A/n: I guess I must be in a typing mood!! Another new chappy!! YAY!!
Disclaimer: First of all, I totally don't own Cardcaptor Sakura or any of itz characters. Second, I also don't own the story "If You Only Knew", and of course it belongs to kawaiiteddybear, but I have been given full permission from her to write the sequal, so don't go and sue me.
ENDLESS PASSION
Chapter 4 - Anger, Hate, Disappointment. . . . . Love
"Syaoran, I don't quite understand this topic about the ancient egyptians. . ." Sakura asked him. Sakura, Syaoran, Tomoyo, and Eriol are all gathered in the study hall to prepare for their course exams. Everyone around them was studying also, which made it quite a loud environment.
While Syaoran explains the topic to Sakura, Tomoyo and Eriol are both studying on their literature. The group planned on spending their weekend on the preparations of exams.
"Hoe?? This is so confusing!!" Sakura whines. Everyone sweatdrops, but couldn't help explaining more to her since her face was so lovable.
"Hehe, Sakura is just an airhead as always," Eriol humored. Syaoran gave him a light punch for humiliating his girlfriend, but they all end up laughing.
"Sigh, this weekend is going to be so boring!!!" Tomoyo wailed. "We should go do something to relax ourselves other than studying all day!"
"Yeah, true," Syaoran added.
"I'll go buy all of us some juice so we can refresh ourselves!" Sakura offered.
"Sure," Tomoyo agreed.
"Count me in!" Eriol handed Sakura a 100 yen coin.
"Thanks Sakura," Syaoran said. "Do you need any help?"
"It's okay Syaoran. Why don't you stay and study some more?" Sakura insisted.
Syaoran nodded, then continue reading his textbook. Tomoyo and Eriol continued reviewing their literature terms. Sakura skipped away happily, heading towards the cafeteria area.
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"Hmmm. . . . .what juice should I get for them?" Sakura quietly said to herself. "Grape? Orange? Apple? Oh well, I guess I'll just chose them randomly."
She continues walking faster towards the cafeteria, but she suddenly felt something bothering her. She turned around, but nothing was behind her. 'Why do I have a feeling that someone's following me?' She shrugged, and kept walking ahead.
When she reached the cafeteria, she suddenly heard some fidgeting noise behind her. "Who's there!" She shouted when she immediately turned around to find out. Still no one in sight. "That's odd. . ."
"Strawberry, kiwi, lemonade, and peach juice please!" Sakura directed the waitress behind the counter.
"That will be 500 yen please," the lady replied with a big smile.
Sakura dug inside her pocket to find some change while the lady behind the counter gathered some juice boxes from the refrigerator.
"Thank you!" said the lady behind the counter then exchanged the juice boxes with Sakura with some change in Sakura's hands.
"Hehe, they'll be happy to see what flavor I picked out for them!" Sakura giggled while stacking her juice boxes in front of her to make it easier to carry back to the study hall.
Sakura walked quickly along the hall, eager to get back to her friends. She was humming one of her favorite tunes while skipping faster to the study hall.
Suddenly someone pulled her hand from behind and dragged her to the corner, which caused all the juice boxes on her hand plopping to the floor.
"AHHH!!! What are you doing!!" Sakura screamed. The person behind her covered Sakura's mouth with his hands and continued dragging her to the corner.
"MMMMMMPPPHHHHH!!!!!!!MMMPPPHHHHH!!!!" Sakura kept screeching, but couldn't make much noise because her mouth was being covered tightly.
"Shhh!!! Please be quiet! Please!" The guy behind her whispered.
'That. . . . . . that voice' Sakura recognizes the voice, but couldn't tell who it was.
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"Huh, did you hear someone scream just now?" Eriol asked.
Tomoyo was unsure, but Syaoran heard the scream too.
"Do you think we should check it out?" Tomoyo asked worriedly.
"I'll go," Syaoran volunteered. "Perhaps I could find Sakura and tell her what flavor juice I want!" Syaoran winked at them, then ran out the doors.
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Sakura has been pulled to a dark room with some old, broken desk and a broom closet. "What, what do you want?" Sakura asks.
"Sakura. . ." The guy spoke quietly. The lights were dim, so Sakura couldn't recognize who it was.
"Who are you?" Sakura asks again.
"Sakura! Why don't you love me!" The guy screamed. Sakura was frightened by his loud voice.
The guy immediately ran across the room and switched all the lights on. Sakura's eyes widened. "Josh? Why did you pull me into this room?"
