I put a little of the last post in here... just so u remember how it ended,
and you dont have to go back and look since it was SOOOO long ago!!!!
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The Healer followed him away and untied the rubber band as Anakin stared at the machine in a daze. as the rubber band shot off the blood rushed through his veins like an out of control forest fire. His fingers filled with the once normal color and his whole body burned with pain.
Suddenly he had a migraine.
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"No effect on ya, eh?" The Healer laughed at his weak actions.
"Ok, guess I was wrong......" Anakin admitted. "That was horrible though..." His hands made a motion that showed it was 'big' and his eyes widened to extent. He had no clue it was going to be the way it was.
"If you think that was bad," The Healer started to clean up the large device. "You should see what Padme had to go through." The Healer immediately thought of the experience it was. Padme had to be put in a large 'CatScan like' device and a large needle inserted in to her swollen belly and into each baby, to get a sample of their blood. It was a very risky test, and to add to it, it had to be done twice. Needless to say, she was not in a good mood the day after that.
Now Anakin felt really bad. Not only were his emotions already haywire from the loss of blood, but now this!? The Healer decided it best not to tell him what Padme had to go through, and he was a little thankful for that, although, he did want to know ... just to know. But the pain was still there. She had to go through something terribly painful and scary and he wasn't there to be with her.
I should have been there! He told himself as he staggered to cross the room.
You never knew when it was going to happen! How could you have been there?! A darker, deeper voice deep in side him spoke up. Anakin chose it best to ignore it...
I've got to be hallucinating! He walked forward toward the door more. Right?!
The further he went, the more he realized that the door only seemed to be getting further away, and he could begin to see himself walking in circle int he middle of the spacious room.
"I think im going to go. While I can still stand..." Anakin squinted his eyes to see clearer, and made a bolt to the door. As he got there he could tell his body was slowly preparing for a good nights sleep...
Or Days sleep that is.
His arms and legs swayed like a kite free in the wind, and his knees, they were nothing more than unrefrigerated Jell-O. He didn't even want to think about how bad his vision had got, now he felt bad for the poor people that had to get glasses and eye surgery.
What is it with me being so emotional all of a sudden?! HE rough and toughly pushed the door open with a surge from his last strength resort... Force... I'm turning into a sithly woman!
"The results from the test should be back in a few days, Anakin." The Healer called out to him before the door slammed full force into his butt and he got a quick push forward.
It's a good thing... He turned and looked through the window to acknowledge what the Healer had said. I'll need all the pushes I can get... I dont think I can make it to my room!
Anakin looked back to the hallway in front of him, he could have swore it just got longer. He feet moved like slugs as he walked like a stray down the intricate marble hallway. He had just reached the end of that branch and reached to the last corner that was desperately trying to keep him away from the now seeming, best elevator in the Galaxy.
He let out a long sigh and... As gracefully as he could... Rounded the 'tougher than all' corner. His hazy eyes fell and for a moment he walked with his eyes fully relaxed and closed. That moment was just long enough to run full body into a woman passing by.
Him being in his 'weak' state fell effortlessly to the cold marble floor. But that wasn't the case for his victim. To her it was just a hit-and-run. But she quickly shot some words, at the face she was yet to see.
"Why don't you watch where you going next time, you crazy drunk!" Anakin recognized that voice, it was Padme. Little did she know that the person that just ran face first into her was her own husband, her Ani. She continued walking down the hall, thinking it was just another drunk looking for help from the Jedi.
"I'm not drunk!" Anakin slurred as he tried to stand from the cold floor. Padme stopped in her tracks, this person had some gut. She quickly turned to see who the brave soul was that was challenging her strong words. When she turned she was shocked to see who the person struggling to get off the ground was.
"Anakin?!" She whispered just loud enough for him to here.
"Huh?" Anakin answered sleepily, he turned around to face her. He hadn't seen her in 4 months, and now... She had changed. She was still as beautiful ever, and with his poor eyesight her white silk gown created a soft glow around her.
She is an angel He thought to himself.
For a moment, he wondered why she wasn't wearing the standard Jedi close, like she had been ordered to before, but as soon as his gaze lowered to her abdomen he quickly realized why. She wasn't wearing them, because they didn't fit. Her once flat, smooth stomach was now protruding with the obvious swolleness of pregnancy.
"Padme...." He managed to gasp out.
"Anakin, are you all right?" She asked with every bit of her tone filled with worry. She watched as he slid further down the wall after his failed attempt to stand, she felt completely horrible.
"I.. I.. I.." He fell heavily to the floor once again. Padme rushed to his side and hugged him as hard as she could. She could tell he needed it, and she knew deep down, so did she.
