Finally my second chapter is up. (Sorry it took so long)
I hope you'll like it. I don't own Sailor Moon, blah blah.
And I want to thank my friends Helco and Mawsi again, 'cause they helped me
again (aren't they sweet?)
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"Ami, can you tell me where we will go first?" Usagi was hanging over the back of Ami's chair. "Walk on, you ditz! You wanted to sit by the window so; MOVE YOUR BUTT!!!" "WHO ARE YOU CALLING A DITZ?" "YOU!!!" "WHY YOU... _ GRRrrrrrr" Usagi and Rei were about to attack each other when the stewardess stopped them.
"Will you two keep it down, you two are not the only people in this plane!"
If looks could kill ... Usagi and Rei would definitely be dead. The stewardess walked away. Rei and Usagi were still clamping in to each other, shaking of fear, sweat drops all over their faces. Before the stewardess left out of sight, she turned around one last time to give the two girls a last warning look.
Minako was hanging over the back of her chair, looking at the still sweaty Usagi, who sat behind her. With a big smile on her face and a laughing tone in her voice, she said: "She really scared you, didn't she?" "She really IS scary!", the pale blond said to her still laughing friend. "You really are a chicken, Usagi!" "No, I'm not." "Yes, you are." "Shut up, Rei." "NO, YOU shut up!"
"I would stop it if I were one of you! Before you could notice, that scary woman is back again." Minako spoke with a teasing tone in her voice. The two girls behind her stopped their arguing immediately. "See, you are scared too" "That's because she really IS scary" The two friends finally agreed with each other.
The girls were all seated down now. There were groups of three chairs next to each other in every row on both sides. Usagi was sitting by the window, with Rei on her left side. They were almost at the last row in the back of the plane. Minako was sitting in the chair in front of Usagi. The four girls had decided Makoto should sit between two of her friends because it would probably be better for her with a friend on each side of her. So Makoto sat between Minako and Ami. (AGAIN? yes again!)
"MA-KOH-TOOO!!!" Minako shouted in her ear after she pulled the earphones from her Discman out of her ear. "WHAT?" Makoto looked shocked and mad at the same time. "You should fasten your seatbelts; we are going to take off any moment now." "FINE!!!" Makoto quickly fastened her seatbelt and continued listening to her Discman. She closed her eyes and clamped her arms around something she had in her hands.
'Please, let it be over soon'
'Oh my God! We are moving'
'Oh no, we are taking off'
'Please, let it stop'
'I feel like puking'
'Oh help! I feel like I could die any moment now'
'Sweet Mother Earth, let me stand on you one more time.'
'or more!'
"Mako. Makoto? Makoto, wake up!" Makoto slowly opened her eyes, she saw something blue and some skinny colour. "Uhw?" Makoto was reaching her hand to her head. "There you are!" She closed her eyes again and then opened them for the second time. This time she could see clearly. Her head was lying in Ami's lap. Ami was looking at her confused friend with a smiling, but worried face.
"You fainted the moment we took off" "I did WHAT?" "Don't worry about it, are you okay now?" "Yeah, fine. Where are we now, how long was I out?" "You were unconscious for about 10 minutes and we are still in the plane."
Makoto looked scared and she wanted to sit up again. Two hands stopped her and gently pushed her back. "You'd better stay down a little longer, the chance of fainting again is bigger if you get up right away." Makoto smiled weakly into the worried eyes of her blue haired friend. "Thanks for the warning, Ami. But what if I do want to faint?" Ami was confused but kept her eyes on her friend. "Why do you want to faint again?" "The plane trip won't take so long if I spend most of the time fainting", Makoto explained as she sat up again. "It's not good for you, Mako!" Mako smiled a little and then face turned sad again. "Thanks for your concern, but I don't care." "Mako, come here" Her blonde friend on the other side of her hugged her without a warning and didn't let go for a while.
Although Makoto didn't liked the feeling of being the one who needed a hug and the one who needed somebody, instead of her being there for her friends... She had to admit she felt pretty save in her friends' arms, both of the girls' arms. The warmth of the blonde senshi of love made her feel even more comfortable. "Oh my... Mako, you're shivering!" She rested her head on Minako's chest and slowly closed her eyes.
