Ok, Gravitation isn't mine.
I love Yuki the most as I said in the previous chapter but I also love Shu a lot toooooo. My cute little Shu-chan. @_@
Thank for all the reviews. This is my first fanfic ever that why it mean so much to me. I laugh like crazy when I received (nearly cry... ( )it because I love writing a lot. I want people to enjoy my story. Thank you so much and so I will shut up now.
The story will probably turn a bit dark later. But not this chapter.
What do you mean you are leaving???
Chapter 2 Where is Shuichi?
The shining of the sun was what made Yuki woke up that morning. The once dark study room was filling with morning warm light. Slowly open his eyes, Yuki was feeling very uncomfortable, his back was aching, his head was hurt like hell. Where am I? Confusing, he took a look around him and realized that he was still in his study room.
"What am I doing in my study room?"
The memory of the previous night suddenly entered his head. The sign of the very tired Shuichi, the fast sleep the guy failed to and all the smallest detail of the night.
Oh, right. I work until very late yesterday night and I don't want to disturb Shuichi so I just fall asleep in my study room. Who have thought I also have this day when I care for the other enough to "sacrificed" my supper warm bed?
Yuki glared at his watch just to catch the sign of 6:26 a.m.
Hell, I just sleep a little more than one hour. What should I do for the rest of the day? The though of going back to sleep isn't too please him.
And then an amazing ideal went through his head.
I'll take Shuichi out today. Never mind that K, I just need to talk to him and if he doesn't let Shuichi go today, I'll make him pay for that. I can ask Shuichi what's wrong with him there day. Oh well, and some fun together. The boy is going to love it. Now all I have to do is waiting for him to wake up.
After decided everything, Yuki stood up and walked for the bathroom to take a very quick shower. The though of what would happened that day surely had excited him. He went to cook breakfast for his lover afterward. Yuki wasn't usually doing this sort of thing but Shuichi didn't look very well yesterday so he wanted to fit the boy that very morning.
It was 8:05 when Yuki finished cooking breakfast. "Shuichi should wake up by now" though Yuki, with that he slowly approached his bedroom. He didn't want to wake the boy up if he still looked tired but one pick shouldn't hurt anyone. Open the bedroom door, Yuki just stood still with his eye wide open when he took a look at his bedroom.
"What the hell is going on here?" the very panic Yuki was shouting.
His bed was empty, the little pink head was no where in sight. Shuichi had gone.
"Where can he be going?" Searching the entire bedroom for a note Shuichi could leave behind but found nothing. Yuki was angry now. "Where should he be at this hour?"
No, when does he left? I don't even know. It is past six when I woke up so he should leave before that. What the hell can he be doing at that early in the morning? Why should I worry about him when he doesn't leave me a note when he has to go early?
Yuki was angry. Angry about his lover but mostly angry with himself for not knowing what was going on around the boy he love dearly.
Probably it is K again. I shouldn't worry too much. He will be back in the evening. Yuki convinces himself. "I still have work to do. Work is the best way to forget about the baka now."
With that he walked to the kitchen and got a beer for breakfast. The food on the table wawas forgotten. After all what the point of eating when his baka isn't even around to annoy him.
After one hour and ten cigarettes later, Yuki had successfully finished one chapter of his new book.
Next two hours, he had finished one more page.
And the rest of the next three hours, Yuki had done no more than one paragraph.
I should have know better, I can't do anything when the though of Shuichi is flying around my head. He gave up. He was completely defeated by the pink head. I can't think of anything else other than him.
"K-san gets ready to face me." The very dark Yuki rose from his sit. Getting his coat in hurry, Yuki was run out of his house to the NG record. The though of owning a car had disappear out of his head completely.
Arriving twenty minutes later. Yuki was running to Bad Luck room. He should cared less now. Whatever the gossip would go around the building. He was worrying about Shuichi and angry at the same time. He would have a very serious talk with the boy later. He couldn't do this to him. Leaving him all worry. When he entered the room, all eyes turned to him with a surprise look. Hiro was sitting with his guitar on hand. Suguru and Sakano were drinking tea while K was standing with his gun on hand. There was not a single trace of the pink head singer
"Wow, what a surprise to see you here Yuki-san. What can we do for you?" Said K
"I am not too happy to see you, you know. Now tell me where is Shuichi? I need to talk to him." Said Yuki in a dangerously low voice.
