Thanks for reviewing the last chapter(s)!
"Don't think of me" from Dido is also in here (I don't own it). I love this song and I thought it maybe fit in here a little. (Except the fact that Bulma can't cook and her house isn't small). Tell me what ya think!
Alone
Chapter 7
Chichi couldn't eat much. She was still confused
about her dream last night. Only the image of Goku and Bulma kissing and
embracing each other made her stomach turn around. So she sat in the huge
dinning room of her castle and in front of her on the table was her breakfast.
It was still unusual for her. In former times
she always had to get up early in the morning. She had cleaned the house
and had made breakfast for 3 Sayajins. And now she could sleep as long
as she want and there were always people were making dinner, cleaning and
cooking for her.
"Good morning, my princess! How are ya feeling
today?" Chichi turned her head and saw Joshua. He sat down on the chair
next to hers. Chichi smiled a little and than again fixed her eyes on her
cup of coffee. Joshua looked at her with concern in his blue eyes. He sighed.
"Aww, Chichi. What's wrong?" Chichi's fingers were playing with her
long black hair. She had it often down the last days. Since the left her
family.
`Goku always liked it when I had my hair down´
Chichi thought sadly and her fingers immedietly left her hair.
"Hey Chichi! I'm talking to you!" Joshua said
a little louder and try to look into her eyes. Chichi's eyes were still
concentrated on her cup of coffee and she didn't feel Joshua's hand on
her arm. "It's again about your husband isn't it?" Josh's soft word
couldn't reach her. Pictures of Bulma and Goku together were playing in
front of her eyes.`Could it really be true? Does Goku have a relationship
with Bulma Brief? Maybe it wasn't a dream at all..... It was a message
of the destiny! How could he? I always loved him and never cheated on him!!!´
Joshua got more worried by every second that passed
by. He softly rubbed her arm. "Chichi! Please say something! What's up
with you? Please!"
Chichi couldn't hear him! She was lost in her
own world. `But why am I frustrated I left Goku! He can do what he likes
to do and I can do what I wanna do! He can be with.... Bulma! It isn't
my buisness anymore!´ Tears were building up in the corners of her
eyes again. `But then why does it hurt that much to think about it? ´
The scenes from her dream were again played like a movie around her. She
couldn't look away and couldn't close her eyes.
They kissed eacxh other passionatly and told each
other how much they loved each other. `Doesn't he misses me sometimes or
does Bulma has eversthing he ever wanted? Has he ver cared for me?´
Joshua now squeezed her arm to wake her up from
her trance. As he saw the tears running down her face and falling on her
dress he was about to get up and ask someone to bring a doctor here. But
suddenly her lips opened a little and he could hear her say something nearly
not audiable.
So you're with her, and not with me
I hope she's sweet, and so pretty
I hear she cooks delightfully, a
little angle beside you
So you're with her, and not with
me
Oh how lucky a man can be
I hear your house is smart and clean
Oh how lovely with your homecoming
Queen
Oh how lovely it must be
Joshua moved his head closer to her face to hear what she says. Soon he recognized that she was singing. He tried to understand the most of it but it was difficult. Her tears were still running down her whole face like a waterfall and sometimed tears were floading into her mouth which she just had opened a little. "Oh Chichi. How can I help you?"
When you see her sweet smile, Baby
Don't think of me
When she lays in your warm arms
Don't think of me
`Did he ever love me or did he just marry me because
of the promise he gave me as we were little kids? He and Bulma had always
been friend. They had searched the Dragonballz together and survived many
adventures together. How can it be that they aren't in love?
But what about Vegeta? I thought Bulma loves him?!
And they have their son Trunks.´ Chichi walked through a huge
hall with pictures of Bulma and Goku everywhere. "What's with Vegeta and
Trunks?" Chichi screamed and turned around. She had a bad feeling as if
someone was following her.
"Bulma doesn't love Vegeta. She's just with him
to fool you! You shouldn't discover Bulma and your husband's secret!" A
loud voice answered. Chichi's eyes wandered around the "dream-world" but
she couldn't find nobody.
So you're with here, and not with
me
I know she spreads sweet honey
In fact your best friend
he spent last night with her
Now how do you feel
"What do you want from me? And who are you?" Chichi
shouted and was afraid of her own shacky voice. She could hear the mysterious
voice laughing.
"I'm you, Son Chichi. Wife of the Sayajin warrior
Son Goku and mother of Son Gohan and Son Goten. Daughter of the Ox-King
and his Queen. Princess Chichi!"
When you see her sweet smile, Baby
Don't think of me
When she lays in your warm arms
Don't think of me
Oh it's too late and it's too bad
Don't think of me
Oh it's too late and it's too bad
Don't think of me
"I never thought that he could something like that to me! We have 2 wonderfull children and everything we wanted, but it seems like I wasn't good enough for him! He runs to Bulma and loves her! He just feels pity for me and stayed with me because of our kids! I had to clean the house, make dinner and give birth to his children! I was like a roboter. His roboter. I was there to keep him satisfied! He didn't care how I feel. He didn't want to know how it feels to be left alone. Never going on adventures or even to the cinema or in a restaurant!"
Does it bother you now all the mess
I made
Does it bother you now the clothes
you told me not to wear
Does it bother you now all the angry
games we played
Does it bother you now when I'm not
there
Chichi sank down on her knees and looked at the pictures of her and Goku and Bulma and Goku. `Was he ever happy with me? What did I wrong, that you hate me Goku? But now you get everything back what you did to me, Son Goku! Now you can go to Bulma and she also can take care of Gohan and Goten. They sure liked her always more than me! I was a terrible mother. I forced them to study and learn for school. I hope my babys are happy now with there new life and ... mother.´ The world started to spin around. Faster and faster. The pictures disappeard and Chichi fell into a deep black hole.
When you see her sweet smile, Baby
Don't think of me
When she lays in your warm arms
Don't think of me
Oh it's too late and it's too bad
Don't think of me
Oh it's too late and it's too bad
Don't think of me
Joshua carefully listened to the words she sang. `I'm sure she's upset about her husband. Poor Chichi.´ He caressed her face softly. "Oh my gosh! Chichi you have fever!" He said shocked. Her forehead was very hot and that made him more concerned than ever. He slipped his arms under her shoulders and knees and lifted her slowly. "I will help you Chichi! No matter what I have to do to make you feeling better!" With that he carried her to her room.
I hope ya liked it. I will try to write more soon. And sorry for the faults in the text!
Please R&R.
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Nofretete