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The Giver
Chapter 4: If I Could Turn Back Time......
Jesse had passed out and Adam and Brennan carried him to the lab and put him on an examination table. Adam scanned him and made sure everything was ok. After dealing with Jesse he turned to Brennan who was pale as a ghost. "Brenna...what happened to Shalimar? Why do you and I'm assuming Jesse think she is dead?" Adam had a stern and serious look on his face while waiting for Brennan's response.
" W-we saw her bike on the news. It was all twisted up in a knot of out of shape metal. They said its owner was a blonde haired woman that seemed to be in her twenties and was wearing a leather body suit. Adam...." Brennan paused while struggling to hold back tears and then continued."..that has to be Shal." Adam's body felt limp and numb. Her knew also that if what Brennan saw on TV was true, Shalimar was indeed dead. He wanted to run and find her and hold her in his arms. He fely hopeless and upset. Shalimar was like his daughter. He felt like he lost a child. His unhappiness turned into anger. He stormed out of the lab and without thinking punched a wall as hard as he could. His arm went through and he lifted his hand out to see his bloddy knuckles. Brennan and Emma, who was there the whole time crying, ran to see of he was alright.
"I'm fine." Adam said. He looked at Brennan who could no longer resist holding back his tears. Emma was a wreck. Her eyes were red and puffy and she was shaking. Adam walked back into the lab to see how Jesse was doing while the others followed. Jesse was still sleeping. Adam decided not to wake him. It would only make one more person he would have to hold back his tears from. He decided he could not cry in front of them. He was the mentor, the "father". He did not want to make them any more upset then they all ready were.
( ) Adam's thoughts
(When Jesse wakes up, he is going to be very upset. He and Shalimar were very close. This is going to kill him. Poor Emma...she is also very torn by this. Brennan too. All of us......me.)
As Adam was thinking to himself, Brennan and Emma were sobbing on eachother's shoulder. They were broke apart by a loud scream that came from Jesse.
"Jesse! Its ok, we're here." Adam said
"It must be a bad dream. She is not dead, he lied that man on TV lied. Shalimar should sue him, she is not dead Adam...she is not dead." Jesse was delirious.
"Jesse, I know this is hard for you , its hard for all of us. You and Brennan saw it on TV, she is dead. Shalimar is at a hospital waiting to be idenified. I called the hospital and told them who she was, and I asked them what she looked like. Their description fit Shalimar perfectly. I'm sorry." Adam did not know what else to say. He wanted to yell at Jesse to tell him that she is dead and that there was nothing else they could do. He wanted to tell him that he should just get over it, but Adam knew that there was a difference between saying what he wanted to say and saying what he should say. He was not mad at Jesse, but he was mad.
"Adam....." Jesse could not finish talking before he started breaking down crying. Shalimar was his first friend and his best friend. He was on his knees in tears. Emma saw him and started sobbing louder. Brennan eyes were tearing and no noise came from him. Adam looked around the room at the three younger people. he could not take being around their crying, not because it annoyed him, but because it was so upsetting to him. His "family" was falling apart. He would have to vbe the one to pick up the pieces. He walked over to Jesse, who seemed to be the most in need of comfort. He wrapped his arms around Jesse and gave him words of comfort.
"Shhhh....I'm sorry Jesse. I wish I could tell you everything was going to be ok, but I can't." He was trying very hard but Jesse continued crying. "Please Jesse...stay strong for Shalimar." It worked. Those words hit Jesse the hardest. He knew that if Shalimar was there she would make fun of him for being such a baby. He almost smiled at what he thought, but he couldn't. He knew Shalimar would not want him to be so upset. He got off of his knees and brought his weak body to its feet. Brennan and Emma heard Adam's words and their tears were also dying down. They stood in the room for a period of silence which seemed to be an eternity, until Brennan broke the silence.
"Its all my fault! I made her mad you guys! Its MY fault she left, its MY fault she got hit by that truck, and its MY fault she died!" Brennan screamed while tears streamed out of his eyes like an over flowing river.
"No Brennan! You didn't know that was going to happen its not your fault at all, its not your fault." Emma said while rubbing him on the back as he sobbed.
"Brennan it is not anyones fault exept the person who hit her, and even that could have been an accident." Adam said as Brennan seemed to accept their words.
