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A/N Hey did I rush that last chapter? I kind of think I did but I wasn't too sure. If I did please let me know so I can rewrite it. Thanks for all the wonderful encouraging comments and all the reviews out there I love them! And sorry this chapter is sad too but it has to be. Oh and I know Dilandu fans, Dilandu would NEVER be as nice as he is in my story ( you know what I mean, I mean come on really him help Van? Not likely) but I like Dilandu and I want him in my story and I want him to be nice. Yes I know it's not him but if that aggravates you then please don't read. Besides that Enjoy!!!
"Soren this one's alive!!!"
"Pick her up Trisha! The bandits could return! We don't want to be here if that happens!"
"What about her friend?!"
A tall young man walked over to the black haired lady hovering over Hitomi and Millerna. He had long midnight hair and pale green eyes, his soft features were twisted to a sad frown.
"Darice said she was dead when we arrived. I'm afraid this young one is the only survivor. Caleb! Come help Trisha carry her back to camp! Move out everyone!"
The tiny group of gypsies laid Hitomi's body on a quickly made stretcher and disappeared from the slaughter as fast as their feet could carry them. If the bandits spotted them they wouldn't last very long considering the size of the gypsy group.
The leader of the group, the man by the name of Soren turned around to sweep one last glance at the dead bodies scattered everywhere. Shaking his head sorrowfully he turned back to the trees. They would take good care of the girl and nurse her back to health. Hopefully she would remember her home and they would return her as soon as possible.
They didn't have much to offer but Soren hated to see fellow humans slaughtered like this. The only killing he wished and hoped for was the deaths of the bandits and their cowardly leader Lorus. One day Lorus would get his just deserves and Soren was going to be there when it happened.
Van threw the comforter off his legs and lazily rose to his feet. Groggily he shoved his face in the wash bin on his dresser. The cold seeped into his blood and he felt the chill sweep over his limbs. Jerking his head out of the ice water he shook his unruly locks and shivered as the tiny droplets slipped from his hair and glided down his arms.
He grabbed the usual red tunic and slipped it over his shoulders. Casually tying his sword around his waist he pulled open the heavy bedroom door and stepped into the hall. Looking himself over he frowned at his dirty beige pants. Last night he had been so tired he hadn't bothered to change his pants. He had thrown his shirt off and crawled into bed.
Oh well he could change them later they would just get dirty again anyways. He would take his bath after a good morning of training and a large meal. Shaking off the remaining ties of sleep he looked up just in time to see Merle burst around the corner into the royal wing. She spotted him and Van froze at her frantic eyes. She dropped to all fours and leaped down the hall straight into his chest.
"Van-Sama!!!"
Van groaned and rubbed his offended head. Pushing Merle off his chest he gladly took in the much-needed air she had knocked from him.
"Merle what's wrong?!" he groaned
Merle was bouncing on her feet her tail rapidly swishing back and forth.
"A messenger just arrived from Liara!! He says the king wants to know why the girls refused the Queen's request to come home!"
Van stood up and brushed his shirt off casually shrugging his shoulders.
"They didn't, they left.."
His own words finally clicked in his mind and his head snapped up to capture Merle's eyes.
"I know!!! Van-Sama! Do you think the bandits got to them?!"
Van felt the walls swirl together like water falling down a drain. Shaking his head of pessimistic ideas he turned to Merle again.
"Merle send the messenger back to Liara and tell them I'm setting out now."
Merle nodded and bounded down the hall Van right on her heels. They reached the steps and Merle rushed over to the messenger who looked tired and a little anxious. Van watched as Merle told him of the current plans. The messenger's face turned as white as a ghost. He had heard tales of how the royals of Liara were well loved by their people. They brought the people nothing but joy and wealth. Travelers had often spoken of Hitomi as well. She was constantly visiting the people and helping on farms. The people would be very grieved if anything happened to the two young girls.
Shaking himself back to reality he turned and ran out the front doors. James was just walking up the steps and smiled to Van. Van was anything but smiling and James own cheery grin soon melted into a look of panic and concern.
"Van what's wrong?"
"Get the soldiers ready we're heading to the Castille Forest, now!"
With that Van ran off to the stables to saddle his horse. James stood confused for a minute before finally jumping down the steps and racing over to the barracks. Within minutes half of Fanelia's army was rounded up and ready to head out. Van climbed up onto his horse and with a kick of his foot sent his horse into a gallop.
By this time news of the missing Liara guests had spread all over Fanelia and the people looked on in sorrow as the army raced through the cobblestone streets of the market heading for the forest.
Van didn't flinch as branches cut across his flesh drawing blood. He ignored the dust and dirt in his eyes and followed the trail Liara's party had left. Looking up from the path he urged his horse forward faster. Turning back to the trail he froze and pulled the company to a halt. The path normally continued on for another mile or so and then turned left to Liara and right to Fried. He felt the anger flare as his eyes followed the tracks to the right. The path that was supposed to be in front of him had been covered with leaves and dirt. He could see faint horse hooves where messengers must have seen the path during the daylight but not the prints of many horses, the prints he should have seen. They must have just missed the path before it got dark.
His crimson eyes flashed with a sudden rage. Turning to James he pointed forward where the covered path led.
"Take half the men clear this path and head on forward, I'll take the rest and continue following the tracks."
"Van-sama is that wise? What if the bandits are still there?"
Van gave James a formidable scowl and kicked his horse into a gallop once more. James shook his head and turned to the soldiers.
"Half of you with Lord Van the rest of you with me! We clear off this path and head forward!"
The soldiers split up, half breaking into a gallop following their king. Van felt the wind sting his eyes and angrily blinked to keep the forest in focus. However it wasn't long before he pulled his horse to a stop once again. The resounding clatter of horses pulling up short rang through the forest air.
No one moved, no one even dared breathe as their king sat desolate, staring out over what had once been many proud Liara soldiers.
Van felt the rage consume him and his hands shook. Slowly he slid down the side of his black velvet stallion and leaned his head against the horse's side trying to compose himself. Finally after he was breathing normally he stepped over the first dead body and felt the dread lodge in his throat.
His cracked voice shattered the unnerving silence consuming the forest.
"Search for survivors"
The soldiers slowly and quietly jumped down from their horses and spread out over dead bodies checking for any living souls.
