A/N Right a lot of you have been saying how they're only eleven and how it's too young. I totally agree but I did want the story to be when they first met. anyway I had a sudden brainwave last night and Liz, Katie and Lily have actually transferred in their fifth year to Hogwarts. so they still have just met and they're older. yay! so the first chapter has been changed to go with this.

Chapter 9

Lily awoke by the sound of Liz and Katie talking.

"sshhh." whispered Liz "don't wake her."

"I am trying to be quiet but how do you not expect me not to shout when you stand on me."

"Well It's not my fault its pitch-black in here!"

"turn a light on then."

"no, you'll wake Lily and she needs her sleep after what happened tonight."

"yeah you're right....so what did you wake me up for?"

"oh yeah. well about 10 minutes ago you'll never guess who was in here."

"who?"

"James."

"what did he want?"

"Well he came in and then he told me to be quiet because he didn't want to wake Lily up and then he kissed me."

Lily froze in her sleep. Did she just hear right? Did Katie just say that James had kissed her? but james liked her. He came in to kiss her.

"OH MY GOD!" screamed Liz completely forgetting that she had to be quiet for Lily.

"sshhh." whispered Katie she looked over at Lily who was still. " She's still asleep." she told Liz

"so was he a good kisser?"

"yeah he was very good."

Lily was in confusion. So james had gone and kissed her. waited till she'd gone to sleep then kissed Katie. Tears began to fill up in Lily's eyes. "I can't believe I really liked him. I can't believe he did this to me. He used me." tears rolled down Lily's cheeks.

"So are you going out with him now then?" asked Liz

"well.....not officially." answered Katie "But we practically are."

"ok that's cool. I'm going back to sleep now I'm completely shattered."

Liz and Katie got back into their beds and left Lily lying feeling used and heart-broken.

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Liz shook Lily gently.

"come on." she said "you have to get up and get ready for breakfast."

Lily looked up at her sleepily. "I don't want to go." she said before closing her eyes again.

"Lily come on, you need to face everyone. The longer you put it off the harder it's going to be. No-one is going to give you a hard time about Peter so don't worry."

"She doesn't have to go if she doesn't want to." a voice by the door said. Lily recognised it as Sirius's. "Mcgonagall said that if she doesn't feel up to it she doesn't have to go." He walked up to Lily and stroked her hair staring down at her. Lily didn't stir.

"but Sirius don't you think it would be better if she went?" Liz questioned.

"well yeah because she gets to eat breakfast with me." he answered grinning. "but if she doesn't feel up to it then she shouldn't go."

Lily tired of everyone talking about her as if she were three years old pulled the duvet off her and swung her legs over the side of the bed. She stood up. " why do you all think that I'm incapable of making up my own mind. For gods sake I'M NOT A CHILD."

with that she grabbed her clothes and started walking towards the bathroom.

"Lily." called Sirius after her. Lily ignored him. She shut the door and went for the healing powers of hot water.

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Lily returned from the bathroom wrapped in a towel. Her dormitory was now deserted. she heard voices coming from the common room. Lily guessed they were all downstairs waiting for her. she sat on the edge of her bed thinking about James and Peter. "why does everyone think that I'm such a weak little thing after last night with Peter?" she thought. "yes peter hurt me but I don't want to be tip-toed around. I'm strong I can cope."

she sighed then remembering her kiss with James last night. She was so mad with him. How dare he use her. Lily was angry on the outside but inside her heart was aching. She ran a brush through her hair and got dressed. She wondered whether Mcgonagall would of told everyone about her and Peter. She wondered how she would face them.

"LILY COME ON!" she heard a voice shout from downstairs.

"alright, alright I'm coming."

Lily made her way down the stairs. The room fell silent. People were looking at the ground avoiding eye contact with her. "oh god I can't stand this silence." Lily thought.

Remus walked up to her and put an arm round her. " are you alright?" he asked her.

Lily managed a weak smile. "yep, I'm fine." James caught her eye. His face was full of concern, he forced a smile for her. she looked away quickly.

"can we go down to breakfast then please." she asked. All of the friends suddenly realised that they had all been standing there staring and all agreed and hurried down to the great hall.

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Remus still had his arm round Lily when they entered the great hall. People were talking and chattering loudly while eating their breakfast. When lily walked in some fell silent. Some stopped and stared, some obviously didn't know and carried on talking. Lily put a brave face on things and walked up to the table and took a seat. She had a brave face but her insides were crying. Remus sat one side of her and then James sat the other side. He grabbed Lily's hand from under the table and squeezed it hard.

"um...you know Remus I think I might come and sit on the other side of you if that's all right." Lily said quickly

"err....sure wotever Lily." said a slightly confused Remus. she got up and sat on the other side of Remus leaving a very confused James.

A/N Thank you to my reviewers and keep um coming. reviews=happy writer=more chapters. I need to know if there are people who actually want me to rite more chapters.