I hope you can enjoy this chapter more than the previous one.
Again, Gravitation isn't mine.
What do you mean you are leaving?
Chapter 4: the concert.
Mika was very worry about her brother. It had been a week since she had heard anything from him. It wasn't unusual for him to disappear like that when Shuichi was on tour but now Shuichi wasn't away and he was getting ready for his concert so it was really strange that she couldn't find him anywhere. She had called him for a thousand times as well as paying him a visit but no body had answer the phone or opened the door. She could understand when it happened in the morning but at night, Shuichi should be home, he should pick up the phone or open the door even if Eiri didn't agree with it. She did ask her husband to know whether Shuichi was staying at work but the president inform her that the child always left early. Why did Eiri always make her worry about him? She was on her way to NG to ask Shuichi about her brother.
***
Shuichi was doing his rehearsal as usual. It had been five days seen he broke up with Yuki. The next day he went to work as usual. He was great by a mountain of question from Hiro, Suguru, K and Sakano. He had to face the very angry and upset Hiro as well.
"What have you done all this time, Shuichi? Yuki came here to look for you yesterday. Why did you said you don't feeling well and you want to stay at home while in true, you are not even rest. Am I still your best friends?"
"Sorry, Hiro. I need someday off to be alone but I can't find any reason to force K to give me a break. I don't want you to worry about me Hiro." He left out the best friend part and Hiro noticed it.
"It doesn't mean you can not say that to me. You at least could tell me about it. So what have you been doing?"
"Nothing special."
"Can you tell me about that?"
"Sorry, I can't tell you."
"Oh right. I am nothing to you. Do as you like? Like I care."
Then Hiro left without saying a word to him. He was angry with him, he sured about it. And he was still angry. Why did everything go out of his way? He met Hiro everyday but the guy didn't even say hello to him.
Tomorrow is the night of concert. I should work hard for that. Let put everything aside now. I can't regret anything now. After all this is the way I have choose.
***
The door of the rehearsal room opened at that moment to release a very piss Mika. It caught the attention of everybody in the room at that very moment. For everyone else, exclude Shuichi, this entrance showed was so similar to the one Yuki did last week. They were wondering what would happen next. For one thing they had learn when they were working with NG that was never ever made the president's wife angry, they would be dead by tomorrow if that happened. Mika was slowly approaching Shuichi. All they could do was prey for the singer's safety.
"Shuichi, do you know where is my stupid brother?"
"Why should I know?" Answered a very annoying Shuichi. Everybody was looking at him with wide eyes, nobody dared to talk to Mika that way.
"You are his lover, you should know where he is. Tell me now" Mika demanded
"For one thing you should know, it is ex-lover now. We broke up last week." Shuichi said firmly
"What?" everyone in the room asked at the same time while Mika stood deadly in silence. To tell the true, all of them were shock, if they were really broke up then how could Shuichi worked so well for the whole week. The singer always down when there was something happened with Yuki but this time he didn't even show any emotion.
"Did he break up with you again?" asked Mika after she regains control.
"No, I broke up with him." If they didn't freak out before, they are now. There was no change that Shuichi could do that. Everybody though that it should be the other man who would do it first. Hell, they even placed a bet on it.
"You did what?" all of them asked
"Why did you do that?" this time, it was Mika.
"None of your business."
"It is my business when my brother is involve"
"Are you his mother or something? You should quit that Mika-san, you really annoy him." Shuichi said irritated.
"Why, you. I was wrong, I thought that you could be the only one who can bring Yuki happiness. But now you do this to him. How can you? Let me tell you, I couldn't get a hold of him for a week already, god know where is he at this moment? He could be dead in some place already. It is all your fault if something happened to him." Mika left in a hurry. She wanted to find her brother as soon as possible. She knew it too well that her brother love Shuichi very much. He had never treated anyone like the way he did to Shuichi.
Back to the room, every one just stood there. They didn't know what they should do.
You are wrong Mika, It is not only god know where is Yuki now, I also know very well where is he but what the point of telling you about it. You will ask me too many question then.
"Did you really do that?" for the first time in five days, Hiro had talked to him again.
"Yes, isn't it what you always want? You always think about how much Yuki always hurt me didn't you. Are you happy now?"
The answer really shock Hiro, the Shuichi he knew had never talked to him like that but he chose to ignore it.
"Why didn't you tell us?" carried on with his question.
"What the point of telling all of you this? It change nothing anyway"
"What is the way of talking to your friend? What is wrong with you? If you continue doing this, you will lose all your friends really soon."
"What if I don't want to have friends anymore?" His eyes turned really cold when he said this.
"I am leaving now, I will be back before the concert tomorrow." He said and waved his hand.
"Stand right there. If you move I will blow up your head. I don't want you to ruin the concert tomorrow so stay here and practice some more." K said.
"Don't joke around K." Shuichi turned to face K. His eyes were as cool as demon.
"Your gun is out of bullet for quite along time now. You just use that gun to scare us." Then he continued to walk to the door.
"And don't worry about the concert tomorrow, it will be my best concert ever. Bye." And he left.
***
"What is wrong with him?" said Suguru. He was too shock to say anything until now.
"He is completely difference. Can a people change so much in a short time? Did the break up with Yuki make Shuichi mad?" Sakano said afterward.
"I don't know, I really don't know. And what with don't want to have anymore friends." Answered Hiro.
"I will have to find out about it." Then K followed Shuichi.
"Let wait for me. I want to know what is going wrong as well." Said Hiro.
"Me too" This time was Suguru
"Me too" and then Sakano
***
Shuichi was walking out of NG building when he heard his name called.
"Hey, Shuichi"
Turn back, he saw Saki who was standing near a black car.
"I am coming to pick you up."
"Did I tell you that you don't need to do so? I am fine on my own." Answered Shuichi.
"I know you will be fine but I want to meet you."
"You can meet me later. I am on my way to meet you anyway. You know full well why I don't want you to come here. The other scandal is something I don't want to face now."
"Oh, that should be fun. "Bad Luck vocalist has a secret relationship with the head of police department." Is that good enough?"
"Well, it is good enough but we should leave now."
"Let's go Shu-chan." Said in playful voice
"Stop playing around. You are too old for that already." Shuichi snapped back.
"I am not the one who is playing around. You are the one. Why did you talk to your friends that anyway? You don't have to do that."
"You heard. You should know the reason. For me, Bad Luck and Yuki are both very important. I just do what I think is necessary. Didn't you the one who said that I should break up with Yuki. So I think it is also the best if I stay away from them as well. I am just doing what you said." Answered Shuichi
"Don't say like I am an only bad man here. If you don't break up with him, it is alright with me. It is your choice. I don't force you to do so."
