*** I ... am...so...sorry...***
Dear readers;
I regret to inform you that due to circumstances beyond my control, there will be no new chapters of Live With Henry (And the authoress) for a very long time to come; perhaps permanantly depending on how I feel. Right now I am under a great deal of stress, between family and social life as well as school, I'm already really stressed but this has just set me over the edge. This morning I logged on to my computer as I usually do, and instinctively popped in my disc to work on my fics as I usually do, and I was almost finished two new chapters for L.W.H which I was planning on posting today, only to discover that friends, it is gone. I don't know how and I don't know why; but it's gone. I can find no traces of it anywhere. I have tried to find it and have even used every backdoor system on my computer that I know, but it can't come back. Some how it's been deleted and I don't know why. All I can remember is working on it last night til about 2 in the morning happy that my chapters were almost finished , and I saved it like I usually do, but it was taking way to long and completely froze so I pressed CTRL-ALT-DELETE which has never failed me before and it closed it down. However somehow it seems to have deleted my fanfic in the process. And instead of feeling happy because yesterday was my birthday, all I feel is really crappy. I realize that I could draw back all of my previous chapters with the ff.net backup system; but unfortunately it can't bring back my 2 nearly complete chapters. And because of my poor memory and the fact that my mind has been on other things (cake and presents and such : P) I don't think I will be able to remember any or enough of it to re-write it. I was already under stress because I had a really bad birthday and my fanfics are usually my only relief. I guess perhaps this is just a sign; I seem to have terrible writers block and can never finish anything I write or it turns out really crappy, and L.W.H is the only thing I've ever been semi-good at and got a really good response out of it. And now that's gone from me too. Heh *shrugs* I guess some of us just aren't meant to be writers. I am so sorry for myself right now which is in all extremeness: PAthetic beyond a doubt. But I am more sorry to you; the readers, some of you close friends others just loyal fans who have really been there with the encouragement when I needed it most. I am thankful from the bottom of my heart for that; and I am sorry that I've let you down. I will try my best, but I'm not sure that I'll be able to do it again. But I'm trying I really am, so I leave you with this apology and all I can think to myself right now is: "Happy birthday dear Crystal.. ;_; " heh; funny isn't? Don't you agree? Heh, well I have to go now, I realize this apology can't make up for anything, but I really hope it's a start. Now if you'll excuse me I have to drown my sorrows in a piece of chocolate birhtday cake. So goodbye for now, my sincerest apologies;
-Teenage Vampiress - Itazuramono (Crystaline)
Dear readers;
I regret to inform you that due to circumstances beyond my control, there will be no new chapters of Live With Henry (And the authoress) for a very long time to come; perhaps permanantly depending on how I feel. Right now I am under a great deal of stress, between family and social life as well as school, I'm already really stressed but this has just set me over the edge. This morning I logged on to my computer as I usually do, and instinctively popped in my disc to work on my fics as I usually do, and I was almost finished two new chapters for L.W.H which I was planning on posting today, only to discover that friends, it is gone. I don't know how and I don't know why; but it's gone. I can find no traces of it anywhere. I have tried to find it and have even used every backdoor system on my computer that I know, but it can't come back. Some how it's been deleted and I don't know why. All I can remember is working on it last night til about 2 in the morning happy that my chapters were almost finished , and I saved it like I usually do, but it was taking way to long and completely froze so I pressed CTRL-ALT-DELETE which has never failed me before and it closed it down. However somehow it seems to have deleted my fanfic in the process. And instead of feeling happy because yesterday was my birthday, all I feel is really crappy. I realize that I could draw back all of my previous chapters with the ff.net backup system; but unfortunately it can't bring back my 2 nearly complete chapters. And because of my poor memory and the fact that my mind has been on other things (cake and presents and such : P) I don't think I will be able to remember any or enough of it to re-write it. I was already under stress because I had a really bad birthday and my fanfics are usually my only relief. I guess perhaps this is just a sign; I seem to have terrible writers block and can never finish anything I write or it turns out really crappy, and L.W.H is the only thing I've ever been semi-good at and got a really good response out of it. And now that's gone from me too. Heh *shrugs* I guess some of us just aren't meant to be writers. I am so sorry for myself right now which is in all extremeness: PAthetic beyond a doubt. But I am more sorry to you; the readers, some of you close friends others just loyal fans who have really been there with the encouragement when I needed it most. I am thankful from the bottom of my heart for that; and I am sorry that I've let you down. I will try my best, but I'm not sure that I'll be able to do it again. But I'm trying I really am, so I leave you with this apology and all I can think to myself right now is: "Happy birthday dear Crystal.. ;_; " heh; funny isn't? Don't you agree? Heh, well I have to go now, I realize this apology can't make up for anything, but I really hope it's a start. Now if you'll excuse me I have to drown my sorrows in a piece of chocolate birhtday cake. So goodbye for now, my sincerest apologies;
-Teenage Vampiress - Itazuramono (Crystaline)