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Sailor Hope
Hitomi smiled to herself and leaned against Van's shoulder as he walked her out to the royal gardens. Breakfast was very delicious, entertainment provided by the ever lovely Merle and dashing Mark. They had argued about this and that the entire meal. Hitomi could almost see Caleb and Darice through the two.
Looking up at the sky and squeezing Van's hand tighter so as to let him know he was guiding her she grinned. It was such a lovely day. The sun was just bright enough and there wasn't a cloud in the sky.
Van turned and smiled as Hitomi grinned up at the sky.
'Gods she's beautiful,' he whispered to himself as she turned her lovely emeralds on him
She smiled and Van had to turn away to keep his bearings, Hitomi left him completely undone. It was scary and exciting all at once. Pulling her forward he helped her step into the boat. Hitomi beamed brighter than the afternoon sun as soon as she realized they were going out to the gazebo in the middle of the lake. Sitting down on a bench she waited while Van untied the boat and secured the oars.
Stepping in with one foot he pushed off and quickly sat down before he fell over the side. Grabbing the oars he turned to face Hitomi. She was staring off over the lake at the garden they were leaving. He rolled up the long white sleeves of his shirt and began to push the oars.
The gazebo was close enough to keep the entire castle from panicking and it was just far enough that he could hope to finish what he had started with Hitomi this morning without being interrupted. Assuming she wanted him that is.
Hitomi turned back to the boat and couldn't help but stare at Van. He was now looking at the garden as he pushed the boat along and Hitomi felt the heat rush to her cheeks. His shirt did absolutely nothing to keep his muscles covered. They flexed under the thin material as he pulled the oars back and then forward again. His unruly ebony hair blew in the gentle wind and she found herself unable to breath for a moment at the wonderful sight in front of her.
Turning completely around in her bench she fanned herself for a minute. She was going to make a fool out of herself if she didn't get herself under control soon. He was a king! She was a commoner! Friends they may be but by law they were allowed nothing else. Hell! If she was Queen that law was the first thing she would throw out!
Lost in her own angry thoughts she didn't realize how close they were to the small island in the lake until the boat hit sand. Shaking herself from the thoughts Hitomi stepped out and bent to pull the boat in.
Van vaulted over the edge and gently grasped her hands shaking his head with a smile.
"It's okay I've got it you head up to the gazebo I'll be right behind you"
Hitomi nodded and turned to head up the tiny path leading to the top of the little hill where the gazebo rested.
Giving a backward glance at Van she watched him tie the boat up and turned just in time to avoid running head on into a tree. Shaking herself again she quickened her pace and jumped up the steps heading into the gazebo and settled down on the bench overlooking the south end of the garden.
Drifting off in her thoughts again she didn't hear Van's boots as they thumped up the steps and stopped at the doorway.
"Have I ever told you, you think too much?"
His deep rich voice startled her and she jerked around to meet his mirthful rubies.
"Often," she smiled leaning against the edge of wood behind the bench acting as a railing.
Van walked over and sat down next to her and leaned his elbow against the railing.
"No one listens to me"
"Oh we hear you just fine," Hitomi smirked
Van scoffed, "I'm a King, you'd think that would earn you a little say so in things"
Hitomi just softly laughed turning back to the garden view. The tiny ripples in the lake beat the sand down below creating a relaxing melody. They sat in silence for a while admiring nature's wonders.
"You're so beautiful Hitomi"
Hitomi's head snapped around so fast she had to blink to clear her vision.
"What?"
Van smiled weakly, "I said your beautiful Hito-chan"
Hitomi felt herself begin to color again and turned away to hide the red. Amazingly enough she didn't jump when she felt the rough fingers wrap around her chin and pull her face back towards Van's.
Hitomi looked up and locked gazes with Van. And she could see it. Her heart stopped beating and her lungs seized up as she continued to stare into his dark eyes. But there was no denying it. She could see it. It was as real as his hands on her chin.
He hadn't stopped loving her.
Why she hadn't seen it before she couldn't tell but oh how she could see it now. Van wanted her. She could tell and how convenient it was that she wanted him as badly as his eyes screamed it.
He took a deep breath and Hitomi watched as he slid closer to her on the bench.
"Hitomi I know this could destroy our friendship," he whispered leaning in closer to her face
Hitomi just sat there, numb. He loved her! Her heart danced happily and she felt a little lightheaded. But as he got closer the same old dreary thoughts bombarded her.
He's a king, I'm a commoner.
It would never work. She knew it. No one would allow it. She felt the tears slowly rise and fought to keep them at bay. It just wasn't fair. It was agonizing to love someone as much as she loved him. Pure and simple torture. But then she felt his warm breath brush against her cheek and all the doubts disappeared.
She would make it work, she didn't know how but she could make it work. She shivered when his fingers slid up her arm pulling her in closer.
Closing her eyes she let him pull her against his chest. The same warmth her necklace had emanated earlier filled her as Van pulled her knees up and over his thighs so she wouldn't be bending her legs. His soft raven hair tickled her forehead but all was forgotten when his lips brushed against hers.
His lips were soft and gentle and she felt a jolt go through her heart as his lips brushed against hers again and again. Pushing forward she caught his lips her mouth slightly open allowing Van to deepen the kiss.
She could make it work. As long as he was holding her she was positive she could make it work. His warm hands slid up around her ribs and pulled her in closer. Hitomi's thoughts deserted her, there was just simply no thinking while Van was kissing her. Her thoughts were mush and the wind was a relief considering her rising temperature.
Hitomi wrapped her arms around his neck and slid one of her hands into his hair making sure he wasn't having any thoughts about pulling up now.
It was quite a while before he finally did pull up, only to get some oxygen mind you. Hitomi took in a deep breath and just sat there with Van's arms around her. She couldn't think of a single thing to say after experiencing something as amazing as that so she just sat there. Van's eyes were closed and he was catching his breath his head facing the wooden ceiling of the gazebo.
He finally slowly looked down as if he was almost afraid Hitomi would jump up and bolt the second their eyes met. Instead he found her staring at him with the most delighted expression he had ever seen. She looked content and scared all at once.
Well now was a good a time as any, she hadn't run from the kiss. In fact she had kissed him back that had to be a good sign. So cocking his head slightly he took another deep breath. He was trying to muster up the energy to tell her but he didn't think he could do it.
He could still taste her on his lips and her enchanting rose smell was just more of a distraction than he could handle at the moment. He closed his eyes and tried to focus on speaking. Slowly opening his eyes he cleared his throat. But then there was the distraction of her legs strewn acrossed his thighs and his hands nicely wrapped around her waist. Just feeling her soft skin under his hands was a distraction.
"I love you," he whispered
Hitomi's eyes grew round with surprise and Van panicked thinking it was more of a horrified shock. But she soon regained her senses and smiled her tears rising again.
Van quickly reached up and brushed them away with his thumb.
"I've made you cry," he said downhearted silently cursing himself.
She didn't need to be burdened with this right now. What was he thinking?
"I love you too Van"
Van snapped out of his thoughts and caught her eyes. She loved him. Van felt his heart cry out for joy a silly grin creeping up on his lips. For one moment everything was right with his world. He could care less if the walls fell down around him. Hitomi loved him.
"So much Van," she said releasing a shaky breath and closing her eyes, "So much"
Van pulled her towards him again and kissed the corners of her eyes.
"Then why do you cry?"
"Because it won't work," her voice cracked
"Hush Hitomi," Van whispered kissing her jaw line
"But you're a king, my mother was just a castle maid," she said whimpering as she spoke
Van pulled back and frowned, "Stop Hitomi you're thinking too much again. It'll work."
Hitomi's lips trembled as she fought back the tears. Oh how she wanted to believe him. To believe that she could live in Fanelia with him. To believe that the council would approve of their relationship. But she just couldn't.
"Stop," he said again leaning down and pulling her into another kiss.
Hitomi just let the tears roll down her cheeks, her pessimistic ideas getting the better of her. She clutched Van's shirt and squeezed as tight as she could. She didn't want to let go. Because it would all be over then. He would have to leave her and she would cry herself to sleep for weeks until she could pull herself together and get over it. Which she knew she never could.
Van left her mouth and placed soft kisses along the side of her neck.
