Chap. 12: "I Am here."









Author's note: hey thank you, yeah I know that's it's a good thing I don't have writers block. I know you guys would have hated me if I just stopped updating LOL. And I when I can't write, it takes months for me to get inspiration. But don't worry Lisa is up and ready for the challenge LOL.

Ne ways I know that Ken was like shy in the first story but it's always the quiet people who get you. At least my mom says that that is what happened to me. LOL she's mean..

For those who aren't sure still. I UPDATE every other day.so if I update today, I'll update on Friday. Okay? If it's Thursday -I update Saturday leaving one day between updates..



On wit da story.







Ying Fa looked around Jamie's room walking towards his bed. She touched his flute, which was on the nightstand, and closed her eyes still feeling his aura surrounding it. She was glad that Ally was fine but wouldn't be going to school today. Syaoran was talking to her; and her parents and everyone was trying to figure out what happened to Jamie and Zaroff. "Please be all right," she whispered turning to leave.





Saku.later.







"Any ideas yet?" she asked resting her hands on her husband's shoulder. Xiao Lang shook his head in a negative. He didn't know how long he and Eriol had been trying to figure out a way to find Jamie but so far it was all dead ends.

"Maybe he'll come back on his own," Tomoyo suggested sitting beside them.

"How's Al?" Eriol asked softly making her smile.

"She's asleep, Ying Fa is the one we should worry about though" Tomoyo commented making them all nod. "She slept in his room last night"

"I know I was with her most of the night. She's blaming herself for this and I don't like it one bit" Sakura stated making Syaoran rest of his hand over hers comfortingly. "I don't even think it was a good idea sending her to school in her state" she continued softly.

"If anything happens we have guards ready to bring her home. What Tomoyo said might be true, what if they are the only ones who can bring them selves back?" Xiao Lang stated frowning. "That means if Zaroff succeeds- he'll be returning" they all looked down hoping that wouldn't happen. If Jamie sacrificed his life then it should have been for something. Even though they didn't want to think about it, there was a chance that he was indeed dead.





School.





Sari looked at her best friend get her books and sighed, she had been trying to talk with Ying Fa since school started but she was just ignored. She wanted know where Jamie and Ally were but something told her to leave it alone. Not giving up she walked over to her friend slowly, "Ying Fa what's the matter?"





Ying Fa.





Since she had been in school she had to be strong when anyone asked where Ally and Jamie were. She knew it wasn't their fault but every time they asked she felt like she wanted to cry. She hurriedly packed her books in her bag so she could go and meet her brother, before she had a nervous breakdown. "Ying Fa, what's the matter?" Sari asked making her jumped dropping her stuff. "I'm sorry," she apologized helping to pick up her things. "I was just wondering where Jamie and Ally were" Sari saw Ying Fa wince when she said Jamie's name and was suddenly afraid. "Did something happen to him?"

"Jamie's gone," Ying Fa whispered softly standing up, as she put her bag on. She took a deep breath before continuing. "You'll never see him again"

"Why would he leave just like that? What did you do?" Sari accused making Ying Fa swallows the lump in her throat. She closed her eyes begging her brother to come for her; she couldn't take anymore of this.

"What did she do to Jamie?" Angel asked in front of them with Jamie's bag clasped in her hands. "I have his bag for him,"

"Jamie's gone," Sari answered since as Ying Fa made no move to, Angel gasped not believing.

"But he wouldn't just leave, unless you did something. What did you do?" Angel asked Ying Fa coldly.

"I-I-I" she stuttered not noticing the tears streaming down her face. Sari and Angel watched in disbelief as she sank to the ground crying. Syaoran ran through the hall to find his sister feeling her distress. He knew it wasn't a good idea for her to come to school but she had been persistent.

"Ying Fa" he whispered bending down to her, she looked up at him with a tear stained face before she hugged him tightly and cried. "What'd you do?" he asked Angel and Sari angrily.

"We just asked her where Jamie was" sari answered softly when Syaoran got up with Ying Fa still in his arms.

"Jamie's gone," Syaoran stated taking his bag from Angel before they walked off leaving a confused Sari and an angry Angel.

"And its all my fault" Ying Fa whispered hoarsely, this made Syaoran frown deeply.

"No it's not" he replied wondering why Ken was not at school either. For Ken it was the best choice cause he had been ready to kick his ass.





Jamie.





He winced in pain clutching his side, his plan hadn't worked they didn't blow up but was only sent to another dimension. Surprisingly his watch still work and so far only ten minutes had passed since they had arrived. "Ready to give up?" Zaroff spat walking towards him with his sword that was stained with some of Jamie's blood.

