Forbidden Emotions
By Hannio
Chapter 8
I'll get him
DISCLAIMER: I don't own the characters, I'm just an authoress who likes writing about their complex lifes... I wish I owned Heero though ( Sigh )
AUTHOR NOTE: Hello everybody it's me Hannio. Here's the next installment of Forbidden Emotions.Well I'm finally at home and able to attack my supply of stories I'Ve been wanting to put up for ages now, so now Forbidden emotion ( Which is Complete ) can be put up quickly, Horray. Please Enjoy.
Heero ran blindly through the corridors, he knew what he was doing was beyond stupid, running through the enemy base looking as if he had the shock of his life, and he had but no one would care about all they'd see was a suspicious looking figure and if he was caught then the mission was over and so was his life. He just couldn't stop it though, he wanted to get as far away from Trowa as he physically could. He didn't care about the risk involved he just cared about getting away.
He finally stopped and sank to the floor unable to go on any further and rested his head against the cool wall. He estimated he had just over 5 minute till the place exploded but he couldn't find it in him to care anymore. He had failed his mission, he couldn't kill Trowa. He began to shake. What was wrong with him. He just couldn't do it, couldn't even imagine hurting him in anyway. He was meant to be the perfect solider with no emotions just a killing machine that was his role in life so when did his destiny change so much. When had he became as weak as Duo and Qautre and began to care about other people. If Doctor J found out he'd probably kill him himself. He closed his eyes trying to find some sort of peace aginst the torrent of confused thoughts. He had to look at it logically, it was no wonder he cared about Trowa so much, after his failed sucicide attempt, it had been Trowa who picked him up and taken the time to care for him. Even after he was healed, Trowa still stayed by him helping in a way to heal his disturbed mind with his logic, it had been Trowa who had taken him out of the depression which had loomed over him. How could he simply disregard all of that and kill the person who was the closest thing alive to caring about him. He opened his eyes an odd sort of calm in them. He couldn't, through all those deeds he did for him, Heero had learnt to trust Trowa with his life and had began to care about him and what happened to him, when he thought Trowa was dead then he had been willing to do anything to find out the truth. Even staying at Relena's school, because she had set people looking for him. When news finally came and he saw him, himself than he finally felt he could carry along again and not worry about the knawing feeling that usually accompanied him.
He stood up, he was not going to die here, that was the cowards way out. He was gonna face his problem head on and talk to Trowa somehow finding the way in him to describe his complex feelings. He shook his head, he'd think about that on the way home. He stopped wondering if he had done the wrong thing than his eyes widened as he heard Odin Lowe voice in his head
"Heero" he had said "The only way to live a good life is to act on your emotions always remember that" Heero nodded he had never forgotten those words and now he was going to act them out He quickly found an exit and raced out of the building, a sense of relief trickling through him as he noticed Qautre, Wufai and Duo still fighting. He ran to where Wing was and climbed up entering and switching him to life
"Guys" he said hearing 3 different responses "It's time to go I'm going to blow this place up now"
"Roger that" Wufai said as he began to back his Gundam away
"So soon" Duo complained "Oh well we'll be back soon that's for sure" he slashed an opponent in half to accompany his words
"Lets go" he placed his thumb on the button and was about to add the needed pressure, when Quatre's voice came through
"STOP" Heero blinked "You can't do it Heero not yet" Heero frowned at the panic in Quatre's voice, sometimes he couldn't believe that Quatre was a Gundam pilot he always seemed so weak compared to the others. He focused on the task at hand
"Why not?" he questioned his voice emotionless
"Trowa's still in there Heero I can't seem to get a signal from him at all. I had contact with him but that's gone now. One of us has to go in and get him" Heero's eyes widened as the bottom fell out of his stomach. Trowa was still in that place but why? the mission was completed he knew that for a fact because he saw him. his eyes closed as he thought of that meeting. He shook his head he couldn't afford to think of that but it must mean that there was something wrong, something must of happened to Trowa after he left like he got captured and was now being totured "Heero Hello Heero come in did you hear what I said, we need to do something we need to get him out, who know what they could be doing to him"
"To go in after him now would be sucide Quatre you must see it" Wufai said harshly "We must leave now"
"But Wufai we can't leave him, it's Trowa he's one of us" Duo argued back
"Duo's right" Quatre said. Heero sighed
"I'll go you get out of here" he said and opened up the hatch ignoring their combined voices, he jumped out and began running to the building ignoring everything, all he cared about was finding Trowa, he didn't care about the others, he didn't care that it was sucide to go after him, he didn't even care about the mission all he cared about was getting to him. It took him little time to find the place but when he did there was no sign of Trowa, he frowned he had no idea where Trowa would be now. He glanced around then stopped his eyes going back to the liquid on the floor, his eyes widened there was no doubt it was blood and he knew without a shadow of a doubt it was Trowa's blood. His eyes narrowed. Trowa was obviously hurt and when he found out who did it, he was going to kill then slowly but surely for messing with the one he cared about, He took his gun out as he let himself be taken away on a cloud of anger "I'm coming Trowa"
There you go people Heero's finally realised his feelings towards Trowa and is finally going to do something about it. How glad you must all be now he's confusions cleared. I wonder what happened to Trowa? well I don't because I know but you don't HeeHee but you soon will. Anyway please review but no flames not in the state my mind is at the moment. Bye.