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SUMAIRU! (Smile!)
By: Sakura2649
Chapter 5: Tell me the truth.
I swam to a deeper part of the beach, feeling its salty features. The sun is high and the undersea could be clearly seen. It's a wonderful day to swim, only if Kikyou hadn't spoilt it all. I told her not to tell anybody but now, I highly doubt that I had told her that.
"Don't worry too much, Kagome-chan. I'm sure she wouldn't tell." Sango said from my behind. I hope so; Kikyou wants to ruin my life for all I know so I'm not surprise if someone suddenly came here and gave their last few words on me before I die. Great, huh?
"I'm not worrying." I said defiantly but I'm sure I'm looking around like a lost puppy. I'm searching for any clues of Kikyo's whereabouts. She suddenly disappeared, you know. I wonder what she's doing right now.
"I'll get ourselves some drinks, ne Sango?" I stated abruptly at Miroku and Sango. Apparently, even if they are fighting, I could see sparks of endearment between them. Might as well leave them and have themselves get together. I walked away without their permission.
I'm not going to get drinks for those two lovebirds, if you had notice. I'm in for finding Kikyo, you know. I know I have some explaining to do to her even if we don't get along well. I walked along the shore and soon, I saw big rocks planted at the beach lines.
I smiled. I saw in the movies that usually, sentimental people went here and think about something that is happening lately. Well, maybe it worked in the real life. I stumbled up towards the rock to another since as if some bulldozers dumped it unceremoniously along the shore, you know.
As I half-expected, I saw someone sitting in one of those rocks, looking sentimental. However, it's not Kikyo. It was someone else. Before I could turn around to leave him in his thoughts, he called my name.
"Kagome?" I stiffened but after moments, I sighed and turned. I smiled at him.
"Penny for your thoughts?" I asked, inviting myself at his side.
"Penny first before I tell you." He replied as I chuckled.
"Sorry, dear Inuyasha, I have no money today." He turned to scowl playfully at me.
"Then, I won't tell you." We went silent for a while, enjoying each other's company. Hey, if he wasn't scowling or growling, you could love his sarcasm.
"But seriously, I'm just thinking." He began hesitantly. Obviously, he's debating with himself if he needed to tell me what's on his mind.
"I could see that."
He ignored my statement. "Kikyo approached me a little while ago. She said that I shouldn't let myself be close to you, not that I am really. She said if I would, I would certainly be sad afterwards. I mean, what could make me sad? It's not that I'm close to you, am I?" He said with stubbornness and confusion (A little OOC?).
I stiffened though. I told you so, no matter how hard my life is, Kikyo will always find a way to make me even more miserable! I told you she would tell my friends, Inuyasha nonetheless. But I smiled at him, hiding the chaos and anger inside.
"Don't worry about what she said to you. Besides, you can't understand what she saying, can you? She's probably just not in her right mind." I told him, grinning as he looked at me strangely. I looked to the setting sun as I felt my face so hot. What is this? I just saw him looking at me with that adorable look in his face and I felt this thingy in my chest. I wonder what that was.
Anyway, I need to dismiss the topic. "Beautiful." I told him.
"What?" I could felt his eyes on me before I pointed to the setting sun in front of us.
"The setting sun." I frowned. "I wonder if life is like that. What if our life span is as short as the day? What if one's life suddenly shortened to not see the sun rose again? I wonder if it's mine." My voice went quiet at my last line. I pulled my legs up to my chest and hugged them, resting my head over it.
I'm at it again. I'm going through this stage of denial again. I couldn't accept death anymore. I'm so stupid to accept some friends. So now, now that I could feel my life getting even shorter, I wished to be in this world forever. I felt something stinging in my eyes but I let it flow freely. I can't take it anymore.
"Hey, are you okay?" I felt Inuyasha held my shoulder. I spun around and hugged him, soaking his shirt. I felt him tensed before he finally returned my hug.
"I'm scared." I finally said, sobbing.
"Of?
"Of not living again." He stiffened at my words before he made a soothing sound.
"You're crazy. Don't be scared. You're still living. I'm here. You'll live as long as I protect you." He said. I trusted his words before I told myself that he couldn't understand my situation.
I smiled nevertheless. "Thank you for caring." I stood up and walked away, missing the look and hot cheeks of Inuyasha.
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"Sango! Did you see-?" I stopped in my tracks as Miroku flew in my way. I crouched so he wouldn't hit me and turned to see where he is heading. I snickered. As I heard a thump, I heard Inuyasha yelled at someone. Direct hit I say, he just entered Inuyasha's place.
