As you know, Gravitation does not belong to me.
This is the third chapter. I really don't know where the ending (this chapter) will take place so don't blame me for it ok. I am working very hard at the moment. ( And in my fics, Hiro just knows Shuichi for about four years.
What do you mean you are leaving?????
Chapter 3: Broken promise
Shuichi arrived at the flat where he was sharing with Yuki around noon that day. After stood outside of the door for nearly half an hour, Shuichi decided it was the best of him to come in and face Yuki. What Shuichi saw has broken his heart. Lying on the floor was no other than Yuki, the man he love, around him was several cans of beer and a couple of empty wine bottle. Shuichi was shock, he knew he had hurt the other man but what he knew was nothing compared to what he saw. Yuki had never liked that, Yuki was too cool, too great to break down like that but deep down Shuichi understood his lover action.
Closing the door behind him, Shuichi walked pass to where Yuki was lying and look at his lover with loving eyes. Too afraid of waking the man up, Shuichi didn't dare to move him to the couch.
"Do you know, Yuki, the way we show our love is so similar." Said Shuichi to a sleeping Yuki.
Why Yuki? I only want to make you happy so why I always end up hurting the one I love. You always take care of me in shadow, do you really think that I don't know it. Maybe it is for the best. I don't want to hurt you anymore. If I stay with you, you will break again and again until there is nothing left
Slowly, he picked up all the cans on the floor and brought it all to the kitchen. As he walked, he noticed the breakfast, which Yuki had cooked for him the day earlier.
I wonder did you eat anything the day before. I bet that running from here to the NG record without eating anything all day definitely really tired even if it is Yuki we are talking about. If it is the difference circumstance, I should be really happy to have Yuki do that for me. But not now, not this time. Stop thinking like that Shuichi. This is not a time for you to think like that. I think I should cook something for him before he wakes up.
***
Yuki woke up about an hour after Shuichi went back home. The smell of delicious food made him realized that how hungry he had been. But more than that, he was happy to see the pink head, who was working his way in the kitchen. The happy feeling didn't last for long when the memory of yesterday found the way back to his head.
"Shuichi, what the hell are you doing in my kitchen?" Shout Yuki
"Ah, you wake up already. I am preparing a meal for you of course." Said a happy Shuichi.
"Don't go on the "I am so happy mood Yuki", where have you been all this time? This is my place, you just can't leave as you like and come back anytime without letting me know anything." Said a now very disturb Yuki. How can he do that? Didn't come back for nearly two day and act like nothing has happen.
"And don't tell me you were at work all those time coz I know you didn't." Yuki continued.
"Wow, are you worry about me that much Yuki. Did you go to NG to look for me?" Shuichi was giving Yuki a shinning look. He knew what Yuki had done all the time but he didn't want the time they shared together be ruin so he acted as if nothing had happened. After all, he always acted this way. But this time it had bring out Yuki temple
"Oh, don't act like nothing has happened. Why did you lie to me? I though that you love me so why did you lie to me and went god know where?"
Shuichi expression became serious by this commence. "I didn't lie to you Yuki. Did I tell you that I am going to work all this time?"
Realized what Shuichi was saying. That true the pink head had never tell him that he went to work for the last couple of day. He just assumed that was where his lover could had been. It mean he didn't lie to him. Yuki was more than happy to know that. But that didn't change the fact that Shuichi was hiding something.
"No, you didn't say anything about going to work. But why did you lie to the other?"
"Yuki, I have my reason. Can we not talk about this now? I will tell you when I can." Shuichi was talking in a very serious voice. The mature voice, which Yuki had never have a change to hear before and his eyes was begging him not continue asking.
"He will tell us when he is ready" that was what Hiro had told me. I guess he was right. Even though I knew that something fishy was going on but I think I have to trust him then. And the look that baka was giving me now made me can't resist him anything.
"Ok, let talk about this another time then but I am not letting you go like that."
How can this brat do this to me? I was so angry yesterday but now he made me forgot everything. Because I love him, I want to trust him.
"I know"
"Let eat something now, I know you are hungry and I cook all your favorites today"
"Do you mess up my kitchen again?"
"No, I don't"
To Yuki surprise, the kitchen was completely clean and the food looked yummy.
"Did you really cook this? Or did you go out and buy it?"
"Of course, I cooked it. Any more question?"
"Yes, is it eatable or just for show? I don't want to have stomachache like the last time you cooked our dinner."
"Oh my Yuki, just eat it. Don't complain." Shuichi was giving a very secret smile.