Van felt the sorrow and anger eat at his thought as he shakily stumbled over bodies and made his way to the carriage. The shock of the situation ate at him as he gazed over the dead bodies. He rounded the side of the carriage and felt his stomach jump to his throat threatening to come out. Instead he swallowed and felt the sting of bile. Tom's body had been ripped and stabbed and Van saw images of Hitomi and Millerna flash through his mind. Quickly shaking them away he ran up to the carriage only to find it empty. The truth was setting in. He spun around looking over the dead bodies more carefully this time. Over the dirt and grass he spotted blonde hair and forced the tears back.
Leaping over bodies here and there he hastily made his way to the body. The forest blurred around him as he looked down on the face of Millerna. Her body lay as still as the forest floor, her hair was mingled with dirt and blood creating a sickening brown. Her skin was an unnatural shade of white and purple and her dress was blood red. Van had never let the site of battle bother him. His stomach had been able to handle it but as his eyes focused on his friend lying dead with an arrow through her heart Van felt an indescribable pain seize his chest.
His lungs tightened and he watched as the ground came up on him. His knees sunk into the mud his eyes still locked on her void blue ones. Ignoring a lone tear slipping down his cheek he brushed her eyelids closed.
One morning ... he had only one morning with her before her life was stolen.
His eyes flared up again and the anger literally blazed as he rose to his feet. Someone would pay for this, when he found him the man would beg for mercy. And it would never come. This murderer wouldn't hang, that would be too merciful. He would hurt for months before death would come to take him.
The forest smoothed back into focus and he watched as soldiers gathered up the bodies and loaded them onto their horses. Van looked down at Millerna and bent down to her once again. Shaking with hatred he carefully pulled the arrow out of her chest and threw it shattering into a tree. Picking up her body he turned to a soldier who dared to approach the king.
Van swallowed and despite his best efforts his voice came out cracked and broken, "Hitomi?" he managed
The guard shook his head and Van felt the despair sink in. Gods this was terrible! He didn't dare think on what the bandits would do to her. If they had spared her yesterday she wouldn't last very long. Van dredged up a nod and the soldier walked back to his horse shoulders slumped. Van climbed onto his horse and nestled Millerna against his chest.
Twisting the reins he began the journey back to Fanelia. Today would be a grave day indeed.
James kicked the last leaf out of the path and looked over their handy work. The path was nice and clear now, no one would miss it and future problems could be avoided. He was about to mount his horse and head out when the thunder of horses could be heard. Everyone tensed and drew their swords but James ordered them down when he saw Van approaching.
He felt the relief wash over him as Van rode up with Millerna in his arms. Scolding himself for worrying he smiled up at Van and the approaching party. Van's eyes were void and moist. James couldn't understand and took another look at Millerna.
Her limp hand bounced with the horse and James focused on the color of her skin. He felt the dread return and his smile scattered. Van pulled his horse up next to James and looked down at him.
James couldn't help but stumble backwards at the rage and hurt his gaze held up close.
"Hitomi wasn't with them, we'll return to Fanelia and send a message to Liara. We'll store the bodies for a proper burial and then head back out to look for Hitomi."
James grit his teeth and glanced back at the soldiers lined up behind Van. They were carrying more bodies and James closed his eyes to control himself. Slowly he opened his eyes up and turned back to Van.
"Van..you know as well as I do that Hitomi won't be."
"WE HEAD BACK OUT!" Van's sudden outburst silenced the entire group.
James slowly nodded and jumped back on his horse, "Let's go"
The trip home was dead silent and again the ride through the market was silent excluding a few gasps that some villagers let out in shock. Merle was sitting on the front steps when the group rode up. Her eyes blazed with hope as she dashed to her brother's side. She saw Millerna's blonde hair and felt the tears of relief wash down her face. Merle was smiling when Van rounded his horse holding Millerna's body. Merle looked up and screamed in spite of herself. There was no mistaking it up close, Millerna was dead. Merle's eyes danced across the figure and then up to her brother. The horror reflecting in her blue orbs was nothing short of what Van had expected.
Merle turned around still in shock and screamed again as the soldiers climbed down from their horses carrying the other dead bodies.
The stunned cat girl stumbled backwards and fell to the ground her mouth open. She reluctantly searched the bodies but didn't see Hitomi.
Still not completely thinking straight she stood up dazed.
"Hitomi? Where's Hitomi's body?!" she demanded
Van looked over his shoulder and captured his sister's terrified gaze.
"We head out in a half an hour to look for her, it wasn't there. She may be alive."
Merle's tail sagged to the dirt and her shoulders slumped. She blinked and ran back inside the castle.
Allen burst into King Aston's study dragging the messenger from Fanelia along with him.
"Van is personally leading a search party for the girls, he says they left yesterday afternoon!!"
King Aston's head snapped up, "They what?!"
Allen's grave expression let him know he was serious. The king dropped his quill and clutched his desk. While he let the news sink in Allen hadn't bothered to waste time. King Aston looked up just in time to see Allen disappear his heavy boots fading down the stairs.
Pulling himself together the King tied his sword around his waist and ran out of the room following his future son in law.
Another search party was organized within minutes with a messenger on his way to Asturia ordering the soldiers to set out and search the forests near home. Another messenger was sent to Fried and Zaibach asking for help. Finally another messenger set out to Fanelia to let them know they would head to Fanelia right away and meet up to head out.
Merle sat huddled in the corner of Van's study resting her head on her shoulders. Liara's messenger had arrived about a half an hour before Allen and Aston themselves. They were waiting downstairs confused as to why Van wasn't there. Merle had been informed of their arrival and was trying to gather her courage. Finally brushing away some stray tears she opened the doors and ignored the stares from the servants.
She walked into the entrance hall where Allen and Aston stood. They both rushed up to her as she entered and immediately pelted her with questions. The voices were fuzzy to her ears and with the extra stress and revelations of this week she couldn't bare to stand and listen to them babble on.
"Be quiet," she hissed
The two blinked and shut their mouths. Merle tried to raise her shoulders but failed miserably as the images and news of the day wrenched more tears from her.
Allen stepped up and pulled the cat girl into a hug.
"Merle what happened?"
Merle cried into Allen's chest for a good 10 minutes before getting control of herself. The tears washed into hiccups and Merle pulled away rubbing her eyes.
"Where is Van dear? It's dark he should be inside" Aston stated
"Van is out looking for Hitomi," Merle managed with a squeak
"Did he find Millerna?!" Allen asked frantically
Merle nodded solemnly and led them to the healer's rooms. Aston was the first to enter and cried out before he could clamp his mouth shut.