Josh's face was bruised from the fight last time with Syaoran in the field. His face was all swollen red and his lips were slightly ripped. He had a cast on his hand that was attached to a bandage that wrapped around his neck. Josh kept staring at Sakura with his teary eyes.
"Sakura, I love you very much! Please go out with me!" Josh shouted. He held Sakura's hand tightly with his other hand that was free.
Sakura felt uneasy. "Umm. . . I'm sorry for what happened to you. . .but. . ." 'How can I tell him without hurting his feelings?'
"PLEASE!" He repeated himself. He was squeezing Sakura's hand so hard that it's starting to bruise.
"Josh!" Sakura yelped. She tried pushing him away, but he was too strong for her. "Josh! You're hurting me!" tears were forming in her eyes.
Josh quickly released Sakura's hands, which was all purple and bruised. "I'm. . .I'm sorry. . ." he whispered.
Sakura wasn't mad at him. "No, Josh, I'm sorry." Sakura tried explaining. "I love Syaoran, and he had been through a lot with me. We have been together for almost ten years, and our love is very strong between each other. There's no way I could love someone else. . ."
"IT'S NOT TRUE! YOU LOVE ME SAKURA!! I KNOW YOU DO!" Josh raised his voice.
"I'm sorry Josh. . ." Sakura looked down on the ground. 'Oh, what have I done? I've hurted him!!'
"It's not true! It can't be true! Sakura, I've done so much for you!! I've been fighting because of you! I want to show you how much I love you!" Josh was shouting out words uncontrollably. "Why did you pick him??!? Not me??"
"Josh. . .I. . .I. . ." the words were hanging on Sakura's mouth, but she couldn't bare hurting him any more.
"It's him!! It's him that's making you not love me! I'll show him! I'll win your love, Sakura!! I'LL WIN!!!" Josh suddenly approached Sakura. He wrapped his free arm around Sakura, holding her tight towards her.
"Josh!!! Let go of me!!" Sakura shouted at him.
Josh totally ignored her and held her tighter and closer to him.
"Josh!!! What are you doing!!" Sakura cries.
Josh pulls Sakura's face closer to his. Sakura struggles, but she's helpless, because Josh was so much stronger than her. He leans his head forward, his lips almost touching her's.
"Let go of me!" Sakura pushes him hard, but it was still hopeless.
Josh continued to hold her tighter, leaning his head closer. . .closer. . .and closer . . . until their lips touched.
"MMMPPHH!! MMMPPHH!!" Sakura screams while she uses all her strength to separate herself from Josh. Soon, she felt tired, and gave up.
Josh became a little more gentler now with Sakura, but their kiss was still hanging longer. Tears are trickling down Sakura's cheeks, and she still can't separate herself with Josh yet.
'Why am I doing this? This . . . . . .this is wrong. . . . . . .' She didn't enjoy the kiss at all, but it hurt her instead. Her mind was juggling with a thousand different thoughts, all of them made her shed a tear.
Sakura tried another push, but Josh still holds her so tight that Sakura could barely breathe. Sakura closed her eyes to release another stream of tears, and wished that this nightmare would end.
BAM! The door slams open. Standing outside the door was. . . . . . . Syaoran, his eyes are teary and filled with anger.
Josh releases Sakura and turned around to see who it was. When he saw Syaoran, he grinned. "Sakura belongs to me now! I've won her love now!" Josh puts his hands over Sakura's shoulders and pulls her closer to him.
Sakura struggled and pushed him away, this time it was successful. Sakura looked at Syaoran with her innocent eyes. Syaoran's eyes seems to be talking itself too, saying "Why?" and "How could you do this to me?"
"Syaoran. . . . . .It's not what you think. . . . . ." Sakura cried to him.
Syaoran shooked his head, trying not to believe what he just saw.
"It's not what you think. . . . . . please trust me Syaoran!" Sakura was crying harder. She fell on her knees and bawled in her hands.
Syaoran's tears also jerked out of his eyes uncontrollably. He shooked his head again, then ran away crying so loud that everyone must have heard him.
Sakura got up and ran after him. "Syaoran!!" she calls him, but he ignores her and kept running away.
He ran out of the building and slammed the door so hard that the ground shaked. Sakura stands in the middle of the hallway, where everyone peeked out of their classrooms to see what was happening. "Syaoran, it's not what you think. . . . . ."
Chibiwinwin: How did you like it? I dunno, I have no confident on my own chapters. I feel sort of bad now cuz my story was not as good as "If You Only Knew". Owell, that's just my opinion. Yes I know, my intent was to make this chapter emotional. But don't know if it worked tho. . . anywayz please review!!
