Some people just make me mad. Anywho, read and enjoy.
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Sonic's POV
Everything's.. just strange.. I barely know myself.. What DID I do to.. to make me like this..
I don't know how I look anymore. Shadow says I look nice, but I know I look.. horrible.
Shadow.. He's name rings a bell.. But. I can't remember.
Argh.
My head hurts. Shadow told me to not put a strain on my memory, but I -want- to remember. I -need- to remember everything..
Amy always comes by, hugs me at some times. I bet she's pretty. Her voice is nice.. I wish I can see her. I wish I can see everything.
Dr. Bones says that the best way to see someone is to touch them on the face.
I do.
But I can't see anything.
I want to cry. Shadow says that I'm eighteen years old.. Why must I act like an eight year old or younger!?
I remember now..
My memory stops when I'm eight..
My life.. It's not good. In fact, it sucks right now. I'm living in total darkness.
Shadow says that one of those guide-chaos* will help me. I think he said it was called an Omochao.. I don't know. My memory is worse than usual. I can barely remember things now..
Can't remember what Shadow told me minutes ago.
Can't remember what I learned. What my physician thought me.. Braille. Nothing!
I'm hopeless!
Yesterday.
I remember it well.
Shadow took me to what he says was our favorite place to just "chill". Funny.. I never thought of Shadow being the one to play around, run and have fun.
But he was. I felt his face that day. He was smiling and I was smiling too. I feel like a little child. Needing my mommy to do this and that for me.
I got up that day.. Walked forward and was pulled back by Shadow.
"No." he whispered. "You'll drown."
I remember it perfectly, that I can see it.. The favorite spot we shared was near a pond.. Or lake.. Shadow says it's always peaceful and quiet. I like the way it sounds.. Just.. like it..
Tails comes by to visit me.
It's a bit embarrassing moving around, barely missing the furniture just to sit next to him and "talk".
I feel weaker, everyday.. Why must this kind of things happen to me? I want my memory back! My sight back! Everything!
I feel lost.. The doctor says that I'll get use to this, but how!
I'll NEVER get use to this! This darkness! I can't stand it!
I -want- to die! And end this suffering, but Shadow says he'll help me..
"How?" I'll ask.
He'll never reply. I just hear him stand up and walk away, mumbling something.
He's hiding something.. But what? I'll never know. Tired.. I must go to sleep.. My head hurts and so do my eyes and most important. My heart. too.
To Be Continued
Eh.. Okay. That was bit. depressive.. That's it! This is gonna be a drama! ^^; It's only a bit depressive because I was listening to a MIDI file called: Eien no Melody from www.Sailormars.com Eh.. the next chap won't be in first person. Just though it'll be interesting.
*idea coming from Latifah27's May and December Chapter 7. ^^;
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Sonic's POV
Everything's.. just strange.. I barely know myself.. What DID I do to.. to make me like this..
I don't know how I look anymore. Shadow says I look nice, but I know I look.. horrible.
Shadow.. He's name rings a bell.. But. I can't remember.
Argh.
My head hurts. Shadow told me to not put a strain on my memory, but I -want- to remember. I -need- to remember everything..
Amy always comes by, hugs me at some times. I bet she's pretty. Her voice is nice.. I wish I can see her. I wish I can see everything.
Dr. Bones says that the best way to see someone is to touch them on the face.
I do.
But I can't see anything.
I want to cry. Shadow says that I'm eighteen years old.. Why must I act like an eight year old or younger!?
I remember now..
My memory stops when I'm eight..
My life.. It's not good. In fact, it sucks right now. I'm living in total darkness.
Shadow says that one of those guide-chaos* will help me. I think he said it was called an Omochao.. I don't know. My memory is worse than usual. I can barely remember things now..
Can't remember what Shadow told me minutes ago.
Can't remember what I learned. What my physician thought me.. Braille. Nothing!
I'm hopeless!
Yesterday.
I remember it well.
Shadow took me to what he says was our favorite place to just "chill". Funny.. I never thought of Shadow being the one to play around, run and have fun.
But he was. I felt his face that day. He was smiling and I was smiling too. I feel like a little child. Needing my mommy to do this and that for me.
I got up that day.. Walked forward and was pulled back by Shadow.
"No." he whispered. "You'll drown."
I remember it perfectly, that I can see it.. The favorite spot we shared was near a pond.. Or lake.. Shadow says it's always peaceful and quiet. I like the way it sounds.. Just.. like it..
Tails comes by to visit me.
It's a bit embarrassing moving around, barely missing the furniture just to sit next to him and "talk".
I feel weaker, everyday.. Why must this kind of things happen to me? I want my memory back! My sight back! Everything!
I feel lost.. The doctor says that I'll get use to this, but how!
I'll NEVER get use to this! This darkness! I can't stand it!
I -want- to die! And end this suffering, but Shadow says he'll help me..
"How?" I'll ask.
He'll never reply. I just hear him stand up and walk away, mumbling something.
He's hiding something.. But what? I'll never know. Tired.. I must go to sleep.. My head hurts and so do my eyes and most important. My heart. too.
To Be Continued
Eh.. Okay. That was bit. depressive.. That's it! This is gonna be a drama! ^^; It's only a bit depressive because I was listening to a MIDI file called: Eien no Melody from www.Sailormars.com Eh.. the next chap won't be in first person. Just though it'll be interesting.
*idea coming from Latifah27's May and December Chapter 7. ^^;