"NO!"
Allen pushed in after him and fell back against the wall. The healer's room had been converted to a storage room for the bodies for the time being. Allen walked over to Millerna's body and fell down beside it.
Aston began to shake his wide eyes glued to his daughter. Merle turned to back out the door but Aston grabbed her shoulder.
"What of my other child?" his raspy voice broke Merle's heart
"Van left as soon as he returned with them"
"Please tell my soldiers to head out, now"
Merle nodded her head and closed the door behind her. Seconds later the courtyard was in a fury of dust again as soldiers set out to aid in the search for Hitomi. Word had been sent back to Liara from Fried, Zaibach, and Asturia. The countries were more than willing to help. Cheid though in his teens was meeting up with King Dilandu from Zaibach to search their side of Gaia. Dilandu had already offered to just burn the forest down and flush the bandits out but Cheid had talked him out of it and the two had set out. Asturia's soldiers had left upon seconds of the messenger's arrival.
The search was on.
The tent flaps flew up open in a fury.
"Lorus! You ain't gonna like this!"
Lorus stood up and glared at the skinny little man standing at the entrance to his tent.
"What is it?!"
"You know the little caravan party we knocked off the other day?"
"The singing girl ah yes what about it?"
"You know how they were royals?"
Lorus scoffed he wasn't worried about Liara they hated violence what would they do?
"What is that scrawny country going to do to us?" he laughed at the thought
"Millerna was engaged to King Allen of Asturia, they were returning home from their visit to their long time friend King Van of Fanelia. The allies have joined and Zaibach soldiers were spotted searching for us not 100 feet from here!! I checked and King Dilandu himself was leading them!!! Fried is on our right and Fanelia is bringing up the rear!"
"Fanel! Albatou! And Schezar are searching!!?" Lorus felt the panic rub off from his fellow bandit.
Three of the most powerful countries in all of Gaia were out for his head?!? King Dilandu alone was enough to send any man running but Fanelia and Asturia as well!!
"Pack up! We leave now!!!"
The skinny man rushed from the tent and started ordering the others to pack up.
Dilandu jerked his reins to the left and his soldiers shivered at the cold smile pressing his lips.
"This way men!!"
The army turned south and followed the sadistic laughter of their king.
Lorus mounted his horse and kicked it into a gallop. Horses could be heard off in the distance and the fear of his own death sent him running. The nearest kingdom was Zaibach and the last man he wanted to face over swords right now was Dilandu.
Dilandu pulled into the abandoned camp and looked around. He was rarely ever wrong and he was sure he had heard something over this way.
"Let's keep going!"
Lorus watched as Dilandu and the Zaibach army galloped past the bandits about 100 feet in front of them. His lungs tightened at the sight of the king notorious for his love of bloodshed. Soon the sounds of horses hooves beating down against the earth faded and the bandits made a quick retreat.
Days passed as the bandits hid in trees and slipped passed soldiers slithering this way and that. A month passed before Aston called off the search. His wife was said to have only a few weeks left. He thanked the kings for their help and begged that they go home.
Dilandu posted guards on the edge of the forest and Allen continued the search for a few more days with Van. But still no sign. Cheid went home and posted guards just as Zaibach had done but the bandits remained hidden.
Millerna and the soldiers were given a proper burial and Gaia returned to normal, as normal as could be expected. The people of Liara were heart broken and the land stayed sorrow stricken for a long time to come. The two could never be forgotten.
One month earlier..
Hitomi opened her eyes to a tent canvas and gasped in pain when she tried to sit up. The tent flaps parted and a young lady walked in. She had long black hair falling over her shoulders in curls. She had bright purple eyes and a gentle smile. Her ears were decorated with large gold hoops and a loud jingle came from the anklet she was wearing. Hitomi blinked the lady into focus and was surprised to have her body relax at the women's voice.
"How are you feeling?"
"Better"
"That's good," the women stepped in and bent in front of Hitomi her shin length purple skirt falling over her knees. Hitomi stared at the beautiful beadwork sewn into the hem of the skirt and the women smiled grabbing Hitomi's attention again.
"What is your name?"
"Hitomi"
"Well Hitomi, I'm Trisha welcome to the gypsy camp"
Hitomi clenched her teeth together and pushed herself up.
"Thank you so much for taking me in, but where's Millerna?"
"The blond lady with you?"
Hitomi nodded
Trisha gave Hitomi a sympathetic look and shook her head, "I'm sorry but when we found you she was already dead"
Hitomi started breathing quickly and leaned back to the ground again. Millerna really died. The tent started spinning and Hitomi shut her eyes off from the world. What would Aston think? Would he blame her for Millerna's death? He would never want to see her again! And Van! Why would he see her now? She could have helped Millerna. She could have done something. She was the one to blame! She had never been the real daughter of Liara's royals! They would blame her for stopping the carriage. She could never go back now. Hitomi felt her stomach flip upside down. All in one incident, in one night her life had changed.
Hitomi let the flood of tears break free and just ignored the man who stepped into the tent with a concerned expresssion.
"Trisha what's wrong with her?"
Trisha pushed the man out of the tent and left Hitomi to her tears for now.
"What's wrong?" Soren insisted
"She just found out her friend died, she called her Millerna. Her name is Hitomi."
Soren felt his heart break at the sound of Hitomi's tears. Gently pushing Trisha aside he walked back in the tent.
"Hitomi?"
Hitomi slowly sat up and wiped her tears away. Soren gasped once he caught her eyes in his own. She had the most stunning pair of green eyes he had ever seen. The girl seemed to radiate a kind of joyful playfulness he had never seen, even in her sadness.
"Who are you?" her weak voice floated over her bent knees.
"My name is Soren, don't worry you aren't a prisoner here, we'll take you to your home as soon as you're ready"
Soren wasn't prepared for more tears to fall from her eyes. He thought that would have helped, apparently not.
"What's wrong Hitomi, tell me I will try to help you."
Hitomi just shook her head.
"I can't go home"
"Why not Hitomi?"
Hitomi shook her head harder this time, "They'll never believe me I can't go home I have no where to go"
Soren crawled over to Hitomi and pulled her into a hug. He hated to watch others suffer.
"Don't be silly, you can stay right here. All are welcome in my camp. If it's your past you wish to give up come and live the future with us."