And don't forget to go visit my webpage at www.geocities.com/magical_crazee_trio/
Disclaimer: First of all, I totally don't own Cardcaptor Sakura or any of itz characters. Second, I also don't own the story "If You Only Knew", and of course it belongs to kawaiiteddybear, but I have been given full permission from her to write the sequal, so don't go and sue me.
ENDLESS PASSION
Chapter 4 - Anger, Hate, Disappointment. . . . . Love
"Syaoran, I don't quite understand this topic about the ancient egyptians. . ." Sakura asked him. Sakura, Syaoran, Tomoyo, and Eriol are all gathered in the study hall to prepare for their course exams. Everyone around them was studying also, which made it quite a loud environment.
While Syaoran explains the topic to Sakura, Tomoyo and Eriol are both studying on their literature. The group planned on spending their weekend on the preparations of exams.
"Hoe?? This is so confusing!!" Sakura whines. Everyone sweatdrops, but couldn't help explaining more to her since her face was so lovable.
"Hehe, Sakura is just an airhead as always," Eriol humored. Syaoran gave him a light punch for humiliating his girlfriend, but they all end up laughing.
"Sigh, this weekend is going to be so boring!!!" Tomoyo wailed. "We should go do something to relax ourselves other than studying all day!"
"Yeah, true," Syaoran added.
"I'll go buy all of us some juice so we can refresh ourselves!" Sakura offered.
"Sure," Tomoyo agreed.
"Count me in!" Eriol handed Sakura a 100 yen coin.
"Thanks Sakura," Syaoran said. "Do you need any help?"
"It's okay Syaoran. Why don't you stay and study some more?" Sakura insisted.
Syaoran nodded, then continue reading his textbook. Tomoyo and Eriol continued reviewing their literature terms. Sakura skipped away happily, heading towards the cafeteria area.
~~~~~~~~~~
"Hmmm. . . . .what juice should I get for them?" Sakura quietly said to herself. "Grape? Orange? Apple? Oh well, I guess I'll just chose them randomly."
She continues walking faster towards the cafeteria, but she suddenly felt something bothering her. She turned around, but nothing was behind her. 'Why do I have a feeling that someone's following me?' She shrugged, and kept walking ahead.
When she reached the cafeteria, she suddenly heard some fidgeting noise behind her. "Who's there!" She shouted when she immediately turned around to find out. Still no one in sight. "That's odd. . ."
"Strawberry, kiwi, lemonade, and peach juice please!" Sakura directed the waitress behind the counter.
"That will be 500 yen please," the lady replied with a big smile.
Sakura dug inside her pocket to find some change while the lady behind the counter gathered some juice boxes from the refrigerator.
"Thank you!" said the lady behind the counter then exchanged the juice boxes with Sakura with some change in Sakura's hands.
"Hehe, they'll be happy to see what flavor I picked out for them!" Sakura giggled while stacking her juice boxes in front of her to make it easier to carry back to the study hall.
Sakura walked quickly along the hall, eager to get back to her friends. She was humming one of her favorite tunes while skipping faster to the study hall.
Suddenly someone pulled her hand from behind and dragged her to the corner, which caused all the juice boxes on her hand plopping to the floor.
"AHHH!!! What are you doing!!" Sakura screamed. The person behind her covered Sakura's mouth with his hands and continued dragging her to the corner.
"MMMMMMPPPHHHHH!!!!!!!MMMPPPHHHHH!!!!" Sakura kept screeching, but couldn't make much noise because her mouth was being covered tightly.
"Shhh!!! Please be quiet! Please!" The guy behind her whispered.
'That. . . . . . that voice' Sakura recognizes the voice, but couldn't tell who it was.
~~~~~~~~~~
"Huh, did you hear someone scream just now?" Eriol asked.
Tomoyo was unsure, but Syaoran heard the scream too.
"Do you think we should check it out?" Tomoyo asked worriedly.
"I'll go," Syaoran volunteered. "Perhaps I could find Sakura and tell her what flavor juice I want!" Syaoran winked at them, then ran out the doors.
~~~~~~~~~~
Sakura has been pulled to a dark room with some old, broken desk and a broom closet. "What, what do you want?" Sakura asks.
"Sakura. . ." The guy spoke quietly. The lights were dim, so Sakura couldn't recognize who it was.
"Who are you?" Sakura asks again.
"Sakura! Why don't you love me!" The guy screamed. Sakura was frightened by his loud voice.
The guy immediately ran across the room and switched all the lights on. Sakura's eyes widened. "Josh? Why did you pull me into this room?"
Josh's face was bruised from the fight last time with Syaoran in the field. His face was all swollen red and his lips were slightly ripped. He had a cast on his hand that was attached to a bandage that wrapped around his neck. Josh kept staring at Sakura with his teary eyes.
