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** Warning you… I do not want to hear complaints about the content of this chapter. If it bothers you I am warning you it involves drinking and explicit sexual stuff, do not read if you are offended**** (Even if it doesn't I am putting it up here anyway so people are forewarned)

** I want to start a new story, about Lizzie and everyone but set in the 1800s or so, I realized no one had done that idea yet, so I thought it could kinda be interesting... It would probably be another G/L . I am not sure what the plot would be like yet. Please review or e-mail me and tell me if you like it or not!***

"Gordo…" Lizzie addressed him "What are you doing out here" She clutched her robe tighter around her waist. It was freezing, which was not typical of a California night.

"I should ask you the same question "He joked. Lizzie walked over to where he was standing and looked up at the sky. This scene felt very familiar.  Gordo continued. "Actually, I couldn't sleep so I decided to come out here and just... I don't know, it seemed nice out here."  He looked into her eyes. They continued to talk about random things, Gordo explained to her about the stars and the sky, and he even explained about the getting drunk think earlier.

" Well… as I said before it was right after Sandy , well, dumped me.. I thought we were good together, it really tore me up and it was a whole lot of other things that contributed to the factor. I went into my dad's liquor cabinet and just.. Got drunk.. No one knows this.. But she really hurt me.." He told her.. Not breaking eye contact. Wow.. Gordo is a pretty deep person, I mean I knew he was smart and funny and everything, I just didn't know he was that deep emotionally . Lizzie kept staring into Gordo's eyes.. She was his face inch closer… she knew what was coming even before it happened. His lips met hers, a tender, gentle collision that grew in intensity. She wrapped her hands around the back of his neck as his mouth hungrily explored hers; she could tell it was something they both wanted so much…. She deepened the kiss even more, his hands crept to her back, they explored cautiously up and down her body. When they pulled apart, Gordo just smiled.

" I have been wanting that for so long, Lizzie, you have no idea…." He went in to kiss her again, but this time Lizzie hesitated, she knew it was wrong. She wasn't even sure how she felt about Gordo.. But that kiss had told her all she needed to know.. When Gordo had kissed her emotions went haywire, she knew now she wanted Gordo as more that a friend. But what about Nate? He was good to her,.. He was good for her. She needed him too. She loved him?.. Yes she loved him…

" Lizzie…" Gordo addressed her, as she pulled away and took her hands off his neck … " I don't understand…"

Lizzie carefully looked him in the eye " Gordo.. This kiss.. Made me realize I don't have control of myself.. I realized I might have feelings for you about 2 days ago and.... I have been fighting to get my emotions under control, trying to push them inside.. But I have to try harder… I love Nate, …Gordo I'm so. Sorry.." She told him noticing his eyes well up at the mention of loving Nate. She had never seen him cry before, and she didn't want to…His eyes flashed with pain, then turned into stone. He looked away from her and out into the back yard.

" Gordo.. Please" She touched his arm.. "I'm just saying.. I need a chance to figure this out…"

" Lizzie don't. Just.. Don't.. Touch me alright?" He said.. And with that note he walked back into the house.

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Gordo flopped onto his bed in the guy's room. There was no way he was getting to sleep now. He had finally kissed her. All of his emotion had flown into that one kiss, he had given it all he had. He felt the sparks, but now he wasn't so sure that Lizzie had too.  Granted she had chosen Nate over him. What could he offer her anyway. Nate gave her popularity, he was a football player, and she was dating a football player. Because of Nate Lizzie had made lots of new friends. But Gordo was her best friend, maybe that's all he meant to her. Maybe she didn't want to be anything more. Gordo had gone and fucked things up by kissing her. She had kissed him back, what was that all about. She had basically just told him she only wanted to be his friend and that she " Loved"  Nate, she probably didn't know what love was. He knew, it was what he felt for Lizzie, every part of his body wanted to be with her, especially his heart, that's what hurt the most. He screamed into his pillow, luckily no one heard, if Nate had woken up, Gordo didn't know what he would do. Probably punch the guy, but that didn't solve anything. Gordo got up and looked out the window of the bed room. Lizzie was still on the porch, she was sitting in a chair now with her head in her hands. Perfect, Gordo got up and ran silently out of the room, he needed some advice and he needed it now.