourself!"
"Then I'll take that as a compliment!" Matt said happily then fell to the ground hugging himself.
Sakura frowned and grabbed Syaoran's arm, " We've got to get out of here…and we got to help him…I know you hate him…but please think about this…he's insane…we got to help him get better!" Syaoran looked at her pleading eyes and smiled… "Fine…we'll help the pathetic asshole…" Using his other hand, Syaoran picked up the bumbling boy and dragged him around the corner.
"Stop where you are you three!" A voice echoed from the hallway…it was Hak-sum.
*~* Hak-sum's POV *~*
That asshole of a boy…he has let me down for the final time! I cannot have him running around while he is unstable…I must get him back into his study and place another spell on him…Why did I pick such a insane boy?…why didn't I pick a sane person…why?…
I was panicking when I couldn't sense the boy's energy…so I ran from my study to reach his room but then suddenly a burst of energy came back. "So the boy is stable?…good…I won't have to place that spell on him…" I said to myself hoping that I wouldn't have too…cause doing these kinds of spells really tired me out. I then felt a pink aura pass by and realized that the angel was out from her room running around…Not a good sign so I decided to run after her. I turned the corner and saw that the pink angel was in the arms of that Chinese boy…and in his arms was the only way I could use magic…that insanely kid that drove me to the brink of insanity myself…
"Great…now I got to both my power sources back! But that Chinese boy…mmMmm I can almost taste his magic powers as well….I will see to it that I also get this boy's strength…then Clow Reed…we will meet…again…and face off to show who has the most magic…And I am certain that I will be the victor this time…as well as the lucky man to earn the young angel's heart!
I shouted out and hoped that the trio heard me.
~*~ FIN! For now! ~*~
Alrite! How'd you like it?…the enigma thing took a long time to think…hahha It's Halloween…and the doorbell's a ringing are you the ones asking for candies or for stories?…cause both are driving me to the brink of insanity! All those costumes…all those words…*faints* *gets up!* ooOooOoOoo I can see stars! Hahah well I hope you enjoy this chapter…it was really a drag…no sorry it was fun to write this story…haha I'm sorry I did took so long to write this chapter up…For one thing…I do have school you know?…plus being in grade 11 isn't as easy as most people would think! There are projects upon projects upon projects! They never cease! It's so unbearable! Plus I get very sad that people wish to read my new chapter as soon as possible…well I can't exactly reply to that request as quickly as some might think…but at least I try…today I was suppose to be working on some more projects…But you know what?! At least I said no to that and went to my story. Cause my readers are very important to me…I kinda understand how J.K Rowling goes through in a way… hahah this is only because millions of children and adults await her newest volume Including me! Haha and she tries her hardest to get it finished but pushes it back…which just upsets most of her readers…well it's only so she can perfect it and make all her readers happy! This is what I'm trying to do…so if and only IF I don't post up for a really long time…please think about this: I'm only trying to either get out of writers block, OR I'm making a crazy long chapter to please everyone with an insanely long author's note at the end! * hahah note that this chapter is insanely long compare to my other ones! * heheh Well Good night every one for my fingers are aching with tiredness and I continue to hear "trick-or-treaters" calling their phrase just to get free candy! When I could be gorging all that delicious sweets all by myself but didn't because Kero-chan is afraid of the readers hunting her down and beating her to a pulp in order to find out more about this crazy story and didn't go trick or treating!!! Hahah now that that is off my chest! Please please please read my other story!: it's called Guardian Angels URL: http://fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=986314
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Now for thank-you's to my previous reviewers!
Chapter 16 Reviewers
Li Syaoran Is So KAKOII
PLEASE UPDATE VERY SOON!
Kerochan: I did I DID ! Go read Go read! And please read my other story! Please please! I'm begging you!!
meimei
gross....matthew is so gross..not to mention evil and gross..and gross and gross and gross....but great story though!!! keep writing...update soon!!!
Kerochan: heheh I know I know Plus he's Insane now…so hehehe I'm making him suffer for all the mean things he's done to Sakura-chan like calling her bad, bad names!
SakuraStar
OH THIS IS GOOD!^^
stupid Matt... I LOVE YOU SYAORANNNNNNN!!!^^
sorry i didn't review the other chappys^^' i just read them and i'll review them^^ well in the meen time..... CONTINUUUUUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
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~SakuraStar
Kerochan: OooOOo you keep ur hands off syaoran-kun heheh cause he's MINE !! Nah I'm just joking! WE can SHARE him! Hehehe I'll continue but please be nice and wait!
Silverwing
Finally!!! Sakura got away from that.....Person ^ ^!! Alright Sakura Cards..so how in the world is Syaoran,Eriol and Tomoyo ganna get in the Castle?!?!?!? is it even a castle??-__-;; anyway post the next chappie up soon!!!
Good Work!!!
Kerochan: Well Syaoran got into the castle thingie now to get Tomoyo and Eriol-kun in… I completely forgot to put them in…hahah oppies! *Eriol-kun and Tomoyo comes to hurt Kero-chan!* Ahh sorry sorry! Hehehe
Unknown
OK.....
this part was really confusing!!!
but i like it!!!
update it ASAP!!!!!
Kero-chan: Sorry for the wait! But look this chapter is freakish long! I hope you give a name next time you place a review…so you know I know that you aren't invisible! I like to make all my reviewers KNOWN! Cause well they are who keep me going! I LUV YOU ALL!! Hahha
MystyAura
Good chapter!^.^
Please, please, please, please continue! I'm gonna die of suspense! When is Syaoran and the gang coming? they'd better come before something happens to Sakura. But pleze write!!!!!
Kero-chan: Hiddiho's Neighbourino's! hahha I've been watching too many simpson's eppies…heheh I'm sorry for keeping you in suspense! But look I made the chappie extra long to make it up! AM I FORGIVEN?!?!?! PLEASE say I am!
Animefreak242
YAY!! She got away! I wonder what'll happen now? Hmm... Hopefully our heros will come and save Sakura, but, knowing them *sniffle* they won't get here for another 3 chapters. *cries* They're SO slow!! Sakura needs Syaoran to beat the crap out of Matt now. Especially after what he just did. *audience nods in agreement*
Anyway, great chappy! Please update soon!! Ja ne! *wavies* =D
~Animefrek242 =)
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Kawaii Girl ^_^
Kero-chan: OOooOo it's Kawaii Girl! OooOo look how cute she is! *pinchs cheeks* hahha I'm glad you like the story so far! Please keep reading!
meimei
HELLO?!?!?!? where are you?!?!?! UPDATE!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER!!! it's been like a month since you last updated!!!!! hehe...sorry..but i really wanna know what happens...UPDATE!!!
Kerochan: OMG OMG OMG! It's been a MONTH? SINCE I LAST UPDATED?!! *Rushes to computer starts madly typing* (thinks to self: must hurry…must get chapter finished…damn school why must you give so much homework now I'm so behind soo soo behind!!! Ack!)
BIG THANK YOU TOO ALL MY OTHER REVIEWERS IF I DIDN"T LIST YOU! CAUSE KEROCHAN HAS GOTTON WAAY TOO LAZY! HEHEH SO I GIVE YOU SPEICAL SPECIAL THANKS !!! NOW GO REVIEW AND READ MY OTHER STORY!!!!!!