I have so many places I want to go with this story! Thus you have a lot to
worry about. If you wish to continue beware. You will be in for many
shocking revelations. Oh I am not saying that you should not read it but if
you cannot stand anything unless it is strictly mediocre you are in for
trouble. Hey wait, you wouldn't be here if you were actually like that,
would you? Thank you for reading this. Should I continue with my redundant
story, yet? If you say no then too bad I cannot put this piece down. How
terrible of me, I know. Don't forget that I will save the world someday and
you will be very happy with me.
*
The colors were finished dissipating and with them you disappear. I am very seriously alone in the nothingness that is choking me. I holler and scream pound my fists on the hard stone floor until that also disappeared out from under me. I am falling as if through an interminable tunnel that consisted of my field of vision, which is limited because of my insanity, blurring my eyes with tears. There in my limited sight I saw emotions nothing distinct in shape or color but they were emotions. It is entirely indefinable but I was sure that it was emotions. Enmity, anger, hate, fear, will, defiance, arrogance, darkness, murderous hate, sadness, and awful foreboding is what I saw. What I felt. Such pain. So terrible. Where is my dark angel? Shall I suffer this forever?! Save me! Give me guidance. I need your soothing words once again. You will never know what it meant to me. Will I die here? Without you? Save me!
A ring of fire surrounds me. Moments of a past life flash by me. A life not mine at all. In no way is it mine. It is far too painful for me. My life was never this bad. How could someone possibly survive this? It makes me cry. How sad how angry he is. I want to help this person. It is Sauron's life. I can feel it. I leave this now. My eyes close and the vision ends. So damned dizzy.
Now I am warm. I did not know that dreams might make a person feel cold. But it was so frigid. I felt like I was going to die. Gee, I have felt that quite a lot lately. But you are so warm. How lovingly you wash me. Why is there blood though? I have had no reason to bleed. I was dreaming, damn it this is freaking me out! I feel as if I have been beaten over and over again. Why? I look at my naked body. I look at the lacerations that have stripped my body of its natural beauty. I look horrid. You rinse out the cloth soaked with blood.
"Could I please have a explanation o' silent lover one?" I asked with a deep unnatural voice that startled me.
You look up very quickly astonishment in your tear shining eyes. "Lover, you love me still after this?"
I sigh deeply with frustration, " I sense that there is much to explain"
Such a beautiful smile it is that you get on the shadowy face of your. You are truly moved by something that I cannot comprehend. "Yes. I suppose that there is much that requires discussion, isn't there?"
I nod emphatically.
"Let us first clean you up. Now that you are conscious you can use the bath. I will speak to you after."
*
The colors were finished dissipating and with them you disappear. I am very seriously alone in the nothingness that is choking me. I holler and scream pound my fists on the hard stone floor until that also disappeared out from under me. I am falling as if through an interminable tunnel that consisted of my field of vision, which is limited because of my insanity, blurring my eyes with tears. There in my limited sight I saw emotions nothing distinct in shape or color but they were emotions. It is entirely indefinable but I was sure that it was emotions. Enmity, anger, hate, fear, will, defiance, arrogance, darkness, murderous hate, sadness, and awful foreboding is what I saw. What I felt. Such pain. So terrible. Where is my dark angel? Shall I suffer this forever?! Save me! Give me guidance. I need your soothing words once again. You will never know what it meant to me. Will I die here? Without you? Save me!
A ring of fire surrounds me. Moments of a past life flash by me. A life not mine at all. In no way is it mine. It is far too painful for me. My life was never this bad. How could someone possibly survive this? It makes me cry. How sad how angry he is. I want to help this person. It is Sauron's life. I can feel it. I leave this now. My eyes close and the vision ends. So damned dizzy.
Now I am warm. I did not know that dreams might make a person feel cold. But it was so frigid. I felt like I was going to die. Gee, I have felt that quite a lot lately. But you are so warm. How lovingly you wash me. Why is there blood though? I have had no reason to bleed. I was dreaming, damn it this is freaking me out! I feel as if I have been beaten over and over again. Why? I look at my naked body. I look at the lacerations that have stripped my body of its natural beauty. I look horrid. You rinse out the cloth soaked with blood.
"Could I please have a explanation o' silent lover one?" I asked with a deep unnatural voice that startled me.
You look up very quickly astonishment in your tear shining eyes. "Lover, you love me still after this?"
I sigh deeply with frustration, " I sense that there is much to explain"
Such a beautiful smile it is that you get on the shadowy face of your. You are truly moved by something that I cannot comprehend. "Yes. I suppose that there is much that requires discussion, isn't there?"
I nod emphatically.
"Let us first clean you up. Now that you are conscious you can use the bath. I will speak to you after."