I turned around to see Sango sitting down at a hut we rented, as if she did nothing. I walked towards her.
"Hey." I started, inviting myself in the seat beside her.
"Hey." She didn't sound too please. Oh no.
"Did you just saw a bird flying towards me just a while ago? It went straight to Inuyasha, he didn't sound glad either." I said sarcastically. She chuckled.
"They deserved each other."
"To whom are you talking about? The bird and Inuyasha?" I asked
"No, the bird and Kikyo." I flinched, Kikyo and Miroku? It's worst than putting Inuyasha and my grand ma together. Yuck!
"No, seriously."
"I'm kidding. He's just a jerk, an asshole, a bastard and a pain in the butt to be precise." My friend stated bitterly. Oh yeah, she's really angry.
"Alright, what happened?"
"He just court girl who's playing beach ball, and then one girl walked to him saying he just said something like that to her too. Then another one came too and then more of then. Until he said, I'm his girlfriend! The nerve! Suddenly, two girls squeaked and I saw Miroku violating them. I pinched him and then he did it again and then he did it to me, telling me I'm jealous! That bastard!" Anger flared around her and I couldn't help but push away my seat from her, sweat dropping. She calmed down after a few moments and I smiled.
"Aren't you?" She seemed to be confused, turning her head to me.
"What?"
"Aren't you jealous?" I said in a much understandable statement. She flinched. I think I just hit a jackpot.
"Heck,.. no." She said quietly and I grinned. Gotcha!
"I'm not jealous. I.I'm just defending the other girls to-"
"Oh really, tell me about it." I said, rolling my eyes.
"I was! -" There it goes again. My sweat was cold, my body was in pain and I felt hot.
"Kagome?" I held my head as Sango put her hands on my shoulder.
"You're pale, come on, I'll put you to the cottage." She said as I limp with Sango towards the direction of the cottage.
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I'm on the futon again because of my fever. Good thing Sango was here but I was unfortunate that she called Kikyo for help since she already knew. But at least she still wasn't here.
"Kagome, I've got to take you to the doctor. They could-" Anger rushed to me in the minute that word was released by Sango.
"No! They'll only tell me that I've no longer life to live. They'll take me to a private hospital where I'll rotten to death." I said bitterly.
"But they can heal you. At least they can stop the pain you have now, they can subside it at the moment." Sango gave me a small smile. I knew she wanted to help but still.
"Father had leukemia." Sango frowned, but I go on.
"I also thought doctors could help, but, no, they abandoned him. They just put father come in to a private hospital and let him rot to death. They let us watch him in anguish and they haven't even subside his pains." Tears began to fall from my eyes as I reminisce the things happened in the past.
"I know your pain, Kagome. My grand ma had Leukemia too, but I hadn't seen it. Kagome, you must have faith." Sango begged me.
"No, you don't know my pain. Three years! I had to go through these common things! It's a miracle that I survived for the last three years! I hate this sickness. I never asked this." I said as I cried in anguish.
"You need to hold on, Kagome. Like you said, you've survived three year with leukemia. We may see a mira---" The door burst opened as Inuyasha looked at us with unreadable look. I stared at him in horror.
"Inuya-" He walked slowly to me and crouched so we're head-leveled.
"Tell me that all those conversations aren't true." He told me in a serious tone.
"I-" Words failed me as he stared intently.
"Tell me. the truth, Kagome."
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"You're sick, aren't you?!" He asked me, shaking my shoulders.
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"You told me all that in that damn beach because you're dying, aren't you?!" I thought he couldn't accept it but I never thought he had a thick head that the idea of me dying is very hard for him to believe. My tears ran very fast on my cheeks as he pulled me in a bone-crushing hug.
"Yes! That's why I'm afraid!"
"What are you afraid?" He asked as I finally answered him.
"Afraid that I'm going to be attached! I'm afraid to get friends! I'm afraid to." I said from a high-pitched voice to a very quiet voice.
"Afraid to what?" Inuyasha's voice seemed to be tamed now. I looked up, breaking our hug. My eyes were glistening with tears.
"I'm afraid of you."
"What!" He said in outrage.
"I'm afraid of you because I might fall in love." I added quietly and he quickly held my face sandwiched in his hands.
"What did you say?" I couldn't reply since I felt light headed and I limped to Inuyasha's arms.
The end..
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Thanks for the review by the way!!!!
SUMAIRU! (Smile!)