"Mako, you dropped this on the floor when you fainted" Makoto didn't respond; being in her friends arms felt to good to move a muscle. Ami was curious and took a look at the picture Makoto had dropped. "Uh, what is it Ami?" Minako saw how her smart friend was staring at the picture. Tears appeared in the Sapphire coloured eyes of her friend. "Uh... Ami?" A silence was followed.
"M-Makoto?" "Hmm?" Makoto answered but still didn't move and she kept her eyes shut. "Is this your f-family?"
Makoto sat up with the speed of light. "Give me that!", she said while she snatched the picture out of Ami's hands. Ami was shocked about Mako's reaction. "Mako? . I'm sorry if you didn't want me to see this. I shouldn't have looked at it without your permission." Ami looked like she was about going to cry. "I'm sorry! I didn't know it meant so much to you"
Makoto saw how her scared and sorry her friend looked. Makoto was in regret about the way she reacted. 'How could I be so mean to Ami? Sweet little Ami! One of my closest friends! How could I?' Mako placed her left hand on her friends' back and rocked it. "It's ok, Ami, I'm sorry I reacted the way I did." She pulled her hand away, while her friend sighed in relief, but she still had that questioning look in her eyes. "And... Yes, this is my family." Makoto took a strong hold on the picture with both hands and stared at it for a while, tears appearing in her eyes.
"Mako? Why are there TWO little girls on the picture?" Usagi was hanging over Makoto's and Minako's chairs and grabbed the picture out of Makoto's hands. "EY!!!" Mako's scream came as a reflex. "I guess, this is you. Am I right?" Usagi was pointing at the tallest of the two little girls. "Yes, that's me" Makoto was looking down and sounded very sad. Ami placed a comforting hand on Mako's knee. Usagi didn't notice she was hurting Mako more and more with her questions which kept on going. "Mako, you really look a lot like your mother. That other girl looks a lot like your dad and a bit like you... Is she your sister?"
Makoto pulled her knees up to her chest and hugged them with her arms. She buried her head in her knees. She was crying.
*BANG* Rei had punched Usagi on her head. "You always know how to say the wrong things, don't you?" Usagi reached out to where Rei had punched her. "OUCH! What did I say? ... Uh?" While she was rubbing her head, she heard Makoto sobbing. When she looked over the chairs again, she saw Ami had put her arms around Mako's shoulder. She had pulled her closer. "It's n-not your f-fau-lt U-Us-a..." Before Makoto could finish, Usagi cut her of. "Hush. It's okay. I'm sorry if I said something wrong." Usagi was running her hands threw Mako's hair. There was a silence for a while.
"I just miss them all so much, especially now that I am in the kind of thing that killed them. All the memories." Mako had calmed her breath down and was pulling away from Ami's embrace. She was still looking down. "And, yes... She is my little sister." The girls were kind of shocked by Mako's answer. "Why didn't you ever tell us you had a little sister?", Rei asked what they were all thinking.
"Umm... You guys didn't ask." "MAKO, THAT'S BULL SHIT!!!" "Keep it quiet Rei, before you know, that scary woman is back again!" Usagi gave Rei a warning look while Makoto continued. "I'm sorry, that's not what I meant. Actually I don't know why I never told you. There never was a reason to tell, so why should I? Besides..." Mako paused for a moment.
"I guess I'm still angry at myself for not saying goodbye to her. With my parents it was different, I had no chance to say goodbye to them before I escaped from the dying iron bird." Makoto swallowed and tried to continue before she was cut off by Minako. "Escaped? You mean you where IN the plane when it crashed?"
