Forbidden Emotion

By Hannio

Chapter 6

Or is it?

DISCLAIMER: Erm how about a simple NO I don't own Heero, I don't own Trowa, I don't own Wufai or Duo for that matter or even Quatre oh man now that's a way to depress someone.

AUTHOR NOTE: Hello people It's me again I think I have been really good recently. Good for me don't you think. Anyway, things in Heero world (and mine) are becoming more difficult, as the poor bugger really can't make his mind up at all, typical. I hope you enjoy it. I am

Heero sat quietly in his room, his head was aching, probably from lack of sleep, but he still wasn't anywhere nearer to making a decision. He didn't know what to do and it was a feeling he wasn't used to at all. He sighed there was nothing to do either, he had fixed Wing Zero until there was nothing he could do to it unless he purposelessly destroyed it himself to rebuild it. Trowa had kept out of way making him wonder whether Duo had mentioned anything to him, but deep down he knew he hadn't. Duo was strange like that, he'd tell people stuff that wasn't important like he was going out, but when it was serious like someone's life was at stake, he kept quiet acting as if he knew nothing. Heero frowned. He couldn't believe he had told Duo in the first place. That was another thing, which proved to him, hoe weak he was becoming, he was discussing his missions with the others, they had nothing to do with his mission, if they did then it would be a group mission. He had kept his computer off since he came back, he wanted no contact with Doctor J asking if he had finished yet, somehow it would just reflect to him his own inner disappointment in himself. There was the sound of running and Heero brought his features into coldness just as the door was flung open bringing light into the room and revealing Quatre

"Heero come on we've got a mission through, it came on Wufai's I'm guessing cause yours is switched off. Lets go" Heero stood up and grabbing the gun by his bed and strapping it onto his thigh, beneath his jeans, he grabbed a second one and walked out, Quatre running to his side. "Don't you even want to know what the mission is Heero?"

"Tell me" he said finally, Quatre nodded

"Right" he looked down a thoughtful frown covering his features "There's an Oz base 30 miles away, creating new mobile suits" Heero looked slightly interested despite himself but he remained looking ahead.

"New Mobile suits?" he said, Quatre nodded

"From the information we've received, they seem faster than ever"

"Anything else?" he asked as they descended the stairs "Weaknesses?" he said, Quatre nodded

"Trowa pointed out that although their speed matches that of a Gundam, their fire power was weaker because there was more power..."

"Being transferred to the speed. I see" he said "And we are to destroy them?"

"Yep they are considered to be a threat and we know that when a threat arises"

"We crush it" he said, his voice emotionless, Quatre shot him a look and sighed remaining silent. They entered the room to see the others ready. Heero ignored them all, but he caught Trowa's look and Duo's reproachful look just as he was climbing up, Duo walked underneath and looked up at him

"Still gonna do it Heero?" he said after him. Heero didn't stop but kept on going "Think you can still find it in you?" he asked, Heero entered his Gundam bringing the hatch down and gave a sigh of relief. At least he was away from Duo bringing up unwanted questions in his head. He shook it, brining up the missions detail on the computer, it seemed easy enough, two people penetrate the building set bombs while the other three attacked drawing attention to themselves.

"Lets go" Wufai said his voice coming through the intercom "Trowa and Heero you're going in. Duo, Quatre you're joining me to create a diversion

"All right, destruction, that's allowed. What a great therapy for the stress I've felt recently" Duo commented with a laugh. Heero switched the intercom; he didn't want to listen to their chatter. He just wanted everything to go away. It took little time to get there, Trowa and Heero landed away from the site, ignoring each other as they ran into the building separating. Heero pulled his gun out as he set the bombs, anyone who got in his way; he killed, wishing he could kill himself as well. He shook his head, he had banished thoughts like that long ago and he wasn't going to let them effect him. He stood there for a second watching the destruction around him, people finding for different reasons and yet thinking they were fighting for the same reason. He was doing the same thing. He looked up; he was going to finish this mission and now was the perfect time. A small smile came to his lips as he thought about it. Soon all his torment and the conflict within him would be silence, the problem was Trowa Barton and now he was going to destroy him.

There you go I finally woke myself out of my dead faint to update. (Glances round to see Jenihenpen no where around and breathes a sigh of relief) Thank God anyway, I hoped you liked it so please review, no flames though but anything else is all... (Trails off as she notices a shadow coming over her and sees Jenihenpen approaching with a samurai sword and an evil gleam in the eyes, gulps and faints again)