"Stop worrying Hitomi," he whispered, "Trust me"
"To what?" she asked clutching to him
"To see that it works out"
"Trust you?" she echoed wanting so bad to clutch onto some sort of hope
Van murmured a yes and captured her lips again. Hitomi closed her eyes and let go of her worries. Trust him was something she could do. If he said it would work she could believe him. Maybe out of sheer desperation or just pure faith, she didn't know why she would trust him when she already knew it would never work but she was going to. So leaving behind all her thoughts and worries she clung to him and surrendered to his kiss. She would trust him.
Flora slowly opened her bedroom door and smothered her laughter as she watched several other doors creak open. Merle's little tail danced next to her face as she leaned into the hall a little. Mark was next to her trying to look invisible as he stuck his head out into hall to watch the couple.
Van and Hitomi had been missing all day and it had taken great persuasion on Flora's part to keep Merle from sending out searching parties. She had a feeling they just needed some time alone and as she watched the scene in front of her she bubbled with joy that she had been right.
Hitomi was backed up against her door Van's arms on either side of her as he smirked down at her. Flora felt they were kind of intruding but the couple didn't seem to mind the three and she couldn't push herself back in her room.
Van leaned down and Hitomi's eyelids fell. Flora felt the biggest smile she had ever had cross her face as she watched the two kiss. Down the hall she heard Merle squeal silently in delight and sticking her head out farther she saw Mark just smile. He was happy for Hitomi and Van. Turning back to the couple she decided it was probably time to go now and leave them to their business.
Staring down at her love and friend she made sure she caught their eyes and let her eyes tell them what she wouldn't say. Merle pouted and scowled but disappeared and closed her door. Mark just smirked and winked at her before fading into his room.
Flora felt a shiver go up her spine when Mark winked as she closed her own door and crawled back into bed smiling.
Hitomi heard the gentle clicks of three doors closing and smiled against Van's mouth. Slowly he pulled back, just far enough to speak to her.
"I think they're happy now," he whispered kissing her nose
"I think you're right," Hitomi said leaning back against the door again
"Well it's late and you have to get fittings tomorrow"
Hitomi immediately frowned, "I still don't like this ball idea"
Van chuckled and kissed her temple before resting his cheek against hers.
"I know"
Hitomi felt herself shiver as his whisper tickled her ear.
"But will you go? Please? For me?" he begged his husky voice making her knees buckle
She quickly clutched his shoulders to balance herself and only managed a nod. Van laughed and she scowled. He enjoyed completely undoing her. Flicking his ear she pushed him away still frowning.
"Good night," she said curtly throwing her door open
Van just laughed a little harder and threw her his knee buckling sexy smile, "Good night Hito-chan"
Hitomi shut the door to block off his smile and fell forward against the wood closing her eyes. Goodness she didn't know if she was ready to see those smiles every day. And his kisses! Good lord she couldn't see straight much less think at least for a half an hour after.
Slowly she turned around and felt a shiver run up her spine. Not the kind she got when Van touched her. The hairs on the back of her neck stood up and she searched the room quickly. Something wasn't right.
Her fire was dead so the only light she had to aid her in the search was the soft glow from the pale moon. Walking to the rug in front of her fire she scanned the shadows. She didn't see anything. But then why did she fell so on edge?
Turning to the floor she gasped when she came to her nightstand. There sticking out of the side was her book. Wide eyed she knelt next to the piece of furniture and surveyed the damage. The book was open to nothing.
The pages were blank and the hard metal edges of the book were jammed into the wood. Brushing away splinters she grabbed the half not embedded in hard oak and pulled with all her might. She felt it slide a little and gave it another hard yank. She could wiggle it now. Taking a told hold she threw all her muscle into it and shrieked when she fell backwards with the book.
Sitting up she brushed the wood off her lap and shook the book. Surprisingly the pages didn't move. Confused she tried to close the book and found it was as stiff as steel. She tried to grip the edge of the other pages but they were all smoothed over and melted together.
Hitomi was fascinated and scared. She looked down at her arm and didn't like to see the goose bumps pop up. She had the sudden feeling someone was looking at her. So turning around her emeralds quickly darted across the shadows looking for eyes. But she found none.
So taking a deep breath she turned around and screamed. She had dropped the book and according to the laws of gravity it should have fallen to the floor. But there floating in front of her was her glowing book. Jumping to her feet she didn't have time to scream again.
The room was plunged into darkness and Hitomi felt her head start to pound.
Van sat straight up and fell off his bed. Cursing to himself as he untangled himself from the sheets he rubbed his abused head. As soon as he was free of the bed sheets he remembered what he had jumped awake for. He had heard a scream. More specifically he had heard Hitomi scream.
Grabbing his sword he quickly slid the sheath off letting it fall to the floor. Throwing his door open he raced across the hall and shook Hitomi's door handle. It was locked.
Leaning his sword against the wall he frantically rammed his shoulder into the door.
"HITOMI!!!"
Hitomi heard Van's faint cry and spun around looking for him, "VAN!!!" she called back scared at the darkness.
She couldn't see her bed or the fire or anything that resembled her room. She was about to collapse from the pain in her head when a voice caught her attention.
"Child of angels the burden has fallen to you"
Hitomi nervously looked around the nothingness.
"Who's there!?" she cried out scared
"Seek out the lover of a race he was never to be part of"
"WHAT!?" Hitomi called out confused now
"Seek out the fallen bringer of pain"
Hitomi felt her head spin the pounding was getting worse.
"Child they will help you"
"Help me what?" her voice was cracking now as she felt the room spin
"They will help you" the heavenly voice repeated again
Hitomi's weary voice barely made it out, "Help me what?" she asked again
But the voice was already fading, "There is another capable, my child, seek out those with good intentions"
Hitomi felt her eyelids close and couldn't stop as gravity pushed her body to the floor.
Van rammed into the door again Mark now at his side and smashing into the door as well. Merle and Flora stood behind them feeling helpless.
Finally the door gave and Van grabbed his sword rushing in before the others. Hitomi's eyes were closed and she was falling. Dropping his sword Van ran forward and caught her before she hit the stone. Her heavenly features were twisted with pain and Van couldn't stop the rising hatred towards whatever had done this to her. Searching the room he thankfully found no intruders and carefully slid his right arm under her knees.
Picking her up he walked over to the bed and gently lay her down carefully bringing the blankets up around her shoulders.
Searching the room again the only thing he could find out of place was her book lying on the floor. It was closed neatly tucked away next to the hearth as if nothing had ever happened. He strained to see the rest of her room but shadows covered most of the furniture and corners. Deciding he would examine the rest in the morning he turned to face the tiny group patiently waiting behind him.
"I don't see any wounds so we'll have to ask her when she wakes up"
Everyone sighed in relief that there weren't any wounds and slowly dispersed. Van couldn't sleep. His nerves were on end so he pulled up a chair next to Hitomi's bed and sat down for a long night.
"Dragon!" the voice hissed
Van's eyes snapped open his sword immediately in front of him. The room was empty and the sun was just coming up over the glassy hills.
"Dragon!" a voice hissed again, "Leave!" it ordered
Van blinked and shook a little. Something was here but he couldn't see anything.
"Your blood boils in its own purity!! Leave Dragon! Leave!!"
Van moved closer to Hitomi frantically searching for whatever was speaking.
"Who are you?!" he demanded
"Anger flows thickly in your veins!"
Van was nervous now, the voice was bouncing off the walls. One minute it was on the right the next it was on his left.
"Leave this castle or lose your life," he warned pulling Hitomi's sleeping body closer
The voice growled in frustration, "LEAVE!!!" it boomed
Hitomi stirred and the voice disappeared. Van felt his body calm and frowned in confusion. What was going on?
Turning to Hitomi he pulled her into his arms and grabbed his sword marching out of the room. Slamming the door behind him he glared at the wood. Something was going on and he wasn't going to leave Hitomi alone in that room until he found out.
Turning he walked into his room and lay Hitomi on his bed. Taking a deep breath to let the last strand of fear slip away he casually leaned against the bottom right bedpost to stare at his angel.
Her chest rose and fell with her deep breathing as she slept obviously exhausted. He smiled as her bangs slid down her forehead revealing her face nicely. She was so beautiful. How he had ever let her slip away he didn't know. However it was a mistake he intended never to repeat.
The ball would be good for her. Aston would be jumping out of his skin and Cheid would likely cry in delight. Knowing one had survived would soften some of Allen's heart and maybe put him back on the rode to becoming the playful friend they all once knew. Dilandu and Hitomi had never been close and Dilandu would likely be furious that he hadn't been the one to find her and burn the marauders.
Hitomi could resume the life she once had and together they would erase her guilt.