"What happened?" Padme explained when she saw the vibrant track marks on his arm. "Did you take drugs Anakin?!"
Anakin looked down at his arm, "No.. No.. I gave blood, for the test." He realized that he was in such a hurry to leave, that he didn't even give the healer a chance to properly clean and wrap it.
"Oh," Padme was in shock as for what to say. " Well you need to lay down, come on."
Anakin was a little confused at first, but when she tugged on his arm for him to get up, he push all his strength into doing just that. Once standing Padme tossed Anakins arm around her, and add some of his weight to hers. Soon they were slowly hobbling to the elevator, and on the way up to the higher levels.
As they walked down the abandoned hallways, Anakin noticed that...he didn't recognize anything. "Where are we going?"
"My quarters." Padme answered, earning a confused look from Anakin. "They're much closer."
"But I thought you didn't want to be around me?" Anakin questioned.
"It's not that I don't want to, I just cant make you suffer if the.. child .. isn't your. I will always love you Anakin."
"Mmm... Hmm." Anakin sleepily answered, she knew he was going to be totally zoned out soon.
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The moment Padme dropped Anakin down on her bed, he instantly began to fall asleep. Loud snores were already making their way into the air, and Padme had to stifle back her laughter. In all the time they had been together, he had never been one to snore. It was obvious that this was the best sleep he had gotten in a while.
Padme was about to turn and walk away, but she noticed the trembling and shaking of Anakins body and quickly grabbed a blanket and threw it over him. She could tell that they blanket would give him little warmth, so she laid down next to him and snuggled closer to his chest, she was a little tired too, so what could it hurt.
As she leaned into him, his arms found their way around her and he pulled her close. she did nothing to stop it. She welcomed the warm feel they created as he held her. Even though he was fading quickly into the dark world of sleep, he felt loved. For the first time in 4 months, he felt loved.
Padme was about to close her eyes as the sleep was taking over, but she tilted her head up and placed a small feather light kiss on his forehead. As she brought her face back down, she made sure that his eyes were still closed and he was asleep. Just as she was about to finally give into her sleepiness, she felt Anakins lips softly impact with hers, and before she knew what was happening, the kiss deepened.
Anakins mouth dueled with hers fighting to make the kiss deeper, and Padme didn't object. She too wanted the kiss, and just as badly. More and more passion doubled into the kiss, and soon Anakin had raised just enough to show that he was in control.
Just as the kiss was slowly turning into to something more, Padme quickly pulled away, leaving Anakin breathless, confused, and staring at her with a bewildered glare.
"We can't do this." Padme practically cried, as she pulled away from his lips. "We just can't. It will only hurt us more later.. if we find out..." Padme couldn't even say the words, she wouldn't believe that the children would be Vorsha's.
Children.. Psh.. He doesn't even know there's twins.. I need to tell him! But it will hurt more.. if, if..
"Anakin, I want this too. I want to be with you. To give myself to you. But I can't without feeling like I am going to destroy you. Anakin I pray everyday that its your child I carry and not a child of a Sith. But until I know for sure, I can't torture you."
"Padme...." Anakin barely whispered.
Padme ignored his plea, and chose the truth to tell him next. "Anakin, there's more." She paused for a moment to see if she could get his full attention. Or as much as she could from the tired form. "Anakin, I don't just carry one child. I'm carrying twins. A boy, and a girl."
"Why didn't you tell me before?" A silent tear ran down his face.
"I didn't want to hurt you, if they weren't yours. But you deserve the truth Anakin." Padme frowned about what she was going to say next. She slowly pulled away and walked towards the door, before speaking it. "And you deserve someone better than me."
"There is no one better than you." He recited almost as if it were a rule. "Padme..."
"Just..." Padme turned back to face him. He still lay on the bed, but now his face filled with tears, and his eyes filled with ones about to fall. She didn't want to do this, but she had to. "...Be gone by the time I get back? Please?"
Despite his urge to prove his point he nodded his head. If she wanted time, he would give her time. But she would always be the keeper and angel of his heart.
As he heard the door to her quarters swiftly slide shut behind her, he fell helplessly back down to the soft bed. His mind was racing with thoughts of the news he just received Twins?! She's carrying twins.
Anakin was about to scream in anger at the thought of them being Vorsha's but as he inhaled a deep gust of air, the sweet scent of Padme's body attacked his senses. He dug his face deeper into the pillow and slowly drifted off to sleep, inhaling the meadow scent the pillows held within them.
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WoWza!! Sorry it has BEEN sooo long.. I have been having problems with my mom... really bad ones as of late! the next will be soner... better on here than TF.net.. i haevnt updated in a month there!!! Another coming soon............. say.. Wednesday! pg 62 for my own reference.........
