K: Well this is a little wandering into Isis's mind. Ever wonder what she thinks? Well here's my take on it. ^_^

Yami K: K doesn't own Yugioh!

K: This is a one shot fic about Isis's feelings and thoughts, about Malik, the tournament, and her powers.

Yami K: We hope you like it!
What's Happening?
Lately, I don't know who I am. Well that's not really true, my name is Isis Isthar, and my family's origin lies in Egypt. That answers who I am, but not WHO I am, if you know what I mean.

I fear what is happening to me. Lately, I don't know, I just don't know! Things are so much foggier. I find myself compelled to do things, which I never would have done before. Like meeting with Kaiba, the old Isis would never have done that, and yet I did. It's almost as if a darkness is taking me over. Sometimes it feels as if it is not I who does the things I do, but another person..

Ever since I got my millennium necklace, I have been gifted with sight, a sight with the ability to see into people's minds as well as their past. I was please with this new found ability, but I am no longer. I gained such a useful ability, but at what cost? Is the reason I am acting so out of character from who I used be because of my new gift?

My brother, Malik, he's gone. I don't know where he is, but deep in my heart I know he is near by. If my millennium item gave me powers and the price of my identity, I shudder to think what the millennium rod has done to him. Does he face darkness as well? Does he feel as though his very identity is at stake? I wish I knew, but unfortunately, I do not.

This tournament, it's sure to bring forth whom I am seeking. He is an evil greater than all others who desires nothing more than the Egyptian God Cards. I gave Kaiba one of them; I feel he will return it when the time comes. I do not know what pressed me to be so bold as to offer it to him. Was there any doubt he'd refuse? No, of course not, Kaiba wants nothing more than to reclaim his title, with any honest means necessary. Thinking of this makes me sigh, back when my brother and I lived together in Egypt, I never would have done something so rash.

For all my sight what has it done for me? Nothing except find an ancient pharaoh and sorcerer, both knew nothing of their past. Was I helping? At the time I thought so, but did I merely force them into their destiny? If I believe in fate as I preached to Kaiba, would I not have just let it alone and let fate take care of it?

So many questions, so few answers. What is happening to me? The simple pleasures I once enjoyed no longer please me. Many of my memories of my meeting with Kaiba as well as Yami are so blurred. As if I was not there at all, but merely filled in on what went on at the meeting.

One thing is for sure; I will get the Egyptian God Cards back. Once that is done, perhaps I can figure what is wrong with me. I'll find Malik too. We can be together again, a family once more.
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