"Yes, I was." Makoto swallowed a bit before she continued telling what had happened in the plane that fatal day. "The engine failed and the plane was starting to lose height. People were screaming and crying. Nobody knew what to do. Most of them just took hold of their loved ones and told them they loved them, one last time. The plane went down faster and faster, that thing broke in two halves and I flew away with the tail of the iron bird. That was probable why I survived. I fell in the water and had to swim for my life to get some air again. When I got back up, I saw the front halve had sunk and took most passengers with it. Rescue teams picked me up from the water after 10 or 15 minutes. The helicopter flew me to the beach and dropped me there. After that, it went back to search for more survivors. I could see the tail planted in the beach a mile away or something." Makoto buried her head back in her knees and was crying hysterical. Ami and Minako took a strong hold on their friend, while Rei and Usagi were both rocking her backside and wished they where closer to her. All the girls had tears falling from their eyes and didn't care about the other passengers who were staring at them.
After a while Makoto's sobbing became less and she continued the story of her young life-hell. "I saw them picking up people from the water and how I hoped my family was with them. I thought they picked up living people, but when the helicopter landed and I ran to it to see if my family was there, it seemed they hadn't found any survivors. There were only dead bodies in the helicopter. One of them was my dad. I had never been that sad in my whole life. But I kept on hoping mom and Sara were all right. The ambulance arrived and they brought me to the hospital."
"Two days past and I went looking at all the dead bodies to see if I could still hope, because my mom and sis still hadn't been found. Then I saw my mom. She was all torn apart her head was one of the not so many parts which was still in one piece. I thought my heart would fail at that moment. I screamed it out. I felt like I was torn apart myself and all my hope was gone. An other day passed and I though I was the only survivor until I heard there was a girl brought in, probably a victim of the crash. People had found her at the beach. They thought the sea had brought her there. Since I was the only survivor and they knew I still didn't found my sister, I had to see if she was my sis." She sobbed a bit and dried her tears.
"When I got to the hospital bed... I... I saw her. She looked pretty dead to me. Her skin was as white as snow. Although her body was covered by a blanket, I could see she had a cut from her shoulder to I don't know how low, I think her stomach. She also had a huge wound on her head." Makoto had to swallow again. With the thought of those memories, she couldn't continue. She started to cry and buried her face in her hands.
"Oh, Mako...", Ami said with a sigh. She wrapped her arm around Makoto's wrist and rested her head at Makoto's shoulder. "Hush... its okay, relax a little. If you don't want to tell us about what happened, then just don't" A tear escaped from her eye.
"Uh... Its okay Ami, I do want to tell the rest of the story. I started telling you guys this, now I have to finish it!" Ami pulled back from the brave brunette and stared at her, waiting for her to continue.
After a while Makoto lifted her head up and went on with her story. "So she had a huge wound on her head. The doctors said she would probably never recover. She probably had brain damage. She would never be her old self again. She would probably never speak again, never walk again... So if she wouldn't have brain damage? She would die. There was an extremely small chance for her to recover to becoming her old self again. But since she was in a coma, death was the only future I saw for her. I couldn't bear seeing her like this. I already lost hope. I didn't want to hurt myself anymore by hoping for the impossible. She was still alive, yes. But for how long? I told the doctors the girl who was lying there wasn't my sister. I just denied her being my sister. I just told them Sara was dead, cause in my eyes... She was!" Ami dried Mako's tears, with the side of her finger she swept away some tears at her friends' cheeks.
Makoto continued: "I left to go back to Japan, my Aunt had offered to take care of me. Hurt and lost I went back to my homeland. After a few days my aunt told me the girl had died."
The girls couldn't find their voice anymore. They had no idea what to say. Many thoughts were flashing threw their minds. All their thoughts were equal:
'Poor Mako, she didn't deserve this.
Why didn't I know?
Why didn't I know about her past?
Why didn't she ever tell about this before?
Why didn't I ever ask her about her past before?'
After a couple of minutes silence Makoto spoke again: "How could I leave her like that?"
She had a questioning look on her face and looked into Ami's eyes as if she could find the answer there. After a few seconds she turned her head away from the genius and gave the others the same questioning look. Nobody spoke so she closed her eyes and left her head hanging.
"To die alone, no beloved ones around you, just all alone is one of my biggest fears. And I did that to her!" Her voice was shivering just like her body.
Rei looked at the backside of her tall friend who was sitting in front of her. Rei hang over Mako's chair and placed her hand on her friends shoulder. After wiping away her tears she was the first one to speak again.