"What do you mean? Isn't Shuichi with you? Did you two have a fight again?" Asked Hiro. He didn't like the writer a bit. He always made Shuichi cry but if his friend still loves the guy then he had nothing to say.
"For god sake, Yuki can you leave him alone when he doesn't feel well?" Said Hiro.
What does he mean by that? Yuki thought. Now he is very worry. Why should Shuichi with him when he has rehearsal to do?
"What do you mean he doesn't feel well? I knew that he is tired after coming back late yesterday but it is all your fault when he has to come home late and leave so early in the morning." He was pointing at K when he said that.
Everyone in the room became alarm with the piece of information Yuki just gave.
"What do you mean by that? He doesn't come here for two days already. He said that he doesn't feeling well so he asks for a break." Said K
"He told us that he want to be alone with you so we shouldn't visit him." Said Sakano.
"No, it can't be. He is a bit tired yesterday when he went home at one o'clock but he left before I wake up this morning, which is before six. He doesn't say anything to me." Said Yuki. He was angry and depressing at the same time.
He is lying, why does he lie? What is he doing? Does he get tired of me? Does he want to leave me now? All the bad though went through his head. Shuichi had never lie to him before. He didn't want to lose the boy now. Not now, not in the future. He wanted to have him forever, for eternity. Now, knowing that the boy had lie to him, he wanted to broke into pieces. He didn't want to face Shuichi, he was afraid that Shuichi would leave him alone again. For the first time after the death of his sensei he truly wanted to run away again. Without a word, Yuki turned around and left.
"Yuki-san" Hiro called
Yuki stopped but not turned around to face his lover's best friend. He didn't want any body to know how Shuichi lie had affected him.
"I think Shuichi has his reason for lying like that. He will tell us when he is ready." Hiro said. Even he was surprise to know that Shuichi was lying to all of them. It was unlike him to do that. He cared so much for the other to hurt them like that. Shuichi had hurt him but the look of Yuki's face made him want to comfort the older man. He always though that the man was just using his friend and playing with him but he had the look of heart broken when he knew what Shuichi had done. He knew his word couldn't help the writer much but he still wanted to help. He knew everybody was thinking the same thing and everybody was hurting to know the true because, for them, Shuichi was the light of their life. He always could brighten the day and made everybody happy. He sat in silence when Yuki moved toward the door once again. He hoped that the older guy would be all right and he also hoped that Shuichi could give them the answer for what he was doing. He wanted to trust his best friend.
Yuki was walking senselessly around the city. He wanted to trust his lover. The though of Shuichi is seeing the other going through his head. He didn't want to think about it. He knew that the pink head still love him. Why else the boy has said that he love me when he sleep. Though Yuki. But why did he lie? Where had he been all this time? All was still a question. Half of him wanted to meet the pink head but half of him didn't want to do so. It seems that the though of the pink head had made him walk to the park where the purple eyes demon dropped into his peaceful but lonely life. Sitting on the bench where they used to sit together and let his mind wander around the pink head. The thought of the pink head and the park brought him to a little incident, which happened a week ago. Come to think of it, Shuichi is changing after the phone call he received last week. "Is that it Shuichi?" Yuki said to no one but himself.
One week ago
"Yuki, Yuki ne. Let go on a date pleazzze." Said a very excited Shuichi. Today is his day off. It was rarely for him to have the day off and more rare if he and Yuki had the same day off. After finish his latest novel, Yuki decided to take a short break so here he was, begging for his love to go on a date with him. "It has been a long time since you took me out so why don't we go today. The weather is grate and we are both free today." A very cute Shuichi on his dog uniform is begging his love to go with him. He has decided he want to go out today and once Shuichi decides on anything, he always work really hard to get it so here he is begging, dragging and he can even black mail Yuki or whatever it take to get Yuki out of the house for the rest of the day.