The sun's heavenly shine only added to her angelic hue. Her lips were parted and Van fought his desire to kiss her senseless. He knew he shouldn't worry though. She looked all too peaceful sleeping there in his bed and he couldn't bring himself to wake her.
Yawning before he knew what his body was doing he stretched and strapped his sword to his hips. Quietly padding across his luxurious chamber he slid the door open and gave his angel one last smile before closing the door and heading down the stairs.
Blinking to stay awake Van walked through the doors smiling wearily at his guards.
"Good Morning," he said as enthusiastically as he could
"Good Morning my lord, we trust you slept well?"
Van gave a bitter little laugh and walked to the table pulling out his chair and slumping down. However his presence wasn't noticed and Merle and Mark continued on as if he hadn't even walked in.
"I'm taking her today! Get over it!" Merle stuck her tongue out and leaned over to Flora's chair and hugged her arm, "She has to have a dress made for the ball!"
Mark narrowed his eyes at the persistent little cat, "And I say she can do it tomorrow!"
"NO! We can't put it off!" Merle glared back
"And I say I've a mind to spend some time with my princess today! Go with Hitomi to get her fitting!!"
"Jerk!" Merle spat, "Be considerate she's probably not feeling well after whatever happened last night! I'm not going to drag her out in the sun and make her feel worse!"
Van blocked out the voices and concentrated on eating breakfast. Slipping some rice in his mouth he looked up as Flora settled down in the chair next to him.
"Sleep well?" she asked with a smirk
Van looked back down to his food ignoring the princess he took another bite. Flora just laughed.
"In all seriousness Van how is Hitomi?"
Van looked up still chewing and gave her a bland stare. Once he was done chewing he shrugged his shoulders.
"She's not awake yet"
Flora frowned with concern, "Well I'll check up on her in an hour or so"
"It's ok I'll watch her you sound like you'll have your hands full today"
Flora just narrowed her eyes and gave a sarcastic laugh, "Oh ha ha ha and for your information your schedule is booked. The council will be calling for you in a few minutes. You have to go over the preparations and guest list with them. Then Charles wants you for another round with the financial books and David has some treaties and country requests for you to sign. Oh and then my personal favorite,"
Van sighed as Flora dragged on with her list. He glanced at her out of the corner of his eye and caught the unholy twinkle in her eye. Putting down his fork he leaned back and glared at her.
"You have to get your fitting for the ball, royal cape and all," she said giggling to herself as she watched Van try to hide his disgust.
"So your majesty as you can clearly see my day is not nearly as packed as yours. Don't worry about Hitomi I'll keep a good watch over her."
Van opened his mouth to protest when the dining room doors opened and a messenger appeared at the end of the table straightening his pants. Van felt his eyes narrow of their own accord, the poor messenger actually shook in his boots.
He almost jumped when he felt the spoon shoved in his mouth. Closing his mouth around the food he turned his glare to Flora as she pulled the spoon out of his mouth laughing as Van boiled.
Angrily chewing he shoved his chair back keeping his angry scowl on Flora as long as he could. Flora just simply laughed herself silly as Van marched out of the room the messenger scurrying behind him. Merle and Mark took a moment to stop their argument and ask Flora what was so funny. Flora just smiled and patted Merle's head as she walked out of the room.
She was going to check on Hitomi now, at first an hour had seemed alright but she was eager to check on the girl. Something went terribly wrong last night and she wanted to know what had scared her friend so. She also wanted to know if anyone had been in the room. She had just found the girl and Van couldn't be happier Flora would be damned if she was going to let anyone take Hitomi away. Not when she had just found Mark. Everything was going right in her life for once. A dear friend now had the love of his life back another dear friend had found her childhood playmate and she had just found Mark again. Mark. She couldn't describe the joy that bubbled inside her every time she saw him walking down the halls of the same castle she was in.
He would smile at her and her knees would buckle. Sometimes he would come up from behind and spin her around and kiss her until she couldn't see straight. Then he would walk away grinning like an idiot. She finally had him back and she couldn't be happier.
And this time she wouldn't let her parents have him.
It was about time she took charge of her life. She had friends, love, and a place to sleep she really didn't want more. And if she had to throw away her crown to keep it then so be it.
Flora knocked lightly before walking in and felt panic take a hold. Hitomi wasn't in her room. Glancing around one more time to make sure she wasn't overlooking her she spun around to the hall. Trying to get a hold of herself she stopped to think. And all in a blinding flash she realized how stupid she was. Van had staggered into the dining hall as if he hadn't had a wink of sleep.
He had most likely watched over Hitomi all night. And since no one knew what happened staying in Hitomi's room had probably made him feel uneasy. Walking up to Van's door she knocked and pushed it open.
Hitomi was curled up nicely tucked under Van's blankets smiling in her sleep. Flora smiled and leaned against the doorframe. She looked alright. She had wanted to see her friend to make sure for herself. Closing the door she turned to look out one of the hall windows.
The sun was shining beautifully. It was going to be a good day. She would face her parents soon and this time she had more courage than she knew possible and friends to back her up.
Life was actually going right for once.
Darice slowly opened her eyes to stare at the canvas over head. Taking a shaky breath she sat up. One day closer and yet so far. She hated to do what she was doing but time was running short and it was a battle. Friends, loved ones, family it was all a tangled web that made her head swim.
Someone was going to get hurt and the names made her weep. Angrily wiping away the tears she slipped her clothes on and threw her tent flaps open.
The thick smoky scent floated through the air and she closed her eyes basking in the wonderful surroundings. Soren was next to enter the circle followed by Caleb and Trisha. They all smiled at each other sadly. They fought to push aside the dim thoughts that clouded their eyes but it was in vein. Soon it would happen and the results would be staggering.
Darice looked up to the sky and tried to let the sun's warm light melt the chills in her blood but it wasn't to be so. Turning to her friends again she hesitantly nodded silently answering her friends reluctant silent questions. They each in turn frowned or closed their eyes in thought.
"A few days now," Darice finally spoke bending down to start the fire
Trisha let the shake run through her bones before stepping next to the growing cooking fire.
The tension was so thick it would likely have to be sawed through.
"A pleasure really," Trisha said lightly, "I love you all, in life or death"
Soren walked up next to her and let his hand rest on her shoulder, "Friends always"
Caleb pulled Darice into a stand and wrapped his arm around her shoulders before smiling at the group, "Family in the heart"
Darice blinked back tears, "Honor bound and linked by hearts ah what a sad group we are"
Weak smiles answered. Darice reached up and squeezed Caleb's hand, reaching out for Soren's she locked gazes with Trisha.
"I'll never regret it, not one minute, this friendship was worth it"
Everyone hastily agreed.
"Now lets eat and enjoy ourselves," Soren said truly smiling as he bent down to get breakfast started.
The wind was lightly blowing ruffling clothes here and there as the group sat down around the fire. The camp sprang to life and no one noticed the grim smiles disappear from three sad faces. They began to talk and laugh not noticing Trisha stare at the sky her face twisted with sorrow.
"May we be forgiven," she whispered
Hitomi stirred and rolled over stretching out under the silky covers. Yawning she curled back up into a ball and clutched the covers. She could feel the sun and groaned pulling the covers over her head. She didn't want to get up she was exhausted!! And the strange thing was she had no idea why she was so drained. Her muscles ached and she felt sore all over.
She was just about to drift off again when the door swung open.
"There you are Hitomi!!"
Hitomi turned over slowly and saw Merle smiling from the door, "How do you feel??"
Hitomi groaned and turned back around pulling the blanket up over her head again.
"Hitomi what happened last night?" the cat girl prodded jumping on the bed.
Hitomi froze, what was she going to tell everyone.
'Oh yea there was this voice that came out of the middle of nowhere telling me to go find some people. Oh and did I forget to mention my book not only threw itself into my nightstand practically trashing the whole thing but it floats and glows!'
"I don't want to talk about it right now Merle"
Merle's tail gently bounced on the bed, "Alright but are you sure you're okay?"
"Yea I'm fine, really Merle don't worry, I'm just tired"
"Well go ahead and rest. It's around noon so I'm headed off to town with Flora, fabric shopping!!"
Hitomi couldn't help but smile at the cat girls happy squeal.
"And since you won't be coming we're getting your material and the fitting will be later tonight"
"Thanks Merle"
Merle leaned down and squeezed the bundle of blankets that was Hitomi, "Hope you feel better Hito-chan"
And with that she bounded from the room. Hitomi lay there in silence finding suddenly that she wasn't tired anymore
Sitting up and glaring at the sun she tried to erase the voice from her mind but it simply wouldn't let her be.