"I'm sorry to hear that Makoto." There was a silence while Rei took the picture from Usagi, who was still holding it close to her chest while tears trickled from her eyes. The raven haired beauty stared at the picture for a while.
"She looks like you, Mako" she said with a little smile on her face. "I bet she didn't even know you were still alive. She was in a coma you told... so she never woke up. I think that's the best. No pain, no suffer and if you told them she was your sister, wouldn't have chanced her future. She would have died anyway. Only you had to stay with her, which would give you even more bad memories. I would have done the same as you did."
"Thanks. But... still I feel quilty." "Don't! You don't have to. You only torture yourself if you do." Makoto turned around to face the young temple girl. "Thank you" she smiled at her while the tears kept on streaming down her cheeks.
"Makoto wake up! We are in England" Makoto mumbled a little and turned her body the other way. "Makoto. I'm gonna show you England.I lived here for a year?!" Still no reaction. "Wake up sleeping beauty" Makoto was still asleep. "MA-KOH-TOOOOOO!!!" "WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT???" Makoto shot up, sweat was dropping from her head and she was breathing heavily. "Wake up." Minako continued with a soft voice and a big smile on her face. "DON'T DO THAT AGAIN! ... Uh?" Makoto's face turned from a mad one into a questioning one. "You... You mean we are already here?" "Yes." "We are in England?" "Yes Mako, you slept all the way. After you told us about your past, you cried yourself asleep, while your head was resting at Ami's shoulder." "GREAT!" Makoto jumped up, she couldn't remember the last time she was that happy.
"We are here. Finally! The plane pain is over."
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Thanks for reading my story, I hope you liked it. Please review!
I already finished my third chapter. But the spelling and grammar still has to be checked (ey, I a perfectionist, don't blame me) But I warn you. my third chapter isn't like the first and second, it has more humour in it. And it has lots of useless crap in it, only made to pass time. I also want to ask you readers something. My third chapter became a bit to long (about 15 A4's, letter type: Times New Roman; 12) So. should I split it up and make it; chapter 3 part 1 and chapter 3 part 2, or just leave it like that? You can e-mail me. you can tell me in a review.
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"Ami, can you tell me where we will go first?" Usagi was hanging over the back of Ami's chair. "Walk on, you ditz! You wanted to sit by the window so; MOVE YOUR BUTT!!!" "WHO ARE YOU CALLING A DITZ?" "YOU!!!" "WHY YOU... _ GRRrrrrrr" Usagi and Rei were about to attack each other when the stewardess stopped them.
"Will you two keep it down, you two are not the only people in this plane!"
If looks could kill ... Usagi and Rei would definitely be dead. The stewardess walked away. Rei and Usagi were still clamping in to each other, shaking of fear, sweat drops all over their faces. Before the stewardess left out of sight, she turned around one last time to give the two girls a last warning look.
Minako was hanging over the back of her chair, looking at the still sweaty Usagi, who sat behind her. With a big smile on her face and a laughing tone in her voice, she said: "She really scared you, didn't she?" "She really IS scary!", the pale blond said to her still laughing friend. "You really are a chicken, Usagi!" "No, I'm not." "Yes, you are." "Shut up, Rei." "NO, YOU shut up!"
"I would stop it if I were one of you! Before you could notice, that scary woman is back again." Minako spoke with a teasing tone in her voice. The two girls behind her stopped their arguing immediately. "See, you are scared too" "That's because she really IS scary" The two friends finally agreed with each other.
The girls were all seated down now. There were groups of three chairs next to each other in every row on both sides. Usagi was sitting by the window, with Rei on her left side. They were almost at the last row in the back of the plane. Minako was sitting in the chair in front of Usagi. The four girls had decided Makoto should sit between two of her friends because it would probably be better for her with a friend on each side of her. So Makoto sat between Minako and Ami. (AGAIN? yes again!)
"MA-KOH-TOOO!!!" Minako shouted in her ear after she pulled the earphones from her Discman out of her ear. "WHAT?" Makoto looked shocked and mad at the same time. "You should fasten your seatbelts; we are going to take off any moment now." "FINE!!!" Makoto quickly fastened her seatbelt and continued listening to her Discman. She closed her eyes and clamped her arms around something she had in her hands.