I don't like the way he looks just now. Something is not right.
Even thinking like that but he still sat down on his usual sit when Shuichi was facing him. Oh, I bet it taste just like always. The brat can't cook even a smallest thing. But Yuki was very wrong this time. When he started to eat his food, his eyes widen. It is delicious. Since when can the brat cook? Maybe I am too hungry. The look on the author's face was priceless.
"Hey Shuichi, when did you learn how to cook?"
"I always know how to cook, it is just that I have so much fun to annoy you." And then he laughed like mad. "Do you really think I can't cook? I always want to mess up with your kitchen, that's why. And last time you ignore me for more than a day so I accident put some washing powder in the food while I cook." Now smile a very evil Shuichi.
"Why, you cheater. You won't live to see another day."
Yuki was a second late for Shuichi had run out of the room. But Yuki followed him immediately. After twenty minutes of playing hide and seek, Shuichi had received two punches on his head.
"It is hurt, Yuki. You are so cruel."
"It serve you right. Who told you to put washing powder in my food? I can never image you've done that."
And Yuki walked back to his sit to continue his meal.
It is fun too annoy him but it is even more fun to surprise him. I think I should surprise him more often then.
More? Do I have a change to do it again? Looking at him now make me forget the reason why I came here today. Is it all right to make the decision like that? NO, I am here to do it, not to question my decision. Shindo Shuichi has never had a second though on anything.
***
Yuki was eating in silence. He didn't know what to say anymore. It seem that his lover had many secret, which he didn't know. Come to think of it, he didn't know anything about his lover other than he was living with his parent and a sister while attending high school with his best friend, Hiro. So much for six months living together and I didn't know a damn thing about him.
Through the corner of his eye, he saw Shuichi was approaching him. Without saying a word, the pink head bend down and kiss him. Everything happened there day had made him forgot how good Shuichi's kiss could be. He gave in just a second later. Shuichi was kissing him hungrily, like they had never kiss before. Yuki was returning the kiss with the same passion. Together, they made their way to the bedroom
***
Exhausted, they fall to a deep sleep in each other's arm. Created the peaceful sign around them. For the first time in two days, they had found each other again.
When Shuichi woke up, the sun had set, the sky was changing to the dark color of the night. Looking around, he couldn't see Yuki anywhere. The though of his lover had hurt him great deal.
Am I too selfish? This shouldn't be happened in the first place. But just look at Yuki make me can't control myself. Admit it Shuichi, you don't want to do that. Why do you have to force yourself to do something you don't want? But do I have the other choice? No, I don't. I have better go and find Yuki now. It is nearly time I have to go. I can't delay this anymore.
He found Yuki in the living room.
"Yuki" he called out.
"Shuichi, you are up. You sleep like there is no tomorrow so I don't want to wake you. What have you been doing there day anyway, you seem didn't get enough sleep." Didn't wait for the answer, Yuki lead the pink head sat next to him on the couch. Holding him tight liked never letting him go.
Shuichi lied down to rest his head on the other man. Both of them sat quietly. The though of having the other next to them was enough for now.
What should I do now? When it comes to Yuki, I have lost myself. I can't make the right decision.
"Today another murder has happen, the police is still working on the case. They believe that this is for revenge. This has been the fifth cases in just one week.." Don't want to listen to it anymore, Shuichi turn off the TV.
"There seem a lot of murder this week. Be careful you'll be the next target if you went home late like the last time." Said Yuki jokingly.
He took a look at his lover. Shuichi looked so cool, his eyes like ice. The warm feeling around him had disappeared. The unfocused eyes were looking at the black screen of the TV. He definitely didn't hear what Yuki said.
"Are you ok, Shuichi?" The boy was making him worry, he had became a completely different person.
"I am OK"
Sat up from his lying position, Shuichi looked at Yuki's eyes and ask:
"Yuki, do you love me?"
Surprise with the question, Yuki looked at his lover. Why sudden? He knew he love the singer but does it enough to admit it now. Should I tell him I love him now? Not knowing what to do, Yuki just sat in silence.
Shuichi was waiting for the answer. He knew that Yuki love him but he wanted to hear it from the man. He wanted Yuki to admit his feeling if they were going to fight together for their love. The silence had really gotten to him, didn't want to force the writer any longer, he said:
"Never mind, you don't need to say anything."
Yuki turned to hug his lover tight.
"Yuki, you know that I love you, don't you? Please don't ever question my love for you" Shuichi said in a sincere voice.
What was that for? But Yuki answered anyway.
"Yes, I know."