"Funny I was just about to ask you the same thing" Jamie laughed icily clutching his sword. He was getting tired but he also knew that Zaroff was also, so all this fighting wasn't a waste of time.

"Enough games boy" Zaroff growled seeing the smile on Jamie's face. He knew he had to think of something and fast because his powers were draining and rapidly. Stupid boy for sending them here, he had to get them back to earth. There he had to worry about the safety of his new family but here he had no distraction. "I think I'll kill you now"

"And here I was thinking that all this time it was what you were trying to do" Jamie mocked getting ready to block Zaroff's attack. Their swords clutched sending off a blinding light as Jamie jumped back then ran forwards and kicked Zaroff in the face.

He watched as Zaroff back off, his mouth moving slowly but no words were coming out. He started to fear that he was going to be sent back, he couldn't allow that. It was better to fight here cause no one would get hurt. "Oh yes, you're very clever" the demon smiled seeing the look on Jamie's face.

"No, no" Jamie shouted running towards him to attack but he only collided with a shield. He hit it repeatedly seeing the every time he did it worn down, "Come on you coward, I have to kill you for Blossom"

"Not yet" Zaroff hissed holding out his hand. "Go" he commanded making Jamie fly backwards at a rapid speed.





Li Estate.





All the workers knew that something had been wrong from since the day that boy had shown up, but his disappearance had had a bad effect on one of their mistresses. They all looked up at the sky when they heard thunder crash but it was the oddest thing because it was a beautiful day with absolutely no clouds in the sky. All looked at the black hole growing and had a bored expression; they knew something was going to happen but not what.

Sakura and the others ran out on the porch and looked at the hole. "What's going on mama?" Lin asked tugging at her dress.

"I don't know" Sakura answered holding her hand tightly. "But if we tell you to go inside, that's what you do and fast okay?" she and the twin boys nodded.

"This is odd" Eriol commented. He had never seen such ancient magic or spells used like this before as they watched the black spread across the sky. Syaoran, Ally and Ying Fa finally showed up waiting for any unwelcome attack.

Suddenly a blinking light came through the hole crashing towards the earth, when it made contact the grass was gone where it hit and slide across the ground before coming to a stop. "Wow" Rui Lin gasped looking at the show; his twin and Eli nodded in agreement.

"Oh god" Ying Fa whispered taking off towards what ever it was, she felt him. It was Jamie but his powers was hardly there, he was barely hanging on.

"Ying Fa, no" Xiao Lang shouted going after her in fear that it was something evil.

"Can't you feel it, its Jamie" Ying Fa screamed back making their eyes widen before Sakura and Eriol followed suit.

"Stay here" Yelen ordered seeing Syaoran and Ally want to go. "Don't" she was wondering how Ying Fa could feel the boy when she couldn't. And she was sure that no one else had felt his aura, they had thought they were wrong but now they knew that they weren't.



When she reached Jamie she had to swallow the scream in her throat seeing how battered he was. "How god, how god" she whispered bending down. She moved her hands to him but was afraid to touch him in fear she might hurt him.

"Aww, shit" Jamie groaned moving, he opened his eyes only to see Ying Fa's crying face. "Why are you crying?" he asked trying to sit up but she placed her hands on his shoulder softly preventing him from.

"Because---" she answered achingly, she saw him rest back and his eyes close telling her that he had now passed out. When her parents and Eriol reached them, Sakura swallowed hard placing her hands on Ying Fa's shoulder.

"Get up sweetie so your father and Eriol can pick him up" Sakura said helping Ying Fa up. Sakura hugged her daughter close so Xiao Lang and Eriol could attend to Jamie.

"Mother is he going to be all right?" Ying Fa asked as they followed they guys back to the house. Everyone was looking on wondering what was happening and if the guy was dead.

"I don't know Ying Fa" Sakura whispered



Ken.





"What do you want me to do?" he asked looking in the mirror. His face was hard and his fist was clenched tightly.

"Calm down, I'll give what you want most" Zaroff laughed looking at the boy before him. He was going to be the perfect pawn, this was going to be too easy, and this boy was filled with the need to have revenge.

"I'll give you all the power you need, and all you have to do it get the little cherry blossom for me. You'll have so much power that you'll be able to get rid of the boy, her brother"

"No I want Ying Fa" Ken spat making Zaroff laugh. This was the only problem he had and it was the boy's love for the girl, too bad she didn't return it.

"Oh don't worry I don't want the little cherry blossom. I want the mother, if I have the daughter the mother will come willingly for her safety. You can have Ying Fa, but you'll have to worry about Jamie but I'll fix that problem for you" Zaroff continued sinisterly making Ken smile.