"But you know I will do as you say."
"True. So don't say I force you on doing so."
"If we don't leave now, we will be late."
"I think you are right"
They get in the car and drive off.
***
"Saki, where is Yuki now? Is he still at home?" Shuichi asked in a very quiet voice. After left NG, he had thought about nothing else but Yuki.
"I think you will ask. Yes, he is still there. Are you worry about him?"
"Yes, I am."
"Don't worry, he will be fine. He can bear with it. I am more worry about you. I know you are also hurt a lot but you have to stay calm and control yourself all the time."
"I am fine."
A moment of silence was created until:
"Shuichi. I think your friends care about you a lot."
"Didn't I tell you that I don't want to talk about this matter anymore."
"If you don't think about Yuki a lot, you should have notice it by now. We have been followed since we left NG." After confirm what the other man said. Shuichi gave a sigh and spoke:
"Oh god. Do they know when to give up? I bet it is K who start all of this."
"What should we do with them? Should we teach them a lesson or two about not following the other around?"
"Leave those poor guy alone, Saki. I don't want they get hurt. Cut them off. Don't let them know where are we going."
"You've got it." He speed up the car and in less than five minutes, they were lost to the other.
***
"Oh, shit. We've lost them." K said.
They had followed Shuichi car since they left the building but just in a few minutes, the car speed up and boom, they couldn't find it anywhere.
"I thought your skill is really good. How can you lost them so easy." Asked Hiro.
"That guy is not a normal person. I think he knew we are following him from the beginning. Look at your right side."
They all looked at the right when they notice that they were outside NG once again.
"How? When?" Asked Sakano
"He was leading us around the city all those time. How can I lose to a kid?" a vein was popping out of his head.
"Who is he anyway? And what with doing as he say? Did Shuichi really break up with Yuki because that guy said so." Hiro said angrily. It seem that all of them had arrive a second late to here who Saki really is.
"I think we should wait and ask Shuichi about it tomorrow. It is if he is willing to say it." This commence was belong to Suguru.
"If he doesn't, I will force him to do so. This time I have to get ready. It is time to go and buy some more bullets." K said.
"So what Shuichi said was true. You are out of bullet." Shout Sakano.
"Yeah, I was out of bullet since the day Yuki came to find us." Said K
"Wait, how can Shuichi know it. He talked like he knew exactly when you are out of it." Hiro asked.
"I wonder how as well." K replied. "Even if he knew how many bullet did I have and counting each time I shoot, he shouldn't know it if he wasn't there."
"I swear that I will find out the reason." Shout K.
Just then, Hiro received the text message. "It is from Shuichi." he announced and read it out loud.
"Don't follow me around. You should be at NG to get ready for tomorrow concert. See you all tomorrow."
"That bastard, I am going to kill him." Shout K. Everybody looked at him nerves. After all, they were the one near him now.
***
Mika arrived at Yuki's building an hour latter. She banged on the door and shout: "Eiri, I know you are in there. Open the door now. Don't force me to break it down"
"Eiri listen to me. Open the door now." She shouted for thirty minutes and then gave up. She had called Tatsuha just after she had left NG. Tatsuha was also in Tokyo. That boy used any excuse so he could be with his god, Ryuchi. Tatsuha had the key to Yuki house. It was so unfair when Tatsuha had it but she didn't. Everytime when she managed to have the key, Yuki always changed the lock the next day so she didn't even bother to get the key now.
"What are you sitting there for?" Asked Tatsuha when he arrived.
"Waiting for you, what's else. Now open the door for me."
"What's the matter now? You didn't even tell me the reason why you need the key so badly?"
"I am worry about Eiri. Did you know Shuichi break up with him last week?"
"What, it can't be. You are joking right?"
"NO. I am not and hurry open that door fast."
After they unlock the door, they step in a very dark room. Yuki was nowhere to be found. Together, they searched for Yuki. A short while later, they found him in his bedroom. He was sitting on his bed and smoking. He didn't look up to see who his visitors were. He didn't care.
Gosh, I am so stupid. I believed what you said and followed you, just to find you with the other man. Shuichi, you are a really good liar. No, you are the best one. So why, I am still thinking about you? You really don't care anymore, do you? I want to forget you so badly, I even went out to find another girls but I can't do anything, every time when I kiss any of them, your face show up in my head. I can't forget you. I can't stop myself thinking about you. The house is so lonely without you. There is nothing left of you in this house anymore. I wonder when did you get it? You don't even have a key now so how did you get it. The true is I don't care how you did it, I just know that there is a greatest lost when I came home to find everything really gone, you won't come back this time. No more. Where are you now Shuichi? Are you with him now? Who is he? I lose you now, I've lost you to him. I don't want it this way, I want to have you back.
***
Mika and Tatsuha were looking at Yuki quietly. The man didn't look at them, he didn't ask them to leave like he always did. He just sat there and deep in though.
"Eiri, talk to me, please" begged Mika
Silence
"Eiri, please"
Silence
"I heard from Shuichi ." she didn't get to finish her sentence.
"Leave me alone, I don't want to talk to you." Yuki snapped back. The mention of Shuichi name had brought the reaction from him.
"Please don't be like that Eiri." Mika said. Tear was running down her beautiful face. Tatsuha was standing in silence and looked at his brother and sister. He didn't know what to do. The only time something similar happened was the incident in New York, betray by the one he trusted the most but this time the pain in his eye was greater. He must have trusted Shuichi more than his sensei. After all, the boy decided to stay with him when he learned what had happened in New York.
"Why, Mika? Why did the one I love always betray me? Am I that hateful?" Yuki started to talk.
"No, don't talk like that. It is their own fault if they can't see how good you are."
"He said that he love me, he said that even before he left me. I did trust him then. He said that there is no other. I did trust all of them, I trust what he said but why did he have to be with the other man right after he leave my side?"
"Eiri, Eiri, don't be like that. I don't know what had happened between you two but if Shuichi do that, he must have his reason. Didn't he tell you he love you before he leave, there should be a reason. I know that kid, I can see love fill his eye when he looks at you. If you want to trust him, then do so. You don't know what the other man means to him, so ask him if you want to know. If you love a person, you have to trust them. If you feel that he still love you, believe in that when he said he still love you. Eiri, you have to find the answer you want on your own. Running away is not the way to solve the problem."
Does Shuichi still love him? Thinking back, he did tell him many times that he love him and that he will never lie to him.