Of all the thing Yuki could think of, he could never think of what was going to happen next.
"Yuki, let break up"
Silence,
Did I hear it right or did he just say he wants to break up?
"WHAT?" Shouted Yuki
"What do you mean by that?"
"Let's break up, Yuki."
He is joking right?
"Are you serious, Shuichi? If you are joking, I'll never forgive you."
"I am serious, Yuki"
"But why? Did I do something wrong?"
"I am sorry, it is not your fault, it is mine. I am unable to say anything else."
"I am not letting you go like that. I was right from the beginning, there is something strange about you since last week. Tell me the reason. Who CALL YOU LAST WEEK? IT IS THAT CALL ISN'T IT."
Shuichi just sat in silence.
"ANSWER ME"
"It is not your choice, Yuki and Yes, it is because of that phone call."
"Not my choice. Is it your choice then? You said you love me. Why can you leave me? Oh, I know, your new lover call you last week doesn't it? So now you are leaving for him or is it her?" said Yuki in a bitter voice.
"I don't have the other lover. I love you but I can't stay by your side anymore. Please understand it."
"No you are liar, if you love me, why do you leave me. You are a liar. You don't love me at all do you?"
"Yuki."
"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT, YOU LIAR."
"If that what you want Yuki, but I DO NOT LIE TO YOU. I have never, ever lie to you. Do you think it is easier to do this if I just lie to you, find whatever reason so I don't need to explain anything. I don't want to lie to you, Yuki."
Stood up, Shuichi reach to his pocket and left the spare key Yuki gave him on the table. The key he had to beg Yuki for along time to get but he was letting it go like nothing important now.
"Good bye Yuki. I will send somebody here to get my stuff later."
Shuichi left the apartment quietly.
"Oh god, what have I done? Did I do something wrong? I don't want him to leave me, after so long, I have finally found him. I will not let you go, Shuichi."
Yuki runs out of his apartment to find Shuichi. He caught the sign of the pink hair stood outside. Prepare to call for him when he noticed that the boy was not alone. He stood with the other man and Shuichi was hugging him tight. Together, they made their way to the waiting car. Unable to say or do anything, Yuki just stood there and watched his lover left with the other man.
To be continue.
The next chapter will be ready in a day or two (I hope). Pleasssssssssse wait for it. Ah, I love you guy..............
This is the third chapter. I really don't know where the ending (this chapter) will take place so don't blame me for it ok. I am working very hard at the moment. ( And in my fics, Hiro just knows Shuichi for about four years.
What do you mean you are leaving?????
Chapter 3: Broken promise
Shuichi arrived at the flat where he was sharing with Yuki around noon that day. After stood outside of the door for nearly half an hour, Shuichi decided it was the best of him to come in and face Yuki. What Shuichi saw has broken his heart. Lying on the floor was no other than Yuki, the man he love, around him was several cans of beer and a couple of empty wine bottle. Shuichi was shock, he knew he had hurt the other man but what he knew was nothing compared to what he saw. Yuki had never liked that, Yuki was too cool, too great to break down like that but deep down Shuichi understood his lover action.
Closing the door behind him, Shuichi walked pass to where Yuki was lying and look at his lover with loving eyes. Too afraid of waking the man up, Shuichi didn't dare to move him to the couch.
"Do you know, Yuki, the way we show our love is so similar." Said Shuichi to a sleeping Yuki.
Why Yuki? I only want to make you happy so why I always end up hurting the one I love. You always take care of me in shadow, do you really think that I don't know it. Maybe it is for the best. I don't want to hurt you anymore. If I stay with you, you will break again and again until there is nothing left
Slowly, he picked up all the cans on the floor and brought it all to the kitchen. As he walked, he noticed the breakfast, which Yuki had cooked for him the day earlier.
I wonder did you eat anything the day before. I bet that running from here to the NG record without eating anything all day definitely really tired even if it is Yuki we are talking about. If it is the difference circumstance, I should be really happy to have Yuki do that for me. But not now, not this time. Stop thinking like that Shuichi. This is not a time for you to think like that. I think I should cook something for him before he wakes up.
***
Yuki woke up about an hour after Shuichi went back home. The smell of delicious food made him realized that how hungry he had been. But more than that, he was happy to see the pink head, who was working his way in the kitchen. The happy feeling didn't last for long when the memory of yesterday found the way back to his head.
"Shuichi, what the hell are you doing in my kitchen?" Shout Yuki
"Ah, you wake up already. I am preparing a meal for you of course." Said a happy Shuichi.