"Fine, I'll do it but only as long as I get Ying Fa and the Clan" Ken smiled making Zaroff nod in consent. "The other's can all die, and I'll take great pleasure in doing so"

"Smart boy, here's your companion to help you" Zaroff said and with a wave of his hand Ken was engulfed in a black sphere. He smiled hearing the boy scream out as his body was filled with negative energy empowering him. His smiled widened seeing his body split in two forming another boy; this was going to be wonderful.







Sakura.







She removed her hand from Jamie's body feeling lightheaded; she took a deep breath and moved back. Before she legs gave out on her Xiao Lang hugged her holding her up. "I'm fine," she whispered seeing his handsome face in a frown.

"No your not, I don't understand how come your the only who can give him a boost" Xiao Lang replied lifting her into his arms.

"I'm not the only one but I didn't want Ying Fa to do it, I don't understand either" Sakura replied when he walked over to the sofa in Jamie's room and sat. "Don't," she warned but her stubborn husband didn't listen.

"I'm going to give you one, don't bother complaining" Xiao Lang stated placing his hand on her temple. Sakura sighed feeling her body engulfed with his strong green aura.

"You gave him a lot but he'll be out for a while unless you give him more and that's not a good idea" Eriol said walking over to them. "He was beaten up pretty badly and his power is really low, I don't understand how he could have survived"

"Thank god he did" Sakura whispered sitting up when Ying Fa opened the door and walked in looking at Jamie's body. "Come on let's give her some time alone" Eriol nodded but Xiao Lang didn't look so sure. "Please?"

"Fine," he sighed getting up. Ying Fa watched as they all walked out of the room to give her privacy. Sakura closed the door behind and smiled softly, Ying Fa walked slowly over to the bed. She was glad he was asleep because she didn't want him to leave, or be upset with her.

"I'm sorry, so sorry Jamie," she whispered sadly reaching out to touch his cheek. She knew she was told not to give him a power boost but she couldn't help herself, she wanted to see his eyes so badly. Moving her face towards him, she whispered beside his ear placing her fingers on his temple. "To make you feel better, I want to see you up even though you might hate me" she whispered sorrowfully.

She closed her eyes knowing she wouldn't stop until she passed out he had to wake up. She was concentrating so hard on what she was doing that she didn't notice when his hand started to move.

Jamie felt his body filled with energy but it wasn't calm or happy like the first one. This one was sad, so very sad, he opened his eyes but they were blurry. "Stop" he whispered feeling the person start to get weak. Ying Fa looked at him in surprise, a small smile forming on her lips.

"Are you better?" she whispered her eyes going misty. Jamie looked up at the girl over him and all he saw was her emerald eyes and the first thought that came to his mind was 'Blossom'.

"Better" he whispered entangling his hand with her hair. Ying Fa was surprised when he placed pressure on her head moving her towards him. Her mind told her to pull back but her heart said go for it. She ceased to think however when their lips brushed and she was sure she felt electricity spark. She didn't know what to do so all she did was press her lips to his and to her surprise and pleasure he parted her lips with his deepening the kiss.

Ying Fa closed her eyes following his soft caresses; she had never felt anything like this before. She couldn't believe that Jamie was kissing her, but he wasn't only kissing her he was giving her back, some of her power. Their bodies glowed a mixture of blue and silver surrounding them. She felt like she was on cloud nine as they shared their essence. This was something she would have to tell Ally to use on Syaoran.

Jamie's senses slowly started to return to him even though his body still needed to be healed. He knew that his first thought was that he was kissing Blossom but this aura was different. Slowly his eyes opened, his sight at first was blurry but he gazed at her face then took notice of the hair he was caressing. Ying Fa pulled back slowly and opened her eyes gasping for breath only to come face to face with Jamie's shocked eyes. The smile on her face immediately faltered, maybe she hadn't done it right. "Ying Fa?" he whispered in disbelief making her wince as he tried to sit up.

"I'm sorry" she automatically apologized getting up but Jamie held unto her hand before she could run away. She couldn't look at him in fear that he might look at her disgusted. "I-l"

"No I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you. I didn't mean to kiss you" Jamie stumbled not knowing that was he was saying hurt Ying Fa even more. And the next words that left his mouth broke her heart in two pieces. "I thought I was kissing Blossom"

"I-I see, um I'm ah sorry" Ying Fa mumbled trying to wrench her hand out of his but he wouldn't let go. She was trying her hardest not to cry in front of him because his words hurt so badly. "Tell me, did I kiss like her?" she cried making him wince.

"I didn't mean it like that, I took advantage of you" Jaime replied wondering why she was being this way. His body hurt like hell, it was begging to rest at least for two days or something.