"Yuki, you know that I love you, don't you? Please don't ever question my love for you"
"I DO NOT LIE TO YOU. I have never, ever lie to you. Do you think it is easier to do this if I just lie to you, find whatever reason so I don't need to explain anything. I don't want to lie to you, Yuki"
"Do you really think he still love me? Do you really think I should trust him" The true was I wanted to trust him but I were afraid that I will get hurt like before. But it would be alright wouldn't it Shuichi because you are not Yuki sensei, you are my Shuichi.
Shuichi, please don't break this child anymore. He had been through enough. I trust you will bring him happiness even now, I still can see in your eye the love and concern you have for him even you are trying to hide it behind those cold eyes you show me. Please give him the reason, the one reason for him to live. Think Mika
"I am going to meet him now" Yuki said after a long pause.
"Wait, Eiri. It is late now. I guess Shuichi left NG already. Why don't you wait until tomorrow unless you know where is Shuichi staying and look at you, you look like a mess now. How long didn't you change and eat something?" Asked Mika in a mother's voice.
"I don't know. I couple of days."
"You should go to take a shower while I prepare something for you to eat."
"But."
"No but, go now."
"Yeah, mother." And he went to take a shower.
***
"What do you think you are doing? Do you know what will happen if Shuichi doesn't going back to his side. He will brake completely. Does it what you want to see?" said Tatsuha angrily
"Do you have any other way to comfort him? After what happened in New York, he didn't opened up with anybody until Shuichi came. I want to believe in that child. I think he still love Eiri."
"I know, I want to believe him too but I don't want to see Yuki broke again." He was looking down to the floor and said nothing else when his sister was watching him.
"That's enough for now, can you cook something? I want to find out where Shuichi is." She asked her brother
"Ok" Tatsuha answer.
After asking around for around ten minutes, she couldn't find where Shuichi was.
"Did you find where is Shuichi?" asked Tatsuha
"No, I have call his parent's house but nobody pick up the phone, I call Hiro and he said that he doesn't want to talk about that baka now. It seem that they have an argument as well. The same go for K, Suguru and Sakano. I even call Ryuchi but he said he hasn't seen Shuichi for a week already. Do you know where can he be?"
"No idea. We should tell Yuki to come to tomorrow concert."
"The problem is how can we convince him to do so?" Mika asked.
After along time of talking, at last he gave up the argument with his sister and brother. They forced him to go to sleep and went to the concert to meet Shuichi, he wanted to do it that evening. But there was no way he could leave when his sister and brother were out there.
***
The day of the concert had arrived. It was two hours before the start and everybody was waiting for Shuichi to show up.
"Do you think he will come?" asked Sakano
"Yeah, he will. He told us so." Answered Hiro
"If he doesn't I won't show him merci." Add K
"We have Nittle Grasper here." Suguru said calmly.
***
"Are you sure you don't want to cancel today's concert?" Asked Saki
"You know me, Saki. I won't change at the last minute and I want to do it as my last present for her." Answered Shuichi. "So please be fast, we have a little more than one hour before the concert start."
"As you wish, Shuichi but I am coming in with you today."
"I don't have a choice, do I? Fine then, they already saw you yesterday so there is no point of hiding you anymore."
Shuichi arrived at NG about ten minutes later. He hurried and changed to his stage clothe. Saki followed him closely. He met with the other a minute later.
"Hi everybody." Shuichi said when he came into the room.
"You are here at last. Do you have any ideal what time is it? We don't even have time to rehearsal one more time." Said Hiro
"Don't worry, I will be fine today." Shuichi said calmly.
At that time, everyone notice that Shuichi was not alone. He was with the man from yesterday.
"Who is he Shuichi? Is he the one with you yesterday?" Hiro asked again. He felt annoy about the man who was with Shuichi all the time.
"Yes, he is the one with me yesterday." answered Shuichi
"Don't be so calm. Did you really break up with Yuki because of he say so?"
"Oh my, you didn't just follow me around the city yesterday, you were spy on me as well. So if it is like what you said. What are you going to do about it?" Shuichi was challenging them.
"Is that it Shuichi, you broke up with me because that man say so?" Nobody had time to react when Yuki suddenly appeared at the door. "Tell me Shuichi, is he that importance to you? Is he more importance than me?" asked Yuki
"Yuki." Shuichi managed to say at last. "What are you doing here?"
"Is that all you can say to me now? What does that man mean to you? You said you still love me. I believe that so I came here today. I don't want to lose you. I want to tell you that I LOVE YOU Shuichi. Please come back to me."
Every one in the room was stunned they didn't expect to hear this from Yuki, not in front of every body anyway.
"Yuki, why did you choose now to say that" Shuichi was happy, he was happy that at last Yuki told him what he wanted to hear the most. But at the same time, he didn't know what he had to do.
"Is it too late for that now, Shuichi? I can't lose you Shuichi. Not now, not forever. I want to stay by your side." His eye was looking right at Shuichi, they stared at each other for a long time until Shuichi turned away and looked at Saki, waiting for him to say something.
"Do as you like Shuichi, do what you think is the best but be sure to bear with the consequence of your action." He smiled at Shuichi.
"I know Saki. Thank you, I know what I should do now." Shuichi replied.
Yuki was angry, no it more liked jealous. Why did Shuichi look at that man like he was asking for permission? He didn't understand it at all. But now he doesn't have time to think about it, he was too worry about what would Shuichi do.
"Sorry everybody, can I talk with Yuki alone for a moment?" Shuichi asked nicely
"All right, talk all you like. But be sure that you will be at your best for today's concert. If not, I am going to kill you." Said K "And just to tell you, I brought a lot of extra bullet today."
"I know that. Don't worry, today concert will be my best." Shuichi reply happily.
And everyone left the two lovers alone include Saki, the one who had said that he would follow Shuichi anywhere today. After leaving the room, all of them press their ears at the door to hear what happened inside.
"Stop it, curious kid. Leave those two alone." Said Saki to the group.
"And why should we have to listen to you. Like you don't want to know what is going on inside that door." K said irritates.
"Sure, I want to know what is going on inside there as well but Shuichi will tell me later. And don't you dare to oppose me." Said Saki, his peaceful aura had changed to black. He gave a look, which every body had to stand away but not K. They were stare at each other like tiger and lion.
***
"What do you want to tell me now, Shuichi?" asked a nervous Yuki. He didn't know what else to say. He wanted Shuichi back to his side, he wanted to trust in his feeling.
"Yuki, do you trust me?"
"Yes, I trust you, if not, I won't be here today." Yuki answered honestly.
"I am really happy when you said that you love me today. I am really do but I can't go back to your side now." Shuichi glanced at the floor to avoid Yuki's look.
"But why, Shuichi? Is it because of that man, did he said that you can't? Why did you have to ask for his permission?" Yuki was now holding Shuichi hand tight.
