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Author's Note: So far so good all you know now is that he kind of has matrix-like powers. So maybe he is a powerful being, but all I can say to you is that he could be use as a weapon of calibre. Poor Ron.
By the way thank you for the few reviewers that understood what I meant with the send reviews thing that I put down at the end of my two previous chapters. Anyway what's really important is that you appreciate so far.
~*Changes*~
Chapter 3
Ron was now laying on his bed with a storm of frustration in his mind. He couldn't sleep because of the clouds that were completely covering his thoughts into 'I shouldn't have said that to her' 'How com makes me react so much?' 'She can be sun a pain'. The boy was troubled like it wasn't enough; his head was hurting like hell. He couldn't seriously have a cramp to his brain, c'mon! He hated what had happened to him, it was so frustrating because he didn't even remember. Sure, he tried to remember but trying wasn't enough for his memory. It was a blur for him. All of this made Ron into an 'I so think I'm going to throw up' phase. He was squirming at his pain and woke Harry up.
Harry slightly opened his eyes to see Ron in pain. They exchanged their roles for a moment. He sat up on his bed and looked at Ron. He looked like someone in withdrawal after they are being cutting off from heroine; he saw it once on TV when the Dursleys were gone to visit some of uncle Vernon's huge client. Ron was groaning of pain, he looked like he was fighting his mental demon and from what he saw it was from being a piece of cake.
"MAKE IT STOP!" yelled Ron so hard that his scream made Harry's glasses brake in two. But it didn't seem that hard since it didn't wake anybody else in the house.
Then it suddenly stopped. Ron eyes were open wide like he just had a nightmare. But then Ron did something that Harry had never seen in his life. HE saw a solitary tear falling from his eyes. Ron curved himself and held his face with his two hands. He was rocking himself on the edge of his bed. He looked traumatized. He never saw Ron this troubled in his life.
"Ron are you okay?" asked Harry carefully. He sat on the edge of his bed so he could face Ron.
"I'm fine Harry." he replied with a little voice.
"You sure? Do you want to talk about it?" said Harry carefully again because he didn't want Ron to push him away.
"Don't talk to me like you are some doctor. To your information it doesn't sound like you're being cautious about it you sound more curious than nothing."
He glanced at Harry and let it out.
"So it goes, I can't talk about something that I don't know about!. This is a mystery for me as much as it is for you. I can't control it very well when I feel insecurity around me and in Me." said Ron seriously. He looked older than fifteen with his worried face. In fact he looked like a totally different Ron.
"Then, what is making you insecure?" said Harry going straight to the point.
Ron looked a Harry and gave him a small smile of gratitude meaning that he appreciated Harry's understanding regarding Harry acting like a doctor.
"To be honest about it, everything concerning what we may found out about the powers. What if I'm hiding an evil spirit that can cause wrong to my friends and family? What if I could die of it? What if it turns me into a big spider eater? Imagine that! I can't even see one without screaming." said Ron in exasperation.
"Don't worry about that for now. Do you accept the fact that you have new powers? I mean do you feel a change inside like a rush of adrenaline?" asked Harry excited.
"Yes and yes. But it wares me out. I can hear stuff that I didn't usually hear. If I concentrate I can read your thoughts. I can float in the air like I'm as light as a feather. I can do extraordinary tricks but it seems to me like they are just the bases of my powers. I feel like I can do more but I don't know how. Do you understand?" asked Ron with incertitude written across his face.
"I do. It's like you have the possibility to use magic with your mind!." said Harry in amazement.
"Nice. I didn't see it like that tough. From my point of view I thought it was an illness or something. Oh, and I can also talk with Pig when I touch him!" said Ron regaining his happy face.
"So does this means that you can also talk to plants, vegetables?" said Harry with a grin.
"You're making fun of me, aren't you? At least I won 5 games of wizard's chess without using my abilities. I can't use it for my own purposes." said Ron with a wider and proud face.
"Really?" asked Harry a little bit too disappointed.
"Yup. It works sometimes but I can't control it because my feelings mix with my abilities so it creates conflicts." informed Ron.
"You don't sound like you need help about It." exclaimed Harry.
"I sound like it but I think it would be better for me to know what I'm really getting myself into. The day I got these powers is a pretty long story to tell, I suppose. I never get it." said Ron with a thoughtful face.
"I have two other questions." said Harry to Ron with his serious and concerned features.
"Only two." answered Ron getting impatient and unnerved.
"Did something happen between you and Hermione?" asked Harry.
Ron simply nodded.
"It is not an answer." said Harry.
"Yes and it went pretty bad." said Ron looking guilty.
"You had a fight!!!" said Harry in an exclamation tone.
"Yeah."
"It wasn't a question, Ron. I was stating a fact of our reality. About what?" asked Harry hoping to get a good explanation.
