A/N: Yes, this chapters title is referring to the Avril song 'I'm With You'. I'm not a fan of hers but I was listening to that song when I wrote this.

Oh, and just to point out to anyone who somehow managed to not catch on: I'm a drama queen!

** Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters of Gilmore Girls. If I were that all powerful then Jess would be staying put! So, in summation... Please don't sue me!**

It was raining pretty hard as Rory ran towards the bridge. She pulled her hood up over her head and kept going, ignoring the puddles she was treading in.

She stopped at the end of the bridge and looked at Jess. He was sitting, with his legs hanging over the edge. He wasn't wearing a jacket, he didn't even seem to be aware it was raining.

"Jess."

Rory walked slowly over to him.

"You disappeared… I was worried…"

"Sorry." He sighed.

She looked around, everything was soaked, including her. She pushed her hood back off of her head and sat down beside him

"Are you ok?" She asked gently.

"Not really." He said, staring straight ahead.

"What happened with Dean?"

Jess shook his head and looked down at his hands.

"He definitely hates me."

"I'm sorry." She said, reaching out to take one of his hands in hers. He moved it away.

"He wants me to stop seeing you."

"What?"

"He doesn't want me to see you anymore. It doesn't mean he and I are automatically friends again… but he'll feel better."

"You told him how insane that is… right?" She frowned.

"Yeah… I tried. He said it was the only way I could even try and fix things."

"Then you don't try."

He looked at her. She couldn't tell if he'd been crying or not, but she could definitely see he was in pain.

"I have to."

"No, you don't!" She said, starting to cry.

He looked away again fighting back tears of his own.

"I'm sorry."

"No!" She said defiantly. "You can't do this."

"I don't want to…"

"Then don't. I know you feel bad about everything, but… we'll get past it. Dean will get over it." She insisted.

"Even if I did keep seeing you… I don't know if I'd ever feel right…" He shook his head. "I've done some really crappy things in my life… but this gets first prize."

"Jess, please…"

He turned to face her again. He reached up and wiped her tears away with his thumbs, leaving his hands resting against her cheeks.

She leaned in and kissed him and he returned it. She could feel him crying through the kiss and she started crying again, pulling him closer. They stayed there for a long while, kissing in the rain, both of them were soaked through and through. Neither of them cared.

Jess stood up, she held onto his hand.

"Jess?" She frowned, looking up at him.

"I'll see you around." He said softly, squeezing her hand once and then letting it go.

"Jess!"

He turned away and walked to the end of the bridge. She stood up and called out to him a few more times, but he just kept going.

Rory broke down and looked around her… she wasn't sure what she was searching for. She tried to catch her breath, there was a pain in her chest and she grasped at it. She'd never felt anything like it before. She took a step in the direction he'd gone in and felt like she couldn't go any further. She sank down onto the bridge and cried.


A/N: Nope, it's not a heart attack. lol It's something I've personally experienced and if I had to put a name on it, I'd say it's what people mean by 'heart break'. Your chest hurts you can't breathe and you just feel like laying on the ground and crying. Not nice.