He is doing a good job though Yuki. I can never resist him when he has that look and of course the baka is too stupid to realize it. Why not going, I can have a little break. The though just for a second before Yuki thinks about it again. How can I relax with that noisy baka around? Oh well, at least I won't feel bored and I always enjoy the baka presence anyway.
"Ok, we are leaving in half an hour. Get ready." Said Yuki.
"Really" Ask Shuichi
Didn't even wait for the answer, Shuichi said: "I love you, Yuki" and the very happy Shuichi was dancing around his leaving room. "We are going on a date. Yuki is taking me out. Yuki is taking me out. I am the happiest man on earth. Have Yuki all for myself." Shuichi was singing happily. But then he turned serious, the most serious face he can manage. "But where should we go? The cinema, then restaurant? No not again, we run like mad when a fan recognizes us last time. I don't want to face that again. Arcade? More crows and more fans? Yuki won't like it there and he will kill me if I take him there. Museum? Shopping? Concern? No, No, No. Yuki won't like any of that." Shuichi was talking to himself. He was thinking very hard.
Yuki was watching the pink head with an interest look. It was really fun to see how his lover talked to himself and decided where to go. He looked so kawaii and innocent. Suddenly the though of leaving the house was the last thing he wanted to do. The only thing he wanted to do was took his lover to the bedroom and ravished the baka for the rest of the day. The though was interrupt when the pink hair called for him.
"Yuki"
"Yuki"
"Are you listening?" said Shuichi. He had trying to talk to Yuki for more than a minute now but the guy didn't seem to listen to him.
"What did you say?"
"I want to ask you what do you want us to do?"
"Bed" was the only word that escaped his mouth. He didn't want to say it but he didn't realize that he had said that before it was too late. Yuki was embarrassing, the thing he hadn't done for a long time. His face was turning a slightly pink. It was alright when he said it before, he couldn't care less when they were talking about sex but around Shuichi too long had changed him a great deal which, he himself didn't even realize it. And now, he was blushing, he knew that but he couldn't help it. He couldn't control himself around the pink head. Yuki knew he wouldn't hear the end of it if the baka saw him like this. But luck was on his side when the baka didn't look up at him to notice it because he was trying to hide his own tomato face with no success.
"Oh, Yuki. You can have it all later after our date, ok?" the tomato Shuichi was talking shyly.
"So where do you want to go?" asked now pink face Shuichi.
"The park"
"Oh, that is perfect. You are really a romance writer after all. On the sunny day, back to where we first meet. Spend our time together, talking about what has happened after we meet." A very dreamy Shuichi was talking.
"I don't mean that park." Said Yuki to the thin air. The brat had left for his coat without listen to him one bit. Standing still, Yuki said to no one in particular "Fine then, go to our park" and he smiled when he continued to think about his lover.
The only sound stopped him from his though was the sound of the phone ringing. After awhile of talking to whomever it was calling, Yuki called for Shuichi.
"Hey baka, you have a phone call."
"Thanks Yuki, Who is that?"
"I don't know."
Who can it be? Other than Hiro, and some other people who, Yuki know, there is no one else know that I am here. So who can it be? Shuichi thought when he was walking to the living room and picked up the phone.
"Hello, this is Shuichi."
Suddenly his face turn pale, and his voice was cold the next time he answer.
"Oh, it is you, I should have known. Why do you call me here?"
"What?" now there was alarm in his voice.
"I see,"
"I know"
"We will meet later"
"Bye"
Shuichi just stood there after hang up the phone. He moved when Yuki was trying to get his attention.
"Are you ok?" Yuki was worry, Shuichi's voice and reaction when he was talking on the phone. It was un-Shuichi like and he didn't like it one bit.
"I am Ok, it is just an old friend" Shuichi spoke when he realized that Yuki was standing next to him.
Decided to trust his lover, Yuki didn't ask anymore question. They left for their date afterward. Shuichi was acting normal and he was enjoying their date so Yuki just let the matter go. After all, they both enjoyed their date that day.