Seek out the lover of a race he was never to be part of..
"What was it talking about?" Hitomi wondered out loud letting the blanket fall to puddle around her waist
Seek out the fallen bringer of pain..
"How am I supposed to know who they are?!" she snapped to the thin air
Hitomi felt her heart begin to beat faster.
"Not again," she whimpered
But the room stayed bright and sunny. There was no wind and her book wasn't in sight. She was beginning to relax again when the voice bounced off the walls of her mind.
You know child.
Hitomi didn't stiffen in fear this time.
"Now what?!" she shouted
Think angel! Deep in your heart you have always known..
Hitomi shook her head in frustration, "I don't know! What are you talking about?! Who are you?!"
Search chosen one.you know.let your heart be the guide.
Hitomi fell back in the bed frustrated with the mysterious voice haunting her. Why was she even considering listening to this voice anyways? She didn't have to.
But as she thought about turning away from it her mind and heart seemed to scream in agony. There was something about the voice that touched her. She didn't know why but she had to listen.
So deciding to think on it later she slid out of the bed and all at once realized she wasn't in her room. Then she realized exactly whose room it was and blushed straight clear through to her roots. Fanning her cheeks she hurried out the room checking to make sure no one saw her leave. Van would never live down the rumors and word would spread that she was some sort of mistress.
Rushing into her room she leaned against the door and waited for her cheeks to stop flaming. Opening her eyes she looked to her right and felt a chill go up her spine as she looked at the ancient book lying on her floor.
Rushing to her bathroom she took a bath and cleaned up. Quickly pulling a dress out of her closet she got dressed and ran from her room. The nervous sensation left her as soon as she was in the hall.
"I have to do something with that book," she mumbled to herself as she walked down the stairs.
The noise was deafening.
As soon as she reached the bottom step she had to cover her ears to block all the rambling. Maids were running in and out of rooms carrying fabrics and trays. Then servants were bustling by arguing about were streamers should go or how the arrangement of plates would be. It was a mess.
Pushing her way through to the kitchen she sighed and rolled her eyes. The kitchen wasn't in much better shape. It smelled delicious though. Several chefs were running around checking ovens or stirring pots. Hitomi managed to grab some sort of fruit and a piece of bread before hastily making her retreat.
When she walked back into the entry hall she smiled. Van stood there in the middle his advisors surrounding him as he gave out directions.
Hitomi munched on the fruit and watched him. He was just so darn cute. She could stand there and watch him for hours and never tire. He finally looked up her way and smiled at her. Closing his mouth he pushed through his advisors and quickly made his way to her side.
"How are you feeling?" he asked when he finally reached her the advisors not too far behind
Hitomi leaned back against the cold stone wall and smiled up at him over her sweet fruit, "Good you?"
"Better," he smiled stepping closer, "Now"
Hitomi licked the juice off her lips, very slowly. And giggled to herself as Van flinched.
"Your advisors will go ballistic," she whispered as he leaned closer
"They can be intimidated"
"Of course"
Van wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her against his chest and was just about to kiss her when his advisors cleared their throats. Van groaned and glared at his advisors over his shoulder.
"What?!" he snapped
The advisors truly looked scared for a minute. Composing themselves a representative stepped forward shaking lightly.
"Your majesty the books still need seeing to and we have a few more questions concerning the preparations."
Van took a slow deep breath as he turned back to face Hitomi.
"I have to go love," he whispered smiling gravely
"I know," Hitomi whispered back grinning
"You won't escape me so easily however and later you will give me every detail on what happened last night"
"Of course"
Frowning he bent and kissed her forehead. With another deep breath he turned back to face the hall and walked away with his advisors trailing.
Hitomi bit down on her bread and casually began to stroll amidst the hustle and bustle of the castle. Finishing off her small late lunch she made her way back up the stairs and decided to head to the library. Opening the heavy door she made her way to the shelves and plucked a book from the mass. Slumping down into a chair by one of the three large fires she pulled the cover open. Fanelian History.
She didn't think she would last long reading the fact filled book but she soon found her surroundings fading from view as she read about Van's homeland. She didn't know how long she was in the library reading before the door creaked open. Hitomi blinked and looked up. The fires were dieing down and she couldn't see very well in the dim light. Shadows danced against the bookcases and she smiled when she felt fingers slide over her shoulders.
"Finally finished?" she asked leaning back into the chair
"You could say"
Hitomi's eyes snapped open and she dropped the book. The large clap echoed off the tall brick walls. That wasn't Van's voice.
Throwing whoever's fingers had been on her shoulders off she jumped away from the chair and raced towards the door. Her heart beat against her ribs madly as heavy footfalls raced after her. She threw herself against the door and pulled the handle back.
The door slammed shut and she spun.
Light flickered across the man's face and she caught a glimpse of his eyes. She knew those eyes!! Her fear rose and she began to panic her breathing quickening.
"Hello angel," the man's deep voice growled
Hitomi blinked and looked up from the ground. Slowly raising her eyes she pulled herself out of the panic. Something deep inside of her blazed to life. An deep hatred buried in the depths of her heart sprang to life. Her fingers curled fiercely as she stared at the man before her.
"You," she growled
The man laughed his deep voice making her cringe.
The fury was overpowering and Hitomi's body took a mind of its own. In a flash her hand was on his cheek. The crack filled the eerie library. Hitomi shook with pure hatred and she scowled at the man. He looked relatively shocked and shook his head his jaw stretching from the sting of her slap.
"You will regret that"
Hitomi stood on her toes and spit in his face, "Die," she ordered, "Slowly"
The man wrapped his fingers tightly around her jaw and threw her to the floor. Hitomi hit the ground with a thud and slid a few feet. Her body let out an involuntary whimper. She felt the tears rush to her eyes as she quickly pulled her wrist out from under her hip. The sharp pain shot like lightening bolts as she pulled it close to her chest.
It was burning and throbbing all at once and it took all her willpower not to cry out. Holding it close she blinked through tears and pulled herself to her feet.
"Stubborn witch aren't you?" the man laughed throwing his hands to his waist
Hitomi just stood there glaring, "I'm not afraid of you"
That stopped the man's laughing immediately. Striding over to her he grabbed the offended wrist and twisted it pulling Hitomi towards him. Leaning into her face he twisted harder. Hitomi bit her lip as the tears rolled down her cheeks, she wouldn't scream, not because of him. Never again.
"You will be," he whispered harshly into her face, "Oh you will fear me but only long enough to realize your stupidity. I'm going to kill you and this time I won't miss"
Hitomi spit in his face again and the man twisted harder, Hitomi couldn't stand the pain anymore and her lips moved and the scream was out of her throat before she could stop it. The man threw her to the ground and pulled his sword out.
"Now you and I need to have a talk"
Hitomi lay there sprawled on the ground staring at her wrist. She wasn't going to tell him one damn thing. So stubbornly she just laid there and ignored him.
"Where is the book?" he demanded
Silence.
"Damn you woman speak!!!"
Hitomi just stared off at the books.
Before she knew what was happening and would have had any sense to move it was too late. The pain shot through her arm and she screamed out as he twisted the sword in her arm. Jerking the blade from the same arm that had the injured wrist he knelt down beside her and smirked.
"I'll take you one piece at a time if I have to"
The tears wouldn't stop and Hitomi didn't have the power to make them. The pain was so sharp it made her dizzy. She cried bitter tears as the blood slid down her skin and onto the carpet. Her head was pounding and the room was spinning. Her lips were trembling and she suddenly felt cold.
The man's smile made her cringe and she grit her teeth to keep from crying out again. The man noticed her stubborn notion and stood up his anger apparent. With a quick movement his foot was pushing down on her bleeding wound.
The pain was unbearable and Hitomi cried out in pure agony. She could feel a familiar blackness swarming her as his foot pushed harder on the wound. The man smiled wickedly and knelt down next to her again clamping his hand over her mouth to stop the screaming.
"Now where is the book?! I know you have it!!!"
He removed his hand and Hitomi couldn't stop the fierce shaking the pain was causing. With determination in her eyes and the hatred still burning she took the last of her strength and focused on his face.
"I'm going to kill you Michael"
A/N Sorry it took me so long to get this one out still getting into the swing of school. You know adjusting time and such! Thank you all for reviewing I love you all so much!!! Have a great day!!!