'Please, let it be over soon'
'Oh my God! We are moving'
'Oh no, we are taking off'
'Please, let it stop'
'I feel like puking'
'Oh help! I feel like I could die any moment now'
'Sweet Mother Earth, let me stand on you one more time.'
'or more!'
"Mako. Makoto? Makoto, wake up!" Makoto slowly opened her eyes, she saw something blue and some skinny colour. "Uhw?" Makoto was reaching her hand to her head. "There you are!" She closed her eyes again and then opened them for the second time. This time she could see clearly. Her head was lying in Ami's lap. Ami was looking at her confused friend with a smiling, but worried face.
"You fainted the moment we took off" "I did WHAT?" "Don't worry about it, are you okay now?" "Yeah, fine. Where are we now, how long was I out?" "You were unconscious for about 10 minutes and we are still in the plane."
Makoto looked scared and she wanted to sit up again. Two hands stopped her and gently pushed her back. "You'd better stay down a little longer, the chance of fainting again is bigger if you get up right away." Makoto smiled weakly into the worried eyes of her blue haired friend. "Thanks for the warning, Ami. But what if I do want to faint?" Ami was confused but kept her eyes on her friend. "Why do you want to faint again?" "The plane trip won't take so long if I spend most of the time fainting", Makoto explained as she sat up again. "It's not good for you, Mako!" Mako smiled a little and then face turned sad again. "Thanks for your concern, but I don't care." "Mako, come here" Her blonde friend on the other side of her hugged her without a warning and didn't let go for a while.
Although Makoto didn't liked the feeling of being the one who needed a hug and the one who needed somebody, instead of her being there for her friends... She had to admit she felt pretty save in her friends' arms, both of the girls' arms. The warmth of the blonde senshi of love made her feel even more comfortable. "Oh my... Mako, you're shivering!" She rested her head on Minako's chest and slowly closed her eyes.
"Mako, you dropped this on the floor when you fainted" Makoto didn't respond; being in her friends arms felt to good to move a muscle. Ami was curious and took a look at the picture Makoto had dropped. "Uh, what is it Ami?" Minako saw how her smart friend was staring at the picture. Tears appeared in the Sapphire coloured eyes of her friend. "Uh... Ami?" A silence was followed.
"M-Makoto?" "Hmm?" Makoto answered but still didn't move and she kept her eyes shut. "Is this your f-family?"
Makoto sat up with the speed of light. "Give me that!", she said while she snatched the picture out of Ami's hands. Ami was shocked about Mako's reaction. "Mako? . I'm sorry if you didn't want me to see this. I shouldn't have looked at it without your permission." Ami looked like she was about going to cry. "I'm sorry! I didn't know it meant so much to you"
Makoto saw how her scared and sorry her friend looked. Makoto was in regret about the way she reacted. 'How could I be so mean to Ami? Sweet little Ami! One of my closest friends! How could I?' Mako placed her left hand on her friends' back and rocked it. "It's ok, Ami, I'm sorry I reacted the way I did." She pulled her hand away, while her friend sighed in relief, but she still had that questioning look in her eyes. "And... Yes, this is my family." Makoto took a strong hold on the picture with both hands and stared at it for a while, tears appearing in her eyes.
"Mako? Why are there TWO little girls on the picture?" Usagi was hanging over Makoto's and Minako's chairs and grabbed the picture out of Makoto's hands. "EY!!!" Mako's scream came as a reflex. "I guess, this is you. Am I right?" Usagi was pointing at the tallest of the two little girls. "Yes, that's me" Makoto was looking down and sounded very sad. Ami placed a comforting hand on Mako's knee. Usagi didn't notice she was hurting Mako more and more with her questions which kept on going. "Mako, you really look a lot like your mother. That other girl looks a lot like your dad and a bit like you... Is she your sister?"
Makoto pulled her knees up to her chest and hugged them with her arms. She buried her head in her knees. She was crying.