By: Sakura2649
Chapter 5: Tell me the truth.
I swam to a deeper part of the beach, feeling its salty features. The sun is high and the undersea could be clearly seen. It's a wonderful day to swim, only if Kikyou hadn't spoilt it all. I told her not to tell anybody but now, I highly doubt that I had told her that.
"Don't worry too much, Kagome-chan. I'm sure she wouldn't tell." Sango said from my behind. I hope so; Kikyou wants to ruin my life for all I know so I'm not surprise if someone suddenly came here and gave their last few words on me before I die. Great, huh?
"I'm not worrying." I said defiantly but I'm sure I'm looking around like a lost puppy. I'm searching for any clues of Kikyo's whereabouts. She suddenly disappeared, you know. I wonder what she's doing right now.
"I'll get ourselves some drinks, ne Sango?" I stated abruptly at Miroku and Sango. Apparently, even if they are fighting, I could see sparks of endearment between them. Might as well leave them and have themselves get together. I walked away without their permission.
I'm not going to get drinks for those two lovebirds, if you had notice. I'm in for finding Kikyo, you know. I know I have some explaining to do to her even if we don't get along well. I walked along the shore and soon, I saw big rocks planted at the beach lines.
I smiled. I saw in the movies that usually, sentimental people went here and think about something that is happening lately. Well, maybe it worked in the real life. I stumbled up towards the rock to another since as if some bulldozers dumped it unceremoniously along the shore, you know.
As I half-expected, I saw someone sitting in one of those rocks, looking sentimental. However, it's not Kikyo. It was someone else. Before I could turn around to leave him in his thoughts, he called my name.
"Kagome?" I stiffened but after moments, I sighed and turned. I smiled at him.
"Penny for your thoughts?" I asked, inviting myself at his side.
"Penny first before I tell you." He replied as I chuckled.
"Sorry, dear Inuyasha, I have no money today." He turned to scowl playfully at me.
"Then, I won't tell you." We went silent for a while, enjoying each other's company. Hey, if he wasn't scowling or growling, you could love his sarcasm.
"But seriously, I'm just thinking." He began hesitantly. Obviously, he's debating with himself if he needed to tell me what's on his mind.
"I could see that."
He ignored my statement. "Kikyo approached me a little while ago. She said that I shouldn't let myself be close to you, not that I am really. She said if I would, I would certainly be sad afterwards. I mean, what could make me sad? It's not that I'm close to you, am I?" He said with stubbornness and confusion (A little OOC?).
I stiffened though. I told you so, no matter how hard my life is, Kikyo will always find a way to make me even more miserable! I told you she would tell my friends, Inuyasha nonetheless. But I smiled at him, hiding the chaos and anger inside.
"Don't worry about what she said to you. Besides, you can't understand what she saying, can you? She's probably just not in her right mind." I told him, grinning as he looked at me strangely. I looked to the setting sun as I felt my face so hot. What is this? I just saw him looking at me with that adorable look in his face and I felt this thingy in my chest. I wonder what that was.
Anyway, I need to dismiss the topic. "Beautiful." I told him.
"What?" I could felt his eyes on me before I pointed to the setting sun in front of us.
"The setting sun." I frowned. "I wonder if life is like that. What if our life span is as short as the day? What if one's life suddenly shortened to not see the sun rose again? I wonder if it's mine." My voice went quiet at my last line. I pulled my legs up to my chest and hugged them, resting my head over it.
I'm at it again. I'm going through this stage of denial again. I couldn't accept death anymore. I'm so stupid to accept some friends. So now, now that I could feel my life getting even shorter, I wished to be in this world forever. I felt something stinging in my eyes but I let it flow freely. I can't take it anymore.
"Hey, are you okay?" I felt Inuyasha held my shoulder. I spun around and hugged him, soaking his shirt. I felt him tensed before he finally returned my hug.
"I'm scared." I finally said, sobbing.
"Of?
"Of not living again." He stiffened at my words before he made a soothing sound.
"You're crazy. Don't be scared. You're still living. I'm here. You'll live as long as I protect you." He said. I trusted his words before I told myself that he couldn't understand my situation.
I smiled nevertheless. "Thank you for caring." I stood up and walked away, missing the look and hot cheeks of Inuyasha.
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"Sango! Did you see-?" I stopped in my tracks as Miroku flew in my way. I crouched so he wouldn't hit me and turned to see where he is heading. I snickered. As I heard a thump, I heard Inuyasha yelled at someone. Direct hit I say, he just entered Inuyasha's place.
