SEQ CHAPTER \h \r 1Disclaimer: Don't own a thing.
Feedback: Feedback? For me? Why you shouldn't have! (yes you should!)
Spoilers: Takes place after season 3 Angel
Rating: Rrrrooww! Or R. Don't read if under age!
Written By: Amber
A/N: Sorry it's taken me awhile to update. I wasn't sure if anyone was still reading this or not. But since I got an update request I guess it's time to get my butt in gear. Thanks to you few souls out there still reading.
SEQ CHAPTER \h \r 1(Hyperion)
"I'm so glad to have you home with me Cordelia. It's where you belong. Here. With me." Angelus said while ushering Cordelia through the extremely dark basement of the Hyperion.
"Must be nice to have vampire vision. I'm not going to run into anything, am I?" She asked.
"You know I'd never let you get hurt Cordy." Angelus said tightening his grasp on her arm. A muffled cry startled them both.
"What was that!?" Cordelia yelped.
"Don't worry about it." Angelus replied. "Let's get upstairs."
"No let's worry about it! I wanna see what that was." Cordy insisted.
"You never could just shut your mouth and do as you were told, could you? You kind of remind me of, well, me. I wanted this day to go differently but remember, you asked for it." Angel reached over and flicked on the light switch to reveal Connor hanging from the manacles beaten and bloodied. His eyes barely able to stay open with the light flooding the room. Cordelia's mouth hung open and she went to run to Connor to help but felt fingers digging tightly into her arm. The pain began radiating through her as though her arm may break and she let out a squeak.
"What are you doing?" she demanded. "Help him! Ow! Damn it! You're hurting me!"
"He's being punished. He's been very bad. Haven't you Connor?" Angelus kicked Connor's feet out from him and let him hang while he grabbed Cordelia, practically picking her up off the ground and dragged her up the steps. Connor just let out a pained moan.
"You ass. How could you? I've been sitting around waiting for you to rescue me, and you're off boinking some stupid bimbo, losing your soul. How long did you wait after I disappeared? She was blonde, wasn't she. Tell me she was blonde!" Cordelia spat out at him, beating his arm with her small fist. He just smirked at her.
"Cordelia, dear sweet Cordelia. You will never get it. It's always about Buffy with you, isn't it? I think you have a severe case of Slayer envy." Angelus said stopping for a moment. He pushed her up against the wall and looked into her eyes. She glared back at him refusing to say a word. I knew she wouldn't be afraid. A fighter to the very end. Angelus thought. He crushed his mouth down over hers and kissed her with all the passion he'd felt building over the past years. Every kiss that he had always wanted to give her, every touch that Angel was to afraid to place on her body was filtered through the kiss. She began to kiss him back, letting herself pretend just for a minute that it was Angel kissing her. He was kissing her so urgently it was easy for her to get lost in it. It was nothing like she would imagine Angelus to be like. He suddenly broke off the kiss and stood looking into her eyes once more.
"It was you Cordelia. Only you. It wasn't even real, but I thought it was and that was enough. You released me. So I thought I'd thank you." Angelus explained.
"This isn't right. I know you. You are just going to torture me and kill me. Don't think I'm buying into this little mind game. I know better." Cordelia stood stubbornly.
"You're right about one thing. I am going to kill you. But not like you think. You and I are going to be a family. We're finally going to be together." He said looking nothing but seriously at her.
"No." Tears began springing to her eyes. "No, please." She would rather be dead than turned and she knew that he was telling the truth about his intentions and there was nothing that she could do about it. "Please, just torture me, kill me. Just don't...don't make me spend the rest of eternity with you." He slapped her hard and split her lip. Her eyes were like fire when she was angry and she was angrier that she had ever been.
"Don't think I don't know what you are trying to do. I won't lose my temper and kill you no matter what you do. I will have you by my side and you will love to be there. You will worship me by the time I'm done with you baby." He sucked her lip into his mouth and tasted her blood. She turned away disgusted and he resumed dragging her up the steps into his room.
Angelus brought Cordelia into his room. She hadn't spoken a single word to him. He sat her down in a chair and knelt beside her, switching into his Angel exterior.
"I do love you." He whispered touching her arms and her bruised face with feather light touches. Acting almost afraid to touch her.
"Well, I loathe you." Cordelia spat.
"Don't say that. I know you love me. Angelus, Angel. We're the same person. The same feelings. You love me, I know you do." Angelus said softly, placing gentle kisses on her hand.
"I love Angel. You are just the beast living inside his body." She said stubbornly looking straight ahead, trying to keep herself distracted from the gently kisses and caresses that Angelus was lavishing upon her.
"I know that you'd like to think that, but you're wrong. Do you know how many times I've been aching inside wanting to touch you, feel you, kiss you? I've been so in love with you that I can't stand it. It's been driving me crazy. That night at the ballet, it was so special. I just wanted it to never end. I wanted to come back to the hotel and tell you everything that I had felt. I was just afraid." Angelus continued his soul act.
