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One-sided love
Zell woke up with a terrible headache that morning. He groaned and tried to remember last night. When he remember he had yelled at Seifer he decided to go and see the blonde so he could make it up to him. He got up and was wearing his clothes from last night. He groaned and walked towards the bathroom on the way pulling of his blouse and tossing it on a corner. He pulled of his pants and entered the shower. He opened the hot water and shivered when the water hit his body. He finished quickly and dried himself off. He tossed his towel on the ground and walked to his closet to pick out clothes. He grabbed some simple clothes out of it and started to dress.
When he left his room he started to remember what happened last night and he gasped suddenly. "Oh my god...did I do that." Zell asked himself, feeling awkward. He wanted to see Seifer as soon as possible.
When he walked down the hall towards Seifer's dorm he wondered why exactly he had acted like that. That wasn't him. He had never acted like that, was he that desperate? He thought and then he noticed he was at Seifer's dorm.
He took a deep breath and then he knocked on the door. " Come on Seifer, open." He whispered and then the door opened, revealing a sleepy raven haired boy.
" What do you want?"
" Nida," Zell bit on his lip. Maybe this wasn't Seifer's dorm. " Sorry, I guess I'm wrong. "
" Who's that?" Seifer said and walked over to Nida, kissing his shoulder before looking at the person who was standing in the hall.
Time seemed to stop a moment for Zell. He didn't know why but he felt like dying.
" Zell" Seifer whispered and looked at the blonde. Suddenly he started to understand what just happened. He had just thrown away the last part of hope that he had over ever getting Zell to love him.
When everything was finally getting through to him, Zell ran away.
Seifer cursed and ran after him, not caring he was only wearing his pants. " Zell wait!" He yelled after the blonde but Zell didn't stop running.
Zell tried not to cry, but tears were streaming down his face.
" Zell please stop!" Seifer tried again and this time Zell listened.
" I've been stupid, I know," Zell sobbed. " I thought you could love me."
Seifer turned around so he didn't have to face the crying blonde.
" I wanted to believe you could love me."
Seifer felt like crying himself. Hearing the one he loves so much cry because of him made him feel terrible. He wanted to walk over to the blonde and hold him until he stopped crying. Whispering in his ear, telling him he loved him forever.
" I'm sorry for loving you," Zell sobs. "I'm sorry"
Seifer could hear Zell running away. He wanted to follow the blonde but he couldn't. He wanted to love the small blonde but he couldn't. Zell would only get hurt just like now. He didn't want to cause the blonde more pain then he all ready had. Seifer looked at the ground and did the only thing he could do at the moment. Leave like a coward, he knew.
But he had no other choice. He had to leave. He couldn't see Zell like this, hurt by him. He wanted to stop hurting Zell and this was the only way.
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Zell fell down on his bed, crying. He had been stupid. How could he even have dared to think Seifer could love him. He had been stupid for trying, for loving the blonde. When he heard a knock on the door he knew it was Selphie but he really didn't feel like talking to her right now. He wanted to be alone. He wanted to be alone and cry. Cry because he was stupid. Cry because he wanted to stop thinking about Seifer and crying was the only way he would forget him.
" Zell, please open," Selphie whispered. She knocked again but Zell still didn't open. She knew it was to good to be true. How could they be so stupid. Both of them loved each other but both thought it was just that, one-sided love.
Please review I want to thank my beta reader !! Thank you your the best I don't know what I should do without you ^_^ Or something like that.
One-sided love
Zell woke up with a terrible headache that morning. He groaned and tried to remember last night. When he remember he had yelled at Seifer he decided to go and see the blonde so he could make it up to him. He got up and was wearing his clothes from last night. He groaned and walked towards the bathroom on the way pulling of his blouse and tossing it on a corner. He pulled of his pants and entered the shower. He opened the hot water and shivered when the water hit his body. He finished quickly and dried himself off. He tossed his towel on the ground and walked to his closet to pick out clothes. He grabbed some simple clothes out of it and started to dress.
When he left his room he started to remember what happened last night and he gasped suddenly. "Oh my god...did I do that." Zell asked himself, feeling awkward. He wanted to see Seifer as soon as possible.
When he walked down the hall towards Seifer's dorm he wondered why exactly he had acted like that. That wasn't him. He had never acted like that, was he that desperate? He thought and then he noticed he was at Seifer's dorm.
He took a deep breath and then he knocked on the door. " Come on Seifer, open." He whispered and then the door opened, revealing a sleepy raven haired boy.
" What do you want?"
" Nida," Zell bit on his lip. Maybe this wasn't Seifer's dorm. " Sorry, I guess I'm wrong. "
" Who's that?" Seifer said and walked over to Nida, kissing his shoulder before looking at the person who was standing in the hall.
Time seemed to stop a moment for Zell. He didn't know why but he felt like dying.
" Zell" Seifer whispered and looked at the blonde. Suddenly he started to understand what just happened. He had just thrown away the last part of hope that he had over ever getting Zell to love him.
When everything was finally getting through to him, Zell ran away.
Seifer cursed and ran after him, not caring he was only wearing his pants. " Zell wait!" He yelled after the blonde but Zell didn't stop running.
Zell tried not to cry, but tears were streaming down his face.
" Zell please stop!" Seifer tried again and this time Zell listened.
" I've been stupid, I know," Zell sobbed. " I thought you could love me."
Seifer turned around so he didn't have to face the crying blonde.
" I wanted to believe you could love me."
Seifer felt like crying himself. Hearing the one he loves so much cry because of him made him feel terrible. He wanted to walk over to the blonde and hold him until he stopped crying. Whispering in his ear, telling him he loved him forever.
" I'm sorry for loving you," Zell sobs. "I'm sorry"
Seifer could hear Zell running away. He wanted to follow the blonde but he couldn't. He wanted to love the small blonde but he couldn't. Zell would only get hurt just like now. He didn't want to cause the blonde more pain then he all ready had. Seifer looked at the ground and did the only thing he could do at the moment. Leave like a coward, he knew.
But he had no other choice. He had to leave. He couldn't see Zell like this, hurt by him. He wanted to stop hurting Zell and this was the only way.
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Zell fell down on his bed, crying. He had been stupid. How could he even have dared to think Seifer could love him. He had been stupid for trying, for loving the blonde. When he heard a knock on the door he knew it was Selphie but he really didn't feel like talking to her right now. He wanted to be alone. He wanted to be alone and cry. Cry because he was stupid. Cry because he wanted to stop thinking about Seifer and crying was the only way he would forget him.
" Zell, please open," Selphie whispered. She knocked again but Zell still didn't open. She knew it was to good to be true. How could they be so stupid. Both of them loved each other but both thought it was just that, one-sided love.
Please review I want to thank my beta reader !! Thank you your the best I don't know what I should do without you ^_^ Or something like that.