I turned around to see Sango sitting down at a hut we rented, as if she did nothing. I walked towards her.
"Hey." I started, inviting myself in the seat beside her.
"Hey." She didn't sound too please. Oh no.
"Did you just saw a bird flying towards me just a while ago? It went straight to Inuyasha, he didn't sound glad either." I said sarcastically. She chuckled.
"They deserved each other."
"To whom are you talking about? The bird and Inuyasha?" I asked
"No, the bird and Kikyo." I flinched, Kikyo and Miroku? It's worst than putting Inuyasha and my grand ma together. Yuck!
"No, seriously."
"I'm kidding. He's just a jerk, an asshole, a bastard and a pain in the butt to be precise." My friend stated bitterly. Oh yeah, she's really angry.
"Alright, what happened?"
"He just court girl who's playing beach ball, and then one girl walked to him saying he just said something like that to her too. Then another one came too and then more of then. Until he said, I'm his girlfriend! The nerve! Suddenly, two girls squeaked and I saw Miroku violating them. I pinched him and then he did it again and then he did it to me, telling me I'm jealous! That bastard!" Anger flared around her and I couldn't help but push away my seat from her, sweat dropping. She calmed down after a few moments and I smiled.
"Aren't you?" She seemed to be confused, turning her head to me.
"What?"
"Aren't you jealous?" I said in a much understandable statement. She flinched. I think I just hit a jackpot.
"Heck,.. no." She said quietly and I grinned. Gotcha!
"I'm not jealous. I.I'm just defending the other girls to-"
"Oh really, tell me about it." I said, rolling my eyes.
"I was! -" There it goes again. My sweat was cold, my body was in pain and I felt hot.
"Kagome?" I held my head as Sango put her hands on my shoulder.
"You're pale, come on, I'll put you to the cottage." She said as I limp with Sango towards the direction of the cottage.
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I'm on the futon again because of my fever. Good thing Sango was here but I was unfortunate that she called Kikyo for help since she already knew. But at least she still wasn't here.
"Kagome, I've got to take you to the doctor. They could-" Anger rushed to me in the minute that word was released by Sango.
"No! They'll only tell me that I've no longer life to live. They'll take me to a private hospital where I'll rotten to death." I said bitterly.
"But they can heal you. At least they can stop the pain you have now, they can subside it at the moment." Sango gave me a small smile. I knew she wanted to help but still.
"Father had leukemia." Sango frowned, but I go on.
"I also thought doctors could help, but, no, they abandoned him. They just put father come in to a private hospital and let him rot to death. They let us watch him in anguish and they haven't even subside his pains." Tears began to fall from my eyes as I reminisce the things happened in the past.
"I know your pain, Kagome. My grand ma had Leukemia too, but I hadn't seen it. Kagome, you must have faith." Sango begged me.
"No, you don't know my pain. Three years! I had to go through these common things! It's a miracle that I survived for the last three years! I hate this sickness. I never asked this." I said as I cried in anguish.
"You need to hold on, Kagome. Like you said, you've survived three year with leukemia. We may see a mira---" The door burst opened as Inuyasha looked at us with unreadable look. I stared at him in horror.
"Inuya-" He walked slowly to me and crouched so we're head-leveled.
"Tell me that all those conversations aren't true." He told me in a serious tone.
"I-" Words failed me as he stared intently.
"Tell me. the truth, Kagome."
"."
"You're sick, aren't you?!" He asked me, shaking my shoulders.
"."
"You told me all that in that damn beach because you're dying, aren't you?!" I thought he couldn't accept it but I never thought he had a thick head that the idea of me dying is very hard for him to believe. My tears ran very fast on my cheeks as he pulled me in a bone-crushing hug.
"Yes! That's why I'm afraid!"
"What are you afraid?" He asked as I finally answered him.
"Afraid that I'm going to be attached! I'm afraid to get friends! I'm afraid to." I said from a high-pitched voice to a very quiet voice.
"Afraid to what?" Inuyasha's voice seemed to be tamed now. I looked up, breaking our hug. My eyes were glistening with tears.
"I'm afraid of you."
"What!" He said in outrage.
"I'm afraid of you because I might fall in love." I added quietly and he quickly held my face sandwiched in his hands.
"What did you say?" I couldn't reply since I felt light headed and I limped to Inuyasha's arms.
The end..
Kidding! It's TO BE CONTINUED!!!!
Hehe. REVIEW PLEASE or this will be seriously the END! Thanks for the reviews!