Disc : Not mine

~I do love you~

"What's wrong, baby?" Viper pulled Zell in hug.

"Nothing," Zell whispered. He felt tired.

"You haven't eaten for two days and you haven't slept either, something is wrong," Viper said, worried.

"I'm fine."

"You don't look fine," Viper said getting up and pulling Zell with him. He walked over to the bathroom and let Zell look in the mirror. "Do you think you look fine?"

Zell looked in the mirror. There were black circles around his eyes and he looked pale. "I just want to sleep," Zell murmured and walked out of the bathroom and straight to his bed.

"Zell! Tell me what's wrong!" Viper was starting to loose his patience, and quick.

Zell pulled the blanket over his head to block out Viper's worried and angry voice. He just wanted to sleep.

"You still love him, don't you?" Viper knelt down next to the bed and pulled the blankets of Zell, looking at him. "You still love Seifer."

Zell caressed Viper's cheek with his thumb and smiled, "I love you."

Viper pushed Zell's hand away. "Then you love us both, and I can't live with that," He tried to get up but Zell pulled him close, pushing his arms around Viper's waist. "Zell tell me you love only me and that you don't love Seifer."

Zell bit on his lip and looked past Viper, "I can't."

Viper sobbed, "I thought so." Suddenly Viper broke down in tears.

Zell let him self slide off of the bed and held Viper as close as he could. He closed his eyes and let Viper cry. After a while Viper stopped crying and they just sat there until Zell spoke again. "Does this mean you are going to leave?" He asked, hoping Viper would say no but knowing he would say yes.

"Yes."

Zell kissed his cheek. "I do love you."

"I know…but I can't live the fact that you love someone else more then me," Zell tried to disagree but Viper placed a finger on his lips and shook his head. "I don't want you to feel unhappy, and you can only be happy with someone else…with…Seifer."

Zell knew everything was said and that Viper wouldn't change his mind but it did still hurt. He loved Viper, he really did. But Viper was right, he wanted Seifer to love him, not Viper. 

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Viper had left the same day. It was weird. Zell thought. It didn't feel like he was loosing Viper. It didn't feel like breaking up. He heard someone knock on the door.

"Zell open up!"

Zell sighed and got of his bed. He opened the door and looked at Selphie who was smiling. "What"

"Well good morning mister moody," She pouted. "Where is Viper?" She asked, letting herself in.

Zell closed the door behind her and sat down on his bed again. "He left."

"Left?" Her eyes went wide. "Why?"

"Because we broke up," Zell said.

The brunette sat down next to Zell and smiled. "Good then you can focus on a certain blonde."

"If you mean Seifer then don't even bother," Zell looked at her. "And no you are not going to play matchmaker."

She looked at him with big puppy eyes and a pout. "Why not?" She asked him. "Please let me help," She begged sitting on her knees.

"Fine."

Selphie started bouncing and fell forward.

"Door was open so…oh" Seifer looked at the two. Selphie was lying in Zell's arms…on the bed. "Sorry for interrupting," Seifer turned to leave but Selphie stopped him.

"No stay!" She got of the bed and ran over to Seifer pulling him back. "What did you want to ask?" She pushed him on the bed next to Zell.

"Nothing important," Seifer said, trying to get up.

"Oh I know," Selphie grinned. "You wanted to ask Zell out."

"…No not exactly."

"Why not? He's cute," She tried.

Seifer started to get annoyed. "If you think he's cute why don't you ask him out?" He said getting up.

Zell just watched feeling helpless. Seifer didn't like him and Selphie was only making it worse.

"Oh and Viper might get jealous."

"We broke up," Zell said in a whisper.

Seifer looked at him. He must have heard Zell wrong he thought he had just said Viper and he had broke up.

"He left two hours ago…" Zell got up from the bed and left.

Selphie placed her hands on her hips. "Well, nice going mister let's-ruin-it-all," She looked angry. "You just ruined a very good opportunity of going out with Zell."

Seifer sighed and sat back on the bed, Zell's bed. "It's not going to work Selphie. I told you before, remember?"

Selphie sat down next to him and blew some strands of hair out of her eyes. "You love each other don't you?" Selphie started. "Then why are you being so stubborn and trying to deny it!"

"Fine! You get one change to hook us up, if it doesn't work don't say I didn't warn you," Seifer said, getting up. Then he left leaving Selphie with her thoughts. She grinned when she thought she had the perfect plan.

…Well I own Melissa some…shagging as she calls it (Not her but in the story...but you knew that, right???) So shagging it is! ^_^…But not right now . Hehe…sorry. Oh and I want to thank her of course ^_^

~//Lady Noire\\~