"I said something about being tired and she 'joked', I mean she bad at jokes, and said Hey, Must be your brain overtime! I got pissed at her bad joke and said that yeah because it must have been true since I thought that Hermione and I could actually stand each other. I got more and more pissed! And she saw me flying and able to sand up on my living room's ceiling. And then I said that she had two choices: 1 she could help me and support me like a friend would do or 2 ignore me!" explained Ron with a furious face.
"And what happened next?" asked Harry trying to use a ruse to get another information.
"Don't you abuse of my madness HARRY POTTER!" he said first.
"I just left her speechless." added Ron few seconds later.
"You! Oh god, she must be in shock!"
"Yeah she must be, but I'm not feeling sorry about it. She treated me like I was her stupid friend so that's how I'm paying her back." said the stubborn Ron.
"Paying her back for what Ron? For her always helping you with your hom-
"No Harry. For treating like I'm nothing but a useless git who's only good at saying sarcastic comments and insignificant things. For treating me like I'm inferior to everyone around me, like I'm worthless and like I have no talents. She treats me like I am a sort of Malfoy but easier to make fun of. I'm sick of it! I'm on the edge; I don't even know what the hell I'm doing on the surface of the Earth. I'm only a teenager who is probably doing a hissy fit, but hey that's normal! Who doesn't? No Harry, I have only one person on whom I can count on now and its you. I trust you and I know you're not a backstabber." said Ron trying to catch his breath back.
Harry was overwhelmed by Ron's word but still thought it was unfair.
"You're not being fair with Hermione." said Harry with a concerned face.
"Yes I am. I showed her how much I care enough for her. How much my friendship with her means for me by being honest with myself and with her. That she cannot always be right and perfect. It's not the tale of the Beauty and the Beast here, because if I was a beast what she said wouldn't have hurt me badly. It didn't hurt my pride or ego whatever you call it, she wounded what's within my soul with her 'joke'!" and with his final words spoken, Ron went to sleep leaving his other friend speechless.
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Enough hints? I think I gave you a good aspect of how Ron feels about it and live with it. Pretty emotional this Ron! And also really ANGRY!
Now please send some reviews or I won't be able to continue my story. (It's far from a menace.)
You can send some ideas too. IT can always help me find some inspiration.
Thank you. In case you don't know how to review, there's a little button at the bottom of the page saying 'Review this chapter'.( it might help!)
For the next chapter---- hint- is with--- Hermione and there's the word wrong and sorry in it.
Now please don't complain about it. I dropped some hints. (Not on purpose. I mean who would do that? Certainly not me!)
Author's Note: So far so good all you know now is that he kind of has matrix-like powers. So maybe he is a powerful being, but all I can say to you is that he could be use as a weapon of calibre. Poor Ron.
By the way thank you for the few reviewers that understood what I meant with the send reviews thing that I put down at the end of my two previous chapters. Anyway what's really important is that you appreciate so far.
~*Changes*~
Chapter 3
Ron was now laying on his bed with a storm of frustration in his mind. He couldn't sleep because of the clouds that were completely covering his thoughts into 'I shouldn't have said that to her' 'How com makes me react so much?' 'She can be sun a pain'. The boy was troubled like it wasn't enough; his head was hurting like hell. He couldn't seriously have a cramp to his brain, c'mon! He hated what had happened to him, it was so frustrating because he didn't even remember. Sure, he tried to remember but trying wasn't enough for his memory. It was a blur for him. All of this made Ron into an 'I so think I'm going to throw up' phase. He was squirming at his pain and woke Harry up.
Harry slightly opened his eyes to see Ron in pain. They exchanged their roles for a moment. He sat up on his bed and looked at Ron. He looked like someone in withdrawal after they are being cutting off from heroine; he saw it once on TV when the Dursleys were gone to visit some of uncle Vernon's huge client. Ron was groaning of pain, he looked like he was fighting his mental demon and from what he saw it was from being a piece of cake.
"MAKE IT STOP!" yelled Ron so hard that his scream made Harry's glasses brake in two. But it didn't seem that hard since it didn't wake anybody else in the house.
Then it suddenly stopped. Ron eyes were open wide like he just had a nightmare. But then Ron did something that Harry had never seen in his life. HE saw a solitary tear falling from his eyes. Ron curved himself and held his face with his two hands. He was rocking himself on the edge of his bed. He looked traumatized. He never saw Ron this troubled in his life.
"Ron are you okay?" asked Harry carefully. He sat on the edge of his bed so he could face Ron.
"I'm fine Harry." he replied with a little voice.
"You sure? Do you want to talk about it?" said Harry carefully again because he didn't want Ron to push him away.
"Don't talk to me like you are some doctor. To your information it doesn't sound like you're being cautious about it you sound more curious than nothing."
He glanced at Harry and let it out.
"So it goes, I can't talk about something that I don't know about!. This is a mystery for me as much as it is for you. I can't control it very well when I feel insecurity around me and in Me." said Ron seriously. He looked older than fifteen with his worried face. In fact he looked like a totally different Ron.