Sailor Hope
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Sailor Hope
Hitomi smiled to herself and leaned against Van's shoulder as he walked her out to the royal gardens. Breakfast was very delicious, entertainment provided by the ever lovely Merle and dashing Mark. They had argued about this and that the entire meal. Hitomi could almost see Caleb and Darice through the two.
Looking up at the sky and squeezing Van's hand tighter so as to let him know he was guiding her she grinned. It was such a lovely day. The sun was just bright enough and there wasn't a cloud in the sky.
Van turned and smiled as Hitomi grinned up at the sky.
'Gods she's beautiful,' he whispered to himself as she turned her lovely emeralds on him
She smiled and Van had to turn away to keep his bearings, Hitomi left him completely undone. It was scary and exciting all at once. Pulling her forward he helped her step into the boat. Hitomi beamed brighter than the afternoon sun as soon as she realized they were going out to the gazebo in the middle of the lake. Sitting down on a bench she waited while Van untied the boat and secured the oars.
Stepping in with one foot he pushed off and quickly sat down before he fell over the side. Grabbing the oars he turned to face Hitomi. She was staring off over the lake at the garden they were leaving. He rolled up the long white sleeves of his shirt and began to push the oars.
The gazebo was close enough to keep the entire castle from panicking and it was just far enough that he could hope to finish what he had started with Hitomi this morning without being interrupted. Assuming she wanted him that is.
Hitomi turned back to the boat and couldn't help but stare at Van. He was now looking at the garden as he pushed the boat along and Hitomi felt the heat rush to her cheeks. His shirt did absolutely nothing to keep his muscles covered. They flexed under the thin material as he pulled the oars back and then forward again. His unruly ebony hair blew in the gentle wind and she found herself unable to breath for a moment at the wonderful sight in front of her.
Turning completely around in her bench she fanned herself for a minute. She was going to make a fool out of herself if she didn't get herself under control soon. He was a king! She was a commoner! Friends they may be but by law they were allowed nothing else. Hell! If she was Queen that law was the first thing she would throw out!
Lost in her own angry thoughts she didn't realize how close they were to the small island in the lake until the boat hit sand. Shaking herself from the thoughts Hitomi stepped out and bent to pull the boat in.
Van vaulted over the edge and gently grasped her hands shaking his head with a smile.
"It's okay I've got it you head up to the gazebo I'll be right behind you"
Hitomi nodded and turned to head up the tiny path leading to the top of the little hill where the gazebo rested.
Giving a backward glance at Van she watched him tie the boat up and turned just in time to avoid running head on into a tree. Shaking herself again she quickened her pace and jumped up the steps heading into the gazebo and settled down on the bench overlooking the south end of the garden.
Drifting off in her thoughts again she didn't hear Van's boots as they thumped up the steps and stopped at the doorway.
"Have I ever told you, you think too much?"
His deep rich voice startled her and she jerked around to meet his mirthful rubies.
"Often," she smiled leaning against the edge of wood behind the bench acting as a railing.
Van walked over and sat down next to her and leaned his elbow against the railing.
"No one listens to me"
"Oh we hear you just fine," Hitomi smirked
Van scoffed, "I'm a King, you'd think that would earn you a little say so in things"
Hitomi just softly laughed turning back to the garden view. The tiny ripples in the lake beat the sand down below creating a relaxing melody. They sat in silence for a while admiring nature's wonders.
"You're so beautiful Hitomi"
Hitomi's head snapped around so fast she had to blink to clear her vision.
"What?"
Van smiled weakly, "I said your beautiful Hito-chan"
Hitomi felt herself begin to color again and turned away to hide the red. Amazingly enough she didn't jump when she felt the rough fingers wrap around her chin and pull her face back towards Van's.
Hitomi looked up and locked gazes with Van. And she could see it. Her heart stopped beating and her lungs seized up as she continued to stare into his dark eyes. But there was no denying it. She could see it. It was as real as his hands on her chin.
He hadn't stopped loving her.
Why she hadn't seen it before she couldn't tell but oh how she could see it now. Van wanted her. She could tell and how convenient it was that she wanted him as badly as his eyes screamed it.
He took a deep breath and Hitomi watched as he slid closer to her on the bench.
"Hitomi I know this could destroy our friendship," he whispered leaning in closer to her face
Hitomi just sat there, numb. He loved her! Her heart danced happily and she felt a little lightheaded. But as he got closer the same old dreary thoughts bombarded her.
He's a king, I'm a commoner.
It would never work. She knew it. No one would allow it. She felt the tears slowly rise and fought to keep them at bay. It just wasn't fair. It was agonizing to love someone as much as she loved him. Pure and simple torture. But then she felt his warm breath brush against her cheek and all the doubts disappeared.
She would make it work, she didn't know how but she could make it work. She shivered when his fingers slid up her arm pulling her in closer.
Closing her eyes she let him pull her against his chest. The same warmth her necklace had emanated earlier filled her as Van pulled her knees up and over his thighs so she wouldn't be bending her legs. His soft raven hair tickled her forehead but all was forgotten when his lips brushed against hers.
His lips were soft and gentle and she felt a jolt go through her heart as his lips brushed against hers again and again. Pushing forward she caught his lips her mouth slightly open allowing Van to deepen the kiss.
She could make it work. As long as he was holding her she was positive she could make it work. His warm hands slid up around her ribs and pulled her in closer. Hitomi's thoughts deserted her, there was just simply no thinking while Van was kissing her. Her thoughts were mush and the wind was a relief considering her rising temperature.
Hitomi wrapped her arms around his neck and slid one of her hands into his hair making sure he wasn't having any thoughts about pulling up now.
It was quite a while before he finally did pull up, only to get some oxygen mind you. Hitomi took in a deep breath and just sat there with Van's arms around her. She couldn't think of a single thing to say after experiencing something as amazing as that so she just sat there. Van's eyes were closed and he was catching his breath his head facing the wooden ceiling of the gazebo.
He finally slowly looked down as if he was almost afraid Hitomi would jump up and bolt the second their eyes met. Instead he found her staring at him with the most delighted expression he had ever seen. She looked content and scared all at once.
Well now was a good a time as any, she hadn't run from the kiss. In fact she had kissed him back that had to be a good sign. So cocking his head slightly he took another deep breath. He was trying to muster up the energy to tell her but he didn't think he could do it.
He could still taste her on his lips and her enchanting rose smell was just more of a distraction than he could handle at the moment. He closed his eyes and tried to focus on speaking. Slowly opening his eyes he cleared his throat. But then there was the distraction of her legs strewn acrossed his thighs and his hands nicely wrapped around her waist. Just feeling her soft skin under his hands was a distraction.
"I love you," he whispered
Hitomi's eyes grew round with surprise and Van panicked thinking it was more of a horrified shock. But she soon regained her senses and smiled her tears rising again.
Van quickly reached up and brushed them away with his thumb.
"I've made you cry," he said downhearted silently cursing himself.
She didn't need to be burdened with this right now. What was he thinking?
"I love you too Van"
Van snapped out of his thoughts and caught her eyes. She loved him. Van felt his heart cry out for joy a silly grin creeping up on his lips. For one moment everything was right with his world. He could care less if the walls fell down around him. Hitomi loved him.
"So much Van," she said releasing a shaky breath and closing her eyes, "So much"
Van pulled her towards him again and kissed the corners of her eyes.
"Then why do you cry?"
"Because it won't work," her voice cracked
"Hush Hitomi," Van whispered kissing her jaw line
"But you're a king, my mother was just a castle maid," she said whimpering as she spoke
Van pulled back and frowned, "Stop Hitomi you're thinking too much again. It'll work."
Hitomi's lips trembled as she fought back the tears. Oh how she wanted to believe him. To believe that she could live in Fanelia with him. To believe that the council would approve of their relationship. But she just couldn't.
"Stop," he said again leaning down and pulling her into another kiss.
Hitomi just let the tears roll down her cheeks, her pessimistic ideas getting the better of her. She clutched Van's shirt and squeezed as tight as she could. She didn't want to let go. Because it would all be over then. He would have to leave her and she would cry herself to sleep for weeks until she could pull herself together and get over it. Which she knew she never could.
Van left her mouth and placed soft kisses along the side of her neck.