"It is not because of him, Yuki and I don't need his permission on anything. It is just that I respect him and I own him something I can never repay so I want to do what he think is the best but will you wait for me Yuki?" Shuichi looked at Yuki's eyes when he said that. "I don't know how long this will last but I guess it wouldn't be longer than one month, wait for me one month, I would be back to you after one month. If not, don't wait for me anymore. Find the other who can make you truly happy."
Yuki eyes lid up at this. "I will wait for you, no matter how long. You just need to ask for it. I will wait for you forever if I need to. There will be no other, just only you. I will wait for you. I love you Shuichi." He said and embraces his lover. Shuichi also held him tight then he suddenly remembered something else.
"You are a liar Yuki. How can it be only me when I just leave me for one day and you went out to look for the other girl?" Shuichi was really sad when Saki gave him the report about Yuki that day. He was not sad anymore but he was annoy.
"How? How did you know about that?" the panicking Yuki asked. If it was the other question he could answer but how could he explain this things to his lover?
"It is a secret. Is it something I shouldn't know?"
"Yeah, you shouldn't know that."
"Yeah, you kiss three girls in total, went to the hotel with one of them. Why Yuki? Why didn't you do it? I left you so why did you just leave the poor girl there without even paying for the room?" Asked a cute litter Shuichi.
"You baka. Because I love you, at that time, all I can see is you." Yuki was blushing. He couldn't believe he just said that.
"Thank you, Yuki." He stood on his tiptoe to kiss the other man. They had a long and passion kiss. "Yuki, one last request. Can you not tell anybody about what we talk about. I don't want to answer their questions. That is something I don't want to talk about. Don't ask me anything, Yuki. I will tell you when I can." Shuichi begged.
"I won't ask if you don't want. About the other, I won't tell them. When did I start to share my business with the other people? But I want to know one thing as well."
"What do you want to know?"
"Who is that guy Saki? Are you staying with him now? What do you feel about him?" he talked in one sentence, the way Shuichi always talked to him.
"That is three question, Yuki. Are you worried? You can say that Saki and I are related. His greater grandparent is my great grandparent's brother so we are distance related and I am staying with him now. Don't worry Yuki, you don't need to be jealous, I think of him as my brother."
"Is that all? Just Brother?" he was really happy inside to hear that.
"Yeah, brother. Quit talking like that, it is annoying." Shuichi answered again.
"I think I should go now. The concert will start in ten minute now and Yuki please don't ask anything about today concert. Whatever happened, don't ask me a reason."
"No, I won't if you don't want. Tell me when you think you can. I will wait for you."
"I love you, Yuki"
"I love you too Shuichi."
And they kiss.
***
When they opened the door, they saw K and Saki still standing and glared at each other.
"What are you two doing?" Shuichi asked
"He wants to listen to your conversation. I just stop him." Answered Saki.
"So, we are lucky that it didn't cause a gun fire. Be careful K, his shooting skill is better than you."
"Who is he anyway?" asked K
"He is Saki Sindou. My distance related and he is the head of Japan police department." A very innocent Shuichi said.
"What, I have never heard you say anything about him." Hiro response
"It didn't come up"
"No wonder he knew we were following them yesterday." Said K. He was quite surprise to learn that. He had heard that the head of police was a really talent man but he had never though that he could be this young. He was no older than twenty-five. And what was he doing at Shuichi's concert. He should have a lot of work to do.
"Did you two back together?" asked Hiro
"No, we are not." Answer Shuichi.
"We should be ready for the concert now. Let's go." He add
***
The concert started as they expect and K had to agree that this was Shuichi's best performance. All the song had perfect until the end. When Shuichi finished the last song they were support to sing that day. Everybody thought that it should be the end of the concert but Shuichi didn't finish at that. He started to talk.
"Minna-san, did you like it? Because today is the special day for me so I want to sing one more song. The song I compose on my own. I put all my heart and my mind onto it. It is my last present for the only girl I love. Please listen. I will perform this song alone." He moveed to Suguru and asked for the keyboard. He knew that all the eye were on him now but he didn't care, he wanted to do this for her.
Yuki stood on the back of the stage with Saki, K and Sakano. He was surprise to hear it. He didn't know that Shuichi loves a girl but didn't Shuichi said that he love Yuki. He wanted to ask about this but he has promise Shuichi he won't ask him anything but there was someone he could asked.
"Saki, do you know about that girl?"
Saki looked at Yuki for a moment and answer. "Yes"
"Who is she?" Yuki was happy to know that the man knew her but he also very nerves to know what the other girl mean to Shuichi.
"My sister." At that time, the music started so everybody attention changed to Shuichi. Although Yuki wanted to ask more but he also wanted to hear the song.
***
"When did you have a girl you love, Shuichi?" Hiro whispered next to him but he didn't answer. He started his song.
You are the light of my life. Your smile has lighten my day. You love me and I love you. So why did you leave me for the land of death.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
You have ask for my smile at your last moment. I couldn't give you. I don't know how to smile. Maybe it is for the best that you left me. I love you but I hurt you.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
I wish to see you again. That beautiful smile. Crystal blue eyes.
I want to show you my smile. It used to belong to you. The smile you gave me as your last presence. At last I have learn how to smile. I want to bring the other happiness. Like the way you to me.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
I couldn't smile then. I have let you down.
I want to tell you. I want to show you. I have fulfill your last wish. At last I can let you go. My beautiful little angel. I love you, I always love you.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
The song finish and the whole stadium were staying quiet. The song was sad. They could fell the pain that Shuichi was feeling, the pain of losing the one he love.
Yuki stood still, he didn't know that, Shuichi's feeling. He didn't know anything about Shuichi at all. The pain he had been through. Yuki could feel that, Shuichi was hurt deep down. And what was the meaning of all those words? He wanted to know. He wanted Shuichi to share it with him. He looked at Saki next to him. The guy said that she is his sister so he had to know what was her last wish?
"Saki, what is your sister last wish?"
Saki looked at Yuki again and he reply "for Shuichi to find the one he love, the one can make him happy." Yuki didn't know what else he could say. The girl must had loved him a lot to think about his happiness before she die.
***
"Thank you for listening. Today is the anniversary for her death so I want to sing for her. I wish that she could hear my voice in heaven. And this will be my last song."
Shuichi stopped and look around then he gave an announcement: "This will also be my last concert. From now on, I am no longer BAD LUCK vocalist."
To be continue.
At last finish this chapter. I hope you will like this one. I wrote the song myself. I know I suck at it but please go easy on me. I don't know how to write a song so I just wrote what I have to write. Thank you very much to the one who is reading my fics. ^_^
What do you mean you are leaving?
