Gravitation is not belong to me. I wish it is ^_^. I love Yuki the most.
I promise that I will finish this story in less than a month (I hope) so enjoy the story. You won't have to wait long.
What do you mean you are leaving???
Chapter 1 The beginning of trouble.
Yuki was looking at his watch for a hundreds time that night. It had been 1 a.m and he hadn't back yet. He had never been back this late before. Yes, he had but he always called when it happened but not today, there was no call today, nothing today. He just left quietly in the morning. He didn't say that he would be late but he also didn't say that he was going back for dinner like what he always did. "What's happened to that idiot singer?" Yuki was asking himself. He was worry, he was very worry indeed.
Why should I worry about him so much? Didn't I always want him to leave me alone? Oh yeah, leave me alone, why? Is that because of the way he's getting to my heart?
"Oh damn. I am beginning to talk to my self. Dam that baka. Why did he change me so much?" Yuki was shouting without even realizing it. "I have better things to do other than thinking about him. It is not like I can't live without him or anything."
Silence. The room sudden became silence. It was the silence of danger and frighten. The dark study room became even darker in front of Yuki.
Live without him. I surely can live without him. After all I have lived all those years alone. So when did it change? Why would the thought of not having him now frighten me? I have never though that he'll leave me. Not after that incident anyway. He promise me that he will search for me wherever I go and he always said that he love me so why should he leave me behind? It is unreasonable. I shouldn't think about something like this.
But his mind didn't want to listen to him when the thought concern his lover.
Who am I kidding? I love him too much to live without him. I always know that so why couldn't I just tell him that I love him? But what if some day he left me, what am I going to do? Will I become like before? Can I still keep on living? No, if some day he left me I'll surely gone crazy.
The sound of the opening door had woken him from his own mind, his little world.
"At long last." Whispered to himself while a smile appear on his face. Yuki was sitting there to wait for the pink head came and annoyed him. It was always like that. Shuichi always jumped on him whenever he got home. The though of the pink head action always could lighten his mood. All the previous though had been forgotten. He would never admit that but he always love the way the pink head annoy him and missed it whenever that baka was not around. The boy surely hold a lot of power over him but that baka didn't even know it.
Hell, he doesn't even know how much I love him. No I can say that he can never image how much I love him. I am sure he knows that I love him by now but he doesn't know how much. He is such a baka.
"Tadaima Yuki" the quiet voice was said from the leaving room.
What? I thought he has said that by now and why is it so quiet? Oh probably he though that I am sleeping but he will be here in no time. I know that he always check this room even if he thought that I slept already.
So then he kept waiting for his love to come and give him the annoying medicine, which was what he needed now. . . . . .
Five minutes later. Nothing happened. . . . . .
Ten minutes later. Still hadn't come yet. . . . . .
Fifteen minutes late. A very piss Yuki stood up and walked to the leaving room just to catch the sign of the pink head in the kitchen. The boy was moving slowly in the kitchen. He looked so tired and the sign of angry was still slightly show on his face but Yuki was standing too far away to notice it.
I thought he has eaten something already after all it is really late now.
"Didn't you eat anything?" Asked Yuki
"No time" was the only answer Yuki got.
He doesn't sound happy to see me and he doesn't even look back at me. He has never talk to me in that way. Is it just me or is that baka look very tired and type of messy. Why is he acting so cool toward me? What is happening here? Does he get tired of me? Yuki was asking himself. He was very confused now but it seems that he couldn't do anything else other than looked at the very tired Shuichi.
Shuichi was slowly moving around the kitchen to get some cold food. After what like a century he finally found a bowl of rice and some vegetable to eat. He looked like he was forcing himself to eat. Awhile later, he put aside his unfinished bowl of rice and walked straight to Yuki. The way he was walking made Yuki thought of the character on his novel, who was just survived from a terrible accident. It looked like he could fall anytime and forcing himself to move. Suddenly stood on his tiptoe and gave Yuki a wet, passion kiss which allow the golden eyes no time to react other than gave in.
"Good night" was what the baka said afterward. Didn't wait for Yuki to say anything else, Shuichi walked to the coach and lied down follow closed by his lover.
"Are you Ok?" asked Yuki while looking at his lover's tired eyes.
"I am Ok, just tired." He said before close his eye. "I love you, Yuki" quietly Shuichi said before falling into a deep sleep.
Yuki was sitting on the couch with a now sleeping Shuichi. He looked at his lover with an worry eye.
What's wrong with him today? He is acting so weird, but at least his kiss is still the same hot and passion. He even said he love me before he sleeps. I doubt that he doesn't even know he said that so he is still love me right. Probably I am thinking too much. Maybe he is working too hard for his new album. That can explain his tired. I should have a private talk with that K later. He can't wear out my Shuichi like that or better still I can force him to give Shuichi a break and we can spend time together.
"Ok, that's it" was what Yuki suddenly talk out loud with an evil smile still on his face. Remembering the sleeping brat next to him, he was quickly covering his mouth and slightly blush appeared on his face.
Who could have thought of the day I can act so stupid. I live with that baka too long and I can feel that the wall inside my heart is slowly disappears by the warm heart of my baka.
Bend down to kiss his lover gently. "Good night, love" said Yuki with the warm voice then slowly take his lover back to his bedroom. He couldn't let his lover sleep on the leaving room like that. He couldn't find it in his heart to let Shuichi sleep on the couch again. Quietly looked at his sleeping lover. Yuki smile and left for his study room. He would talk to the boy tomorrow and of course K as well. But now he had a book to finish.
