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any way I wanted,tho it would probably drive all of u insane!!
Author's note: Thanks for all being so patient, I know I took a while, stupid writer's block again. I hope you enjoy!!
Bobby watched Kim sleep, she looks so innocent, so at peace he thought wistfully how did things gets so complicated? Should I even be here? What if I screw and something happens, like with Paulie, then what will I do? I can't believe I did that to Paulie, so much for helping him. Maybe I should leave, that way Kim will be safe at least. She could have been killed, Paulie could of shot her, I can't risk putting her through that again, might really be for the best. Its just that being here feels so right, so perfect. I don't want to hurt her but what if my being here and my action result in her being hurt? Like they almost did last time! What am I going to do? I thought I had this figured out. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------- Ty stirred restlessly, God was I sleeping, How could I at a time like this! He scrambled to his feet and peered in the window, studying her pale form. She's gotten some color back he decided, looks a lot less lifeless. I still can't believe I was sleeping, what if something had happened? What if she needed me? I wouldn't have been there again, just like I wasn't there when this happened. I shouldn't be sitting here, I should be out there making whoever did this to her pay or be in there with her. Anything but sitting here. I will find who did this to her and make them pay, I will! I should've been there, I knew something was wrong, why didn't I protect her, why wasn't I there? I didn't do anything, I knew something was wrong and I didn't do anything, I hope I can make it up, I hope she doesn't hate me, but I wouldn't blame her if she did. He walked off to find the doctor, Maybe I can see her now, just being in there, that would be enough, to just be with her. After walking around for 15 minutes he finally found him.
"How is she? Can I see her" The question spilled from his lips "She'll be ok right?"
"She's still in pretty rough shape, but you can see her, if she wakes up, keep calm, it is very important, we don't want any more damage to be done by her panicking ok?" Ty nodded and ran up the stairs to her room. When he reached it, he hesitated before slipping in and sitting down.
"Ali? Its Ty, I'm so sorry, I should've been there and I wasn't, I didn't protect, didn't do anything when I knew something was wrong. I'm so sorry I wish I could go back and make this right again, stop whoever did this from doing it, or go in your place or something! Please just be ok, I'll be here I won't leave unless you want me to, just please get better" He took her small hand in his and started to massage her fingers gently "I'm so sorry, you have no idea how so sorry"
"Bobby?" Kim called "Bobby!?!" Please don't let him have left, I couldn't bear it, please tell me I didn't drive him away somehow. She was surprised to find that she was trembling, he didn't leave, it was just a dream, just dream. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to convince herself of it. Tears slid down her cheeks as she walked into the kitchen, on the table was a note.
Dear Kim, I've run out to the store for a few things, and have lunch with Faith, Bosco, Sully and Doc, back in a few hours, I won't be long I promise. Love Bobby Kim took a deep breath and sat down at the table, Ok calm down Kim, you were totally wrong to doubt him. He'll be back, he'll be back. She buried her head in her hands, he said he was coming back so why do I have this feeling that he's not, maybe that note was just an excuse to get away from me...Please don't let me have screwed up again, oh god please no, he probably thinks I'm a freak, and he just felt sorry for me.
Ty continued to massage her fingers, his eyes darkened by worry and lack of sleep, I just can't lose her, I can't.
"Come on Ali, give me some sort of sign that your still with me, other then that heart monitor" he whispered "Please" This feels so wrong, she shouldn't be here, I should've prevented it, she just has to be ok, I'd never ever forgive myself if she wasn't. Please Alex. All of a sudden her pale fingers curled around his hand, and he stared down in surprise, he could almost hear telling him that it wasn't his fault and it was all he could to not run down the halls and announce it to the whole world that she was going to be fine.
Author's note: Thanks for all being so patient, I know I took a while, stupid writer's block again. I hope you enjoy!!
Bobby watched Kim sleep, she looks so innocent, so at peace he thought wistfully how did things gets so complicated? Should I even be here? What if I screw and something happens, like with Paulie, then what will I do? I can't believe I did that to Paulie, so much for helping him. Maybe I should leave, that way Kim will be safe at least. She could have been killed, Paulie could of shot her, I can't risk putting her through that again, might really be for the best. Its just that being here feels so right, so perfect. I don't want to hurt her but what if my being here and my action result in her being hurt? Like they almost did last time! What am I going to do? I thought I had this figured out. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------- Ty stirred restlessly, God was I sleeping, How could I at a time like this! He scrambled to his feet and peered in the window, studying her pale form. She's gotten some color back he decided, looks a lot less lifeless. I still can't believe I was sleeping, what if something had happened? What if she needed me? I wouldn't have been there again, just like I wasn't there when this happened. I shouldn't be sitting here, I should be out there making whoever did this to her pay or be in there with her. Anything but sitting here. I will find who did this to her and make them pay, I will! I should've been there, I knew something was wrong, why didn't I protect her, why wasn't I there? I didn't do anything, I knew something was wrong and I didn't do anything, I hope I can make it up, I hope she doesn't hate me, but I wouldn't blame her if she did. He walked off to find the doctor, Maybe I can see her now, just being in there, that would be enough, to just be with her. After walking around for 15 minutes he finally found him.
"How is she? Can I see her" The question spilled from his lips "She'll be ok right?"
"She's still in pretty rough shape, but you can see her, if she wakes up, keep calm, it is very important, we don't want any more damage to be done by her panicking ok?" Ty nodded and ran up the stairs to her room. When he reached it, he hesitated before slipping in and sitting down.
"Ali? Its Ty, I'm so sorry, I should've been there and I wasn't, I didn't protect, didn't do anything when I knew something was wrong. I'm so sorry I wish I could go back and make this right again, stop whoever did this from doing it, or go in your place or something! Please just be ok, I'll be here I won't leave unless you want me to, just please get better" He took her small hand in his and started to massage her fingers gently "I'm so sorry, you have no idea how so sorry"
"Bobby?" Kim called "Bobby!?!" Please don't let him have left, I couldn't bear it, please tell me I didn't drive him away somehow. She was surprised to find that she was trembling, he didn't leave, it was just a dream, just dream. She wrapped her arms around herself, trying to convince herself of it. Tears slid down her cheeks as she walked into the kitchen, on the table was a note.
Dear Kim, I've run out to the store for a few things, and have lunch with Faith, Bosco, Sully and Doc, back in a few hours, I won't be long I promise. Love Bobby Kim took a deep breath and sat down at the table, Ok calm down Kim, you were totally wrong to doubt him. He'll be back, he'll be back. She buried her head in her hands, he said he was coming back so why do I have this feeling that he's not, maybe that note was just an excuse to get away from me...Please don't let me have screwed up again, oh god please no, he probably thinks I'm a freak, and he just felt sorry for me.
Ty continued to massage her fingers, his eyes darkened by worry and lack of sleep, I just can't lose her, I can't.
"Come on Ali, give me some sort of sign that your still with me, other then that heart monitor" he whispered "Please" This feels so wrong, she shouldn't be here, I should've prevented it, she just has to be ok, I'd never ever forgive myself if she wasn't. Please Alex. All of a sudden her pale fingers curled around his hand, and he stared down in surprise, he could almost hear telling him that it wasn't his fault and it was all he could to not run down the halls and announce it to the whole world that she was going to be fine.