"Don't go on the "I am so happy mood Yuki", where have you been all this time? This is my place, you just can't leave as you like and come back anytime without letting me know anything." Said a now very disturb Yuki. How can he do that? Didn't come back for nearly two day and act like nothing has happen.
"And don't tell me you were at work all those time coz I know you didn't." Yuki continued.
"Wow, are you worry about me that much Yuki. Did you go to NG to look for me?" Shuichi was giving Yuki a shinning look. He knew what Yuki had done all the time but he didn't want the time they shared together be ruin so he acted as if nothing had happened. After all, he always acted this way. But this time it had bring out Yuki temple
"Oh, don't act like nothing has happened. Why did you lie to me? I though that you love me so why did you lie to me and went god know where?"
Shuichi expression became serious by this commence. "I didn't lie to you Yuki. Did I tell you that I am going to work all this time?"
Realized what Shuichi was saying. That true the pink head had never tell him that he went to work for the last couple of day. He just assumed that was where his lover could had been. It mean he didn't lie to him. Yuki was more than happy to know that. But that didn't change the fact that Shuichi was hiding something.
"No, you didn't say anything about going to work. But why did you lie to the other?"
"Yuki, I have my reason. Can we not talk about this now? I will tell you when I can." Shuichi was talking in a very serious voice. The mature voice, which Yuki had never have a change to hear before and his eyes was begging him not continue asking.
"He will tell us when he is ready" that was what Hiro had told me. I guess he was right. Even though I knew that something fishy was going on but I think I have to trust him then. And the look that baka was giving me now made me can't resist him anything.
"Ok, let talk about this another time then but I am not letting you go like that."
How can this brat do this to me? I was so angry yesterday but now he made me forgot everything. Because I love him, I want to trust him.
"I know"
"Let eat something now, I know you are hungry and I cook all your favorites today"
"Do you mess up my kitchen again?"
"No, I don't"
To Yuki surprise, the kitchen was completely clean and the food looked yummy.
"Did you really cook this? Or did you go out and buy it?"
"Of course, I cooked it. Any more question?"
"Yes, is it eatable or just for show? I don't want to have stomachache like the last time you cooked our dinner."
"Oh my Yuki, just eat it. Don't complain." Shuichi was giving a very secret smile.
I don't like the way he looks just now. Something is not right.
Even thinking like that but he still sat down on his usual sit when Shuichi was facing him. Oh, I bet it taste just like always. The brat can't cook even a smallest thing. But Yuki was very wrong this time. When he started to eat his food, his eyes widen. It is delicious. Since when can the brat cook? Maybe I am too hungry. The look on the author's face was priceless.
"Hey Shuichi, when did you learn how to cook?"
"I always know how to cook, it is just that I have so much fun to annoy you." And then he laughed like mad. "Do you really think I can't cook? I always want to mess up with your kitchen, that's why. And last time you ignore me for more than a day so I accident put some washing powder in the food while I cook." Now smile a very evil Shuichi.
"Why, you cheater. You won't live to see another day."
Yuki was a second late for Shuichi had run out of the room. But Yuki followed him immediately. After twenty minutes of playing hide and seek, Shuichi had received two punches on his head.
"It is hurt, Yuki. You are so cruel."
"It serve you right. Who told you to put washing powder in my food? I can never image you've done that."
And Yuki walked back to his sit to continue his meal.
It is fun too annoy him but it is even more fun to surprise him. I think I should surprise him more often then.
More? Do I have a change to do it again? Looking at him now make me forget the reason why I came here today. Is it all right to make the decision like that? NO, I am here to do it, not to question my decision. Shindo Shuichi has never had a second though on anything.
***
Yuki was eating in silence. He didn't know what to say anymore. It seem that his lover had many secret, which he didn't know. Come to think of it, he didn't know anything about his lover other than he was living with his parent and a sister while attending high school with his best friend, Hiro. So much for six months living together and I didn't know a damn thing about him.
Through the corner of his eye, he saw Shuichi was approaching him. Without saying a word, the pink head bend down and kiss him. Everything happened there day had made him forgot how good Shuichi's kiss could be. He gave in just a second later. Shuichi was kissing him hungrily, like they had never kiss before. Yuki was returning the kiss with the same passion. Together, they made their way to the bedroom
***
Exhausted, they fall to a deep sleep in each other's arm. Created the peaceful sign around them. For the first time in two days, they had found each other again.
When Shuichi woke up, the sun had set, the sky was changing to the dark color of the night. Looking around, he couldn't see Yuki anywhere. The though of his lover had hurt him great deal.