Now
Still sitting on the bench, he decided to come back and waited for his lover to come home. It took him nearly an hour to arrive at his flat. He sat on the living room to wait for his lover while drinking his beer. He was waiting and waiting. It had been more than 2 a.m now but his lover hadn't come home yet. Yuki was a big mess, the cans were all around his living room. The phone rang fifteen minutes later. Yuki was hurry to pick up the phone. His heart lift up when he heard the voice of his lover.
"Hi Yuki, sorry to wake you up this late."
"I haven't sleep yet, where are you now? Why don't you back yet?"
"I am fine but I won't be back tonight so don't wait for me ok. I will talk to you tomorrow when I back home. Bye" Without waiting for the reply, he hung up the phone.
"What do you.." Yuki question was replied by the sound of the phone.
What do you mean you are not coming back tonight? Where are you? You are getting too tired of me, aren't you? Didn't know what else he can do, Yuki just sat there to drink but it wasn't the beer anymore. He was drinking his wine. He wanted to get drunk, he wanted to forget, and he didn't want to think about his lover any more. Slowly, he failed into a deep sleep.
***
In the other part of Tokyo, the very sad Shuichi was sitting there in the very dark room.
He knew he had hurt Yuki by not coming back but he was afraid to face Yuki. He knew that Yuki had came to NG that day and he sure that Yuki had found out that he had lied about where he was. No he didn't lie to him, he just didn't tell him the whole true. It was always like that, he couldn't tell him all of it.
"You still haven't decided yet, Shuichi" asked the man in black outfit.
"I have and I know what I should do but I just couldn't face him now. I don't want to hurt him."
"You have change, Shuichi." Said the man.
"I guess so. Let go to sleep Saki. I will solve all of this tomorrow." With that he walked pass the man know as Saki to the bedroom. It had been a long time since he slept in this room.
To be continue
Wow, finish at last (this chapter only). I have a feeling that I am turning Yuki into another K. Oh but never mind. Shuichi will go home next chapter so wait to see what happened next.
I love all of you guy who is reading my fic, especially the one who enjoy it, thanks you so much.........
I love Yuki the most as I said in the previous chapter but I also love Shu a lot toooooo. My cute little Shu-chan. @_@
Thank for all the reviews. This is my first fanfic ever that why it mean so much to me. I laugh like crazy when I received (nearly cry... ( )it because I love writing a lot. I want people to enjoy my story. Thank you so much and so I will shut up now.
The story will probably turn a bit dark later. But not this chapter.
What do you mean you are leaving???
Chapter 2 Where is Shuichi?
The shining of the sun was what made Yuki woke up that morning. The once dark study room was filling with morning warm light. Slowly open his eyes, Yuki was feeling very uncomfortable, his back was aching, his head was hurt like hell. Where am I? Confusing, he took a look around him and realized that he was still in his study room.
"What am I doing in my study room?"
The memory of the previous night suddenly entered his head. The sign of the very tired Shuichi, the fast sleep the guy failed to and all the smallest detail of the night.
Oh, right. I work until very late yesterday night and I don't want to disturb Shuichi so I just fall asleep in my study room. Who have thought I also have this day when I care for the other enough to "sacrificed" my supper warm bed?
Yuki glared at his watch just to catch the sign of 6:26 a.m.
Hell, I just sleep a little more than one hour. What should I do for the rest of the day? The though of going back to sleep isn't too please him.
And then an amazing ideal went through his head.
I'll take Shuichi out today. Never mind that K, I just need to talk to him and if he doesn't let Shuichi go today, I'll make him pay for that. I can ask Shuichi what's wrong with him there day. Oh well, and some fun together. The boy is going to love it. Now all I have to do is waiting for him to wake up.
After decided everything, Yuki stood up and walked for the bathroom to take a very quick shower. The though of what would happened that day surely had excited him. He went to cook breakfast for his lover afterward. Yuki wasn't usually doing this sort of thing but Shuichi didn't look very well yesterday so he wanted to fit the boy that very morning.