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The Healer followed him away and untied the rubber band as Anakin stared at the machine in a daze. as the rubber band shot off the blood rushed through his veins like an out of control forest fire. His fingers filled with the once normal color and his whole body burned with pain.
Suddenly he had a migraine.
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"No effect on ya, eh?" The Healer laughed at his weak actions.
"Ok, guess I was wrong......" Anakin admitted. "That was horrible though..." His hands made a motion that showed it was 'big' and his eyes widened to extent. He had no clue it was going to be the way it was.
"If you think that was bad," The Healer started to clean up the large device. "You should see what Padme had to go through." The Healer immediately thought of the experience it was. Padme had to be put in a large 'CatScan like' device and a large needle inserted in to her swollen belly and into each baby, to get a sample of their blood. It was a very risky test, and to add to it, it had to be done twice. Needless to say, she was not in a good mood the day after that.
Now Anakin felt really bad. Not only were his emotions already haywire from the loss of blood, but now this!? The Healer decided it best not to tell him what Padme had to go through, and he was a little thankful for that, although, he did want to know ... just to know. But the pain was still there. She had to go through something terribly painful and scary and he wasn't there to be with her.
I should have been there! He told himself as he staggered to cross the room.
You never knew when it was going to happen! How could you have been there?! A darker, deeper voice deep in side him spoke up. Anakin chose it best to ignore it...
I've got to be hallucinating! He walked forward toward the door more. Right?!
The further he went, the more he realized that the door only seemed to be getting further away, and he could begin to see himself walking in circle int he middle of the spacious room.
"I think im going to go. While I can still stand..." Anakin squinted his eyes to see clearer, and made a bolt to the door. As he got there he could tell his body was slowly preparing for a good nights sleep...
Or Days sleep that is.
His arms and legs swayed like a kite free in the wind, and his knees, they were nothing more than unrefrigerated Jell-O. He didn't even want to think about how bad his vision had got, now he felt bad for the poor people that had to get glasses and eye surgery.
What is it with me being so emotional all of a sudden?! HE rough and toughly pushed the door open with a surge from his last strength resort... Force... I'm turning into a sithly woman!
"The results from the test should be back in a few days, Anakin." The Healer called out to him before the door slammed full force into his butt and he got a quick push forward.
It's a good thing... He turned and looked through the window to acknowledge what the Healer had said. I'll need all the pushes I can get... I dont think I can make it to my room!
Anakin looked back to the hallway in front of him, he could have swore it just got longer. He feet moved like slugs as he walked like a stray down the intricate marble hallway. He had just reached the end of that branch and reached to the last corner that was desperately trying to keep him away from the now seeming, best elevator in the Galaxy.
He let out a long sigh and... As gracefully as he could... Rounded the 'tougher than all' corner. His hazy eyes fell and for a moment he walked with his eyes fully relaxed and closed. That moment was just long enough to run full body into a woman passing by.
Him being in his 'weak' state fell effortlessly to the cold marble floor. But that wasn't the case for his victim. To her it was just a hit-and-run. But she quickly shot some words, at the face she was yet to see.
"Why don't you watch where you going next time, you crazy drunk!" Anakin recognized that voice, it was Padme. Little did she know that the person that just ran face first into her was her own husband, her Ani. She continued walking down the hall, thinking it was just another drunk looking for help from the Jedi.
"I'm not drunk!" Anakin slurred as he tried to stand from the cold floor. Padme stopped in her tracks, this person had some gut. She quickly turned to see who the brave soul was that was challenging her strong words. When she turned she was shocked to see who the person struggling to get off the ground was.
"Anakin?!" She whispered just loud enough for him to here.
"Huh?" Anakin answered sleepily, he turned around to face her. He hadn't seen her in 4 months, and now... She had changed. She was still as beautiful ever, and with his poor eyesight her white silk gown created a soft glow around her.
She is an angel He thought to himself.
For a moment, he wondered why she wasn't wearing the standard Jedi close, like she had been ordered to before, but as soon as his gaze lowered to her abdomen he quickly realized why. She wasn't wearing them, because they didn't fit. Her once flat, smooth stomach was now protruding with the obvious swolleness of pregnancy.
"Padme...." He managed to gasp out.
"Anakin, are you all right?" She asked with every bit of her tone filled with worry. She watched as he slid further down the wall after his failed attempt to stand, she felt completely horrible.
"I.. I.. I.." He fell heavily to the floor once again. Padme rushed to his side and hugged him as hard as she could. She could tell he needed it, and she knew deep down, so did she.
"What happened?" Padme explained when she saw the vibrant track marks on his arm. "Did you take drugs Anakin?!"
