Disclaimer: All characters belong to Meg Cabot. The song Hemorage belongs to the band Fuel. However the characters Angela, Denis, Ryan, and Brandon mentioned in this chapter belong to me. If you wanna use them than go for...just ask me before taking them.

Summery: This chapter takes place right after the first chapter left off. It's alittle shorter than the other but it's a really great scene between Michael and Mia. Mia gets to know one of Michael's darkest secrates one that only Lilly knows. I hope that you like it.

A/N: Thanks for the nice coments, you know who you are, your the reason that I'm keeping this going.

HEMORAGE

memories are where you laid them
drag the water 'till the depths give up their dead
what did you expect to find
was their something you left behind
don't you remember everything I said when I said
don't fall away, and leave me to myself
don't fall away
and leave life bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
and leave life bleeding in my hands, in my hands
love lies bleeding
hold me now I feel contagious
am I the only place that you've left to go
She cries her life is like
some movie black and white
dead actors faking lines
over an dover again she cries
and I wanted you turned away
you turned away
you don't remember, but I do
you never even tried
don't fall away....

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Mia waited in the bathroom while Michael went back to the G&T room and got their things. "Michale, whats goin' on?" Lilly asked as Michael started for the door.

"Mia just found out that her dad has cancer, and he's coming here to see her next Saturday." Michael explained quickly.

"Is she okay?" Lilly was concered.

"Yeah, we're going to take the rest of the day off. I need to talk to her anyway. I want a relationship with her but there's somethings she needs to know about me."

"Oh," Lilly knew what he was talking about. 'It's about time, you have been in love with Mia since the summer after you and Angela broke up.' Lilly thought as her brother went out the door.

After sneaking out of the school Michael and Mia went back to Mia's apparement so she could change. While Mia was up stairs Michael removed his tie and his jacket and unbottoned his shirt. He had a gray form fitting tee shirt under it. Mia couldn't belive how good he looked when she came out of her bed room. He was setting on the couch, some of his dark hair was falling into his eyes, not to mention the fact that she could see his awesome abs through his shirt.

Mihcael thought that Mia looked great. She was dressed simply in a red ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW tee shirt, that said 'don't get strung out by the way I look', and a pair of black jogging pants that were also ROCK HORROR and across the butt in red letters said 'rocky' this gave Michael an excuse to look. She always looked so cute when she wore this out fit. It was in the top ten list of Outfits Mia Looks Great In. Michael had a list saved on his computer.

After Mia put her shoes on, Michael took Mia to a little quite coffee shop in the village. He ordered him and Mia mocha-chinios then set down beside her. "Are you okay?" Michael asked.

"I could be better. " Mia took a small sip of the hot drink.

"Look, theirs something that I need to tell you about. It really important." Michael said.

"Okay," Mia tried not to sound too excited. She was hoping that Michael was going to tell her that he was in love with her too. That way she didn't have to keep her feelings to herself anymore.

"Do you remember 2 years ago when I dated Angela?" Michael asked, Mia nodded, "I met her at a party, she was pretty messed up. She had got into a big fight with this guy she had been dating. I agreed to take her home, we hit it off and got together a few weeks later. She was very immature and very flirty with Kenny, and Denis, Brandon, and Ryan, mostly Ryan. Of course, at that point I was too blind to see it. I slept with her too weeks after we got together, if that tells you anything about her." Mia's eyes got really big when Michael said that. SHe never imaged that happend between him and Angela.

"Did you love her?" Mia asked...that was the only thing she needed to know.

"At that point I really didn't know. I did care a whole lot for her. I guess that's the reason that I stayed with her for two years. The last six months we were together we fought most of the time. She got angry at me and went to one of Josh Ritchers parties. She was mad because Flypaper was practicing and I wouldn't cancle to take her to see some girlie movie. Anyway, she got really smashed and my good friend Ryn just happend to be their. He gave her a ride home, and a whole lot more. She called me crying the next day and told me that Ryan gave her a ride but she couldn't remember if anything happend. I belived her cause I cared for her, which I souldn't have. A month later she came to the house...she had been to the doctor because she thought she had a stomach flu. It turns out that she was preganate. She was ofcorse upset. I was in shock. I asked her when she thought it happend, I couldn't belive it because we had always been careful. She said that she thought it happend around the time of Josh Ritcher's parties. That's when the shit hit the fan, I told her that we didn't sleep together the night of that party because we had a fight. That's when she told me that she slept with Ryan. He made her get a blood test done to see if it was his. I was hurt and angry, I told her to get the fuck out of my house, and for her to never come back because I didn't want to see her lying, cheating, muniplative ass again,

"She got really up set and ran out of the appartment, instead of waiting for the elevator she took the stairs." tears were pouring from Michaels eyes.

"If you don't want to conitue you don't have too." Mia said still wondering why this story conserened her.

"It's okay." Michael said than continued the story, "She was so upset that she triped and fell. She had a miscarrage. It wasn't until then that I realized how much I loved her not matter what she had done. It was too late though, I stayed by her side the whole time she was in the hospital. She wouldn't forgive me, not that I could have forgiven myself. When it was too late we found out the results of the test. The baby wasn't Ryan's after all. It hurt me so bad knowing that it was my falt that Angela lost the baby." Michael whiped the tears from his eyes. "The only person that I ever told about the baby was Lilly."

"I won't tell anyone." Mia said in shock. Still not knowing what the story had to do with her, she knew that it wouldn't change how she felt about Michael. You can't choose who you fall in love with. That's left up to fate.

"Thanks." Michael said.

"I'm sorry about the baby too. Maybe it wasn't ment for you to have a baby with Angela. Maybe she wasn't the one that you were ment to spend your life with." Mia suggested.

'I know that I wasn't suppose to spend my life with Angela, I was suppose to spend it with you.' Michael thought, knowing that now wasn't the time to tell her, she needed time to think about who he really was. "It's 2:30, are you ready to go to the house?" Michael asked.

~To Becountiued???~