It was 8:05 when Yuki finished cooking breakfast. "Shuichi should wake up by now" though Yuki, with that he slowly approached his bedroom. He didn't want to wake the boy up if he still looked tired but one pick shouldn't hurt anyone. Open the bedroom door, Yuki just stood still with his eye wide open when he took a look at his bedroom.
"What the hell is going on here?" the very panic Yuki was shouting.
His bed was empty, the little pink head was no where in sight. Shuichi had gone.
"Where can he be going?" Searching the entire bedroom for a note Shuichi could leave behind but found nothing. Yuki was angry now. "Where should he be at this hour?"
No, when does he left? I don't even know. It is past six when I woke up so he should leave before that. What the hell can he be doing at that early in the morning? Why should I worry about him when he doesn't leave me a note when he has to go early?
Yuki was angry. Angry about his lover but mostly angry with himself for not knowing what was going on around the boy he love dearly.
Probably it is K again. I shouldn't worry too much. He will be back in the evening. Yuki convinces himself. "I still have work to do. Work is the best way to forget about the baka now."
With that he walked to the kitchen and got a beer for breakfast. The food on the table wawas forgotten. After all what the point of eating when his baka isn't even around to annoy him.
After one hour and ten cigarettes later, Yuki had successfully finished one chapter of his new book.
Next two hours, he had finished one more page.
And the rest of the next three hours, Yuki had done no more than one paragraph.
I should have know better, I can't do anything when the though of Shuichi is flying around my head. He gave up. He was completely defeated by the pink head. I can't think of anything else other than him.
"K-san gets ready to face me." The very dark Yuki rose from his sit. Getting his coat in hurry, Yuki was run out of his house to the NG record. The though of owning a car had disappear out of his head completely.
Arriving twenty minutes later. Yuki was running to Bad Luck room. He should cared less now. Whatever the gossip would go around the building. He was worrying about Shuichi and angry at the same time. He would have a very serious talk with the boy later. He couldn't do this to him. Leaving him all worry. When he entered the room, all eyes turned to him with a surprise look. Hiro was sitting with his guitar on hand. Suguru and Sakano were drinking tea while K was standing with his gun on hand. There was not a single trace of the pink head singer
"Wow, what a surprise to see you here Yuki-san. What can we do for you?" Said K
"I am not too happy to see you, you know. Now tell me where is Shuichi? I need to talk to him." Said Yuki in a dangerously low voice.
"What do you mean? Isn't Shuichi with you? Did you two have a fight again?" Asked Hiro. He didn't like the writer a bit. He always made Shuichi cry but if his friend still loves the guy then he had nothing to say.
"For god sake, Yuki can you leave him alone when he doesn't feel well?" Said Hiro.
What does he mean by that? Yuki thought. Now he is very worry. Why should Shuichi with him when he has rehearsal to do?
"What do you mean he doesn't feel well? I knew that he is tired after coming back late yesterday but it is all your fault when he has to come home late and leave so early in the morning." He was pointing at K when he said that.
Everyone in the room became alarm with the piece of information Yuki just gave.
"What do you mean by that? He doesn't come here for two days already. He said that he doesn't feeling well so he asks for a break." Said K
"He told us that he want to be alone with you so we shouldn't visit him." Said Sakano.
"No, it can't be. He is a bit tired yesterday when he went home at one o'clock but he left before I wake up this morning, which is before six. He doesn't say anything to me." Said Yuki. He was angry and depressing at the same time.
He is lying, why does he lie? What is he doing? Does he get tired of me? Does he want to leave me now? All the bad though went through his head. Shuichi had never lie to him before. He didn't want to lose the boy now. Not now, not in the future. He wanted to have him forever, for eternity. Now, knowing that the boy had lie to him, he wanted to broke into pieces. He didn't want to face Shuichi, he was afraid that Shuichi would leave him alone again. For the first time after the death of his sensei he truly wanted to run away again. Without a word, Yuki turned around and left.
"Yuki-san" Hiro called
Yuki stopped but not turned around to face his lover's best friend. He didn't want any body to know how Shuichi lie had affected him.