To be continue.
I promise that I will finish this story in less than a month (I hope) so enjoy the story. You won't have to wait long.
What do you mean you are leaving???
Chapter 1 The beginning of trouble.
Yuki was looking at his watch for a hundreds time that night. It had been 1 a.m and he hadn't back yet. He had never been back this late before. Yes, he had but he always called when it happened but not today, there was no call today, nothing today. He just left quietly in the morning. He didn't say that he would be late but he also didn't say that he was going back for dinner like what he always did. "What's happened to that idiot singer?" Yuki was asking himself. He was worry, he was very worry indeed.
Why should I worry about him so much? Didn't I always want him to leave me alone? Oh yeah, leave me alone, why? Is that because of the way he's getting to my heart?
"Oh damn. I am beginning to talk to my self. Dam that baka. Why did he change me so much?" Yuki was shouting without even realizing it. "I have better things to do other than thinking about him. It is not like I can't live without him or anything."
Silence. The room sudden became silence. It was the silence of danger and frighten. The dark study room became even darker in front of Yuki.
Live without him. I surely can live without him. After all I have lived all those years alone. So when did it change? Why would the thought of not having him now frighten me? I have never though that he'll leave me. Not after that incident anyway. He promise me that he will search for me wherever I go and he always said that he love me so why should he leave me behind? It is unreasonable. I shouldn't think about something like this.
But his mind didn't want to listen to him when the thought concern his lover.
Who am I kidding? I love him too much to live without him. I always know that so why couldn't I just tell him that I love him? But what if some day he left me, what am I going to do? Will I become like before? Can I still keep on living? No, if some day he left me I'll surely gone crazy.
The sound of the opening door had woken him from his own mind, his little world.
"At long last." Whispered to himself while a smile appear on his face. Yuki was sitting there to wait for the pink head came and annoyed him. It was always like that. Shuichi always jumped on him whenever he got home. The though of the pink head action always could lighten his mood. All the previous though had been forgotten. He would never admit that but he always love the way the pink head annoy him and missed it whenever that baka was not around. The boy surely hold a lot of power over him but that baka didn't even know it.
Hell, he doesn't even know how much I love him. No I can say that he can never image how much I love him. I am sure he knows that I love him by now but he doesn't know how much. He is such a baka.
"Tadaima Yuki" the quiet voice was said from the leaving room.
What? I thought he has said that by now and why is it so quiet? Oh probably he though that I am sleeping but he will be here in no time. I know that he always check this room even if he thought that I slept already.
So then he kept waiting for his love to come and give him the annoying medicine, which was what he needed now. . . . . .
Five minutes later. Nothing happened. . . . . .
Ten minutes later. Still hadn't come yet. . . . . .
Fifteen minutes late. A very piss Yuki stood up and walked to the leaving room just to catch the sign of the pink head in the kitchen. The boy was moving slowly in the kitchen. He looked so tired and the sign of angry was still slightly show on his face but Yuki was standing too far away to notice it.
I thought he has eaten something already after all it is really late now.
"Didn't you eat anything?" Asked Yuki
"No time" was the only answer Yuki got.
He doesn't sound happy to see me and he doesn't even look back at me. He has never talk to me in that way. Is it just me or is that baka look very tired and type of messy. Why is he acting so cool toward me? What is happening here? Does he get tired of me? Yuki was asking himself. He was very confused now but it seems that he couldn't do anything else other than looked at the very tired Shuichi.
Shuichi was slowly moving around the kitchen to get some cold food. After what like a century he finally found a bowl of rice and some vegetable to eat. He looked like he was forcing himself to eat. Awhile later, he put aside his unfinished bowl of rice and walked straight to Yuki. The way he was walking made Yuki thought of the character on his novel, who was just survived from a terrible accident. It looked like he could fall anytime and forcing himself to move. Suddenly stood on his tiptoe and gave Yuki a wet, passion kiss which allow the golden eyes no time to react other than gave in.
"Good night" was what the baka said afterward. Didn't wait for Yuki to say anything else, Shuichi walked to the coach and lied down follow closed by his lover.
"Are you Ok?" asked Yuki while looking at his lover's tired eyes.
"I am Ok, just tired." He said before close his eye. "I love you, Yuki" quietly Shuichi said before falling into a deep sleep.
Yuki was sitting on the couch with a now sleeping Shuichi. He looked at his lover with an worry eye.
What's wrong with him today? He is acting so weird, but at least his kiss is still the same hot and passion. He even said he love me before he sleeps. I doubt that he doesn't even know he said that so he is still love me right. Probably I am thinking too much. Maybe he is working too hard for his new album. That can explain his tired. I should have a private talk with that K later. He can't wear out my Shuichi like that or better still I can force him to give Shuichi a break and we can spend time together.
"Ok, that's it" was what Yuki suddenly talk out loud with an evil smile still on his face. Remembering the sleeping brat next to him, he was quickly covering his mouth and slightly blush appeared on his face.
Who could have thought of the day I can act so stupid. I live with that baka too long and I can feel that the wall inside my heart is slowly disappears by the warm heart of my baka.
Bend down to kiss his lover gently. "Good night, love" said Yuki with the warm voice then slowly take his lover back to his bedroom. He couldn't let his lover sleep on the leaving room like that. He couldn't find it in his heart to let Shuichi sleep on the couch again. Quietly looked at his sleeping lover. Yuki smile and left for his study room. He would talk to the boy tomorrow and of course K as well. But now he had a book to finish.
To be continue.
