BLACK AND BLUE BRUISES
PART 2 : Realize
" TAI?! Is that you? " a voice came of nowhere in the dark
" Huh? MATT where are you?! " Tai asked.
" Right here. "
Tai turned around slowly and was face to face wit his bestfriend Matt. Suddenly out of nowhere
Matt threw a punch on his upper jaw. Tai grinced in pain and was slowly bleeding from his uppler lip.
" What the hell was that for? "
" Fod goddamn following me. "
" What? I had to follow you. You could be in danger if you're all alone and plus you might be dead
and I wont know it even the rest of the gang.
" Well then why dont you just had send me my garurumon? "
" I...... was going to but I thought it would be better if he stayed with the group so he can protect them."
(tai)//actually its because i want to be alone wit you and straighten dis thing out//
" Stupid fag. " Matt slowly said hissing under his breath.
" What? " Tai asked. He knew he heard him what he called him but it was quite a shock to him.
" I called you a fag! " Matt yelled.
Tai slowly frowned and was suddenly full of anger. He tighten his fist but didnt hit him. He loved his
bestfriend and he dont care what he say or what he do. He dont care about nothing at all no more. Tai
slowly breathed and said, " Punch me. "
Matt looked at him with a wierd look. " What? "
" Punch me again. If you hate me so much beat the fuck out of me. "
Matt just stood frozen in his place and looked at him.
" Whats wrong Matt? I said if you hate me so much just goddamn punch me. NO WAIT! BETTER YET, KILL ME!
FOR GOD SAKE JUST PLEASE KILL ME AND LET ME DIE! "Tai suddenly exploded.
Matt still didnt say anything but just stood very still, frightened.
" I hate this! I hate out friendship! Our team! and us always fighting!"
Tai slowly grabbed something out of his back pocket. Slowly a 6 inch blad was shown into palm of his hand.
" Where did you get that? " Matt asked.
" Oh this? :wave around the switchblade in his hand: Got it for christmas from my dad. He told me it would
be handy sometimes and you know what? I think it is pretty handy to me right now. "
Matt catiously walked toward him slowly.
"What are you planning to do with that, Tai?"
Tai didnt say anything. He just stared at him.
" Tai? Give it to me. "
As Matt was two steps away from him, Tai lifted the blade and slashed his neck. Blood gashed from his neck
but slowly dripped away from his body making Tai cold. He looked into his eye of his bestfriend that he fell
in love with and said " to end this. I cant live without you loving me. " Tai fell onto the ground dropping
the blade. Matt ran toward him and lifted his head onto his lap to make sure he dont pass out.
" YOu fucking idiot! You idiot! Damn you tai! "
Tai started to close his eye slowly. Matt slapped him.
" Stay the fuck awake!! TAI! JEsus! you cant die on me! "
Matt holded on to him and started to rock him back and forth. He looked at Tai face which was looking pale
but was still breathing.
(matt)//tai....//
" Tai.. i dont know if you can hear me but why did you do it? I do love you..why did you do it. Its all
my fault isnt it. God Tai.. I love you. Its just that I cant be with you. I cant do this. Im a wossy.
Im a chicken alright? But you Tai..Youre strong that is why you make a good leader. Please Tai..dont die.
Please... " Matt closed his eye still holding onto Tai and fell asleep.