"Sakura, I love you very much! Please go out with me!" Josh shouted. He held Sakura's hand tightly with his other hand that was free.
Sakura felt uneasy. "Umm. . . I'm sorry for what happened to you. . .but. . ." 'How can I tell him without hurting his feelings?'
"PLEASE!" He repeated himself. He was squeezing Sakura's hand so hard that it's starting to bruise.
"Josh!" Sakura yelped. She tried pushing him away, but he was too strong for her. "Josh! You're hurting me!" tears were forming in her eyes.
Josh quickly released Sakura's hands, which was all purple and bruised. "I'm. . .I'm sorry. . ." he whispered.
Sakura wasn't mad at him. "No, Josh, I'm sorry." Sakura tried explaining. "I love Syaoran, and he had been through a lot with me. We have been together for almost ten years, and our love is very strong between each other. There's no way I could love someone else. . ."
"IT'S NOT TRUE! YOU LOVE ME SAKURA!! I KNOW YOU DO!" Josh raised his voice.
"I'm sorry Josh. . ." Sakura looked down on the ground. 'Oh, what have I done? I've hurted him!!'
"It's not true! It can't be true! Sakura, I've done so much for you!! I've been fighting because of you! I want to show you how much I love you!" Josh was shouting out words uncontrollably. "Why did you pick him??!? Not me??"
"Josh. . .I. . .I. . ." the words were hanging on Sakura's mouth, but she couldn't bare hurting him any more.
"It's him!! It's him that's making you not love me! I'll show him! I'll win your love, Sakura!! I'LL WIN!!!" Josh suddenly approached Sakura. He wrapped his free arm around Sakura, holding her tight towards her.
"Josh!!! Let go of me!!" Sakura shouted at him.
Josh totally ignored her and held her tighter and closer to him.
"Josh!!! What are you doing!!" Sakura cries.
Josh pulls Sakura's face closer to his. Sakura struggles, but she's helpless, because Josh was so much stronger than her. He leans his head forward, his lips almost touching her's.
"Let go of me!" Sakura pushes him hard, but it was still hopeless.
Josh continued to hold her tighter, leaning his head closer. . .closer. . .and closer . . . until their lips touched.
"MMMPPHH!! MMMPPHH!!" Sakura screams while she uses all her strength to separate herself from Josh. Soon, she felt tired, and gave up.
Josh became a little more gentler now with Sakura, but their kiss was still hanging longer. Tears are trickling down Sakura's cheeks, and she still can't separate herself with Josh yet.
'Why am I doing this? This . . . . . .this is wrong. . . . . . .' She didn't enjoy the kiss at all, but it hurt her instead. Her mind was juggling with a thousand different thoughts, all of them made her shed a tear.
Sakura tried another push, but Josh still holds her so tight that Sakura could barely breathe. Sakura closed her eyes to release another stream of tears, and wished that this nightmare would end.
BAM! The door slams open. Standing outside the door was. . . . . . . Syaoran, his eyes are teary and filled with anger.
Josh releases Sakura and turned around to see who it was. When he saw Syaoran, he grinned. "Sakura belongs to me now! I've won her love now!" Josh puts his hands over Sakura's shoulders and pulls her closer to him.
Sakura struggled and pushed him away, this time it was successful. Sakura looked at Syaoran with her innocent eyes. Syaoran's eyes seems to be talking itself too, saying "Why?" and "How could you do this to me?"
"Syaoran. . . . . .It's not what you think. . . . . ." Sakura cried to him.
Syaoran shooked his head, trying not to believe what he just saw.
"It's not what you think. . . . . . please trust me Syaoran!" Sakura was crying harder. She fell on her knees and bawled in her hands.
Syaoran's tears also jerked out of his eyes uncontrollably. He shooked his head again, then ran away crying so loud that everyone must have heard him.
Sakura got up and ran after him. "Syaoran!!" she calls him, but he ignores her and kept running away.
He ran out of the building and slammed the door so hard that the ground shaked. Sakura stands in the middle of the hallway, where everyone peeked out of their classrooms to see what was happening. "Syaoran, it's not what you think. . . . . ."
Chibiwinwin: How did you like it? I dunno, I have no confident on my own chapters. I feel sort of bad now cuz my story was not as good as "If You Only Knew". Owell, that's just my opinion. Yes I know, my intent was to make this chapter emotional. But don't know if it worked tho. . . anywayz please review!!
And don't forget to go visit my webpage at www.geocities.com/magical_crazee_trio/