Chapter 4: the concert.
Mika was very worry about her brother. It had been a week since she had heard anything from him. It wasn't unusual for him to disappear like that when Shuichi was on tour but now Shuichi wasn't away and he was getting ready for his concert so it was really strange that she couldn't find him anywhere. She had called him for a thousand times as well as paying him a visit but no body had answer the phone or opened the door. She could understand when it happened in the morning but at night, Shuichi should be home, he should pick up the phone or open the door even if Eiri didn't agree with it. She did ask her husband to know whether Shuichi was staying at work but the president inform her that the child always left early. Why did Eiri always make her worry about him? She was on her way to NG to ask Shuichi about her brother.
***
Shuichi was doing his rehearsal as usual. It had been five days seen he broke up with Yuki. The next day he went to work as usual. He was great by a mountain of question from Hiro, Suguru, K and Sakano. He had to face the very angry and upset Hiro as well.
"What have you done all this time, Shuichi? Yuki came here to look for you yesterday. Why did you said you don't feeling well and you want to stay at home while in true, you are not even rest. Am I still your best friends?"
"Sorry, Hiro. I need someday off to be alone but I can't find any reason to force K to give me a break. I don't want you to worry about me Hiro." He left out the best friend part and Hiro noticed it.
"It doesn't mean you can not say that to me. You at least could tell me about it. So what have you been doing?"
"Nothing special."
"Can you tell me about that?"
"Sorry, I can't tell you."
"Oh right. I am nothing to you. Do as you like? Like I care."
Then Hiro left without saying a word to him. He was angry with him, he sured about it. And he was still angry. Why did everything go out of his way? He met Hiro everyday but the guy didn't even say hello to him.
Tomorrow is the night of concert. I should work hard for that. Let put everything aside now. I can't regret anything now. After all this is the way I have choose.
***
The door of the rehearsal room opened at that moment to release a very piss Mika. It caught the attention of everybody in the room at that very moment. For everyone else, exclude Shuichi, this entrance showed was so similar to the one Yuki did last week. They were wondering what would happen next. For one thing they had learn when they were working with NG that was never ever made the president's wife angry, they would be dead by tomorrow if that happened. Mika was slowly approaching Shuichi. All they could do was prey for the singer's safety.
"Shuichi, do you know where is my stupid brother?"
"Why should I know?" Answered a very annoying Shuichi. Everybody was looking at him with wide eyes, nobody dared to talk to Mika that way.
"You are his lover, you should know where he is. Tell me now" Mika demanded
"For one thing you should know, it is ex-lover now. We broke up last week." Shuichi said firmly
"What?" everyone in the room asked at the same time while Mika stood deadly in silence. To tell the true, all of them were shock, if they were really broke up then how could Shuichi worked so well for the whole week. The singer always down when there was something happened with Yuki but this time he didn't even show any emotion.
"Did he break up with you again?" asked Mika after she regains control.
"No, I broke up with him." If they didn't freak out before, they are now. There was no change that Shuichi could do that. Everybody though that it should be the other man who would do it first. Hell, they even placed a bet on it.
"You did what?" all of them asked
"Why did you do that?" this time, it was Mika.
"None of your business."
"It is my business when my brother is involve"
"Are you his mother or something? You should quit that Mika-san, you really annoy him." Shuichi said irritated.
"Why, you. I was wrong, I thought that you could be the only one who can bring Yuki happiness. But now you do this to him. How can you? Let me tell you, I couldn't get a hold of him for a week already, god know where is he at this moment? He could be dead in some place already. It is all your fault if something happened to him." Mika left in a hurry. She wanted to find her brother as soon as possible. She knew it too well that her brother love Shuichi very much. He had never treated anyone like the way he did to Shuichi.
Back to the room, every one just stood there. They didn't know what they should do.
You are wrong Mika, It is not only god know where is Yuki now, I also know very well where is he but what the point of telling you about it. You will ask me too many question then.
"Did you really do that?" for the first time in five days, Hiro had talked to him again.
"Yes, isn't it what you always want? You always think about how much Yuki always hurt me didn't you. Are you happy now?"
The answer really shock Hiro, the Shuichi he knew had never talked to him like that but he chose to ignore it.
"Why didn't you tell us?" carried on with his question.
"What the point of telling all of you this? It change nothing anyway"
"What is the way of talking to your friend? What is wrong with you? If you continue doing this, you will lose all your friends really soon."
"What if I don't want to have friends anymore?" His eyes turned really cold when he said this.
"I am leaving now, I will be back before the concert tomorrow." He said and waved his hand.
"Stand right there. If you move I will blow up your head. I don't want you to ruin the concert tomorrow so stay here and practice some more." K said.
"Don't joke around K." Shuichi turned to face K. His eyes were as cool as demon.
"Your gun is out of bullet for quite along time now. You just use that gun to scare us." Then he continued to walk to the door.
"And don't worry about the concert tomorrow, it will be my best concert ever. Bye." And he left.
***
"What is wrong with him?" said Suguru. He was too shock to say anything until now.
"He is completely difference. Can a people change so much in a short time? Did the break up with Yuki make Shuichi mad?" Sakano said afterward.
"I don't know, I really don't know. And what with don't want to have anymore friends." Answered Hiro.
"I will have to find out about it." Then K followed Shuichi.
"Let wait for me. I want to know what is going wrong as well." Said Hiro.
"Me too" This time was Suguru
"Me too" and then Sakano
***
Shuichi was walking out of NG building when he heard his name called.
"Hey, Shuichi"
Turn back, he saw Saki who was standing near a black car.
"I am coming to pick you up."
"Did I tell you that you don't need to do so? I am fine on my own." Answered Shuichi.
"I know you will be fine but I want to meet you."
"You can meet me later. I am on my way to meet you anyway. You know full well why I don't want you to come here. The other scandal is something I don't want to face now."
"Oh, that should be fun. "Bad Luck vocalist has a secret relationship with the head of police department." Is that good enough?"
"Well, it is good enough but we should leave now."
"Let's go Shu-chan." Said in playful voice
"Stop playing around. You are too old for that already." Shuichi snapped back.
"I am not the one who is playing around. You are the one. Why did you talk to your friends that anyway? You don't have to do that."
"You heard. You should know the reason. For me, Bad Luck and Yuki are both very important. I just do what I think is necessary. Didn't you the one who said that I should break up with Yuki. So I think it is also the best if I stay away from them as well. I am just doing what you said." Answered Shuichi
"Don't say like I am an only bad man here. If you don't break up with him, it is alright with me. It is your choice. I don't force you to do so."
"But you know I will do as you say."