"Stop worrying Hitomi," he whispered, "Trust me"
"To what?" she asked clutching to him
"To see that it works out"
"Trust you?" she echoed wanting so bad to clutch onto some sort of hope
Van murmured a yes and captured her lips again. Hitomi closed her eyes and let go of her worries. Trust him was something she could do. If he said it would work she could believe him. Maybe out of sheer desperation or just pure faith, she didn't know why she would trust him when she already knew it would never work but she was going to. So leaving behind all her thoughts and worries she clung to him and surrendered to his kiss. She would trust him.
Flora slowly opened her bedroom door and smothered her laughter as she watched several other doors creak open. Merle's little tail danced next to her face as she leaned into the hall a little. Mark was next to her trying to look invisible as he stuck his head out into hall to watch the couple.
Van and Hitomi had been missing all day and it had taken great persuasion on Flora's part to keep Merle from sending out searching parties. She had a feeling they just needed some time alone and as she watched the scene in front of her she bubbled with joy that she had been right.
Hitomi was backed up against her door Van's arms on either side of her as he smirked down at her. Flora felt they were kind of intruding but the couple didn't seem to mind the three and she couldn't push herself back in her room.
Van leaned down and Hitomi's eyelids fell. Flora felt the biggest smile she had ever had cross her face as she watched the two kiss. Down the hall she heard Merle squeal silently in delight and sticking her head out farther she saw Mark just smile. He was happy for Hitomi and Van. Turning back to the couple she decided it was probably time to go now and leave them to their business.
Staring down at her love and friend she made sure she caught their eyes and let her eyes tell them what she wouldn't say. Merle pouted and scowled but disappeared and closed her door. Mark just smirked and winked at her before fading into his room.
Flora felt a shiver go up her spine when Mark winked as she closed her own door and crawled back into bed smiling.
Hitomi heard the gentle clicks of three doors closing and smiled against Van's mouth. Slowly he pulled back, just far enough to speak to her.
"I think they're happy now," he whispered kissing her nose
"I think you're right," Hitomi said leaning back against the door again
"Well it's late and you have to get fittings tomorrow"
Hitomi immediately frowned, "I still don't like this ball idea"
Van chuckled and kissed her temple before resting his cheek against hers.
"I know"
Hitomi felt herself shiver as his whisper tickled her ear.
"But will you go? Please? For me?" he begged his husky voice making her knees buckle
She quickly clutched his shoulders to balance herself and only managed a nod. Van laughed and she scowled. He enjoyed completely undoing her. Flicking his ear she pushed him away still frowning.
"Good night," she said curtly throwing her door open
Van just laughed a little harder and threw her his knee buckling sexy smile, "Good night Hito-chan"
Hitomi shut the door to block off his smile and fell forward against the wood closing her eyes. Goodness she didn't know if she was ready to see those smiles every day. And his kisses! Good lord she couldn't see straight much less think at least for a half an hour after.
Slowly she turned around and felt a shiver run up her spine. Not the kind she got when Van touched her. The hairs on the back of her neck stood up and she searched the room quickly. Something wasn't right.
Her fire was dead so the only light she had to aid her in the search was the soft glow from the pale moon. Walking to the rug in front of her fire she scanned the shadows. She didn't see anything. But then why did she fell so on edge?
Turning to the floor she gasped when she came to her nightstand. There sticking out of the side was her book. Wide eyed she knelt next to the piece of furniture and surveyed the damage. The book was open to nothing.
The pages were blank and the hard metal edges of the book were jammed into the wood. Brushing away splinters she grabbed the half not embedded in hard oak and pulled with all her might. She felt it slide a little and gave it another hard yank. She could wiggle it now. Taking a told hold she threw all her muscle into it and shrieked when she fell backwards with the book.
Sitting up she brushed the wood off her lap and shook the book. Surprisingly the pages didn't move. Confused she tried to close the book and found it was as stiff as steel. She tried to grip the edge of the other pages but they were all smoothed over and melted together.
Hitomi was fascinated and scared. She looked down at her arm and didn't like to see the goose bumps pop up. She had the sudden feeling someone was looking at her. So turning around her emeralds quickly darted across the shadows looking for eyes. But she found none.
So taking a deep breath she turned around and screamed. She had dropped the book and according to the laws of gravity it should have fallen to the floor. But there floating in front of her was her glowing book. Jumping to her feet she didn't have time to scream again.
The room was plunged into darkness and Hitomi felt her head start to pound.
Van sat straight up and fell off his bed. Cursing to himself as he untangled himself from the sheets he rubbed his abused head. As soon as he was free of the bed sheets he remembered what he had jumped awake for. He had heard a scream. More specifically he had heard Hitomi scream.
Grabbing his sword he quickly slid the sheath off letting it fall to the floor. Throwing his door open he raced across the hall and shook Hitomi's door handle. It was locked.
Leaning his sword against the wall he frantically rammed his shoulder into the door.
"HITOMI!!!"
Hitomi heard Van's faint cry and spun around looking for him, "VAN!!!" she called back scared at the darkness.
She couldn't see her bed or the fire or anything that resembled her room. She was about to collapse from the pain in her head when a voice caught her attention.
"Child of angels the burden has fallen to you"
Hitomi nervously looked around the nothingness.
"Who's there!?" she cried out scared
"Seek out the lover of a race he was never to be part of"
"WHAT!?" Hitomi called out confused now
"Seek out the fallen bringer of pain"
Hitomi felt her head spin the pounding was getting worse.
"Child they will help you"
"Help me what?" her voice was cracking now as she felt the room spin
"They will help you" the heavenly voice repeated again
Hitomi's weary voice barely made it out, "Help me what?" she asked again
But the voice was already fading, "There is another capable, my child, seek out those with good intentions"
Hitomi felt her eyelids close and couldn't stop as gravity pushed her body to the floor.
Van rammed into the door again Mark now at his side and smashing into the door as well. Merle and Flora stood behind them feeling helpless.
Finally the door gave and Van grabbed his sword rushing in before the others. Hitomi's eyes were closed and she was falling. Dropping his sword Van ran forward and caught her before she hit the stone. Her heavenly features were twisted with pain and Van couldn't stop the rising hatred towards whatever had done this to her. Searching the room he thankfully found no intruders and carefully slid his right arm under her knees.
Picking her up he walked over to the bed and gently lay her down carefully bringing the blankets up around her shoulders.
Searching the room again the only thing he could find out of place was her book lying on the floor. It was closed neatly tucked away next to the hearth as if nothing had ever happened. He strained to see the rest of her room but shadows covered most of the furniture and corners. Deciding he would examine the rest in the morning he turned to face the tiny group patiently waiting behind him.
"I don't see any wounds so we'll have to ask her when she wakes up"
Everyone sighed in relief that there weren't any wounds and slowly dispersed. Van couldn't sleep. His nerves were on end so he pulled up a chair next to Hitomi's bed and sat down for a long night.
"Dragon!" the voice hissed
Van's eyes snapped open his sword immediately in front of him. The room was empty and the sun was just coming up over the glassy hills.
"Dragon!" a voice hissed again, "Leave!" it ordered
Van blinked and shook a little. Something was here but he couldn't see anything.
"Your blood boils in its own purity!! Leave Dragon! Leave!!"
Van moved closer to Hitomi frantically searching for whatever was speaking.
"Who are you?!" he demanded
"Anger flows thickly in your veins!"
Van was nervous now, the voice was bouncing off the walls. One minute it was on the right the next it was on his left.
"Leave this castle or lose your life," he warned pulling Hitomi's sleeping body closer
The voice growled in frustration, "LEAVE!!!" it boomed
Hitomi stirred and the voice disappeared. Van felt his body calm and frowned in confusion. What was going on?
Turning to Hitomi he pulled her into his arms and grabbed his sword marching out of the room. Slamming the door behind him he glared at the wood. Something was going on and he wasn't going to leave Hitomi alone in that room until he found out.
Turning he walked into his room and lay Hitomi on his bed. Taking a deep breath to let the last strand of fear slip away he casually leaned against the bottom right bedpost to stare at his angel.
Her chest rose and fell with her deep breathing as she slept obviously exhausted. He smiled as her bangs slid down her forehead revealing her face nicely. She was so beautiful. How he had ever let her slip away he didn't know. However it was a mistake he intended never to repeat.
The ball would be good for her. Aston would be jumping out of his skin and Cheid would likely cry in delight. Knowing one had survived would soften some of Allen's heart and maybe put him back on the rode to becoming the playful friend they all once knew. Dilandu and Hitomi had never been close and Dilandu would likely be furious that he hadn't been the one to find her and burn the marauders.
Hitomi could resume the life she once had and together they would erase her guilt.