*BANG* Rei had punched Usagi on her head. "You always know how to say the wrong things, don't you?" Usagi reached out to where Rei had punched her. "OUCH! What did I say? ... Uh?" While she was rubbing her head, she heard Makoto sobbing. When she looked over the chairs again, she saw Ami had put her arms around Mako's shoulder. She had pulled her closer. "It's n-not your f-fau-lt U-Us-a..." Before Makoto could finish, Usagi cut her of. "Hush. It's okay. I'm sorry if I said something wrong." Usagi was running her hands threw Mako's hair. There was a silence for a while.
"I just miss them all so much, especially now that I am in the kind of thing that killed them. All the memories." Mako had calmed her breath down and was pulling away from Ami's embrace. She was still looking down. "And, yes... She is my little sister." The girls were kind of shocked by Mako's answer. "Why didn't you ever tell us you had a little sister?", Rei asked what they were all thinking.
"Umm... You guys didn't ask." "MAKO, THAT'S BULL SHIT!!!" "Keep it quiet Rei, before you know, that scary woman is back again!" Usagi gave Rei a warning look while Makoto continued. "I'm sorry, that's not what I meant. Actually I don't know why I never told you. There never was a reason to tell, so why should I? Besides..." Mako paused for a moment.
"I guess I'm still angry at myself for not saying goodbye to her. With my parents it was different, I had no chance to say goodbye to them before I escaped from the dying iron bird." Makoto swallowed and tried to continue before she was cut off by Minako. "Escaped? You mean you where IN the plane when it crashed?"
"Yes, I was." Makoto swallowed a bit before she continued telling what had happened in the plane that fatal day. "The engine failed and the plane was starting to lose height. People were screaming and crying. Nobody knew what to do. Most of them just took hold of their loved ones and told them they loved them, one last time. The plane went down faster and faster, that thing broke in two halves and I flew away with the tail of the iron bird. That was probable why I survived. I fell in the water and had to swim for my life to get some air again. When I got back up, I saw the front halve had sunk and took most passengers with it. Rescue teams picked me up from the water after 10 or 15 minutes. The helicopter flew me to the beach and dropped me there. After that, it went back to search for more survivors. I could see the tail planted in the beach a mile away or something." Makoto buried her head back in her knees and was crying hysterical. Ami and Minako took a strong hold on their friend, while Rei and Usagi were both rocking her backside and wished they where closer to her. All the girls had tears falling from their eyes and didn't care about the other passengers who were staring at them.
After a while Makoto's sobbing became less and she continued the story of her young life-hell. "I saw them picking up people from the water and how I hoped my family was with them. I thought they picked up living people, but when the helicopter landed and I ran to it to see if my family was there, it seemed they hadn't found any survivors. There were only dead bodies in the helicopter. One of them was my dad. I had never been that sad in my whole life. But I kept on hoping mom and Sara were all right. The ambulance arrived and they brought me to the hospital."
"Two days past and I went looking at all the dead bodies to see if I could still hope, because my mom and sis still hadn't been found. Then I saw my mom. She was all torn apart her head was one of the not so many parts which was still in one piece. I thought my heart would fail at that moment. I screamed it out. I felt like I was torn apart myself and all my hope was gone. An other day passed and I though I was the only survivor until I heard there was a girl brought in, probably a victim of the crash. People had found her at the beach. They thought the sea had brought her there. Since I was the only survivor and they knew I still didn't found my sister, I had to see if she was my sis." She sobbed a bit and dried her tears.
"When I got to the hospital bed... I... I saw her. She looked pretty dead to me. Her skin was as white as snow. Although her body was covered by a blanket, I could see she had a cut from her shoulder to I don't know how low, I think her stomach. She also had a huge wound on her head." Makoto had to swallow again. With the thought of those memories, she couldn't continue. She started to cry and buried her face in her hands.
"Oh, Mako...", Ami said with a sigh. She wrapped her arm around Makoto's wrist and rested her head at Makoto's shoulder. "Hush... its okay, relax a little. If you don't want to tell us about what happened, then just don't" A tear escaped from her eye.
