I need some kind of saviour
To stop these tears
From falling out my burning eyes
And even though
I want to cry
I must be strong.
There must be something
To stop the pain
I walk alone
In the rain
I'm wet now
But the pain is driving me insane
And my heart is breaking
But I still won't cry.
Even though my eyes
Burn with uncried tears
Shadowed and bloodshot
My face shows all my fears
I sit alone in darkness
Trying to lose the smog
Of memories and anger.
And love
That is now lost
And I know I'll give in now
The burning spreads
Into my cheeks
As the tears roll down,
Pooling on my tunic
Leaving me cold
Hurt
And crying.
All alone now
Leave me alone now
Let me be alone now
Crying till I fall down
And no one can save me now
I'm lost.
And the tears have gone now
Until I am cried dry
And all that is left
Is sobs that wrack my body.
Then I curl up on the floor
Shivering and sobbing
Wordlessly
Rose petals falling from the bloom in my hand
It makes my hand bleed
Like my heart
I don't understand it.
I thought he'd learnt
But then he turned away
Until here I stood
And now I fall.
Yesterday was here
And now the love has gone
Where it never was
Now it never will
She took him
Now I never will
I heard that
From the shadow
And I cried there
I cried myself to dust
Upon the stone floor
I heard them
The sounds of joy
And all I was to him
Was an elf,
A fellow companion
And now he pushed me away
I needed him
Now I hate the way
That I need him
My heart broken.
I was just an elf with a heart of steel
Then now I know
I'm blood and flesh like the rest of them
And it hurts me so
To know
That
He's gone.