The sun's heavenly shine only added to her angelic hue. Her lips were parted and Van fought his desire to kiss her senseless. He knew he shouldn't worry though. She looked all too peaceful sleeping there in his bed and he couldn't bring himself to wake her.
Yawning before he knew what his body was doing he stretched and strapped his sword to his hips. Quietly padding across his luxurious chamber he slid the door open and gave his angel one last smile before closing the door and heading down the stairs.
Blinking to stay awake Van walked through the doors smiling wearily at his guards.
"Good Morning," he said as enthusiastically as he could
"Good Morning my lord, we trust you slept well?"
Van gave a bitter little laugh and walked to the table pulling out his chair and slumping down. However his presence wasn't noticed and Merle and Mark continued on as if he hadn't even walked in.
"I'm taking her today! Get over it!" Merle stuck her tongue out and leaned over to Flora's chair and hugged her arm, "She has to have a dress made for the ball!"
Mark narrowed his eyes at the persistent little cat, "And I say she can do it tomorrow!"
"NO! We can't put it off!" Merle glared back
"And I say I've a mind to spend some time with my princess today! Go with Hitomi to get her fitting!!"
"Jerk!" Merle spat, "Be considerate she's probably not feeling well after whatever happened last night! I'm not going to drag her out in the sun and make her feel worse!"
Van blocked out the voices and concentrated on eating breakfast. Slipping some rice in his mouth he looked up as Flora settled down in the chair next to him.
"Sleep well?" she asked with a smirk
Van looked back down to his food ignoring the princess he took another bite. Flora just laughed.
"In all seriousness Van how is Hitomi?"
Van looked up still chewing and gave her a bland stare. Once he was done chewing he shrugged his shoulders.
"She's not awake yet"
Flora frowned with concern, "Well I'll check up on her in an hour or so"
"It's ok I'll watch her you sound like you'll have your hands full today"
Flora just narrowed her eyes and gave a sarcastic laugh, "Oh ha ha ha and for your information your schedule is booked. The council will be calling for you in a few minutes. You have to go over the preparations and guest list with them. Then Charles wants you for another round with the financial books and David has some treaties and country requests for you to sign. Oh and then my personal favorite,"
Van sighed as Flora dragged on with her list. He glanced at her out of the corner of his eye and caught the unholy twinkle in her eye. Putting down his fork he leaned back and glared at her.
"You have to get your fitting for the ball, royal cape and all," she said giggling to herself as she watched Van try to hide his disgust.
"So your majesty as you can clearly see my day is not nearly as packed as yours. Don't worry about Hitomi I'll keep a good watch over her."
Van opened his mouth to protest when the dining room doors opened and a messenger appeared at the end of the table straightening his pants. Van felt his eyes narrow of their own accord, the poor messenger actually shook in his boots.
He almost jumped when he felt the spoon shoved in his mouth. Closing his mouth around the food he turned his glare to Flora as she pulled the spoon out of his mouth laughing as Van boiled.
Angrily chewing he shoved his chair back keeping his angry scowl on Flora as long as he could. Flora just simply laughed herself silly as Van marched out of the room the messenger scurrying behind him. Merle and Mark took a moment to stop their argument and ask Flora what was so funny. Flora just smiled and patted Merle's head as she walked out of the room.
She was going to check on Hitomi now, at first an hour had seemed alright but she was eager to check on the girl. Something went terribly wrong last night and she wanted to know what had scared her friend so. She also wanted to know if anyone had been in the room. She had just found the girl and Van couldn't be happier Flora would be damned if she was going to let anyone take Hitomi away. Not when she had just found Mark. Everything was going right in her life for once. A dear friend now had the love of his life back another dear friend had found her childhood playmate and she had just found Mark again. Mark. She couldn't describe the joy that bubbled inside her every time she saw him walking down the halls of the same castle she was in.
He would smile at her and her knees would buckle. Sometimes he would come up from behind and spin her around and kiss her until she couldn't see straight. Then he would walk away grinning like an idiot. She finally had him back and she couldn't be happier.
And this time she wouldn't let her parents have him.
It was about time she took charge of her life. She had friends, love, and a place to sleep she really didn't want more. And if she had to throw away her crown to keep it then so be it.
Flora knocked lightly before walking in and felt panic take a hold. Hitomi wasn't in her room. Glancing around one more time to make sure she wasn't overlooking her she spun around to the hall. Trying to get a hold of herself she stopped to think. And all in a blinding flash she realized how stupid she was. Van had staggered into the dining hall as if he hadn't had a wink of sleep.
He had most likely watched over Hitomi all night. And since no one knew what happened staying in Hitomi's room had probably made him feel uneasy. Walking up to Van's door she knocked and pushed it open.
Hitomi was curled up nicely tucked under Van's blankets smiling in her sleep. Flora smiled and leaned against the doorframe. She looked alright. She had wanted to see her friend to make sure for herself. Closing the door she turned to look out one of the hall windows.
The sun was shining beautifully. It was going to be a good day. She would face her parents soon and this time she had more courage than she knew possible and friends to back her up.
Life was actually going right for once.
Darice slowly opened her eyes to stare at the canvas over head. Taking a shaky breath she sat up. One day closer and yet so far. She hated to do what she was doing but time was running short and it was a battle. Friends, loved ones, family it was all a tangled web that made her head swim.
Someone was going to get hurt and the names made her weep. Angrily wiping away the tears she slipped her clothes on and threw her tent flaps open.
The thick smoky scent floated through the air and she closed her eyes basking in the wonderful surroundings. Soren was next to enter the circle followed by Caleb and Trisha. They all smiled at each other sadly. They fought to push aside the dim thoughts that clouded their eyes but it was in vein. Soon it would happen and the results would be staggering.
Darice looked up to the sky and tried to let the sun's warm light melt the chills in her blood but it wasn't to be so. Turning to her friends again she hesitantly nodded silently answering her friends reluctant silent questions. They each in turn frowned or closed their eyes in thought.
"A few days now," Darice finally spoke bending down to start the fire
Trisha let the shake run through her bones before stepping next to the growing cooking fire.
The tension was so thick it would likely have to be sawed through.
"A pleasure really," Trisha said lightly, "I love you all, in life or death"
Soren walked up next to her and let his hand rest on her shoulder, "Friends always"
Caleb pulled Darice into a stand and wrapped his arm around her shoulders before smiling at the group, "Family in the heart"
Darice blinked back tears, "Honor bound and linked by hearts ah what a sad group we are"
Weak smiles answered. Darice reached up and squeezed Caleb's hand, reaching out for Soren's she locked gazes with Trisha.
"I'll never regret it, not one minute, this friendship was worth it"
Everyone hastily agreed.
"Now lets eat and enjoy ourselves," Soren said truly smiling as he bent down to get breakfast started.
The wind was lightly blowing ruffling clothes here and there as the group sat down around the fire. The camp sprang to life and no one noticed the grim smiles disappear from three sad faces. They began to talk and laugh not noticing Trisha stare at the sky her face twisted with sorrow.
"May we be forgiven," she whispered
Hitomi stirred and rolled over stretching out under the silky covers. Yawning she curled back up into a ball and clutched the covers. She could feel the sun and groaned pulling the covers over her head. She didn't want to get up she was exhausted!! And the strange thing was she had no idea why she was so drained. Her muscles ached and she felt sore all over.
She was just about to drift off again when the door swung open.
"There you are Hitomi!!"
Hitomi turned over slowly and saw Merle smiling from the door, "How do you feel??"
Hitomi groaned and turned back around pulling the blanket up over her head again.
"Hitomi what happened last night?" the cat girl prodded jumping on the bed.
Hitomi froze, what was she going to tell everyone.
'Oh yea there was this voice that came out of the middle of nowhere telling me to go find some people. Oh and did I forget to mention my book not only threw itself into my nightstand practically trashing the whole thing but it floats and glows!'
"I don't want to talk about it right now Merle"
Merle's tail gently bounced on the bed, "Alright but are you sure you're okay?"
"Yea I'm fine, really Merle don't worry, I'm just tired"
"Well go ahead and rest. It's around noon so I'm headed off to town with Flora, fabric shopping!!"
Hitomi couldn't help but smile at the cat girls happy squeal.
"And since you won't be coming we're getting your material and the fitting will be later tonight"
"Thanks Merle"
Merle leaned down and squeezed the bundle of blankets that was Hitomi, "Hope you feel better Hito-chan"
And with that she bounded from the room. Hitomi lay there in silence finding suddenly that she wasn't tired anymore
Sitting up and glaring at the sun she tried to erase the voice from her mind but it simply wouldn't let her be.
