Let Me Blow Ya Mind

OK, MAJOR plot change here! So watch out!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of CLAMP's wonderful creation, Cardcaptor Sakura

Sakura was lying on the mattress, awake, staring at the ceiling, with Li asleep next to her. She felt wonderful, embarrassed, ashamed, proud, happy, all at the same time. She touched her abdomen. Was it possible that she wasn't a virgin anymore? No, she wanted to say. But she wanted to shout to the whole world that she and Syaoran were truly in love, truly together at the same time. She felt so confused.

She looked at him, sleeping peacefully. He was beautiful. She brushed some brown hair away from his forehead, and gently kissed him. He stirred in his sleep. She twisted around to face him, and pulled him closer. He opened one eye.

"Hey," She whispered. He gave her a rare smile, and kissed her. She swallowed, lowering her head into his chest. "You know, I don't even know how old you are." She said. He kissed the top of her head.


"I'm eighteen. Does that satisfy you?" He replied, smiling at her again. She sighed.

"But I only just turned seventeen two weeks ago! What if I get pregnant?" He shook his head.

"You won't, trust me. Besides, even if you did get pregnant, what would it matter? We'd still be together, right?"

"Yes, but… I wouldn't be able to go back home. Think of it, a teenage mother in Tomoeda! It's inconceivable!" She said into his chest. His amber eyes were filled with laughter.

"My dear Sakura, I didn't know that you knew such a big word!" He teased. She tried to glare, but only ended up blushing and laughing.

***

Meanwhile, Tomoyo and Touya were still driving to where Tomoyo said Sakura was. They were currently in uncomfortable silence, being that Tomoyo wasn't used to being around such a nice, handsome high-end guy, and as for Touya, he wasn't used to being around such a nice, beautiful 'tough chick.'

I wonder if she's got a boyfriend, he thought, his ears going pink. He glared at the road.

I wonder if he's got a girlfriend, she thought, her cheeks going red. She looked away.

It wasn't like she was getting desperate, after all. She still hated guys, especially ones from Tomoeda. However, this one seemed different. As if he knew that there were poor parts of Japan. Like the world didn't revolve around him.

She glanced at his profile, and noticed that his ears were pink, and that he was staring at the road hard. She smiled, and focused her attention on the road also.

"Turn here." Her soft voice broke the silence. He tapped his fingers along the steering wheel. She nervously caressed a lock of hair.

They had reached Harukiya.

Tomoyo stepped out of the car, feeling weak. Sakura had said something about an overprotective brother, now that she thought of it. Would Kinomoto Touya be as protective as Sakura had said?

Tomoyo led Touya into Harukiya. Everyone turned to look at him for a moment then went back to what they were doing. Touya was scared; his face was white as a sheet, and he kept swallowing. She took his hand and led him through the crowd, up the stairs, and right in front of Sakura and Li's room.

"They… should be here…" She said quietly. Touya reached out for the doorknob, touched it, and then turned to her. She blushed.

"Umm, well… thank you for taking care of me… Happy reunion with Sakura!" She said quickly, before turned and leaving Touya. He chewed his lower lip, and turned the doorknob, without remembering to knock.

The room was in bad shape, and the window and mirror were cracked. There was an old rickety bed right next to the doorway, facing away from it, in which Sakura was lying.

Touya's voice got caught in his throat. She was asleep, but a boy of around eighteen was also there, with his arms wrapped around her. He was awake. He saw Touya, and gasped.

Syaoran was able to put it together. It had been about a week now (A/N: I've lost count-_-;) so at least one of her family members would be coming to look for her. He knew that this man standing in front of him had to be related to Sakura. There was something that he couldn't put his finger on, but… it was there. However, just to clarify what he believed…

"Who the hell are you?" The boy with unruly brown hair said, standing up. Touya's instincts kicked in, and he punched Syaoran.

"Who am I? I should be asking you that! That's my sister you're sleeping with, you little… GAKI!"

Now, Syaoran had been called many things, (along the lines of bastard, bitch, and asshole) but never something so… stupid!

"Fag. Sakura can't be tied to your purple apron strings forever!" Syaoran said, smirking. Touya glared, and dove for Syaoran. They engaged in a furious fight, thus waking Sakura.