"No! It is someone's fault! It is mine!" Jesse shouted.
"Jesse..what are you talking about?" Brennan asked. Jesse told them the story of The Giver, and his wish.
"Why didn't you tell us this earlier? We are supposed to be a team, and more importantly a family." Adam said.
"I know.....I'm sorry." Jesse began crying again. Brennan was angry and wanted to kick the crap out of Jesse.
" I hate you! I wish it was you instead of Shal!" Brennan screamed as he stormed out of the lab. He loved Shalimar more than anything, and hated everything that could take her away from him. In his opinion, Jesse was responsible. Emma and Adam did not feel that way. They knew it was not Jesse's fault just as much as it wasn't Brennan's. He did not know Shalomar was going to die.
*** A Few Hous Later***
Jesse was in his room in the dark still crying. Brennan was in his room also in just as much pain. Adam and Emma were together downstairs talking about how much they loved Shalimar, and how much they were going to miss her.
" Hey Emma, did you ever try to get a reading off of Shalimar?" Adam wondered.
"No....should I?" Emma asked.
"Well sure, gp ahead." Adam said. Emma was interrupted by Jesse walking into the room. "How are you feeling Jesse?" Adam asked. Jesse's eyes were red and he was white.
"If only go back and wish for something else, like a coo car or a vacation then Shalimar would still be-" He was cut off by Emma.
"Jesse don't. You are just going to make yourself feel worse." She said.
"Well what about Brennan? He is never going to speak to me again." He said sadly.
"Brennan will come around Jesse. Who knows how long it will take, but he will forgive you." Adam said. Now Emma is going to try and get a reading, just in case she is not dead. Emma closed her eyes and thought about Shalimar.
"Oh my God! Brennan get down here!" Emma shouted.
TBC!!!
NOTE: What is Emma screaming about? I know, but you don't! Haha I looooove cliff hangers! Anyway thanks for all the reviews! 5 more reviews brings a chapter 5 so do me a favor and PLEASE REVIEW!! I hope you liked this chapter, sorry it was so short. More to come........TTFN!!!
P.S: TTFN stands for ta ta for now, thats for all who have not seen Winnie the Pooh!!
The Giver
Chapter 4: If I Could Turn Back Time......
Jesse had passed out and Adam and Brennan carried him to the lab and put him on an examination table. Adam scanned him and made sure everything was ok. After dealing with Jesse he turned to Brennan who was pale as a ghost. "Brenna...what happened to Shalimar? Why do you and I'm assuming Jesse think she is dead?" Adam had a stern and serious look on his face while waiting for Brennan's response.
" W-we saw her bike on the news. It was all twisted up in a knot of out of shape metal. They said its owner was a blonde haired woman that seemed to be in her twenties and was wearing a leather body suit. Adam...." Brennan paused while struggling to hold back tears and then continued."..that has to be Shal." Adam's body felt limp and numb. Her knew also that if what Brennan saw on TV was true, Shalimar was indeed dead. He wanted to run and find her and hold her in his arms. He fely hopeless and upset. Shalimar was like his daughter. He felt like he lost a child. His unhappiness turned into anger. He stormed out of the lab and without thinking punched a wall as hard as he could. His arm went through and he lifted his hand out to see his bloddy knuckles. Brennan and Emma, who was there the whole time crying, ran to see of he was alright.
"I'm fine." Adam said. He looked at Brennan who could no longer resist holding back his tears. Emma was a wreck. Her eyes were red and puffy and she was shaking. Adam walked back into the lab to see how Jesse was doing while the others followed. Jesse was still sleeping. Adam decided not to wake him. It would only make one more person he would have to hold back his tears from. He decided he could not cry in front of them. He was the mentor, the "father". He did not want to make them any more upset then they all ready were.
( ) Adam's thoughts
(When Jesse wakes up, he is going to be very upset. He and Shalimar were very close. This is going to kill him. Poor Emma...she is also very torn by this. Brennan too. All of us......me.)
As Adam was thinking to himself, Brennan and Emma were sobbing on eachother's shoulder. They were broke apart by a loud scream that came from Jesse.
"Jesse! Its ok, we're here." Adam said
"It must be a bad dream. She is not dead, he lied that man on TV lied. Shalimar should sue him, she is not dead Adam...she is not dead." Jesse was delirious.