"True. So don't say I force you on doing so."
"If we don't leave now, we will be late."
"I think you are right"
They get in the car and drive off.
***
"Saki, where is Yuki now? Is he still at home?" Shuichi asked in a very quiet voice. After left NG, he had thought about nothing else but Yuki.
"I think you will ask. Yes, he is still there. Are you worry about him?"
"Yes, I am."
"Don't worry, he will be fine. He can bear with it. I am more worry about you. I know you are also hurt a lot but you have to stay calm and control yourself all the time."
"I am fine."
A moment of silence was created until:
"Shuichi. I think your friends care about you a lot."
"Didn't I tell you that I don't want to talk about this matter anymore."
"If you don't think about Yuki a lot, you should have notice it by now. We have been followed since we left NG." After confirm what the other man said. Shuichi gave a sigh and spoke:
"Oh god. Do they know when to give up? I bet it is K who start all of this."
"What should we do with them? Should we teach them a lesson or two about not following the other around?"
"Leave those poor guy alone, Saki. I don't want they get hurt. Cut them off. Don't let them know where are we going."
"You've got it." He speed up the car and in less than five minutes, they were lost to the other.
***
"Oh, shit. We've lost them." K said.
They had followed Shuichi car since they left the building but just in a few minutes, the car speed up and boom, they couldn't find it anywhere.
"I thought your skill is really good. How can you lost them so easy." Asked Hiro.
"That guy is not a normal person. I think he knew we are following him from the beginning. Look at your right side."
They all looked at the right when they notice that they were outside NG once again.
"How? When?" Asked Sakano
"He was leading us around the city all those time. How can I lose to a kid?" a vein was popping out of his head.
"Who is he anyway? And what with doing as he say? Did Shuichi really break up with Yuki because that guy said so." Hiro said angrily. It seem that all of them had arrive a second late to here who Saki really is.
"I think we should wait and ask Shuichi about it tomorrow. It is if he is willing to say it." This commence was belong to Suguru.
"If he doesn't, I will force him to do so. This time I have to get ready. It is time to go and buy some more bullets." K said.
"So what Shuichi said was true. You are out of bullet." Shout Sakano.
"Yeah, I was out of bullet since the day Yuki came to find us." Said K
"Wait, how can Shuichi know it. He talked like he knew exactly when you are out of it." Hiro asked.
"I wonder how as well." K replied. "Even if he knew how many bullet did I have and counting each time I shoot, he shouldn't know it if he wasn't there."
"I swear that I will find out the reason." Shout K.
Just then, Hiro received the text message. "It is from Shuichi." he announced and read it out loud.
"Don't follow me around. You should be at NG to get ready for tomorrow concert. See you all tomorrow."
"That bastard, I am going to kill him." Shout K. Everybody looked at him nerves. After all, they were the one near him now.
***
Mika arrived at Yuki's building an hour latter. She banged on the door and shout: "Eiri, I know you are in there. Open the door now. Don't force me to break it down"
"Eiri listen to me. Open the door now." She shouted for thirty minutes and then gave up. She had called Tatsuha just after she had left NG. Tatsuha was also in Tokyo. That boy used any excuse so he could be with his god, Ryuchi. Tatsuha had the key to Yuki house. It was so unfair when Tatsuha had it but she didn't. Everytime when she managed to have the key, Yuki always changed the lock the next day so she didn't even bother to get the key now.
"What are you sitting there for?" Asked Tatsuha when he arrived.
"Waiting for you, what's else. Now open the door for me."
"What's the matter now? You didn't even tell me the reason why you need the key so badly?"
"I am worry about Eiri. Did you know Shuichi break up with him last week?"
"What, it can't be. You are joking right?"
"NO. I am not and hurry open that door fast."
After they unlock the door, they step in a very dark room. Yuki was nowhere to be found. Together, they searched for Yuki. A short while later, they found him in his bedroom. He was sitting on his bed and smoking. He didn't look up to see who his visitors were. He didn't care.
Gosh, I am so stupid. I believed what you said and followed you, just to find you with the other man. Shuichi, you are a really good liar. No, you are the best one. So why, I am still thinking about you? You really don't care anymore, do you? I want to forget you so badly, I even went out to find another girls but I can't do anything, every time when I kiss any of them, your face show up in my head. I can't forget you. I can't stop myself thinking about you. The house is so lonely without you. There is nothing left of you in this house anymore. I wonder when did you get it? You don't even have a key now so how did you get it. The true is I don't care how you did it, I just know that there is a greatest lost when I came home to find everything really gone, you won't come back this time. No more. Where are you now Shuichi? Are you with him now? Who is he? I lose you now, I've lost you to him. I don't want it this way, I want to have you back.
***
Mika and Tatsuha were looking at Yuki quietly. The man didn't look at them, he didn't ask them to leave like he always did. He just sat there and deep in though.
"Eiri, talk to me, please" begged Mika
Silence
"Eiri, please"
Silence
"I heard from Shuichi ." she didn't get to finish her sentence.
"Leave me alone, I don't want to talk to you." Yuki snapped back. The mention of Shuichi name had brought the reaction from him.
"Please don't be like that Eiri." Mika said. Tear was running down her beautiful face. Tatsuha was standing in silence and looked at his brother and sister. He didn't know what to do. The only time something similar happened was the incident in New York, betray by the one he trusted the most but this time the pain in his eye was greater. He must have trusted Shuichi more than his sensei. After all, the boy decided to stay with him when he learned what had happened in New York.
"Why, Mika? Why did the one I love always betray me? Am I that hateful?" Yuki started to talk.
"No, don't talk like that. It is their own fault if they can't see how good you are."
"He said that he love me, he said that even before he left me. I did trust him then. He said that there is no other. I did trust all of them, I trust what he said but why did he have to be with the other man right after he leave my side?"
"Eiri, Eiri, don't be like that. I don't know what had happened between you two but if Shuichi do that, he must have his reason. Didn't he tell you he love you before he leave, there should be a reason. I know that kid, I can see love fill his eye when he looks at you. If you want to trust him, then do so. You don't know what the other man means to him, so ask him if you want to know. If you love a person, you have to trust them. If you feel that he still love you, believe in that when he said he still love you. Eiri, you have to find the answer you want on your own. Running away is not the way to solve the problem."
Does Shuichi still love him? Thinking back, he did tell him many times that he love him and that he will never lie to him.
"Yuki, you know that I love you, don't you? Please don't ever question my love for you"
"I DO NOT LIE TO YOU. I have never, ever lie to you. Do you think it is easier to do this if I just lie to you, find whatever reason so I don't need to explain anything. I don't want to lie to you, Yuki"
"Do you really think he still love me? Do you really think I should trust him" The true was I wanted to trust him but I were afraid that I will get hurt like before. But it would be alright wouldn't it Shuichi because you are not Yuki sensei, you are my Shuichi.
