Send Me An Angel: Version Two
AN: Okee here is the second version of my fic. I'll tell you when it is this time. Five months after the 26th session. //Song Lyrics// Faye's POV
//It's been five months since you went away//
I was huddled under a thin sheet sitting on my bed. I hugged it tightly to myself as I looked out at the shimmering stars. I had seen his star fade away, flicker and then burn out. 'It seems like forever ago since that night you left.'
//Left without a word and nothing to say//
'I should have shot you in the leg or something..I regret not doing so.' I stepped out of the bed holding the sheet around my shoulders. I pressed my hand against the cold glass looking at the stars.
//When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul//
'I was ready to let you see me, the real me. I was ready to give you my heart and soul. I was ready to feel again.. I was ready to love you.' I looked ahead at a shooting star.
//But it wasn't good enough for you, no//
'But she was better than me. You loved her and you probably would have never loved me, even if I stopped you from meeting your past, your death.' The shooting star flickered as it sped up. 'I miss you so much Spike. My heart aches for you.' I looked at my hands as I clasped them together. Since I got my memory back five months ago I remember getting dressed up in a skirt and blouse for Sunday school and worship. I remember so clearly my mother telling me once that if you are ever in need of help and you ask god he will send you an angel all of your own. I remember her silver necklace with the simple cross pendent.
//So I asked God//
So I listened to my mother's memory. I closed my eyes tightly. 'God it's Faye, I need your help.'
//God send me an angel//
'The man I love is gone..so please God send me an angel.' I opened my eyes and looked at the stars that were the heavens.
//From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart//
The pain burned so deep inside my heart. I let the sheet fall as I stood before the wall length window in a pair of his black sweatpants and a white tank top. My skin cringed as the cold space air touched it.
//From being in love//
"I loved you so much Spike!" I cried as I fought to control my emotions. My eyes stung as salty tears threatened to spill down my cheeks.
//'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes//
I didn't want to wipe the tears away with shame. I wanted the whole world to see what love can do to a strong woman. I wanted an angel too wipe those tears away with sympathy.
//And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you//
"I still love you!" I banged my fists against the glass wanting to defy those emotions that ran ramped through my body. The tears now spilling uncontrollably down my cheeks.
//You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do//
'Months ago I thought that if you came back into my life..' I softly let my forehead touch the glass window as I fell to my knees.
//I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more//
'I would tell you I didn't love you and that I wished you had died.' I looked up at the stars through tears.
//Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries//
'I had though I couldn't cry anymore, but here I am Spike. Crying for your memory again..'
//God send me an angel
From the heavens above//
"Please!" I gasped as my voice cracked and echoed back in my ears, you could hear the pain and tears in my voice as I begged and pleaded with God.
//Send me an angel to heal my broken heart//
"God send me and angel! My heart hurts so much." I gritted my teeth as another tear ran down my cheek.
//From being in love//
"God how can love do this???" I banged my open palm against the cold glass demanding an answer.
//'Cause all I do is cry//
"How can love make you cry rivers???"
//God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes//
I looked at the stars wishing for an angel to come and wipe my tears away. The shooting star got closer to the ship.
//Now you had me on my knees//
I stood up from my knees and stared at it as it sped closer to the Bebop. The tears stopped.
//Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep//
The room fell silent, my tears didn't fall, my cries didn't echo in the cold air.
//You made me feel like I could not breathe//
My breath caught in my chest as the start changed to a red rusted ship that swerved dangerously close to the window I stood at.
//Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch//
My mouth hung open as I looked at the ship disappear around to the other side of the Bebop. I ran out of my room and down the long cold corridor to the hanger. I quickly threw the door open. There was the ghost that haunted my every waking moment.
//And give you all my love//
I ran down the metal stairs to him. He stood next to his ship casually. My heart sped up as I stopped before him.
//But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it//
I had thought I wouldn't be able to love him again but here I stood in his presents feeling every old feeling burning deep inside my heart.
//God send me an angel
From the heavens above//
"Are you my angel sent from God?" I asked timidly smiling in disbelief.
//Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry//
I felt the tears I had shed before come back as he looked at me surprised.
//God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes//
"To wipe the tears from your eyes?" he asked touching my face cautiously. His rough thumb moved over my soft skin wiping the tears away.
//Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)//
"Faye..when I met you in the casino that night. I..I had asked God to send me an angel to replace her." I looked at him puzzled.
//An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above//
"I asked him to send me an angel from above." He looked into my emerald eyes like never before.
//Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)//
"I wanted to forget how to love..I almost had. Until I met an angel in disguise." He pulled me closer to him.
//Oh God, send me an angel//
"God sent me an angel disguised as a purple haired vixen..and I never realized until I had left without you how much I needed an angel." I looked at him on the brink of tears. His face came to mine as he let his lips hover before mine.
//Send me an angel (send me an angel)//
"God sent me back my angel.."
//Ooohhhh...//
His thin lips brushed against mine in an innocent kiss. I felt a white hot light coarse through my body as he hugged me closer, this is what the love of angels is like.
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AN: I apologize profusely for Spike's OOCness in this fic but maybe a near death experience will do that to a guy I don't know. Ok don't hurt me if that was corny, I didn't want it to be please don't flame about the corniness level..I wanted it to be romantic..oh well I tried I guess I should stick with angst..please read and review ya'll!