Anakin looked down at his arm, "No.. No.. I gave blood, for the test." He realized that he was in such a hurry to leave, that he didn't even give the healer a chance to properly clean and wrap it.
"Oh," Padme was in shock as for what to say. " Well you need to lay down, come on."
Anakin was a little confused at first, but when she tugged on his arm for him to get up, he push all his strength into doing just that. Once standing Padme tossed Anakins arm around her, and add some of his weight to hers. Soon they were slowly hobbling to the elevator, and on the way up to the higher levels.
As they walked down the abandoned hallways, Anakin noticed that...he didn't recognize anything. "Where are we going?"
"My quarters." Padme answered, earning a confused look from Anakin. "They're much closer."
"But I thought you didn't want to be around me?" Anakin questioned.
"It's not that I don't want to, I just cant make you suffer if the.. child .. isn't your. I will always love you Anakin."
"Mmm... Hmm." Anakin sleepily answered, she knew he was going to be totally zoned out soon.
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The moment Padme dropped Anakin down on her bed, he instantly began to fall asleep. Loud snores were already making their way into the air, and Padme had to stifle back her laughter. In all the time they had been together, he had never been one to snore. It was obvious that this was the best sleep he had gotten in a while.
Padme was about to turn and walk away, but she noticed the trembling and shaking of Anakins body and quickly grabbed a blanket and threw it over him. She could tell that they blanket would give him little warmth, so she laid down next to him and snuggled closer to his chest, she was a little tired too, so what could it hurt.
As she leaned into him, his arms found their way around her and he pulled her close. she did nothing to stop it. She welcomed the warm feel they created as he held her. Even though he was fading quickly into the dark world of sleep, he felt loved. For the first time in 4 months, he felt loved.
Padme was about to close her eyes as the sleep was taking over, but she tilted her head up and placed a small feather light kiss on his forehead. As she brought her face back down, she made sure that his eyes were still closed and he was asleep. Just as she was about to finally give into her sleepiness, she felt Anakins lips softly impact with hers, and before she knew what was happening, the kiss deepened.
Anakins mouth dueled with hers fighting to make the kiss deeper, and Padme didn't object. She too wanted the kiss, and just as badly. More and more passion doubled into the kiss, and soon Anakin had raised just enough to show that he was in control.
Just as the kiss was slowly turning into to something more, Padme quickly pulled away, leaving Anakin breathless, confused, and staring at her with a bewildered glare.
"We can't do this." Padme practically cried, as she pulled away from his lips. "We just can't. It will only hurt us more later.. if we find out..." Padme couldn't even say the words, she wouldn't believe that the children would be Vorsha's.
Children.. Psh.. He doesn't even know there's twins.. I need to tell him! But it will hurt more.. if, if..
"Anakin, I want this too. I want to be with you. To give myself to you. But I can't without feeling like I am going to destroy you. Anakin I pray everyday that its your child I carry and not a child of a Sith. But until I know for sure, I can't torture you."
"Padme...." Anakin barely whispered.
Padme ignored his plea, and chose the truth to tell him next. "Anakin, there's more." She paused for a moment to see if she could get his full attention. Or as much as she could from the tired form. "Anakin, I don't just carry one child. I'm carrying twins. A boy, and a girl."
"Why didn't you tell me before?" A silent tear ran down his face.
"I didn't want to hurt you, if they weren't yours. But you deserve the truth Anakin." Padme frowned about what she was going to say next. She slowly pulled away and walked towards the door, before speaking it. "And you deserve someone better than me."
"There is no one better than you." He recited almost as if it were a rule. "Padme..."
"Just..." Padme turned back to face him. He still lay on the bed, but now his face filled with tears, and his eyes filled with ones about to fall. She didn't want to do this, but she had to. "...Be gone by the time I get back? Please?"
Despite his urge to prove his point he nodded his head. If she wanted time, he would give her time. But she would always be the keeper and angel of his heart.
As he heard the door to her quarters swiftly slide shut behind her, he fell helplessly back down to the soft bed. His mind was racing with thoughts of the news he just received Twins?! She's carrying twins.
Anakin was about to scream in anger at the thought of them being Vorsha's but as he inhaled a deep gust of air, the sweet scent of Padme's body attacked his senses. He dug his face deeper into the pillow and slowly drifted off to sleep, inhaling the meadow scent the pillows held within them.
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WoWza!! Sorry it has BEEN sooo long.. I have been having problems with my mom... really bad ones as of late! the next will be soner... better on here than TF.net.. i haevnt updated in a month there!!! Another coming soon............. say.. Wednesday! pg 62 for my own reference.........