Shuichi, please don't break this child anymore. He had been through enough. I trust you will bring him happiness even now, I still can see in your eye the love and concern you have for him even you are trying to hide it behind those cold eyes you show me. Please give him the reason, the one reason for him to live. Think Mika
"I am going to meet him now" Yuki said after a long pause.
"Wait, Eiri. It is late now. I guess Shuichi left NG already. Why don't you wait until tomorrow unless you know where is Shuichi staying and look at you, you look like a mess now. How long didn't you change and eat something?" Asked Mika in a mother's voice.
"I don't know. I couple of days."
"You should go to take a shower while I prepare something for you to eat."
"But."
"No but, go now."
"Yeah, mother." And he went to take a shower.
***
"What do you think you are doing? Do you know what will happen if Shuichi doesn't going back to his side. He will brake completely. Does it what you want to see?" said Tatsuha angrily
"Do you have any other way to comfort him? After what happened in New York, he didn't opened up with anybody until Shuichi came. I want to believe in that child. I think he still love Eiri."
"I know, I want to believe him too but I don't want to see Yuki broke again." He was looking down to the floor and said nothing else when his sister was watching him.
"That's enough for now, can you cook something? I want to find out where Shuichi is." She asked her brother
"Ok" Tatsuha answer.
After asking around for around ten minutes, she couldn't find where Shuichi was.
"Did you find where is Shuichi?" asked Tatsuha
"No, I have call his parent's house but nobody pick up the phone, I call Hiro and he said that he doesn't want to talk about that baka now. It seem that they have an argument as well. The same go for K, Suguru and Sakano. I even call Ryuchi but he said he hasn't seen Shuichi for a week already. Do you know where can he be?"
"No idea. We should tell Yuki to come to tomorrow concert."
"The problem is how can we convince him to do so?" Mika asked.
After along time of talking, at last he gave up the argument with his sister and brother. They forced him to go to sleep and went to the concert to meet Shuichi, he wanted to do it that evening. But there was no way he could leave when his sister and brother were out there.
***
The day of the concert had arrived. It was two hours before the start and everybody was waiting for Shuichi to show up.
"Do you think he will come?" asked Sakano
"Yeah, he will. He told us so." Answered Hiro
"If he doesn't I won't show him merci." Add K
"We have Nittle Grasper here." Suguru said calmly.
***
"Are you sure you don't want to cancel today's concert?" Asked Saki
"You know me, Saki. I won't change at the last minute and I want to do it as my last present for her." Answered Shuichi. "So please be fast, we have a little more than one hour before the concert start."
"As you wish, Shuichi but I am coming in with you today."
"I don't have a choice, do I? Fine then, they already saw you yesterday so there is no point of hiding you anymore."
Shuichi arrived at NG about ten minutes later. He hurried and changed to his stage clothe. Saki followed him closely. He met with the other a minute later.
"Hi everybody." Shuichi said when he came into the room.
"You are here at last. Do you have any ideal what time is it? We don't even have time to rehearsal one more time." Said Hiro
"Don't worry, I will be fine today." Shuichi said calmly.
At that time, everyone notice that Shuichi was not alone. He was with the man from yesterday.
"Who is he Shuichi? Is he the one with you yesterday?" Hiro asked again. He felt annoy about the man who was with Shuichi all the time.
"Yes, he is the one with me yesterday." answered Shuichi
"Don't be so calm. Did you really break up with Yuki because of he say so?"
"Oh my, you didn't just follow me around the city yesterday, you were spy on me as well. So if it is like what you said. What are you going to do about it?" Shuichi was challenging them.
"Is that it Shuichi, you broke up with me because that man say so?" Nobody had time to react when Yuki suddenly appeared at the door. "Tell me Shuichi, is he that importance to you? Is he more importance than me?" asked Yuki
"Yuki." Shuichi managed to say at last. "What are you doing here?"
"Is that all you can say to me now? What does that man mean to you? You said you still love me. I believe that so I came here today. I don't want to lose you. I want to tell you that I LOVE YOU Shuichi. Please come back to me."
Every one in the room was stunned they didn't expect to hear this from Yuki, not in front of every body anyway.
"Yuki, why did you choose now to say that" Shuichi was happy, he was happy that at last Yuki told him what he wanted to hear the most. But at the same time, he didn't know what he had to do.
"Is it too late for that now, Shuichi? I can't lose you Shuichi. Not now, not forever. I want to stay by your side." His eye was looking right at Shuichi, they stared at each other for a long time until Shuichi turned away and looked at Saki, waiting for him to say something.
"Do as you like Shuichi, do what you think is the best but be sure to bear with the consequence of your action." He smiled at Shuichi.
"I know Saki. Thank you, I know what I should do now." Shuichi replied.
Yuki was angry, no it more liked jealous. Why did Shuichi look at that man like he was asking for permission? He didn't understand it at all. But now he doesn't have time to think about it, he was too worry about what would Shuichi do.
"Sorry everybody, can I talk with Yuki alone for a moment?" Shuichi asked nicely
"All right, talk all you like. But be sure that you will be at your best for today's concert. If not, I am going to kill you." Said K "And just to tell you, I brought a lot of extra bullet today."
"I know that. Don't worry, today concert will be my best." Shuichi reply happily.
And everyone left the two lovers alone include Saki, the one who had said that he would follow Shuichi anywhere today. After leaving the room, all of them press their ears at the door to hear what happened inside.
"Stop it, curious kid. Leave those two alone." Said Saki to the group.
"And why should we have to listen to you. Like you don't want to know what is going on inside that door." K said irritates.
"Sure, I want to know what is going on inside there as well but Shuichi will tell me later. And don't you dare to oppose me." Said Saki, his peaceful aura had changed to black. He gave a look, which every body had to stand away but not K. They were stare at each other like tiger and lion.
***
"What do you want to tell me now, Shuichi?" asked a nervous Yuki. He didn't know what else to say. He wanted Shuichi back to his side, he wanted to trust in his feeling.
"Yuki, do you trust me?"
"Yes, I trust you, if not, I won't be here today." Yuki answered honestly.
"I am really happy when you said that you love me today. I am really do but I can't go back to your side now." Shuichi glanced at the floor to avoid Yuki's look.
"But why, Shuichi? Is it because of that man, did he said that you can't? Why did you have to ask for his permission?" Yuki was now holding Shuichi hand tight.