Hitomi squirmed at first but found that Soren for some reason didn't scare her. In fact his arms were a great comfort.
"I could stay?"
"Of course, Trisha! Come in!"
Trisha walked back inside and smiled at Hitomi, "Where to?"
Soren shook his head, "Hitomi will be staying with us from now on."
Trisha smiled even bigger, "I'll have Caleb get some stuff ready for her."
"Thanks"
Trisha nodded and disappeared from view again. Hitomi looked up and felt her fear fly away. They hadn't asked any more questions about her home, friends or story. They had just accepted her as easily as that and given her a home. No details, ties or twists just a welcome to our home.
"You'll give me a home?" Hitomi was still skeptical for a second, until Soren smiled.
"I hate to see my fellow man suffer. I will gladly help when I can. What is ours is now yours as well."
Trisha shoved her head back in the tent and jutted her hand out for Hitomi.
"Come on Hitomi, I know it's soon but no time like the present I'll show you around. I don't think you can meet everyone in one day but we can start."
Time stopped and silence swept through the tent like a blanket.
Hitomi looked up at Trisha's slender fingers and peered for a minute. Was she really willing to give up her past life. They wouldn't question and Aston would assume her dead. She could live her life out and not have to worry about the others blaming her for something she couldn't help. Hitomi felt her fingers twitch and slowly placed her hand in Trisha's.
Hitomi smiled and grunted when the wound pulled as she stood up.
"Don't strain yourself or the wound will reopen," Soren warned from behind
Hitomi smiled back at him and turned forward as the tent disappeared and she walked into the camp. She gasped at the sight.
Soren came up to her right side and placed his hand on her shoulder.
"Hitomi, welcome to my gypsy's court."
Hitomi could only stare in awe at the camp before her. Tents were scattered everywhere accompanied by wagons full of trinkets and food. People bustled around tending to fires or talking. The camp was a wonder and she had never seen so many people in one area.
Trisha pulled her out of her dream state and pointed to a tall blonde haired blue eyed man in front of her. Hitomi couldn't' help stare at first, his muscles were flexed in plain sight, she hadn't ever seen a figure like that besides Van's. His blue eyes twinkled with mischief as she danced up to his eyes. The man laughed and bent down to kiss her hand.
Soren pushed him away, "Leave her alone Caleb she doesn't need that now"
Caleb just smiled and Hitomi felt her knees buckle unconsciously. This man was definitely a hit with the lady's, his smirk alone was enough to send anyone swooning.
"My lady," Caleb offered her some clothes and smiled up at her
"Caleb this is Hitomi, Hitomi, this is Caleb" Soren said the introductions and shoved Caleb away.
"Where is Darice??" Trisha called after Caleb's retreating figure
"Went to Asturia for a day said she'd be back tomorrow and not to leave without her" Caleb called over his shoulder
"The women is shopping again," Soren growled
Trisha laughed and led Hitomi acrossed the camp, "What did you expect??!"
"I don't know!"
Trisha led Hitomi through the twists and turns of tents, fires and people. She led her up to a wagon and opened it up for her.
"You can sleep in here until we get a tent for you. Soren's tent is on the other side and mine is right here next to the wagon. Caleb's tent is up by the fire so if you need anything just come and find one of us. Go ahead and change, tomorrow we'll get you a bath and for tonight I recommend you rest."
Hitomi thanked her and stepped into the wagon.
"Rest well Hitomi and welcome to your new life"
Hitomi turned before the doors were closed.
"Trisha?"
"Yes?"
"This seems all to good to be true, you guys aren't going to pry for details about me or anything are you?"
Trisha giggled and leaned against the door, "Hitomi what makes you think you're the only one in camp with a past that they want to disappear"
Hitomi cocked her head and stared at Trisha for a minute. Trisha nodded and winked at her.
"Maybe I'll tell you some day when we're old and gray with nothing better to do than sit around and talk all day."
Hitomi hugged her clothes and watched as the doors closed.
She had a new life to look forward too. Hitomi changed and prayed for the safety of the friends and family she was leaving behind. A part of her wanted to go back but the stronger half told her it was too complicated. She would never fit in again. Here she had a place and new friends. If she just stayed away from those from her past great pain could be avoided and they would eventually move on and forget her. It would be better if they thought her dead.
It was just better for her to vanish.
One month later.
Van slumped down into his chair letting his head hit the hard wood desk. Merle had locked herself in her room for a couple of days and Allen wasn't smiling anymore. Word had just arrived of Queen Aston's death and Van felt the world spinning. He was on a ride and he couldn't get off. Everything was happening so fast and he couldn't stop any of it. Tomorrow they headed to Liara to bury Queen Aston and Hitomi next to Millerna. Millerna had been given a proper burial and all of Liara had grieved. They didn't have a body to bury but Hitomi was to be given a burial service along with Queen Aston.
A knock on the door made Van groan. He couldn't handle anymore bad news for at least another 10 years. This past month had been too much. The person didn't wait for him to answer and she walked in.
Merle's tail was hovering lightly on the ground and her determined blue eyes twinkled in the firelight.
"She's not dead Van, and I'll find her again someday."
Van didn't have anything to say to that. He couldn't even contemplate his heart's sudden attachment to the girls. Sure he had known them all those years ago but as soon as he had walked into his dining hall that morning the old bond that had once existed had sparked to life again. Oh how he wished it hadn't.
Van just stared at his sister his crimson eyes pleading for her to stop thinking like that. It was just hurting her. She needed to let go. Merle stared back and being the stubborn cat she was, managed a smile.
"I will, she's alive, I couldn't help one friend but I will find Hitomi and I will bring her back don't worry Van-Sama leave it all to me."
With that Merle walked out of the study and closed the door. Van wished he had the emotional courage that Merle did, but he didn't. So taking one last look out his window he closed his eyes. He would just forget about both of them, their names would never be spoken after Hitomi and Queen Aston's funeral. If he just pushed their memories away and locked them up maybe they would just disappear and he could handle it.
He would just make them disappear.
A/N Another sad chapter I know but it gets better I'm serious! Oh and I know Hitomi we're like YOU STUPID GO BACK!!! But hey she's in shock and panicked I mean to watch your friend die in front of you? Talk about shock. Besides she wasn't really a royal so she isn't going back because she's panicked and shocked. Please R&R thanks!!!