"Did you ever think that maybe just maybe I wanted to kiss you?" she asked softly but painfully letting her tears drop. He had just ruined her very first and amazing kiss ever. Jamie's eyes widened hearing that; he would never have thought she would have wanted to kiss him.

"What do you mean?" he whispered unsurely wondering if she had feelings for him like he did her. Ying Fa dragged her hand out of his grasp staggering back shaking her head.

"What I mean is that I wish I were Blossom right now, cause even though she's dead she has the thing I want the most" Ying Fa screamed in pain wondering why everything had to backfire on her. "I wish she didn't exist so that I didn't have to have competition with a dead person. Why couldn't she be alive so at least I knew what I was going up against, so I could know how to win your love"

"Ying?" Jamie said sitting up ignoring the pain the screamed out in protest against his movements. This was not the kind of outburst he had been expecting from her at all and in truth it was kind of shocking. "You are not in competition with a dead person" he objected but she would hear none of it.

"Don't lie to me Jamie, I know I am" she spat angrily moving her hand over her face making her hair turn honey brown. Jamie halted looking at the Blossom's identical twin. She looked exactly like the lost love of his but how could he love her when he had never met her? "DO you like this better?"

"Don't do that" Jamie replied demandingly making Ying Fa laugh achingly. She saw the look on his face when she changed her hair. She could see the longing in his eyes; she felt it in the kiss. "You don't want me Ying Fa"

"Don't tell me what I want, I do want you. I want to own your heart but I'll never be able to do that because you still belong to her. You'll always belong to her, I thought that I had gotten some of you when you kissed me only to find out that you thought me her" Jamie could see the pain he was causing her and it hurt him deeply. He didn't want to cause her pain, that was the last him he would ever want to cause her.

"I said I was sorry didn't I?" He asked angrily walking towards her. "Get the color out your hair, you are not Blossom you're Ying Fa" he felt light headed but he ignored it and the pain caused by each movement he made. "Ying Fa"

"Don't say anymore, you've already said enough I understand" Ying Fa said turning to the door she shook her hair making it return to its normal. "You're right I'm not her and I shouldn't be groveling for your affections"

"No listen" he yelled when she walked out the door. Cringing he followed her, he knew he was going to regret it but he had to make her understand. "Wait"

"Get lost Jamie" was her response as he followed her limping down the hall.

"No let me explain, will you" he begged wondering how far he would be able to go before he passed out. He could feel wounds start to reopen but what was a little pain when he had to make her understand him. He needed to make her see that he didn't want her to be Blossom; he wanted her to be Ying Fa.

"You have absolutely nothing to explain, please leave me alone" she spat through pain. She knew he wasn't supposed to be out of bed but she was going to let him do as he wished. Why should she care? After all she only loved him but that didn't count for anything.

"Argh dammit" he gasped before clasping to the floor right in front of the steps. Ying Fa hearing a thud turned around only to find Jamie on the floor, she gasped in fright and ran over to him.

"Oh god are you okay?" she asked bending down beside his body. "Father help!" she shouted moving his head on her lap. "Jamie?" she whispered worriedly moving his hair off his face. "Jamie, wake up"

"Ying what's the matter?" Xiao Lang asked from the bottom of the stairs standing beside Eriol.

"It's Jamie" he heard her say in a scared tone making them start to walk the stairs hurriedly.

"Jamie, please wake up. I'm sorry for getting upset" she could have sworn she saw him sigh.

"If I wake up will you listen to me?" Jaime asked in a perfectly fine voice. He knew that him collapsing would get her attention and it did.

"Why the nerve of you" Ying Fa yelled getting up angrily. She couldn't believe he just did that, he scared the hell out of her and he was only fooling her.

"Ow Ying Fa, listen to me" Jamie pleaded when Xiao Lang and Eriol reached them wondering what was going on. They saw when Ying Fa got up and dropping his head on the floor.

"No I hate you" Ying Fa replied before running off to her room to be by her self. Jamie winced closing his eyes so he didn't have to look at Eriol and Xiao Lang.

"Your daughter is too stubborn" he spoke to no one in particular. "She's lucky I don't have all my strength back," he continued trying to sit up but his body wouldn't allow him to.

"I know" Xiao Lang agreed shaking his head. He ignored the look Eriol had on his face as they helped Jamie got up. "Don't even Hirragizawa"

"Don't what my cute little descendent?" Eriol smiled making him wince.

"Don't call me that dammit" Xiao Lang growled but Eriol only smiled adjusting his glasses.







Author's note: So how was it? Did you like LOL I made Jamie and Ying Fa's relationship get somewhere LOL well not very far. Please remember to review and tell me what's on ya mind. See I didn't kill Jamie LOL.JA until Friday