Anyway, let's have fun with the fic!
Alone
Chapter 5
`Chichi, where are you? I didn't mean to hurt you!
Can't you see that I, we need you!´ Goku was sad. He felt like
he lost his heart and he didn't know where he should search for it! Bulma
watched him quietly and felt tears comeing to her blue eyes. He could tell
her million times that it wasn't her fault, she wouldn't believe him! She
ruined his life! And she felt pity for Chichi! Chichi never had much money
and when they were out shopping she just bought cheap clothes and always
just some. She had had to save money for her boys, her two sons. Nobody
of them was working and they just had some money which they got from the
Ox-King.
She had to raise two boys nearly alone and Goku was dead
or 7 years. And as he finally came back after the fight against Boo Bulma
called him very often to come over. So, Chichi never had her Goku just
for her alone!
`What have I done to her! I'm sure she'll hate me
now!´ Bulma was crying silently. All of sudden the door burst
open and bulma and Goku nearly jumped of their seats! "Here am I, woman!
With Kakarott's brats and that one of yours! So, WHERE IS MY FOOD!!!!!!!"
Vegeta stood in the doorway with his arms crossed in front of his chest.
"Hi Mom!" Trunks greeted his mother as he tried to push Vegeta out of the
way. But Vegeta stood straight. "Awwww, Dad! Please go forward!" Trunks
said annoyed and Vegeta just hmphed and walked into the house. Behind him
where Gohan and Goten. `How can I explain that their mother has left
because of me!´ Bulma rubbed her eyes to brush the tears away.
The two black haired boys entered their home and looked at Bulma. "Hi Bulma-Chan!
Why do you want us here? Is something wrong?" Gohan asked friendly. `Oh,
yeah, Gohan. Something is definetly wrong! And I hope you will forgive
me.......some day...´
Bulma walked twords them and her head hang low. As she
stood in front of Gohan she started whispering. "Gohan, I'm so s......."
"Hey, woman, wher is that third class baka! I thought he is here!" Vegeta
word's were ringing in her ears and before she could answer, Goku stepped
into the room. "I'm here, Vegeta! Sorry, I was in the bath-room!" Goku
said slowly and walked up to the group. His eyes wandered from one to another
and soon were looked in Bulma's eyes. His eyes seemed to ask: Have
you already told them? Bulma sadly shook her head. He closed his eyes and
took a deep breath.with `It's just a nightmare! When I wake up she'll
be here with me again!´ Goku just thought and tried to open his
eyes, but they were as heavy as iron, so he left them be. It was a depressiv
silence in the house.
"So, Kakarott, where is your mate?!?! She should make
me some food of hers!" Vegeta's words were hitting Goku hard and he trembled
like he was cold.
Goten came up next to his father and put his arms around
his leg. "Yeah, Daddy! Where is Mommy?" Goku looked down at his little
son and directly into his puppy-like eyes. How should he tell Goten that
his Momma wasn't here. That she had left him not them. He knew that Goten
was fixed on Chichi more than on everyone else. He loved his Mommy so much
and now Goku had to break his little heart! While thinking Goku started
whimpering and kneeled down next to Goten and embraced him tightly. Goten
was shocked but soon put his thin arms around his father's shoulders. The
others watched the scene.
"What is with Mom?" Gohan asked looking first at
his brother and father and then back at Bulma. Even Vegeta was now interested
in this conversation.
"Your mother left today and we really don't know where
she is now..... I'm so sorry, Gohan. It's all my fault!" Bulma whispered
and her voice trailed of.
Goku loosened his embrace and let go of Goten, who just
looked at his older brother. Gohan was shocked. aw`She left?!? Why?
What have we done to make her run away from us, her own family?´
He looked at his father and it hurt his heart to see his normally happy
face so sad and lost. "And... and she had left nothing...?" Goku walked
away and came back some seconds later with a letter in his big hands. He
handed it to his first born son and waited. Gohan looked at his father
closely and took the letter and started reading it carefully. Tears welled
up in his eyes, that looked so much like Chichi's. Hu put the letter down.
"So, it was really our fault! And Grandpa is dead! Oh, know, poor Mom!"
Gohan whispered and sighed sadly. "We have to find her! But where could
she be?" Bulma said and looked at everyone.
Some time later they were sitting at the kitchen table
and thought. Goten didn't seem to understand the whole situation. He thought
that his Mommy is just out shopping or something, but maybe it was better
that he didn't know the real disaster. "Maybe she is at Grandpa's grave?"
Gohan said to his Dad and waited for his answer. Goku turned his
head and looked at Gohan with a little hope in his eyes. "Maybe she's there,
but we don't know where his grave is?" Bulma thought as hard as she could.
She noticed that Gohan seemed to be a little angry at her and she didn't
blame him for that! "I'm pretty sure it'll be next to the castle where
he lived till his death. And if he isn't there we still can ask the people
who are working there." Bulma said with a frustrated voice.
Chichi and Joshua walked through the castle and laughed.
It was after midnight and they came from a party which was in one of ethe
other kingdoms next to theirs.
It has been a wonderfull evening. They danced, talked,
ate, drank and laughed and Chichi ahd been really happy and could stop
thinking of her sons and Goku.
At least for one night! They stopped in front of Chichi's
door and befor she opened it she turned to Joshua. He looked directly into
her beautiful black eyes as she did. But slowly her eyes closed as their
heads moved closer and a moment later their lips carfully touched each
others. It was a light and sweet kiss they shared, but it got deeper as
he put his arms around her thin waist and she threw her arms around his
neck. It seemed to be an eternity. The kiss was full of hope, friendship
and understanding, but was there also love? Chichi had her hand in his
blond-brown hair to press her lips harder against hers and his arms were
tighter around her and her body was pressed against Josh.Goku's hair had
been different, more thick. The world had disappeared for them.
When did she kiss the last time like that or when had
somebody kissed her like that ever before. But we couldn't she push the
picture of Goku out of her mind! She imagened it to be Goku, who she was
kissing passionatly. But it wasn't Goku! It was Joshua, her friend! She
parted their lips and took her arms away from his head and neck She was
ashamed of herself. She felt like she betrayed her husband, but she had
left him! She had to be alone to think.
"Thanks for the wonderfull evening, Josh. I'm sorry,
but I'm really tired now!" Chichi said and tried to escape his eyes. Joshua
laughed lightly. "I have to thank you! You're such a beautiful princess.
See you tomorrow, Chi! Good night, my princess!" He said and turned around.
Chichi watched him walking away and his footsteps were echoed through the
huge castle. Chichi watched him till he disappeared in the shadows. Then
she opened her room and walked to her bed and let herself fall down on
it. She laughed and cried at the same time.
So, that was the new chapter! I haven't so much time at the moment,
but I'll ty to write more soon!
I hope you don't hate me now, because Joshua and Chichi kissed, but
I swear that this will be (or maybe already is) a
GOKU/CHICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please R&R! What do you want to happen next? Should Josh and Chichi
go much further or not?
Thanks!
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Nofretete