Chapter 22

"Do you want another drink Lils?" Sirius offered while slipping an arm around her waist.

"No I still have this one thanks Sirius." smiling sweetly at him. She looked around at all the dancing couples. Her eyes flicking around seeing who was there she turned to see Liz sitting on Remus's lap kissing him. A lad that Lily recognised from Ravenclaw began walking over to their table. He leaned over to Lily.

"do you want to dance?" he asked smiling down at her. She looked over his shoulder and saw James enter the room.

"Sure." she replied wanting to make James as jealous as possible. She took his hand and he led her to the dance floor. She saw James watch her. She felt his eyes burning into her, watching her every move. The boy pulled her close and they started dancing. She felt James watching her again so she pulled herself in closer and the danced together. Lily was aware that quite a few people were staring at her now but she didn't care. She wanted James to be jealous. she wanted him to suffer. She wanted him to pay for hurting her. The song finished and the boy pulled away from her reluctantly. lily flashed him a smile and walked back to her table where Sirius was waiting for her.

A slow song came on and couples began to pair off. Sirius grabbed her hand and pulled her down and hugged her.

Lily laughed. "your a bit close tonight aren't you." She said smiling.

"Only with beautiful girls like you." Sirius pulled away and looked her in the eyes.

"Oh you're such a charmer." she giggled.

They sat in silence for a few seconds and then Sirius leaned in and tucked a few strands of hair behind Lily's ear. "I think you're so beautiful." he whispered into it.

He leant down to Lily's lips. Lily was shocked she didn't know what to do. Before she knew it his lips were on hers. He was a really good kisser. Lily's mind was a blur. She felt Sirius being pulled away from her and a voice shouting. She opened her eyes to see James shouting at Sirius.

"WHAT THE HELL I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND!" James shouted over the loud music. She noticed that everyone was staring at them.

"I AM YOUR MATE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR ON ABOUT."

"WHAT I'M ON ABOUT YOU FUCKING KISSED LILY! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LIKE HER AND YOU WENT AND KISSED HER!" Lily blushed and looked to the floor. She didn't know what to do. This would of been so romantic if it weren't so embarrassing.

"IF SHE LIKED YOU DON'T YOU THINK THAT YOU WOULD BE GOING OUT AGAIN NOW!"

The ravenclaw that danced with Lily stepped forward. "Look guys maybe you should cool it a little."

"STAY OUT OF IT YOU!" James said threatening him.

"JUST ADMIT IT JAMES. YOU'RE JEALOUS. THAT'S HOW YOU LOST HER. BECAUSE YOU WERE JEALOUS AND NOW YOU ARE NEVER GOING TO GET HER BACK."

Lily watched helplessly. She didn't know what to do. she knew that she was the only one that could stop them but she didn't know what to say. She placed her hand on Sirius's arm. He jumped when she touched him.

"Please just stop this." she said quietly. She turned and looked at James. She could see the hurt in his eyes. She hated seeing him like this. He turned and walked out of the room.

"THAT'S IT JAMES WALK AWAY LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO. WALK AWAY FROM LILY AGAIN. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK I KNOW THAT SHE IS BETTER WITHOUT YOU! YOU DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HER AT ALL."

James turned to face Sirius. His face full of anger. The last time she had seen him this angry was with Peter, but he looked angrier than that.

"DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT LILY. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I FELT FOR LILY. I LOVED HER MORE THAN I HAVE EVER LOVED ANYONE BEFORE!" He was shaking with anger. he turned on his heel and walked swiftly out of the pub. Everyone was watching him.

Lily didn't know what she was doing. She started to run after James. It was raining outside and the rain beated down on her forehead. She saw a blurry figure of James in front of her. Rain was gushing down her face and into her eyes. She wiped them hurriedly and continued to run after him.

"James!" she called out weakly.

He turned. She stared at him. He stared at her. The rain was pouring down beside them. They were both completely drenched.

"James I'm so sor-" she started but James had began to kiss her, but it was not gentle kissing it was angry kissing. His lips were mashed against hers. He held her arms hard down by her sides. He pulled away quickly.

"James what was-" again she didn't finish her sentence because he had put a finger up to her lips. He grabbed her hand and pulled her along the street.

A/N that was such a cool chapter to rite!! hee hee I love fights there so cool! I want reviews! Love you all loads luv Amy xxxx