"I think Shuichi has his reason for lying like that. He will tell us when he is ready." Hiro said. Even he was surprise to know that Shuichi was lying to all of them. It was unlike him to do that. He cared so much for the other to hurt them like that. Shuichi had hurt him but the look of Yuki's face made him want to comfort the older man. He always though that the man was just using his friend and playing with him but he had the look of heart broken when he knew what Shuichi had done. He knew his word couldn't help the writer much but he still wanted to help. He knew everybody was thinking the same thing and everybody was hurting to know the true because, for them, Shuichi was the light of their life. He always could brighten the day and made everybody happy. He sat in silence when Yuki moved toward the door once again. He hoped that the older guy would be all right and he also hoped that Shuichi could give them the answer for what he was doing. He wanted to trust his best friend.
Yuki was walking senselessly around the city. He wanted to trust his lover. The though of Shuichi is seeing the other going through his head. He didn't want to think about it. He knew that the pink head still love him. Why else the boy has said that he love me when he sleep. Though Yuki. But why did he lie? Where had he been all this time? All was still a question. Half of him wanted to meet the pink head but half of him didn't want to do so. It seems that the though of the pink head had made him walk to the park where the purple eyes demon dropped into his peaceful but lonely life. Sitting on the bench where they used to sit together and let his mind wander around the pink head. The thought of the pink head and the park brought him to a little incident, which happened a week ago. Come to think of it, Shuichi is changing after the phone call he received last week. "Is that it Shuichi?" Yuki said to no one but himself.
One week ago
"Yuki, Yuki ne. Let go on a date pleazzze." Said a very excited Shuichi. Today is his day off. It was rarely for him to have the day off and more rare if he and Yuki had the same day off. After finish his latest novel, Yuki decided to take a short break so here he was, begging for his love to go on a date with him. "It has been a long time since you took me out so why don't we go today. The weather is grate and we are both free today." A very cute Shuichi on his dog uniform is begging his love to go with him. He has decided he want to go out today and once Shuichi decides on anything, he always work really hard to get it so here he is begging, dragging and he can even black mail Yuki or whatever it take to get Yuki out of the house for the rest of the day.
He is doing a good job though Yuki. I can never resist him when he has that look and of course the baka is too stupid to realize it. Why not going, I can have a little break. The though just for a second before Yuki thinks about it again. How can I relax with that noisy baka around? Oh well, at least I won't feel bored and I always enjoy the baka presence anyway.
"Ok, we are leaving in half an hour. Get ready." Said Yuki.
"Really" Ask Shuichi
Didn't even wait for the answer, Shuichi said: "I love you, Yuki" and the very happy Shuichi was dancing around his leaving room. "We are going on a date. Yuki is taking me out. Yuki is taking me out. I am the happiest man on earth. Have Yuki all for myself." Shuichi was singing happily. But then he turned serious, the most serious face he can manage. "But where should we go? The cinema, then restaurant? No not again, we run like mad when a fan recognizes us last time. I don't want to face that again. Arcade? More crows and more fans? Yuki won't like it there and he will kill me if I take him there. Museum? Shopping? Concern? No, No, No. Yuki won't like any of that." Shuichi was talking to himself. He was thinking very hard.
Yuki was watching the pink head with an interest look. It was really fun to see how his lover talked to himself and decided where to go. He looked so kawaii and innocent. Suddenly the though of leaving the house was the last thing he wanted to do. The only thing he wanted to do was took his lover to the bedroom and ravished the baka for the rest of the day. The though was interrupt when the pink hair called for him.
"Yuki"
"Yuki"
"Are you listening?" said Shuichi. He had trying to talk to Yuki for more than a minute now but the guy didn't seem to listen to him.
"What did you say?"
"I want to ask you what do you want us to do?"
"Bed" was the only word that escaped his mouth. He didn't want to say it but he didn't realize that he had said that before it was too late. Yuki was embarrassing, the thing he hadn't done for a long time. His face was turning a slightly pink. It was alright when he said it before, he couldn't care less when they were talking about sex but around Shuichi too long had changed him a great deal which, he himself didn't even realize it. And now, he was blushing, he knew that but he couldn't help it. He couldn't control himself around the pink head. Yuki knew he wouldn't hear the end of it if the baka saw him like this. But luck was on his side when the baka didn't look up at him to notice it because he was trying to hide his own tomato face with no success.
