Life...
What is life?
Life is what you live of course,
But what do you percieve life to be?
A pain in the ass!
In a world where no one likes you
Unless you possess a special talent,
Is life worth living?
My problems began long ago;
My mother, gone insane,
would only talk to the doll
she believed to be me.
She'd speak of how she was going to kill herself
And of how she would kill me as well,
So that we could be together.
I was chosen as an Eva pilot
and I ran to find her hanging from the ceiling
the doll beside her.
While I was a pilot,
People liked me,
treated me differently,
and I liked it.
I thought that I was the best...
...Wait, I AM the best!
But the Third Child always beat me out in everything;
Always saved my ass,
But all I could do was resent him.
Pain...
What is pain?
Why pain is nothing more or less
then what you're mind makes of it.
But what does MY mind make of it?
So much pain.
Mamma...
Wondergirl...
My Pride...
How could I ever be beaten??
First beaten by another Eva
Then by 2 Angels,
And each time he saved me...
Grosse Idioten!
I can handle myself just fine,
And I'll live on my own,
And never cry again.
Life IS Pain.
~By: Ayanami~