"Uh... Its okay Ami, I do want to tell the rest of the story. I started telling you guys this, now I have to finish it!" Ami pulled back from the brave brunette and stared at her, waiting for her to continue.
After a while Makoto lifted her head up and went on with her story. "So she had a huge wound on her head. The doctors said she would probably never recover. She probably had brain damage. She would never be her old self again. She would probably never speak again, never walk again... So if she wouldn't have brain damage? She would die. There was an extremely small chance for her to recover to becoming her old self again. But since she was in a coma, death was the only future I saw for her. I couldn't bear seeing her like this. I already lost hope. I didn't want to hurt myself anymore by hoping for the impossible. She was still alive, yes. But for how long? I told the doctors the girl who was lying there wasn't my sister. I just denied her being my sister. I just told them Sara was dead, cause in my eyes... She was!" Ami dried Mako's tears, with the side of her finger she swept away some tears at her friends' cheeks.
Makoto continued: "I left to go back to Japan, my Aunt had offered to take care of me. Hurt and lost I went back to my homeland. After a few days my aunt told me the girl had died."
The girls couldn't find their voice anymore. They had no idea what to say. Many thoughts were flashing threw their minds. All their thoughts were equal:
'Poor Mako, she didn't deserve this.
Why didn't I know?
Why didn't I know about her past?
Why didn't she ever tell about this before?
Why didn't I ever ask her about her past before?'
After a couple of minutes silence Makoto spoke again: "How could I leave her like that?"
She had a questioning look on her face and looked into Ami's eyes as if she could find the answer there. After a few seconds she turned her head away from the genius and gave the others the same questioning look. Nobody spoke so she closed her eyes and left her head hanging.
"To die alone, no beloved ones around you, just all alone is one of my biggest fears. And I did that to her!" Her voice was shivering just like her body.
Rei looked at the backside of her tall friend who was sitting in front of her. Rei hang over Mako's chair and placed her hand on her friends shoulder. After wiping away her tears she was the first one to speak again.
"I'm sorry to hear that Makoto." There was a silence while Rei took the picture from Usagi, who was still holding it close to her chest while tears trickled from her eyes. The raven haired beauty stared at the picture for a while.
"She looks like you, Mako" she said with a little smile on her face. "I bet she didn't even know you were still alive. She was in a coma you told... so she never woke up. I think that's the best. No pain, no suffer and if you told them she was your sister, wouldn't have chanced her future. She would have died anyway. Only you had to stay with her, which would give you even more bad memories. I would have done the same as you did."
"Thanks. But... still I feel quilty." "Don't! You don't have to. You only torture yourself if you do." Makoto turned around to face the young temple girl. "Thank you" she smiled at her while the tears kept on streaming down her cheeks.
"Makoto wake up! We are in England" Makoto mumbled a little and turned her body the other way. "Makoto. I'm gonna show you England.I lived here for a year?!" Still no reaction. "Wake up sleeping beauty" Makoto was still asleep. "MA-KOH-TOOOOOO!!!" "WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAT???" Makoto shot up, sweat was dropping from her head and she was breathing heavily. "Wake up." Minako continued with a soft voice and a big smile on her face. "DON'T DO THAT AGAIN! ... Uh?" Makoto's face turned from a mad one into a questioning one. "You... You mean we are already here?" "Yes." "We are in England?" "Yes Mako, you slept all the way. After you told us about your past, you cried yourself asleep, while your head was resting at Ami's shoulder." "GREAT!" Makoto jumped up, she couldn't remember the last time she was that happy.
"We are here. Finally! The plane pain is over."
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Thanks for reading my story, I hope you liked it. Please review!
I already finished my third chapter. But the spelling and grammar still has to be checked (ey, I a perfectionist, don't blame me) But I warn you. my third chapter isn't like the first and second, it has more humour in it. And it has lots of useless crap in it, only made to pass time. I also want to ask you readers something. My third chapter became a bit to long (about 15 A4's, letter type: Times New Roman; 12) So. should I split it up and make it; chapter 3 part 1 and chapter 3 part 2, or just leave it like that? You can e-mail me. you can tell me in a review.