"Oh my…" She whispered, as she watched Syaoran jump on top of Touya, grab his shirt, and repeatedly punch him. Then, as Touya rolled over, picked up Syaoran, and continuously kneed him in the stomach, Sakura stood up and yelled, "Stop!"

Both boys ceased mid-fight, just as Touya was about to bash Syaoran's head into the mirror. "You guys shouldn't fight, because I care about you both!" She yelled, rather like a loving mother with a bad temper. Touya released Syaoran from his grip, and both boys stood up. Touya walked over to Sakura.

"Where the hell have you been?! Dad and I have been looking everywhere! He hasn't slept one bit since you left! Why?!" He yelled. Sakura swallowed. She couldn't break down now. Not now!

"I was tired of being 'daddy's little girl', and I was in love with Eriol."

"Who the hell is that?!"

"Syaoran Li."

"You were in bed with him! Where's Eriol?"

"Eriol and I broke up."

"B-"

"Syaoran was planning to take me back to Tomoeda." Sakura cut him off calmly.

"But, it was only what, one week?!"

"Eriol and I-"

"One week and already you're found in bed with a different guy! Oh god, my little sister is a whore!" Touya yelled. Sakura glared, and slapped him across the face.

"Get over it."

***

Sakura had said goodbye to Syaoran. It had been a tearful goodbye, of course. Syaoran had promised her that he'd visit though. Touya spent the whole way back to their home muttering and cursing about gangsters, innocent girls turned bad, and a certain Chinese gaki.

When she had gotten home, her 'friends' and her father greeted her tearfully. Her old boyfriend wanted to hook up. Her friends wouldn't leave her alone. She was on the news several times.

And she hated it.

Now, she was sitting alone in her room next to the window. It had been two weeks. It was early Saturday morning.

She trudged to the bathroom, miserably, and emptied her stomach of the previous day's contents and more. Syaoran hadn't visited. No one knew that she was pregnant.

She dropped to the pale blue of the bathroom floor tile. It was icy cold. She brought her hand up to her abdomen. And, sure enough, it was quivering. She smiled slightly at the thought of a new life growing inside of her, but then frowned when she thought of what Touya, her father, her friends, and her boyfriend would say. They'd all shun her. Oh well, she could always go back, right?

"Syaoran… where are you now? Do you miss me? Do you still love me? Where is your heart?" She whispered, looking out the window at the willow, spreading its branches across a midnight blue sky studded with tiny stars. Her vision became blurred, and crystal tears splashed to the tile floor. And, before she knew it, she was sobbing into her delicate white lace nightgown skirt.

"I love you Syaoran… please c-come b-back-" She froze when the bathroom door creaked open. Her brother was standing there, a sad expression on his face. Silently, he closed the door behind himself and sat down on the tile next to her. His blue and white striped pajamas were wrinkled, and there were bags under his eyes. He sat crossed legged.

"Fess up." Was his whispered command. Sakura looked away.

"I guess I can't hide anything from you." She choked a laugh. He rolled his eyes.

"You're like an open book." He said. They both laughed. Then, an uncomfortable silence followed. Finally, Sakura spoke.

"Syaoran got me… pregnant." Touya sighed.

"Why am I not surprised?"

"How would I know?"

"You should."

"You should be quiet. I'm not going to feel sorry for what I did until I'm sure that Syaoran isn't coming back."

"Oh, how 'Papa Don't Preach.'" He said sarcastically. She giggled cutely, covered her mouth, and lunged for the toilet. Touya grimaced and looked away.

"I… hate… this." She groaned, slumping down again. Touya scrunched his eyes up.

"You won't have to feel bad about what you did. If that --gaki-- doesn't come by the end of this week, I'm going to find him myself, beat him up, and bring him back here." He glared as he said this, clenching his fists. Sakura laughed sadly, and hugged Touya. He hugged her back.

"He'll come. I'm sure of it." She whispered in his ear, before standing up, and walking out of the bathroom. Touya sighed again, and held his head in his hands.

"I don't know how I'm going to survive much more of this." He muttered.

***

Will Syaoran come back? Will Touya really beat him up? Will Fujitaka find out Sakura's little secret? You won't know unless I have --30-- reviews total when I come back!!!!!!!!!!