A/N Hey did I rush that last chapter? I kind of think I did but I wasn't too sure. If I did please let me know so I can rewrite it. Thanks for all the wonderful encouraging comments and all the reviews out there I love them! And sorry this chapter is sad too but it has to be. Oh and I know Dilandu fans, Dilandu would NEVER be as nice as he is in my story ( you know what I mean, I mean come on really him help Van? Not likely) but I like Dilandu and I want him in my story and I want him to be nice. Yes I know it's not him but if that aggravates you then please don't read. Besides that Enjoy!!!
"Soren this one's alive!!!"
"Pick her up Trisha! The bandits could return! We don't want to be here if that happens!"
"What about her friend?!"
A tall young man walked over to the black haired lady hovering over Hitomi and Millerna. He had long midnight hair and pale green eyes, his soft features were twisted to a sad frown.
"Darice said she was dead when we arrived. I'm afraid this young one is the only survivor. Caleb! Come help Trisha carry her back to camp! Move out everyone!"
The tiny group of gypsies laid Hitomi's body on a quickly made stretcher and disappeared from the slaughter as fast as their feet could carry them. If the bandits spotted them they wouldn't last very long considering the size of the gypsy group.
The leader of the group, the man by the name of Soren turned around to sweep one last glance at the dead bodies scattered everywhere. Shaking his head sorrowfully he turned back to the trees. They would take good care of the girl and nurse her back to health. Hopefully she would remember her home and they would return her as soon as possible.
They didn't have much to offer but Soren hated to see fellow humans slaughtered like this. The only killing he wished and hoped for was the deaths of the bandits and their cowardly leader Lorus. One day Lorus would get his just deserves and Soren was going to be there when it happened.
Van threw the comforter off his legs and lazily rose to his feet. Groggily he shoved his face in the wash bin on his dresser. The cold seeped into his blood and he felt the chill sweep over his limbs. Jerking his head out of the ice water he shook his unruly locks and shivered as the tiny droplets slipped from his hair and glided down his arms.
He grabbed the usual red tunic and slipped it over his shoulders. Casually tying his sword around his waist he pulled open the heavy bedroom door and stepped into the hall. Looking himself over he frowned at his dirty beige pants. Last night he had been so tired he hadn't bothered to change his pants. He had thrown his shirt off and crawled into bed.
Oh well he could change them later they would just get dirty again anyways. He would take his bath after a good morning of training and a large meal. Shaking off the remaining ties of sleep he looked up just in time to see Merle burst around the corner into the royal wing. She spotted him and Van froze at her frantic eyes. She dropped to all fours and leaped down the hall straight into his chest.
"Van-Sama!!!"
Van groaned and rubbed his offended head. Pushing Merle off his chest he gladly took in the much-needed air she had knocked from him.
"Merle what's wrong?!" he groaned
Merle was bouncing on her feet her tail rapidly swishing back and forth.
"A messenger just arrived from Liara!! He says the king wants to know why the girls refused the Queen's request to come home!"
Van stood up and brushed his shirt off casually shrugging his shoulders.
"They didn't, they left.."
His own words finally clicked in his mind and his head snapped up to capture Merle's eyes.
"I know!!! Van-Sama! Do you think the bandits got to them?!"
Van felt the walls swirl together like water falling down a drain. Shaking his head of pessimistic ideas he turned to Merle again.
"Merle send the messenger back to Liara and tell them I'm setting out now."
Merle nodded and bounded down the hall Van right on her heels. They reached the steps and Merle rushed over to the messenger who looked tired and a little anxious. Van watched as Merle told him of the current plans. The messenger's face turned as white as a ghost. He had heard tales of how the royals of Liara were well loved by their people. They brought the people nothing but joy and wealth. Travelers had often spoken of Hitomi as well. She was constantly visiting the people and helping on farms. The people would be very grieved if anything happened to the two young girls.
Shaking himself back to reality he turned and ran out the front doors. James was just walking up the steps and smiled to Van. Van was anything but smiling and James own cheery grin soon melted into a look of panic and concern.
"Van what's wrong?"
"Get the soldiers ready we're heading to the Castille Forest, now!"
With that Van ran off to the stables to saddle his horse. James stood confused for a minute before finally jumping down the steps and racing over to the barracks. Within minutes half of Fanelia's army was rounded up and ready to head out. Van climbed up onto his horse and with a kick of his foot sent his horse into a gallop.
By this time news of the missing Liara guests had spread all over Fanelia and the people looked on in sorrow as the army raced through the cobblestone streets of the market heading for the forest.
Van didn't flinch as branches cut across his flesh drawing blood. He ignored the dust and dirt in his eyes and followed the trail Liara's party had left. Looking up from the path he urged his horse forward faster. Turning back to the trail he froze and pulled the company to a halt. The path normally continued on for another mile or so and then turned left to Liara and right to Fried. He felt the anger flare as his eyes followed the tracks to the right. The path that was supposed to be in front of him had been covered with leaves and dirt. He could see faint horse hooves where messengers must have seen the path during the daylight but not the prints of many horses, the prints he should have seen. They must have just missed the path before it got dark.
His crimson eyes flashed with a sudden rage. Turning to James he pointed forward where the covered path led.
"Take half the men clear this path and head on forward, I'll take the rest and continue following the tracks."
"Van-sama is that wise? What if the bandits are still there?"
Van gave James a formidable scowl and kicked his horse into a gallop once more. James shook his head and turned to the soldiers.
"Half of you with Lord Van the rest of you with me! We clear off this path and head forward!"
The soldiers split up, half breaking into a gallop following their king. Van felt the wind sting his eyes and angrily blinked to keep the forest in focus. However it wasn't long before he pulled his horse to a stop once again. The resounding clatter of horses pulling up short rang through the forest air.
No one moved, no one even dared breathe as their king sat desolate, staring out over what had once been many proud Liara soldiers.
Van felt the rage consume him and his hands shook. Slowly he slid down the side of his black velvet stallion and leaned his head against the horse's side trying to compose himself. Finally after he was breathing normally he stepped over the first dead body and felt the dread lodge in his throat.
His cracked voice shattered the unnerving silence consuming the forest.
"Search for survivors"
The soldiers slowly and quietly jumped down from their horses and spread out over dead bodies checking for any living souls.