"Oh, Yuki. You can have it all later after our date, ok?" the tomato Shuichi was talking shyly.
"So where do you want to go?" asked now pink face Shuichi.
"The park"
"Oh, that is perfect. You are really a romance writer after all. On the sunny day, back to where we first meet. Spend our time together, talking about what has happened after we meet." A very dreamy Shuichi was talking.
"I don't mean that park." Said Yuki to the thin air. The brat had left for his coat without listen to him one bit. Standing still, Yuki said to no one in particular "Fine then, go to our park" and he smiled when he continued to think about his lover.
The only sound stopped him from his though was the sound of the phone ringing. After awhile of talking to whomever it was calling, Yuki called for Shuichi.
"Hey baka, you have a phone call."
"Thanks Yuki, Who is that?"
"I don't know."
Who can it be? Other than Hiro, and some other people who, Yuki know, there is no one else know that I am here. So who can it be? Shuichi thought when he was walking to the living room and picked up the phone.
"Hello, this is Shuichi."
Suddenly his face turn pale, and his voice was cold the next time he answer.
"Oh, it is you, I should have known. Why do you call me here?"
"What?" now there was alarm in his voice.
"I see,"
"I know"
"We will meet later"
"Bye"
Shuichi just stood there after hang up the phone. He moved when Yuki was trying to get his attention.
"Are you ok?" Yuki was worry, Shuichi's voice and reaction when he was talking on the phone. It was un-Shuichi like and he didn't like it one bit.
"I am Ok, it is just an old friend" Shuichi spoke when he realized that Yuki was standing next to him.
Decided to trust his lover, Yuki didn't ask anymore question. They left for their date afterward. Shuichi was acting normal and he was enjoying their date so Yuki just let the matter go. After all, they both enjoyed their date that day.
Now
Still sitting on the bench, he decided to come back and waited for his lover to come home. It took him nearly an hour to arrive at his flat. He sat on the living room to wait for his lover while drinking his beer. He was waiting and waiting. It had been more than 2 a.m now but his lover hadn't come home yet. Yuki was a big mess, the cans were all around his living room. The phone rang fifteen minutes later. Yuki was hurry to pick up the phone. His heart lift up when he heard the voice of his lover.
"Hi Yuki, sorry to wake you up this late."
"I haven't sleep yet, where are you now? Why don't you back yet?"
"I am fine but I won't be back tonight so don't wait for me ok. I will talk to you tomorrow when I back home. Bye" Without waiting for the reply, he hung up the phone.
"What do you.." Yuki question was replied by the sound of the phone.
What do you mean you are not coming back tonight? Where are you? You are getting too tired of me, aren't you? Didn't know what else he can do, Yuki just sat there to drink but it wasn't the beer anymore. He was drinking his wine. He wanted to get drunk, he wanted to forget, and he didn't want to think about his lover any more. Slowly, he failed into a deep sleep.
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In the other part of Tokyo, the very sad Shuichi was sitting there in the very dark room.
He knew he had hurt Yuki by not coming back but he was afraid to face Yuki. He knew that Yuki had came to NG that day and he sure that Yuki had found out that he had lied about where he was. No he didn't lie to him, he just didn't tell him the whole true. It was always like that, he couldn't tell him all of it.
"You still haven't decided yet, Shuichi" asked the man in black outfit.
"I have and I know what I should do but I just couldn't face him now. I don't want to hurt him."
"You have change, Shuichi." Said the man.
"I guess so. Let go to sleep Saki. I will solve all of this tomorrow." With that he walked pass the man know as Saki to the bedroom. It had been a long time since he slept in this room.
To be continue
Wow, finish at last (this chapter only). I have a feeling that I am turning Yuki into another K. Oh but never mind. Shuichi will go home next chapter so wait to see what happened next.
I love all of you guy who is reading my fic, especially the one who enjoy it, thanks you so much.........