"I was afraid too." she whispered slight tears again springing to her eyes. Angelus was pleased. She was allowing herself to see Angel instead of Angelus. It was working. She sighed in between her tears. "I'm just tired. Tired of fighting. Tired of being punished for trying to do right all the time. Where I was, they hurt me. They wanted my power. I wouldn't let them take me. I fought through all the punishment and horrible pain. I did it for you. But I guess it really doesn't matter anymore, does it? Nothing matters." Cordelia let out a short laugh and stared off into space for a moment before whispering, " I-I'm just so tired." She leaned into his arms sucking in deep breaths as she cried.
"Shhh. I know. It's all okay now. We're back together again. We never have to be apart again. I love you. I want to be with you, and now it's okay." He said to her wrapping his arms around her and tipping her lips up to his. Gently he kissed her, stroking his tongue against her lower lip until she opened her mouth and met his tongue with hers. He wrapped his fingers into her dark hair and gently lifted her from the chair until they were standing together. He pressed her into his body allowing her to feel his growing erection pressing into her belly.
"I want to be with you and I finally can be. Will you be with me?" He asked her with all the restraint he could muster. He really just wanted to throw her down on the bed and take what he had been craving from her, but he wanted her to be willing. He wanted to be able to tell her friends with all honesty that she had chosen to be with him. He wanted to see the look in there eyes when they met his Cordelia for the first time and realize that she gave herself to him. He looked into her eyes with all the love he had, wearing a face that he knew Angel had shown her many times before.
"I want to be with you." Cordelia whispered. Everything in her brain was screaming at her to shut up, or fight him, or to do something, but she knew that she would end up with him. She had no fight left to her body. She did love him and a part of her wanted to be with him. Another part of her hoped that Wesley, Gunn, or Fred would just stake her when they found out.
He laid her down on his bed of satin and they removed each others clothing without speaking a word. He smelled her arousal mixed with her fear as he stood before her completely naked, his erection bobbing before her. Her eyes opened wide at the sight. He brought his face down to her stomach, the piece of skin that he almost always saw when she came to the office dressed in her usual wardrobe. Her smooth stomach that he always wanted to run his hands up and down. He began kissing her there, and soon was trailing up to her breasts. He took her nipple into his mouth and teased it with his tongue, with using his hand to imitate the same motion on the other firm breast.
"You smell so good Cor. You're so beautiful." He whispered. She was still silent and he moved his head further down her body until he was nestled between her legs. He gently worked her with his tongue and relished the taste of her sweetness. It was just as he imagined it would be. He could feel her body responding and quivering with ever motion of his tongue. He pushed a finger inside of her and sucked harder on her clit, teasing it every once in awhile with his dull teeth. Before long she was moaning and rocking her head back and forth, gripping the sheets so tightly that her knuckles were turning white. He added a second finger, pumping into her and swirling his tongue through her sweetness. Within seconds she was his, panting out, "Oh god Angel, Angel. Oh my god. Feels so goo-ood." and shuddering around him.
He pulled his fingers out of her and tasted them. He couldn't get enough of her. He laid himself on top of her. Cordelia's eyes were shut and her skin was glistening. Her heart was pumping loudly. Angelus was a little upset at being called Angel, but was willing to let it slide since he was feeling very confident with her now. He was sure she was his, so sure he decided to ask her again.
"Are you sure you want to be with me Cordy?" He looked at her and she opened her eyes and nodded her head and he buried his coldness inside her heat. He lavished her with kisses, licking her throat, feeling her pulse just below his tongue. He pushed himself slowly into her letting her body adjust to him until he was as deep as he could go and she was pumping her hips up to meet his. He buried his face into her breasts, teasing her nipples further with his tongue. She wrapped her hands around his neck and scratched at his scalp, then wrapped her legs around his waist. He moved his hand down and touched her clit again.
They pumped into each other, letting out all the pent up longing finally to be realized. The longing that they had shared but were to afraid to admit. Both were almost lost in the oblivion of it all. Her lost in his silky coolness and him in her wet heat. Angelus concentrated hard on remembering that she was still human and tried to be as gentle as he could. He wanted her to orgasm again before he took her. She moaned into his mouth as they kissed and he could feel that he wouldn't last much longer, since he hadn't had sex in nearly a year. Her heat wrapped so tightly around him was just too much. He could feel her body beginning to quiver again. He pinched her clit lightly and she yelled out. She shuddered hard around his cock and he couldn't take it any longer. He sunk his teeth into her neck and began to drink her. She orgasmed again as soon as he began to drink and it all pushed him over the edge. He pushed himself into her hard, tearing her as he spilled his cold semen into her body. She screamed his name over and over as the scent of blood and sex filled the air. Her screams grew quite after a moment, and her eyelids drooped as the life left her body.
He bit open his wrist and put it to her lips. After a few drops entered her mouth she began to suck needily on him. He gently stroked her hair back as she continued to drink him and he smiled. When she was done he covered her up, and started at her for a moment. Her dark hair plastered to her face, her eyes closed gently, and the little drop of blood trailing down her cheek from her bottom lip. He thought it would be good to have a strong woman by his side again. Someone to make mayhem with every night. Someone to begin his new family.