Van felt the sorrow and anger eat at his thought as he shakily stumbled over bodies and made his way to the carriage. The shock of the situation ate at him as he gazed over the dead bodies. He rounded the side of the carriage and felt his stomach jump to his throat threatening to come out. Instead he swallowed and felt the sting of bile. Tom's body had been ripped and stabbed and Van saw images of Hitomi and Millerna flash through his mind. Quickly shaking them away he ran up to the carriage only to find it empty. The truth was setting in. He spun around looking over the dead bodies more carefully this time. Over the dirt and grass he spotted blonde hair and forced the tears back.
Leaping over bodies here and there he hastily made his way to the body. The forest blurred around him as he looked down on the face of Millerna. Her body lay as still as the forest floor, her hair was mingled with dirt and blood creating a sickening brown. Her skin was an unnatural shade of white and purple and her dress was blood red. Van had never let the site of battle bother him. His stomach had been able to handle it but as his eyes focused on his friend lying dead with an arrow through her heart Van felt an indescribable pain seize his chest.
His lungs tightened and he watched as the ground came up on him. His knees sunk into the mud his eyes still locked on her void blue ones. Ignoring a lone tear slipping down his cheek he brushed her eyelids closed.
One morning ... he had only one morning with her before her life was stolen.
His eyes flared up again and the anger literally blazed as he rose to his feet. Someone would pay for this, when he found him the man would beg for mercy. And it would never come. This murderer wouldn't hang, that would be too merciful. He would hurt for months before death would come to take him.
The forest smoothed back into focus and he watched as soldiers gathered up the bodies and loaded them onto their horses. Van looked down at Millerna and bent down to her once again. Shaking with hatred he carefully pulled the arrow out of her chest and threw it shattering into a tree. Picking up her body he turned to a soldier who dared to approach the king.
Van swallowed and despite his best efforts his voice came out cracked and broken, "Hitomi?" he managed
The guard shook his head and Van felt the despair sink in. Gods this was terrible! He didn't dare think on what the bandits would do to her. If they had spared her yesterday she wouldn't last very long. Van dredged up a nod and the soldier walked back to his horse shoulders slumped. Van climbed onto his horse and nestled Millerna against his chest.
Twisting the reins he began the journey back to Fanelia. Today would be a grave day indeed.
James kicked the last leaf out of the path and looked over their handy work. The path was nice and clear now, no one would miss it and future problems could be avoided. He was about to mount his horse and head out when the thunder of horses could be heard. Everyone tensed and drew their swords but James ordered them down when he saw Van approaching.
He felt the relief wash over him as Van rode up with Millerna in his arms. Scolding himself for worrying he smiled up at Van and the approaching party. Van's eyes were void and moist. James couldn't understand and took another look at Millerna.
Her limp hand bounced with the horse and James focused on the color of her skin. He felt the dread return and his smile scattered. Van pulled his horse up next to James and looked down at him.
James couldn't help but stumble backwards at the rage and hurt his gaze held up close.
"Hitomi wasn't with them, we'll return to Fanelia and send a message to Liara. We'll store the bodies for a proper burial and then head back out to look for Hitomi."
James grit his teeth and glanced back at the soldiers lined up behind Van. They were carrying more bodies and James closed his eyes to control himself. Slowly he opened his eyes up and turned back to Van.
"Van..you know as well as I do that Hitomi won't be."
"WE HEAD BACK OUT!" Van's sudden outburst silenced the entire group.
James slowly nodded and jumped back on his horse, "Let's go"
The trip home was dead silent and again the ride through the market was silent excluding a few gasps that some villagers let out in shock. Merle was sitting on the front steps when the group rode up. Her eyes blazed with hope as she dashed to her brother's side. She saw Millerna's blonde hair and felt the tears of relief wash down her face. Merle was smiling when Van rounded his horse holding Millerna's body. Merle looked up and screamed in spite of herself. There was no mistaking it up close, Millerna was dead. Merle's eyes danced across the figure and then up to her brother. The horror reflecting in her blue orbs was nothing short of what Van had expected.
Merle turned around still in shock and screamed again as the soldiers climbed down from their horses carrying the other dead bodies.
The stunned cat girl stumbled backwards and fell to the ground her mouth open. She reluctantly searched the bodies but didn't see Hitomi.
Still not completely thinking straight she stood up dazed.
"Hitomi? Where's Hitomi's body?!" she demanded
Van looked over his shoulder and captured his sister's terrified gaze.
"We head out in a half an hour to look for her, it wasn't there. She may be alive."
Merle's tail sagged to the dirt and her shoulders slumped. She blinked and ran back inside the castle.
Allen burst into King Aston's study dragging the messenger from Fanelia along with him.
"Van is personally leading a search party for the girls, he says they left yesterday afternoon!!"
King Aston's head snapped up, "They what?!"
Allen's grave expression let him know he was serious. The king dropped his quill and clutched his desk. While he let the news sink in Allen hadn't bothered to waste time. King Aston looked up just in time to see Allen disappear his heavy boots fading down the stairs.
Pulling himself together the King tied his sword around his waist and ran out of the room following his future son in law.
Another search party was organized within minutes with a messenger on his way to Asturia ordering the soldiers to set out and search the forests near home. Another messenger was sent to Fried and Zaibach asking for help. Finally another messenger set out to Fanelia to let them know they would head to Fanelia right away and meet up to head out.
Merle sat huddled in the corner of Van's study resting her head on her shoulders. Liara's messenger had arrived about a half an hour before Allen and Aston themselves. They were waiting downstairs confused as to why Van wasn't there. Merle had been informed of their arrival and was trying to gather her courage. Finally brushing away some stray tears she opened the doors and ignored the stares from the servants.
She walked into the entrance hall where Allen and Aston stood. They both rushed up to her as she entered and immediately pelted her with questions. The voices were fuzzy to her ears and with the extra stress and revelations of this week she couldn't bare to stand and listen to them babble on.
"Be quiet," she hissed
The two blinked and shut their mouths. Merle tried to raise her shoulders but failed miserably as the images and news of the day wrenched more tears from her.
Allen stepped up and pulled the cat girl into a hug.
"Merle what happened?"
Merle cried into Allen's chest for a good 10 minutes before getting control of herself. The tears washed into hiccups and Merle pulled away rubbing her eyes.
"Where is Van dear? It's dark he should be inside" Aston stated
"Van is out looking for Hitomi," Merle managed with a squeak
"Did he find Millerna?!" Allen asked frantically
Merle nodded solemnly and led them to the healer's rooms. Aston was the first to enter and cried out before he could clamp his mouth shut.