"Jesse, I know this is hard for you , its hard for all of us. You and Brennan saw it on TV, she is dead. Shalimar is at a hospital waiting to be idenified. I called the hospital and told them who she was, and I asked them what she looked like. Their description fit Shalimar perfectly. I'm sorry." Adam did not know what else to say. He wanted to yell at Jesse to tell him that she is dead and that there was nothing else they could do. He wanted to tell him that he should just get over it, but Adam knew that there was a difference between saying what he wanted to say and saying what he should say. He was not mad at Jesse, but he was mad.
"Adam....." Jesse could not finish talking before he started breaking down crying. Shalimar was his first friend and his best friend. He was on his knees in tears. Emma saw him and started sobbing louder. Brennan eyes were tearing and no noise came from him. Adam looked around the room at the three younger people. he could not take being around their crying, not because it annoyed him, but because it was so upsetting to him. His "family" was falling apart. He would have to vbe the one to pick up the pieces. He walked over to Jesse, who seemed to be the most in need of comfort. He wrapped his arms around Jesse and gave him words of comfort.
"Shhhh....I'm sorry Jesse. I wish I could tell you everything was going to be ok, but I can't." He was trying very hard but Jesse continued crying. "Please Jesse...stay strong for Shalimar." It worked. Those words hit Jesse the hardest. He knew that if Shalimar was there she would make fun of him for being such a baby. He almost smiled at what he thought, but he couldn't. He knew Shalimar would not want him to be so upset. He got off of his knees and brought his weak body to its feet. Brennan and Emma heard Adam's words and their tears were also dying down. They stood in the room for a period of silence which seemed to be an eternity, until Brennan broke the silence.
"Its all my fault! I made her mad you guys! Its MY fault she left, its MY fault she got hit by that truck, and its MY fault she died!" Brennan screamed while tears streamed out of his eyes like an over flowing river.
"No Brennan! You didn't know that was going to happen its not your fault at all, its not your fault." Emma said while rubbing him on the back as he sobbed.
"Brennan it is not anyones fault exept the person who hit her, and even that could have been an accident." Adam said as Brennan seemed to accept their words.
"No! It is someone's fault! It is mine!" Jesse shouted.
"Jesse..what are you talking about?" Brennan asked. Jesse told them the story of The Giver, and his wish.
"Why didn't you tell us this earlier? We are supposed to be a team, and more importantly a family." Adam said.
"I know.....I'm sorry." Jesse began crying again. Brennan was angry and wanted to kick the crap out of Jesse.
" I hate you! I wish it was you instead of Shal!" Brennan screamed as he stormed out of the lab. He loved Shalimar more than anything, and hated everything that could take her away from him. In his opinion, Jesse was responsible. Emma and Adam did not feel that way. They knew it was not Jesse's fault just as much as it wasn't Brennan's. He did not know Shalomar was going to die.
*** A Few Hous Later***
Jesse was in his room in the dark still crying. Brennan was in his room also in just as much pain. Adam and Emma were together downstairs talking about how much they loved Shalimar, and how much they were going to miss her.
" Hey Emma, did you ever try to get a reading off of Shalimar?" Adam wondered.
"No....should I?" Emma asked.
"Well sure, gp ahead." Adam said. Emma was interrupted by Jesse walking into the room. "How are you feeling Jesse?" Adam asked. Jesse's eyes were red and he was white.
"If only go back and wish for something else, like a coo car or a vacation then Shalimar would still be-" He was cut off by Emma.
"Jesse don't. You are just going to make yourself feel worse." She said.
"Well what about Brennan? He is never going to speak to me again." He said sadly.
"Brennan will come around Jesse. Who knows how long it will take, but he will forgive you." Adam said. Now Emma is going to try and get a reading, just in case she is not dead. Emma closed her eyes and thought about Shalimar.
"Oh my God! Brennan get down here!" Emma shouted.
TBC!!!
NOTE: What is Emma screaming about? I know, but you don't! Haha I looooove cliff hangers! Anyway thanks for all the reviews! 5 more reviews brings a chapter 5 so do me a favor and PLEASE REVIEW!! I hope you liked this chapter, sorry it was so short. More to come........TTFN!!!
P.S: TTFN stands for ta ta for now, thats for all who have not seen Winnie the Pooh!!