Okay this chapter is pretty much an explanation chapter. This is for Ink. ^_^

Pretty much the whole first part of the story is Heero's dream. First though, before the dream Heero was involved with Relena, but Relena dumped him.

Ex:

"I'm sorry Heero, I really am. I just…don't think we're the same people anymore. Back in the war…You and I were both there, fighting for the same dream…Peace."

"Relena…what are you talking about?"

Duo was the rebound, obviously. The very first paragraph-like thingy is right before Heero falls asleep and has this dream. The inserts are just feelings Heero is having like the quote:

In order to forget, I always had one encounter after another...They did me a favor by making me aware of such pain...Those warm tears.

Heero, in the dream, is having a 'fuck-buddy' like relationship with Duo. He wants it to be something more (as he does in real life, hence the begging with the italics: I wish you loved me.) The descriptive paragraphs were describing Duo's unique personality, while Heero's compared with his is based solely on having Duo in his life. During the dream the plot of the 1x2 relationship is first Duo kisses Heero at the club. They have sex afterwards Ex:

"Duo…I've never really…done this before…"

"Hey, baby, it's okay I'll help you…"

Then after the one encounter Duo tries to jump on Heero all the time. Heero doesn't like it, cus it bothers him that Duo would want him for sex only. Duo mistakes Heero's approach as bastardization. Hehe. Great word. Duo in the dream, doesn't want to lose Heero because he's lost everything in his life important to him. He just doesn't want to see Heero go too. Ex:

"What are you afraid of?"

"LOSING…"

"Losing what?"

"Everything…I've already lost so much…"

So they break up (which is at the beginning) and Duo gets scared again when Heero spills out all of his emotions. He leaves. The end. Then they try and talk it out some more. That's when Heero asks him what he's afraid of. Then they feel like there's nothing else to say. So they go their separate ways. Heero's walking down a street in the middle of nowhere and trips and falls. Poof! Out of the dream.

He stepped in between two of them, and his shoelace caught.

"Ahh-h."

Heero braced himself for the cold hard cement landing…but it never came.

He opened his eyes.

He was still falling.

Then he hit something.

Hard.

He wakes up, naked, in his bed. You guess what happened the night before, eh? So he's slept in (wow perfect soldier SLEPT IN!) yeah anyways Duo comes in and wakes him up informing him of breakfast and that if he doesn't wake up soon they're gonna have it without him. Heero's so happy that he figures he's dreaming now and that his awake state was when he was having the bad dream. So he asks Duo to stay and 'make love with him.' Lol. Duo gets all emotional cus he called it 'making love' instead of sex and they live happily ever after. The whole dream theme is kinda summed up at the end with the "Sweet dreams.." line. And when Heero says he doesn't care if it's a dream because it's a really good dream. I couldn't bring myself to write lemon in here. It was just too…fluffy at the end to de-innocentize it. If you were wondering about the stuff in the -…- that was just random lyrics from different songs that I felt fit the situation. I love the last part with the I'm not in love part.

- I'm not in love

So don't forget it

It's just a silly phase I'm going through…-

So there you have it. Anymore questions you can e-mail me @ anti_avril21@yahoo.com I hate Avril lavigne!!!! Rock on! Hehe Ciao ;)