"NO!"
Allen pushed in after him and fell back against the wall. The healer's room had been converted to a storage room for the bodies for the time being. Allen walked over to Millerna's body and fell down beside it.
Aston began to shake his wide eyes glued to his daughter. Merle turned to back out the door but Aston grabbed her shoulder.
"What of my other child?" his raspy voice broke Merle's heart
"Van left as soon as he returned with them"
"Please tell my soldiers to head out, now"
Merle nodded her head and closed the door behind her. Seconds later the courtyard was in a fury of dust again as soldiers set out to aid in the search for Hitomi. Word had been sent back to Liara from Fried, Zaibach, and Asturia. The countries were more than willing to help. Cheid though in his teens was meeting up with King Dilandu from Zaibach to search their side of Gaia. Dilandu had already offered to just burn the forest down and flush the bandits out but Cheid had talked him out of it and the two had set out. Asturia's soldiers had left upon seconds of the messenger's arrival.
The search was on.
The tent flaps flew up open in a fury.
"Lorus! You ain't gonna like this!"
Lorus stood up and glared at the skinny little man standing at the entrance to his tent.
"What is it?!"
"You know the little caravan party we knocked off the other day?"
"The singing girl ah yes what about it?"
"You know how they were royals?"
Lorus scoffed he wasn't worried about Liara they hated violence what would they do?
"What is that scrawny country going to do to us?" he laughed at the thought
"Millerna was engaged to King Allen of Asturia, they were returning home from their visit to their long time friend King Van of Fanelia. The allies have joined and Zaibach soldiers were spotted searching for us not 100 feet from here!! I checked and King Dilandu himself was leading them!!! Fried is on our right and Fanelia is bringing up the rear!"
"Fanel! Albatou! And Schezar are searching!!?" Lorus felt the panic rub off from his fellow bandit.
Three of the most powerful countries in all of Gaia were out for his head?!? King Dilandu alone was enough to send any man running but Fanelia and Asturia as well!!
"Pack up! We leave now!!!"
The skinny man rushed from the tent and started ordering the others to pack up.
Dilandu jerked his reins to the left and his soldiers shivered at the cold smile pressing his lips.
"This way men!!"
The army turned south and followed the sadistic laughter of their king.
Lorus mounted his horse and kicked it into a gallop. Horses could be heard off in the distance and the fear of his own death sent him running. The nearest kingdom was Zaibach and the last man he wanted to face over swords right now was Dilandu.
Dilandu pulled into the abandoned camp and looked around. He was rarely ever wrong and he was sure he had heard something over this way.
"Let's keep going!"
Lorus watched as Dilandu and the Zaibach army galloped past the bandits about 100 feet in front of them. His lungs tightened at the sight of the king notorious for his love of bloodshed. Soon the sounds of horses hooves beating down against the earth faded and the bandits made a quick retreat.
Days passed as the bandits hid in trees and slipped passed soldiers slithering this way and that. A month passed before Aston called off the search. His wife was said to have only a few weeks left. He thanked the kings for their help and begged that they go home.
Dilandu posted guards on the edge of the forest and Allen continued the search for a few more days with Van. But still no sign. Cheid went home and posted guards just as Zaibach had done but the bandits remained hidden.
Millerna and the soldiers were given a proper burial and Gaia returned to normal, as normal as could be expected. The people of Liara were heart broken and the land stayed sorrow stricken for a long time to come. The two could never be forgotten.
One month earlier..
Hitomi opened her eyes to a tent canvas and gasped in pain when she tried to sit up. The tent flaps parted and a young lady walked in. She had long black hair falling over her shoulders in curls. She had bright purple eyes and a gentle smile. Her ears were decorated with large gold hoops and a loud jingle came from the anklet she was wearing. Hitomi blinked the lady into focus and was surprised to have her body relax at the women's voice.
"How are you feeling?"
"Better"
"That's good," the women stepped in and bent in front of Hitomi her shin length purple skirt falling over her knees. Hitomi stared at the beautiful beadwork sewn into the hem of the skirt and the women smiled grabbing Hitomi's attention again.
"What is your name?"
"Hitomi"
"Well Hitomi, I'm Trisha welcome to the gypsy camp"
Hitomi clenched her teeth together and pushed herself up.
"Thank you so much for taking me in, but where's Millerna?"
"The blond lady with you?"
Hitomi nodded
Trisha gave Hitomi a sympathetic look and shook her head, "I'm sorry but when we found you she was already dead"
Hitomi started breathing quickly and leaned back to the ground again. Millerna really died. The tent started spinning and Hitomi shut her eyes off from the world. What would Aston think? Would he blame her for Millerna's death? He would never want to see her again! And Van! Why would he see her now? She could have helped Millerna. She could have done something. She was the one to blame! She had never been the real daughter of Liara's royals! They would blame her for stopping the carriage. She could never go back now. Hitomi felt her stomach flip upside down. All in one incident, in one night her life had changed.
Hitomi let the flood of tears break free and just ignored the man who stepped into the tent with a concerned expresssion.
"Trisha what's wrong with her?"
Trisha pushed the man out of the tent and left Hitomi to her tears for now.
"What's wrong?" Soren insisted
"She just found out her friend died, she called her Millerna. Her name is Hitomi."
Soren felt his heart break at the sound of Hitomi's tears. Gently pushing Trisha aside he walked back in the tent.
"Hitomi?"
Hitomi slowly sat up and wiped her tears away. Soren gasped once he caught her eyes in his own. She had the most stunning pair of green eyes he had ever seen. The girl seemed to radiate a kind of joyful playfulness he had never seen, even in her sadness.
"Who are you?" her weak voice floated over her bent knees.
"My name is Soren, don't worry you aren't a prisoner here, we'll take you to your home as soon as you're ready"
Soren wasn't prepared for more tears to fall from her eyes. He thought that would have helped, apparently not.
"What's wrong Hitomi, tell me I will try to help you."
Hitomi just shook her head.
"I can't go home"
"Why not Hitomi?"
Hitomi shook her head harder this time, "They'll never believe me I can't go home I have no where to go"
Soren crawled over to Hitomi and pulled her into a hug. He hated to watch others suffer.
"Don't be silly, you can stay right here. All are welcome in my camp. If it's your past you wish to give up come and live the future with us."
