Sorry for the EXTREAMLY long wait... things have been hecktic 'round
here... the next will DEFINTLY be up sooner!!
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"I... I'm pregnant Anakin." She looked back down to her hands that were resting in her lap, trying to stall time, and wait for what she knew she had to tell him next.
Anakin.... Was .. Shocked, to say the least. After what happened they did their best to accept it and move on, and now, everything was going to be great, they were going to have a child. He was going to have a son or daughter.... Or so he thought....
"Thats great Padme.." Anakin was bursting with happiness. "Why are you so sad?"
"Anakin.." She talked not looking up to him. "I don't think it's yours.." She paused again, seeing that he didn't fully understand. "It might be Vorsha's."
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"I... I... I'm..." Anakin stood up, he was completely dumbstruck. He didn't even finish, he didn't know what he should say after hearing what he heard. He loved Padme, and would give anything for her, even his life. But this would need some thought. She might be having another mans child, and not just a man, but a Sith. How was he supposed to take it?!
He walked out of the room leaving Padme in her own misery. It's all my fault. She told herself. I deserve to be alone. I shouldn't have slept with Vorsha, I have ruined my love.
Padme sat for a while, taking on all that happened, she thought Anakin would take it worse. But then again, she didn't know what he did after he left. She sat quietly for a while, and then got up and left not even waiting for the Healer to came back. She just got up and walked away, showing no emotion, she had no strength left for sorrow and self pity.
She walked throughout the Temple halls wearing the same expressionless face she had when she left the Healers wing. She found herself walking towards Anakins quarters, and decide to continue going there. She didn't to pack her things and get back to her quarters anyhow. And they were Anakin's quarters. Not theirs but his. They no longer held the warmth of being theirs.
She continued walking there even though she knew that he would most likely be there, but she didn't care. She just wanted to get her things out and got to the cold sensations of her quarters. It was more like an official residence than a home, but it was better than being in a room with someone that could never forgive you. She also wanted some down time, some time to just be alone and sort things out and she knew that her Master would surly be gone.
When she arrived at the doors she stood silently and allowed the dark cloud of doom hang over her. She knew she deserved anything bad that happened. When she finally did key the numbers into the door it swished open. As she walked in she noticed yet another broken glass in shards all over the kitchen floor
Now she was sure that Anakin had let out some anger, and that he had probably did a lot more, before he got to his quarters. She was only a little relieved, knowing that he wouldn't really dump it all out on her. She was silently hoping that he had come and left, but all her thoughts changed when she went into his room to get her things packed.
**
When Padme walked into Anakin's room she felt so much pain and sadness she nearly fell over. The holovision that they never used, was turned on. It shocked her, they had never used it, and for some reason, she honestly didn't think it worked. She could see Anakin lying on the bad face down and dried tears streaking down his face. She hurt him. She hurt him bad.
She stared at him for a moment, hoping and wishing with every fiber in her being that it was Anakins child. She knew that Anakin would be willing to give the blood to test it, but she didn't want to wait that long, and didn't want to live with what it might bring if it wasn't his.
She quickly snapped out of her thoughts and moved her attention to packing, she walked over to the closet and grabbed the few things she had there, she pulled them out quickly but quietly as to not wake Anakin. All her things fit comfortable in just a small shoulder bag, so when she was finished she walked back out of the room and back into the main area.
She briefly thought about leaving a note, but decided it best not to. But she did decide to pick up the mess of shattered glass, so he would stomp all over it in an angry rage. She sat her bag down and walked into the kitchen and slowly began to pick up the small pieces.
She was about finished cleaning up some of the bigger pieces when a sharp corner of one of the piece jabbed her finger. It hurt like hell but she kept herself from screaming. "Sith." She quietly whisper and walked over to the sink to clean off the wound.
She didn't notice that Anakin had been awake the whole time and was watching her. He ran to his bed when he heard the door opening and spied on her while she packed her things. He had pretended to be asleep, but he really saw that she was leaving. And that is not what he wanted.
"Don't." Anakin spoke for the first time, surprising her.
"What?" Padme turned around, angry that he actually was awake, and she couldn't make and easy escape.
"Don't go." He answered back barely above a whisper.
"What happened?" Padme ignored his request and continued to pick up the glass, every once in a while bringing the cut finger to her lips.
"I got angry." He admitted shamefully. "But your avoiding what I said. Please don't go."
Padme was still bent down on the ground cleaning up that last of the glass, but she silently replied. " Please don't make this harder on me Anakin. Its already hard enough."
"Then don't leave. I love you Padme."
"I have to leave Anakin." She walked to the sink and dumped the glass into it. "What if it's not yours Anakin? How would you feel? And be in my shoe's for a moment! How am I supposed to live with you and a child that isn't yours?!"
"I will love you no matter what Padme." He took a deep breath before continuing. "Even if the child is not mine. I will care for it like it is my own."