Seek out the lover of a race he was never to be part of..
"What was it talking about?" Hitomi wondered out loud letting the blanket fall to puddle around her waist
Seek out the fallen bringer of pain..
"How am I supposed to know who they are?!" she snapped to the thin air
Hitomi felt her heart begin to beat faster.
"Not again," she whimpered
But the room stayed bright and sunny. There was no wind and her book wasn't in sight. She was beginning to relax again when the voice bounced off the walls of her mind.
You know child.
Hitomi didn't stiffen in fear this time.
"Now what?!" she shouted
Think angel! Deep in your heart you have always known..
Hitomi shook her head in frustration, "I don't know! What are you talking about?! Who are you?!"
Search chosen one.you know.let your heart be the guide.
Hitomi fell back in the bed frustrated with the mysterious voice haunting her. Why was she even considering listening to this voice anyways? She didn't have to.
But as she thought about turning away from it her mind and heart seemed to scream in agony. There was something about the voice that touched her. She didn't know why but she had to listen.
So deciding to think on it later she slid out of the bed and all at once realized she wasn't in her room. Then she realized exactly whose room it was and blushed straight clear through to her roots. Fanning her cheeks she hurried out the room checking to make sure no one saw her leave. Van would never live down the rumors and word would spread that she was some sort of mistress.
Rushing into her room she leaned against the door and waited for her cheeks to stop flaming. Opening her eyes she looked to her right and felt a chill go up her spine as she looked at the ancient book lying on her floor.
Rushing to her bathroom she took a bath and cleaned up. Quickly pulling a dress out of her closet she got dressed and ran from her room. The nervous sensation left her as soon as she was in the hall.
"I have to do something with that book," she mumbled to herself as she walked down the stairs.
The noise was deafening.
As soon as she reached the bottom step she had to cover her ears to block all the rambling. Maids were running in and out of rooms carrying fabrics and trays. Then servants were bustling by arguing about were streamers should go or how the arrangement of plates would be. It was a mess.
Pushing her way through to the kitchen she sighed and rolled her eyes. The kitchen wasn't in much better shape. It smelled delicious though. Several chefs were running around checking ovens or stirring pots. Hitomi managed to grab some sort of fruit and a piece of bread before hastily making her retreat.
When she walked back into the entry hall she smiled. Van stood there in the middle his advisors surrounding him as he gave out directions.
Hitomi munched on the fruit and watched him. He was just so darn cute. She could stand there and watch him for hours and never tire. He finally looked up her way and smiled at her. Closing his mouth he pushed through his advisors and quickly made his way to her side.
"How are you feeling?" he asked when he finally reached her the advisors not too far behind
Hitomi leaned back against the cold stone wall and smiled up at him over her sweet fruit, "Good you?"
"Better," he smiled stepping closer, "Now"
Hitomi licked the juice off her lips, very slowly. And giggled to herself as Van flinched.
"Your advisors will go ballistic," she whispered as he leaned closer
"They can be intimidated"
"Of course"
Van wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her against his chest and was just about to kiss her when his advisors cleared their throats. Van groaned and glared at his advisors over his shoulder.
"What?!" he snapped
The advisors truly looked scared for a minute. Composing themselves a representative stepped forward shaking lightly.
"Your majesty the books still need seeing to and we have a few more questions concerning the preparations."
Van took a slow deep breath as he turned back to face Hitomi.
"I have to go love," he whispered smiling gravely
"I know," Hitomi whispered back grinning
"You won't escape me so easily however and later you will give me every detail on what happened last night"
"Of course"
Frowning he bent and kissed her forehead. With another deep breath he turned back to face the hall and walked away with his advisors trailing.
Hitomi bit down on her bread and casually began to stroll amidst the hustle and bustle of the castle. Finishing off her small late lunch she made her way back up the stairs and decided to head to the library. Opening the heavy door she made her way to the shelves and plucked a book from the mass. Slumping down into a chair by one of the three large fires she pulled the cover open. Fanelian History.
She didn't think she would last long reading the fact filled book but she soon found her surroundings fading from view as she read about Van's homeland. She didn't know how long she was in the library reading before the door creaked open. Hitomi blinked and looked up. The fires were dieing down and she couldn't see very well in the dim light. Shadows danced against the bookcases and she smiled when she felt fingers slide over her shoulders.
"Finally finished?" she asked leaning back into the chair
"You could say"
Hitomi's eyes snapped open and she dropped the book. The large clap echoed off the tall brick walls. That wasn't Van's voice.
Throwing whoever's fingers had been on her shoulders off she jumped away from the chair and raced towards the door. Her heart beat against her ribs madly as heavy footfalls raced after her. She threw herself against the door and pulled the handle back.
The door slammed shut and she spun.
Light flickered across the man's face and she caught a glimpse of his eyes. She knew those eyes!! Her fear rose and she began to panic her breathing quickening.
"Hello angel," the man's deep voice growled
Hitomi blinked and looked up from the ground. Slowly raising her eyes she pulled herself out of the panic. Something deep inside of her blazed to life. An deep hatred buried in the depths of her heart sprang to life. Her fingers curled fiercely as she stared at the man before her.
"You," she growled
The man laughed his deep voice making her cringe.
The fury was overpowering and Hitomi's body took a mind of its own. In a flash her hand was on his cheek. The crack filled the eerie library. Hitomi shook with pure hatred and she scowled at the man. He looked relatively shocked and shook his head his jaw stretching from the sting of her slap.
"You will regret that"
Hitomi stood on her toes and spit in his face, "Die," she ordered, "Slowly"
The man wrapped his fingers tightly around her jaw and threw her to the floor. Hitomi hit the ground with a thud and slid a few feet. Her body let out an involuntary whimper. She felt the tears rush to her eyes as she quickly pulled her wrist out from under her hip. The sharp pain shot like lightening bolts as she pulled it close to her chest.
It was burning and throbbing all at once and it took all her willpower not to cry out. Holding it close she blinked through tears and pulled herself to her feet.
"Stubborn witch aren't you?" the man laughed throwing his hands to his waist
Hitomi just stood there glaring, "I'm not afraid of you"
That stopped the man's laughing immediately. Striding over to her he grabbed the offended wrist and twisted it pulling Hitomi towards him. Leaning into her face he twisted harder. Hitomi bit her lip as the tears rolled down her cheeks, she wouldn't scream, not because of him. Never again.
"You will be," he whispered harshly into her face, "Oh you will fear me but only long enough to realize your stupidity. I'm going to kill you and this time I won't miss"
Hitomi spit in his face again and the man twisted harder, Hitomi couldn't stand the pain anymore and her lips moved and the scream was out of her throat before she could stop it. The man threw her to the ground and pulled his sword out.
"Now you and I need to have a talk"
Hitomi lay there sprawled on the ground staring at her wrist. She wasn't going to tell him one damn thing. So stubbornly she just laid there and ignored him.
"Where is the book?" he demanded
Silence.
"Damn you woman speak!!!"
Hitomi just stared off at the books.
Before she knew what was happening and would have had any sense to move it was too late. The pain shot through her arm and she screamed out as he twisted the sword in her arm. Jerking the blade from the same arm that had the injured wrist he knelt down beside her and smirked.
"I'll take you one piece at a time if I have to"
The tears wouldn't stop and Hitomi didn't have the power to make them. The pain was so sharp it made her dizzy. She cried bitter tears as the blood slid down her skin and onto the carpet. Her head was pounding and the room was spinning. Her lips were trembling and she suddenly felt cold.
The man's smile made her cringe and she grit her teeth to keep from crying out again. The man noticed her stubborn notion and stood up his anger apparent. With a quick movement his foot was pushing down on her bleeding wound.
The pain was unbearable and Hitomi cried out in pure agony. She could feel a familiar blackness swarming her as his foot pushed harder on the wound. The man smiled wickedly and knelt down next to her again clamping his hand over her mouth to stop the screaming.
"Now where is the book?! I know you have it!!!"
He removed his hand and Hitomi couldn't stop the fierce shaking the pain was causing. With determination in her eyes and the hatred still burning she took the last of her strength and focused on his face.
"I'm going to kill you Michael"
A/N Sorry it took me so long to get this one out still getting into the swing of school. You know adjusting time and such! Thank you all for reviewing I love you all so much!!! Have a great day!!!
Sailor Hope