Am I too selfish? This shouldn't be happened in the first place. But just look at Yuki make me can't control myself. Admit it Shuichi, you don't want to do that. Why do you have to force yourself to do something you don't want? But do I have the other choice? No, I don't. I have better go and find Yuki now. It is nearly time I have to go. I can't delay this anymore.
He found Yuki in the living room.
"Yuki" he called out.
"Shuichi, you are up. You sleep like there is no tomorrow so I don't want to wake you. What have you been doing there day anyway, you seem didn't get enough sleep." Didn't wait for the answer, Yuki lead the pink head sat next to him on the couch. Holding him tight liked never letting him go.
Shuichi lied down to rest his head on the other man. Both of them sat quietly. The though of having the other next to them was enough for now.
What should I do now? When it comes to Yuki, I have lost myself. I can't make the right decision.
"Today another murder has happen, the police is still working on the case. They believe that this is for revenge. This has been the fifth cases in just one week.." Don't want to listen to it anymore, Shuichi turn off the TV.
"There seem a lot of murder this week. Be careful you'll be the next target if you went home late like the last time." Said Yuki jokingly.
He took a look at his lover. Shuichi looked so cool, his eyes like ice. The warm feeling around him had disappeared. The unfocused eyes were looking at the black screen of the TV. He definitely didn't hear what Yuki said.
"Are you ok, Shuichi?" The boy was making him worry, he had became a completely different person.
"I am OK"
Sat up from his lying position, Shuichi looked at Yuki's eyes and ask:
"Yuki, do you love me?"
Surprise with the question, Yuki looked at his lover. Why sudden? He knew he love the singer but does it enough to admit it now. Should I tell him I love him now? Not knowing what to do, Yuki just sat in silence.
Shuichi was waiting for the answer. He knew that Yuki love him but he wanted to hear it from the man. He wanted Yuki to admit his feeling if they were going to fight together for their love. The silence had really gotten to him, didn't want to force the writer any longer, he said:
"Never mind, you don't need to say anything."
Yuki turned to hug his lover tight.
"Yuki, you know that I love you, don't you? Please don't ever question my love for you" Shuichi said in a sincere voice.
What was that for? But Yuki answered anyway.
"Yes, I know."
Of all the thing Yuki could think of, he could never think of what was going to happen next.
"Yuki, let break up"
Silence,
Did I hear it right or did he just say he wants to break up?
"WHAT?" Shouted Yuki
"What do you mean by that?"
"Let's break up, Yuki."
He is joking right?
"Are you serious, Shuichi? If you are joking, I'll never forgive you."
"I am serious, Yuki"
"But why? Did I do something wrong?"
"I am sorry, it is not your fault, it is mine. I am unable to say anything else."
"I am not letting you go like that. I was right from the beginning, there is something strange about you since last week. Tell me the reason. Who CALL YOU LAST WEEK? IT IS THAT CALL ISN'T IT."
Shuichi just sat in silence.
"ANSWER ME"
"It is not your choice, Yuki and Yes, it is because of that phone call."
"Not my choice. Is it your choice then? You said you love me. Why can you leave me? Oh, I know, your new lover call you last week doesn't it? So now you are leaving for him or is it her?" said Yuki in a bitter voice.
"I don't have the other lover. I love you but I can't stay by your side anymore. Please understand it."
"No you are liar, if you love me, why do you leave me. You are a liar. You don't love me at all do you?"
"Yuki."
"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT, YOU LIAR."
"If that what you want Yuki, but I DO NOT LIE TO YOU. I have never, ever lie to you. Do you think it is easier to do this if I just lie to you, find whatever reason so I don't need to explain anything. I don't want to lie to you, Yuki."
Stood up, Shuichi reach to his pocket and left the spare key Yuki gave him on the table. The key he had to beg Yuki for along time to get but he was letting it go like nothing important now.
"Good bye Yuki. I will send somebody here to get my stuff later."
Shuichi left the apartment quietly.
"Oh god, what have I done? Did I do something wrong? I don't want him to leave me, after so long, I have finally found him. I will not let you go, Shuichi."
Yuki runs out of his apartment to find Shuichi. He caught the sign of the pink hair stood outside. Prepare to call for him when he noticed that the boy was not alone. He stood with the other man and Shuichi was hugging him tight. Together, they made their way to the waiting car. Unable to say or do anything, Yuki just stood there and watched his lover left with the other man.
To be continue.
The next chapter will be ready in a day or two (I hope). Pleasssssssssse wait for it. Ah, I love you guy..............