"Then, what is making you insecure?" said Harry going straight to the point.
Ron looked a Harry and gave him a small smile of gratitude meaning that he appreciated Harry's understanding regarding Harry acting like a doctor.
"To be honest about it, everything concerning what we may found out about the powers. What if I'm hiding an evil spirit that can cause wrong to my friends and family? What if I could die of it? What if it turns me into a big spider eater? Imagine that! I can't even see one without screaming." said Ron in exasperation.
"Don't worry about that for now. Do you accept the fact that you have new powers? I mean do you feel a change inside like a rush of adrenaline?" asked Harry excited.
"Yes and yes. But it wares me out. I can hear stuff that I didn't usually hear. If I concentrate I can read your thoughts. I can float in the air like I'm as light as a feather. I can do extraordinary tricks but it seems to me like they are just the bases of my powers. I feel like I can do more but I don't know how. Do you understand?" asked Ron with incertitude written across his face.
"I do. It's like you have the possibility to use magic with your mind!." said Harry in amazement.
"Nice. I didn't see it like that tough. From my point of view I thought it was an illness or something. Oh, and I can also talk with Pig when I touch him!" said Ron regaining his happy face.
"So does this means that you can also talk to plants, vegetables?" said Harry with a grin.
"You're making fun of me, aren't you? At least I won 5 games of wizard's chess without using my abilities. I can't use it for my own purposes." said Ron with a wider and proud face.
"Really?" asked Harry a little bit too disappointed.
"Yup. It works sometimes but I can't control it because my feelings mix with my abilities so it creates conflicts." informed Ron.
"You don't sound like you need help about It." exclaimed Harry.
"I sound like it but I think it would be better for me to know what I'm really getting myself into. The day I got these powers is a pretty long story to tell, I suppose. I never get it." said Ron with a thoughtful face.
"I have two other questions." said Harry to Ron with his serious and concerned features.
"Only two." answered Ron getting impatient and unnerved.
"Did something happen between you and Hermione?" asked Harry.
Ron simply nodded.
"It is not an answer." said Harry.
"Yes and it went pretty bad." said Ron looking guilty.
"You had a fight!!!" said Harry in an exclamation tone.
"Yeah."
"It wasn't a question, Ron. I was stating a fact of our reality. About what?" asked Harry hoping to get a good explanation.
"I said something about being tired and she 'joked', I mean she bad at jokes, and said Hey, Must be your brain overtime! I got pissed at her bad joke and said that yeah because it must have been true since I thought that Hermione and I could actually stand each other. I got more and more pissed! And she saw me flying and able to sand up on my living room's ceiling. And then I said that she had two choices: 1 she could help me and support me like a friend would do or 2 ignore me!" explained Ron with a furious face.
"And what happened next?" asked Harry trying to use a ruse to get another information.
"Don't you abuse of my madness HARRY POTTER!" he said first.
"I just left her speechless." added Ron few seconds later.
"You! Oh god, she must be in shock!"
"Yeah she must be, but I'm not feeling sorry about it. She treated me like I was her stupid friend so that's how I'm paying her back." said the stubborn Ron.
"Paying her back for what Ron? For her always helping you with your hom-
"No Harry. For treating like I'm nothing but a useless git who's only good at saying sarcastic comments and insignificant things. For treating me like I'm inferior to everyone around me, like I'm worthless and like I have no talents. She treats me like I am a sort of Malfoy but easier to make fun of. I'm sick of it! I'm on the edge; I don't even know what the hell I'm doing on the surface of the Earth. I'm only a teenager who is probably doing a hissy fit, but hey that's normal! Who doesn't? No Harry, I have only one person on whom I can count on now and its you. I trust you and I know you're not a backstabber." said Ron trying to catch his breath back.
Harry was overwhelmed by Ron's word but still thought it was unfair.
"You're not being fair with Hermione." said Harry with a concerned face.
"Yes I am. I showed her how much I care enough for her. How much my friendship with her means for me by being honest with myself and with her. That she cannot always be right and perfect. It's not the tale of the Beauty and the Beast here, because if I was a beast what she said wouldn't have hurt me badly. It didn't hurt my pride or ego whatever you call it, she wounded what's within my soul with her 'joke'!" and with his final words spoken, Ron went to sleep leaving his other friend speechless.
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Enough hints? I think I gave you a good aspect of how Ron feels about it and live with it. Pretty emotional this Ron! And also really ANGRY!
Now please send some reviews or I won't be able to continue my story. (It's far from a menace.)
You can send some ideas too. IT can always help me find some inspiration.
Thank you. In case you don't know how to review, there's a little button at the bottom of the page saying 'Review this chapter'.( it might help!)
For the next chapter---- hint- is with--- Hermione and there's the word wrong and sorry in it.
Now please don't complain about it. I dropped some hints. (Not on purpose. I mean who would do that? Certainly not me!)