"It is not because of him, Yuki and I don't need his permission on anything. It is just that I respect him and I own him something I can never repay so I want to do what he think is the best but will you wait for me Yuki?" Shuichi looked at Yuki's eyes when he said that. "I don't know how long this will last but I guess it wouldn't be longer than one month, wait for me one month, I would be back to you after one month. If not, don't wait for me anymore. Find the other who can make you truly happy."
Yuki eyes lid up at this. "I will wait for you, no matter how long. You just need to ask for it. I will wait for you forever if I need to. There will be no other, just only you. I will wait for you. I love you Shuichi." He said and embraces his lover. Shuichi also held him tight then he suddenly remembered something else.
"You are a liar Yuki. How can it be only me when I just leave me for one day and you went out to look for the other girl?" Shuichi was really sad when Saki gave him the report about Yuki that day. He was not sad anymore but he was annoy.
"How? How did you know about that?" the panicking Yuki asked. If it was the other question he could answer but how could he explain this things to his lover?
"It is a secret. Is it something I shouldn't know?"
"Yeah, you shouldn't know that."
"Yeah, you kiss three girls in total, went to the hotel with one of them. Why Yuki? Why didn't you do it? I left you so why did you just leave the poor girl there without even paying for the room?" Asked a cute litter Shuichi.
"You baka. Because I love you, at that time, all I can see is you." Yuki was blushing. He couldn't believe he just said that.
"Thank you, Yuki." He stood on his tiptoe to kiss the other man. They had a long and passion kiss. "Yuki, one last request. Can you not tell anybody about what we talk about. I don't want to answer their questions. That is something I don't want to talk about. Don't ask me anything, Yuki. I will tell you when I can." Shuichi begged.
"I won't ask if you don't want. About the other, I won't tell them. When did I start to share my business with the other people? But I want to know one thing as well."
"What do you want to know?"
"Who is that guy Saki? Are you staying with him now? What do you feel about him?" he talked in one sentence, the way Shuichi always talked to him.
"That is three question, Yuki. Are you worried? You can say that Saki and I are related. His greater grandparent is my great grandparent's brother so we are distance related and I am staying with him now. Don't worry Yuki, you don't need to be jealous, I think of him as my brother."
"Is that all? Just Brother?" he was really happy inside to hear that.
"Yeah, brother. Quit talking like that, it is annoying." Shuichi answered again.
"I think I should go now. The concert will start in ten minute now and Yuki please don't ask anything about today concert. Whatever happened, don't ask me a reason."
"No, I won't if you don't want. Tell me when you think you can. I will wait for you."
"I love you, Yuki"
"I love you too Shuichi."
And they kiss.
***
When they opened the door, they saw K and Saki still standing and glared at each other.
"What are you two doing?" Shuichi asked
"He wants to listen to your conversation. I just stop him." Answered Saki.
"So, we are lucky that it didn't cause a gun fire. Be careful K, his shooting skill is better than you."
"Who is he anyway?" asked K
"He is Saki Sindou. My distance related and he is the head of Japan police department." A very innocent Shuichi said.
"What, I have never heard you say anything about him." Hiro response
"It didn't come up"
"No wonder he knew we were following them yesterday." Said K. He was quite surprise to learn that. He had heard that the head of police was a really talent man but he had never though that he could be this young. He was no older than twenty-five. And what was he doing at Shuichi's concert. He should have a lot of work to do.
"Did you two back together?" asked Hiro
"No, we are not." Answer Shuichi.
"We should be ready for the concert now. Let's go." He add
***
The concert started as they expect and K had to agree that this was Shuichi's best performance. All the song had perfect until the end. When Shuichi finished the last song they were support to sing that day. Everybody thought that it should be the end of the concert but Shuichi didn't finish at that. He started to talk.
"Minna-san, did you like it? Because today is the special day for me so I want to sing one more song. The song I compose on my own. I put all my heart and my mind onto it. It is my last present for the only girl I love. Please listen. I will perform this song alone." He moveed to Suguru and asked for the keyboard. He knew that all the eye were on him now but he didn't care, he wanted to do this for her.
Yuki stood on the back of the stage with Saki, K and Sakano. He was surprise to hear it. He didn't know that Shuichi loves a girl but didn't Shuichi said that he love Yuki. He wanted to ask about this but he has promise Shuichi he won't ask him anything but there was someone he could asked.
"Saki, do you know about that girl?"
Saki looked at Yuki for a moment and answer. "Yes"
"Who is she?" Yuki was happy to know that the man knew her but he also very nerves to know what the other girl mean to Shuichi.
"My sister." At that time, the music started so everybody attention changed to Shuichi. Although Yuki wanted to ask more but he also wanted to hear the song.
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"When did you have a girl you love, Shuichi?" Hiro whispered next to him but he didn't answer. He started his song.
You are the light of my life. Your smile has lighten my day. You love me and I love you. So why did you leave me for the land of death.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
You have ask for my smile at your last moment. I couldn't give you. I don't know how to smile. Maybe it is for the best that you left me. I love you but I hurt you.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
I wish to see you again. That beautiful smile. Crystal blue eyes.
I want to show you my smile. It used to belong to you. The smile you gave me as your last presence. At last I have learn how to smile. I want to bring the other happiness. Like the way you to me.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
I couldn't smile then. I have let you down.
I want to tell you. I want to show you. I have fulfill your last wish. At last I can let you go. My beautiful little angel. I love you, I always love you.
I wish to follow you. I used to wish I can follow you. You are my everything.
The song finish and the whole stadium were staying quiet. The song was sad. They could fell the pain that Shuichi was feeling, the pain of losing the one he love.
Yuki stood still, he didn't know that, Shuichi's feeling. He didn't know anything about Shuichi at all. The pain he had been through. Yuki could feel that, Shuichi was hurt deep down. And what was the meaning of all those words? He wanted to know. He wanted Shuichi to share it with him. He looked at Saki next to him. The guy said that she is his sister so he had to know what was her last wish?
"Saki, what is your sister last wish?"
Saki looked at Yuki again and he reply "for Shuichi to find the one he love, the one can make him happy." Yuki didn't know what else he could say. The girl must had loved him a lot to think about his happiness before she die.
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"Thank you for listening. Today is the anniversary for her death so I want to sing for her. I wish that she could hear my voice in heaven. And this will be my last song."
Shuichi stopped and look around then he gave an announcement: "This will also be my last concert. From now on, I am no longer BAD LUCK vocalist."
To be continue.
At last finish this chapter. I hope you will like this one. I wrote the song myself. I know I suck at it but please go easy on me. I don't know how to write a song so I just wrote what I have to write. Thank you very much to the one who is reading my fics. ^_^