A painful decision
Author's note : Well, this is the translation of my fanfiction 'Une douloureuse décision', you can go to read the French version if you want. Excuse me for the mistakes, I'm not that good in English…lol
Disclaimer: The characters belongs to JK Rowling.
Prologue:
'I'd like so much
If all that was only a nightmare,
If all could begin again,
To go back to the old good time,
To regain my friends,
This is my dream…'
I don't know if I took the right decision this night. According to their looks, their expressions, I guess it wasn't. But how can they know?! What I did, I did it just for THEM!
I can still remember their looks, surprised or rather shocked. They thought I was getting insane. Or else, I was under the Imperius.
But no, dear friends, I knew very well what I was doing. For the first time, everything was extremely clear in my mind. Unfortunately for them…
Suddenly realizing, their stuns looks were now furious. They thought I had betrayed them. It was so naïve…
Why didn't they understand?
My God, it hurts so much to see their faces! It was just like if they've plant a knife right in my heart…It would have had the same effect…But I was resigned…
Why does my heart tight again to this memory? It is the past now, I have to forget that…
The fateful words I said come suddenly back to my mind:
"Lord Voldemort, I am joining you."
Well, this single sentence cost my life…Or rather my soul, because I'm still alive…
But how, me, Harry Potter, 'The boy who lived', Voldemort's worst enemy, could have said such words?! I still don't believe it, despite the facts…
All that seems so far away…
How did I come to this point?
At my state, I should as well confide myself to someone. Or at least, to something.
Here, my dear diary, is the story of the event which conducted me to side along with the person I hated the most…And that I still hate…
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This is not a very good translation I know…I have to improve…
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