'Why?' was the only thought that ran thought the girls mind as she look out the window to the blackened skies that opened up and let heavens tears drip down. A single tear escaped and ran down her cheek but didn't stop there, more and more fell. Yet she made not a sound simply starred blankly out at the night, asking her self 'why?' but never receiving an answer. And as the night drowned on the heavens continued to weep for the girls torn soul.

The sun began to rise above the horizon. As the light hit the slumbering teen's face her eyes began to open to the new day. Looking around she wonder when she had fallen asleep. For she was in a rather uncomfortable spot on her window seal. 'I have no more tears to cry. Even if I did I wound not let them fall he has made his chose and if he's happy then I wont stand in his way.' She thought with a sad smile.

'The sunrise brings forth the beginning of a new day. It doesn't matter what happened yesterday or the day before. You can always start over. Mistakes can be forgotten and lives can begin again. Something bad happened and I want to forget it. But I can't, because if I did I would forget all my friends and him. I could never forget him no matter what. Besides how can I know if I'm truly happy if I don't know what it's like to be sad? OK that's a load of crap but hell I have to come up with something to make myself fell better…then again there is always death by chocolate ice-cream, and I must say not a bad way to go. I needed a reason to make a new start anyway a new start would be a good thing I think.'

The girl stud up took a deep breath to compost her self. 'First things first a hot bath and simi-decent breakfast, and a tight top and short skirt. And on to the mall' With her plan in mind she when into her bather connected to her room and stared a bath bubbles and all. ' Now what was that saying… If you love something, set it free, If it doesn't return then it was never meant to be. Yeah that's it, but I'm starting to think that him and how ever came up with "The truth shall set you free" where ether heavily medicated, on drugs or drooped repeatedly on there head as a child. Great I'm talking to myself, lovely' Striping out of her clothes from yesterday she settles down into the nice bath, and for the first time in a while she began to relax, well tried to.

Everything was quite save the slight `swish` of the water ever now and then. 'Who the hell I'm I kidding I love him and that's not going away. I can't just put it out of my mind and suddenly be happy. Damn my heart, I just had to falling for the one I can't have.' She blinked back tears from her eyes that are shadowed with heartbreak. 'Why can't you love me, Why do you chose her over me?' She bit her lip to keep from crying. ' I won't cry, I wont!' She began to sing softly to her self.

Ate monaku sama yotte ita
Tegakari monaku sagashi tsuzuketa
Anata ga kureta omoi de o
Kokoro o iyasu uta nishite

Yakusoku mo suru koto monaku
Kawasu koto bamo kimetari mosezu
Dakishime soshite tashika mete
Hibiwa nido to kaeranau

Kioku no naka no te ofuru anata wa
Watashi no namae o yobuko toga deki runo

Afureru sono namida o
Kagaya kuyuu kini kaete
Inochi wa tsuzuku
Yoruo koe uta gau koto nonai
Ashitare totsuzuku

Tobu tori no mukou no sorade
Ikutsu no kioku azuke tada rou
Hakanai kibou mo yume mo
Todokanai basyo ni wasurete

Meguri aunowa guuzen toi e runo?
Wakareru toki ga kanarazu kuru noni

Kieyuku unmei demo
Kimi ga ikiteiru kagiri
Inochi watsuzuku
Eien ni sono chikara no kagiri
Doko made mo

Watashi ga shinou tomo
Kimi ga ikiteiru kagiri
Inochi watsuzuku
Eien ni sono chikara no kagiri
Doko made mo tsuzuku

(Alone for a while, I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
Too weave while picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life, love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who will hear the echoes of the stories never told?
Let them ring out loud 'till they unfold

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Now you're gone… I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life, to the sky beyond the flying birds
Forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon these wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life, to the sky beyond the flying bird
Forever and on

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember {Song belongs to Final Fantasy IX})