AN: Okee here is the second version of my fic. I'll tell you when it is this time. Five months after the 26th session. //Song Lyrics// Faye's POV
//It's been five months since you went away//
I was huddled under a thin sheet sitting on my bed. I hugged it tightly to myself as I looked out at the shimmering stars. I had seen his star fade away, flicker and then burn out. 'It seems like forever ago since that night you left.'
//Left without a word and nothing to say//
'I should have shot you in the leg or something..I regret not doing so.' I stepped out of the bed holding the sheet around my shoulders. I pressed my hand against the cold glass looking at the stars.
//When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul//
'I was ready to let you see me, the real me. I was ready to give you my heart and soul. I was ready to feel again.. I was ready to love you.' I looked ahead at a shooting star.
//But it wasn't good enough for you, no//
'But she was better than me. You loved her and you probably would have never loved me, even if I stopped you from meeting your past, your death.' The shooting star flickered as it sped up. 'I miss you so much Spike. My heart aches for you.' I looked at my hands as I clasped them together. Since I got my memory back five months ago I remember getting dressed up in a skirt and blouse for Sunday school and worship. I remember so clearly my mother telling me once that if you are ever in need of help and you ask god he will send you an angel all of your own. I remember her silver necklace with the simple cross pendent.
//So I asked God//
So I listened to my mother's memory. I closed my eyes tightly. 'God it's Faye, I need your help.'
//God send me an angel//
'The man I love is gone..so please God send me an angel.' I opened my eyes and looked at the stars that were the heavens.
//From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart//
The pain burned so deep inside my heart. I let the sheet fall as I stood before the wall length window in a pair of his black sweatpants and a white tank top. My skin cringed as the cold space air touched it.
//From being in love//
"I loved you so much Spike!" I cried as I fought to control my emotions. My eyes stung as salty tears threatened to spill down my cheeks.
//'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes//
I didn't want to wipe the tears away with shame. I wanted the whole world to see what love can do to a strong woman. I wanted an angel too wipe those tears away with sympathy.
//And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you//
"I still love you!" I banged my fists against the glass wanting to defy those emotions that ran ramped through my body. The tears now spilling uncontrollably down my cheeks.
//You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do//
'Months ago I thought that if you came back into my life..' I softly let my forehead touch the glass window as I fell to my knees.
//I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more//
'I would tell you I didn't love you and that I wished you had died.' I looked up at the stars through tears.
//Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries//
'I had though I couldn't cry anymore, but here I am Spike. Crying for your memory again..'
//God send me an angel
From the heavens above//
"Please!" I gasped as my voice cracked and echoed back in my ears, you could hear the pain and tears in my voice as I begged and pleaded with God.
//Send me an angel to heal my broken heart//
"God send me and angel! My heart hurts so much." I gritted my teeth as another tear ran down my cheek.
//From being in love//
"God how can love do this???" I banged my open palm against the cold glass demanding an answer.
//'Cause all I do is cry//
"How can love make you cry rivers???"
//God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes//
I looked at the stars wishing for an angel to come and wipe my tears away. The shooting star got closer to the ship.
//Now you had me on my knees//
I stood up from my knees and stared at it as it sped closer to the Bebop. The tears stopped.
//Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep//
The room fell silent, my tears didn't fall, my cries didn't echo in the cold air.
//You made me feel like I could not breathe//
My breath caught in my chest as the start changed to a red rusted ship that swerved dangerously close to the window I stood at.
//Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch//
My mouth hung open as I looked at the ship disappear around to the other side of the Bebop. I ran out of my room and down the long cold corridor to the hanger. I quickly threw the door open. There was the ghost that haunted my every waking moment.
//And give you all my love//
I ran down the metal stairs to him. He stood next to his ship casually. My heart sped up as I stopped before him.
//But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin' now
But you can't have it//
I had thought I wouldn't be able to love him again but here I stood in his presents feeling every old feeling burning deep inside my heart.
//God send me an angel
From the heavens above//
"Are you my angel sent from God?" I asked timidly smiling in disbelief.
//Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry//
I felt the tears I had shed before come back as he looked at me surprised.
//God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes//
"To wipe the tears from your eyes?" he asked touching my face cautiously. His rough thumb moved over my soft skin wiping the tears away.
//Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)//
"Faye..when I met you in the casino that night. I..I had asked God to send me an angel to replace her." I looked at him puzzled.
//An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above//
"I asked him to send me an angel from above." He looked into my emerald eyes like never before.
//Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)//
"I wanted to forget how to love..I almost had. Until I met an angel in disguise." He pulled me closer to him.
//Oh God, send me an angel//
"God sent me an angel disguised as a purple haired vixen..and I never realized until I had left without you how much I needed an angel." I looked at him on the brink of tears. His face came to mine as he let his lips hover before mine.
//Send me an angel (send me an angel)//
"God sent me back my angel.."
//Ooohhhh...//
His thin lips brushed against mine in an innocent kiss. I felt a white hot light coarse through my body as he hugged me closer, this is what the love of angels is like.
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AN: I apologize profusely for Spike's OOCness in this fic but maybe a near death experience will do that to a guy I don't know. Ok don't hurt me if that was corny, I didn't want it to be please don't flame about the corniness level..I wanted it to be romantic..oh well I tried I guess I should stick with angst..please read and review ya'll!