Hitomi squirmed at first but found that Soren for some reason didn't scare her. In fact his arms were a great comfort.
"I could stay?"
"Of course, Trisha! Come in!"
Trisha walked back inside and smiled at Hitomi, "Where to?"
Soren shook his head, "Hitomi will be staying with us from now on."
Trisha smiled even bigger, "I'll have Caleb get some stuff ready for her."
"Thanks"
Trisha nodded and disappeared from view again. Hitomi looked up and felt her fear fly away. They hadn't asked any more questions about her home, friends or story. They had just accepted her as easily as that and given her a home. No details, ties or twists just a welcome to our home.
"You'll give me a home?" Hitomi was still skeptical for a second, until Soren smiled.
"I hate to see my fellow man suffer. I will gladly help when I can. What is ours is now yours as well."
Trisha shoved her head back in the tent and jutted her hand out for Hitomi.
"Come on Hitomi, I know it's soon but no time like the present I'll show you around. I don't think you can meet everyone in one day but we can start."
Time stopped and silence swept through the tent like a blanket.
Hitomi looked up at Trisha's slender fingers and peered for a minute. Was she really willing to give up her past life. They wouldn't question and Aston would assume her dead. She could live her life out and not have to worry about the others blaming her for something she couldn't help. Hitomi felt her fingers twitch and slowly placed her hand in Trisha's.
Hitomi smiled and grunted when the wound pulled as she stood up.
"Don't strain yourself or the wound will reopen," Soren warned from behind
Hitomi smiled back at him and turned forward as the tent disappeared and she walked into the camp. She gasped at the sight.
Soren came up to her right side and placed his hand on her shoulder.
"Hitomi, welcome to my gypsy's court."
Hitomi could only stare in awe at the camp before her. Tents were scattered everywhere accompanied by wagons full of trinkets and food. People bustled around tending to fires or talking. The camp was a wonder and she had never seen so many people in one area.
Trisha pulled her out of her dream state and pointed to a tall blonde haired blue eyed man in front of her. Hitomi couldn't' help stare at first, his muscles were flexed in plain sight, she hadn't ever seen a figure like that besides Van's. His blue eyes twinkled with mischief as she danced up to his eyes. The man laughed and bent down to kiss her hand.
Soren pushed him away, "Leave her alone Caleb she doesn't need that now"
Caleb just smiled and Hitomi felt her knees buckle unconsciously. This man was definitely a hit with the lady's, his smirk alone was enough to send anyone swooning.
"My lady," Caleb offered her some clothes and smiled up at her
"Caleb this is Hitomi, Hitomi, this is Caleb" Soren said the introductions and shoved Caleb away.
"Where is Darice??" Trisha called after Caleb's retreating figure
"Went to Asturia for a day said she'd be back tomorrow and not to leave without her" Caleb called over his shoulder
"The women is shopping again," Soren growled
Trisha laughed and led Hitomi acrossed the camp, "What did you expect??!"
"I don't know!"
Trisha led Hitomi through the twists and turns of tents, fires and people. She led her up to a wagon and opened it up for her.
"You can sleep in here until we get a tent for you. Soren's tent is on the other side and mine is right here next to the wagon. Caleb's tent is up by the fire so if you need anything just come and find one of us. Go ahead and change, tomorrow we'll get you a bath and for tonight I recommend you rest."
Hitomi thanked her and stepped into the wagon.
"Rest well Hitomi and welcome to your new life"
Hitomi turned before the doors were closed.
"Trisha?"
"Yes?"
"This seems all to good to be true, you guys aren't going to pry for details about me or anything are you?"
Trisha giggled and leaned against the door, "Hitomi what makes you think you're the only one in camp with a past that they want to disappear"
Hitomi cocked her head and stared at Trisha for a minute. Trisha nodded and winked at her.
"Maybe I'll tell you some day when we're old and gray with nothing better to do than sit around and talk all day."
Hitomi hugged her clothes and watched as the doors closed.
She had a new life to look forward too. Hitomi changed and prayed for the safety of the friends and family she was leaving behind. A part of her wanted to go back but the stronger half told her it was too complicated. She would never fit in again. Here she had a place and new friends. If she just stayed away from those from her past great pain could be avoided and they would eventually move on and forget her. It would be better if they thought her dead.
It was just better for her to vanish.
One month later.
Van slumped down into his chair letting his head hit the hard wood desk. Merle had locked herself in her room for a couple of days and Allen wasn't smiling anymore. Word had just arrived of Queen Aston's death and Van felt the world spinning. He was on a ride and he couldn't get off. Everything was happening so fast and he couldn't stop any of it. Tomorrow they headed to Liara to bury Queen Aston and Hitomi next to Millerna. Millerna had been given a proper burial and all of Liara had grieved. They didn't have a body to bury but Hitomi was to be given a burial service along with Queen Aston.
A knock on the door made Van groan. He couldn't handle anymore bad news for at least another 10 years. This past month had been too much. The person didn't wait for him to answer and she walked in.
Merle's tail was hovering lightly on the ground and her determined blue eyes twinkled in the firelight.
"She's not dead Van, and I'll find her again someday."
Van didn't have anything to say to that. He couldn't even contemplate his heart's sudden attachment to the girls. Sure he had known them all those years ago but as soon as he had walked into his dining hall that morning the old bond that had once existed had sparked to life again. Oh how he wished it hadn't.
Van just stared at his sister his crimson eyes pleading for her to stop thinking like that. It was just hurting her. She needed to let go. Merle stared back and being the stubborn cat she was, managed a smile.
"I will, she's alive, I couldn't help one friend but I will find Hitomi and I will bring her back don't worry Van-Sama leave it all to me."
With that Merle walked out of the study and closed the door. Van wished he had the emotional courage that Merle did, but he didn't. So taking one last look out his window he closed his eyes. He would just forget about both of them, their names would never be spoken after Hitomi and Queen Aston's funeral. If he just pushed their memories away and locked them up maybe they would just disappear and he could handle it.
He would just make them disappear.
A/N Another sad chapter I know but it gets better I'm serious! Oh and I know Hitomi we're like YOU STUPID GO BACK!!! But hey she's in shock and panicked I mean to watch your friend die in front of you? Talk about shock. Besides she wasn't really a royal so she isn't going back because she's panicked and shocked. Please R&R thanks!!!