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I really hate this post.. i think its horrible.. but tell me what ya think!
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"I... I'm pregnant Anakin." She looked back down to her hands that were resting in her lap, trying to stall time, and wait for what she knew she had to tell him next.
Anakin.... Was .. Shocked, to say the least. After what happened they did their best to accept it and move on, and now, everything was going to be great, they were going to have a child. He was going to have a son or daughter.... Or so he thought....
"Thats great Padme.." Anakin was bursting with happiness. "Why are you so sad?"
"Anakin.." She talked not looking up to him. "I don't think it's yours.." She paused again, seeing that he didn't fully understand. "It might be Vorsha's."
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"I... I... I'm..." Anakin stood up, he was completely dumbstruck. He didn't even finish, he didn't know what he should say after hearing what he heard. He loved Padme, and would give anything for her, even his life. But this would need some thought. She might be having another mans child, and not just a man, but a Sith. How was he supposed to take it?!
He walked out of the room leaving Padme in her own misery. It's all my fault. She told herself. I deserve to be alone. I shouldn't have slept with Vorsha, I have ruined my love.
Padme sat for a while, taking on all that happened, she thought Anakin would take it worse. But then again, she didn't know what he did after he left. She sat quietly for a while, and then got up and left not even waiting for the Healer to came back. She just got up and walked away, showing no emotion, she had no strength left for sorrow and self pity.
She walked throughout the Temple halls wearing the same expressionless face she had when she left the Healers wing. She found herself walking towards Anakins quarters, and decide to continue going there. She didn't to pack her things and get back to her quarters anyhow. And they were Anakin's quarters. Not theirs but his. They no longer held the warmth of being theirs.
She continued walking there even though she knew that he would most likely be there, but she didn't care. She just wanted to get her things out and got to the cold sensations of her quarters. It was more like an official residence than a home, but it was better than being in a room with someone that could never forgive you. She also wanted some down time, some time to just be alone and sort things out and she knew that her Master would surly be gone.
When she arrived at the doors she stood silently and allowed the dark cloud of doom hang over her. She knew she deserved anything bad that happened. When she finally did key the numbers into the door it swished open. As she walked in she noticed yet another broken glass in shards all over the kitchen floor
Now she was sure that Anakin had let out some anger, and that he had probably did a lot more, before he got to his quarters. She was only a little relieved, knowing that he wouldn't really dump it all out on her. She was silently hoping that he had come and left, but all her thoughts changed when she went into his room to get her things packed.
**
When Padme walked into Anakin's room she felt so much pain and sadness she nearly fell over. The holovision that they never used, was turned on. It shocked her, they had never used it, and for some reason, she honestly didn't think it worked. She could see Anakin lying on the bad face down and dried tears streaking down his face. She hurt him. She hurt him bad.
She stared at him for a moment, hoping and wishing with every fiber in her being that it was Anakins child. She knew that Anakin would be willing to give the blood to test it, but she didn't want to wait that long, and didn't want to live with what it might bring if it wasn't his.
She quickly snapped out of her thoughts and moved her attention to packing, she walked over to the closet and grabbed the few things she had there, she pulled them out quickly but quietly as to not wake Anakin. All her things fit comfortable in just a small shoulder bag, so when she was finished she walked back out of the room and back into the main area.
She briefly thought about leaving a note, but decided it best not to. But she did decide to pick up the mess of shattered glass, so he would stomp all over it in an angry rage. She sat her bag down and walked into the kitchen and slowly began to pick up the small pieces.
She was about finished cleaning up some of the bigger pieces when a sharp corner of one of the piece jabbed her finger. It hurt like hell but she kept herself from screaming. "Sith." She quietly whisper and walked over to the sink to clean off the wound.
She didn't notice that Anakin had been awake the whole time and was watching her. He ran to his bed when he heard the door opening and spied on her while she packed her things. He had pretended to be asleep, but he really saw that she was leaving. And that is not what he wanted.
"Don't." Anakin spoke for the first time, surprising her.
"What?" Padme turned around, angry that he actually was awake, and she couldn't make and easy escape.
"Don't go." He answered back barely above a whisper.
"What happened?" Padme ignored his request and continued to pick up the glass, every once in a while bringing the cut finger to her lips.
"I got angry." He admitted shamefully. "But your avoiding what I said. Please don't go."
Padme was still bent down on the ground cleaning up that last of the glass, but she silently replied. " Please don't make this harder on me Anakin. Its already hard enough."
"Then don't leave. I love you Padme."
"I have to leave Anakin." She walked to the sink and dumped the glass into it. "What if it's not yours Anakin? How would you feel? And be in my shoe's for a moment! How am I supposed to live with you and a child that isn't yours?!"
"I will love you no matter what Padme." He took a deep breath before continuing. "Even if the child is not mine. I will care for it like it is my own."
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I really hate this post.. i think its horrible.. but tell me what ya think!