I look at him from afar. Waiting. Hoping. Wishing. Praying. Day after day.
Looking, loving, smiling, pretending it `s nothing. But that's not true. I
murmur, "This sucks." He looks at me "What sucks?" His blue eyes raging
with questions. "Life," with that simple word I walk off. The next day is
going to be another day of waiting, hoping, wishing, praying, looking,
smiling, loving, pretending it `s nothing. Yet in this life, this sucky
life, a seed of friendship has been planted. A seed that will one day grow
strong, true, and healthy. With those simple words, those beautiful words
"What sucks?" and with my reply "Life.". Still I stare from a far at this
boy.
That beautiful boy. Why must I be me? Why can't he notice? Why can't I be someone? All those thoughts are running through my head. Those eyes stare back at me. As I walk. I smile. "My dear blue eyed boy, if you only knew." I murmur as I disappear into the distance. When that faithful day comes, that loving day. I will wait. Patiently, lovingly, and happily. "Oh my boy, Oh my dear boy, I can only tell you through my eyes. My feelings. For words may scare you away. For they may push you away. Farther then now. Then again how can you go? I need you." Maybe I need help. I may be a little obsessed with my feelings. But that's as healthy as can be for me. As healthy as I know it to by. I don't know who can help. Who can rid you of your heart, your love, your happiness? Besides you... Just remember me dear boy. You have something. Something no one else has. You have me. If you need me I am here. Just an IM or phone call away. I am here. I promise. Even after you put me down. I will be there for you. Always. Forever. I love you always forever. Never again will I hate. You. Me. We are different from the rest of the world. There has never been someone like you in my life. You want to know something. I use to hate you. That hate is gone. That strong feeling. Hate. Is gone. Replaced by the feeling that holds the world in my hand. Love. Love such a strong simple word. Love. The one word that can create a world and destroy it. Kill it off. Therefore we are strong. Or at least I am. I am not sure about you. You are your own person. I am mine. I am drawn to you though. With a love that is strong. A love that is powerful. My love. My heart. My life. I may sound seroise because I am. I am not laughing. I am smiling. With a loving smile not a joking smiles. You may not believe but I dont care. Or do me. I fall asleep wondering what you feel for me. Why am I scared to tell you? Why? Why me? Why you? Why this life? Why this body? Why this place? Why your beautiful blue eyes to be engulfed in? Why my blue eyes to be staring back into? Why don't you tell me? Who would expect? Why don't I relies when I flirt with you? Why don't you seem to care? Maybe you don't like me one bit. Maybe I am just lost in the world of love. Why your beautiful hair to run my long fingers through? As I sleep I dream of you and me. I can't believe it. I never dream. I never think about dreaming.
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THE DREAM~!~!
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I walk up to you. "Hello." I say. You look at me. I smile. It is cold. You are bundled up. You look so safe. So happy. You look away. I lean in and kiss you. You tense up. Then you relax and enjoy the moment. You kiss back. We break apart. I look at you. You smile. You lean in again. Our lips touch. I shiver. You pull me close. I feel your soft lips. This kiss. So special. So loving. Our kiss. It starts to get more passionate then. BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.
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THE END OF THE DREAM~! ~!
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The alarm clock. I hate it. Damn it all to hell. I hit the snooze. Today will be the same as yesterday. Hmmm. I look out my window. I see you standing there. Yep, defiantly the same thing as yesterday. I trip and fly down the stairs. Ok so not the EXACT same.
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THE END
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A/N: Please R&R. I will write more if you want me to. Please tell me what's wrong with it. THANKS: Victoria DeRoy
That beautiful boy. Why must I be me? Why can't he notice? Why can't I be someone? All those thoughts are running through my head. Those eyes stare back at me. As I walk. I smile. "My dear blue eyed boy, if you only knew." I murmur as I disappear into the distance. When that faithful day comes, that loving day. I will wait. Patiently, lovingly, and happily. "Oh my boy, Oh my dear boy, I can only tell you through my eyes. My feelings. For words may scare you away. For they may push you away. Farther then now. Then again how can you go? I need you." Maybe I need help. I may be a little obsessed with my feelings. But that's as healthy as can be for me. As healthy as I know it to by. I don't know who can help. Who can rid you of your heart, your love, your happiness? Besides you... Just remember me dear boy. You have something. Something no one else has. You have me. If you need me I am here. Just an IM or phone call away. I am here. I promise. Even after you put me down. I will be there for you. Always. Forever. I love you always forever. Never again will I hate. You. Me. We are different from the rest of the world. There has never been someone like you in my life. You want to know something. I use to hate you. That hate is gone. That strong feeling. Hate. Is gone. Replaced by the feeling that holds the world in my hand. Love. Love such a strong simple word. Love. The one word that can create a world and destroy it. Kill it off. Therefore we are strong. Or at least I am. I am not sure about you. You are your own person. I am mine. I am drawn to you though. With a love that is strong. A love that is powerful. My love. My heart. My life. I may sound seroise because I am. I am not laughing. I am smiling. With a loving smile not a joking smiles. You may not believe but I dont care. Or do me. I fall asleep wondering what you feel for me. Why am I scared to tell you? Why? Why me? Why you? Why this life? Why this body? Why this place? Why your beautiful blue eyes to be engulfed in? Why my blue eyes to be staring back into? Why don't you tell me? Who would expect? Why don't I relies when I flirt with you? Why don't you seem to care? Maybe you don't like me one bit. Maybe I am just lost in the world of love. Why your beautiful hair to run my long fingers through? As I sleep I dream of you and me. I can't believe it. I never dream. I never think about dreaming.
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THE DREAM~!~!
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I walk up to you. "Hello." I say. You look at me. I smile. It is cold. You are bundled up. You look so safe. So happy. You look away. I lean in and kiss you. You tense up. Then you relax and enjoy the moment. You kiss back. We break apart. I look at you. You smile. You lean in again. Our lips touch. I shiver. You pull me close. I feel your soft lips. This kiss. So special. So loving. Our kiss. It starts to get more passionate then. BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.
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THE END OF THE DREAM~! ~!
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The alarm clock. I hate it. Damn it all to hell. I hit the snooze. Today will be the same as yesterday. Hmmm. I look out my window. I see you standing there. Yep, defiantly the same thing as yesterday. I trip and fly down the stairs. Ok so not the EXACT same.
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THE END
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A/N: Please R&R. I will write more if you want me to. Please tell me what's wrong with it. THANKS: Victoria DeRoy