chapter 11
It was only on his way home that Yamato stopped in shock and pressed his palm to his mouth when the realisation - Taichi kissed me! - slammed home full force.
"Oh my god..."
He closed his eyes and forced himself to breathe. "Wait... what I am then? A friend? A lover? A secret crush? Am I in a relationship with Taichi?!" He shook his head and shuddered. "Do I want it? Does Taichi want it? ..I don't know..."
He stuck the key into the keyhole and opened the door to his apartment. "Father, I'm home!" he shouted automatically.
"The party was good?"
"Terrific."
Yamato shook off his boots and went straight to his room. He was a kind of dizzy and not being able to walk in a straight line.
"Your turn to wash up!" his father informed him from his place at the table.
"Aha.."
Yamato closed the door to his room and fell face down on the bed. He felt as if he was on fire. At the same time his stomach seemed to be full of ice cubicles.
*Taichi kissed me...* The thought turned and turned like a broken record.
Hiroaki-san peeked in his son's room and found him lying on his bed staring senselessly at the ceiling. He was worried why his son would do something as that.
"Good night, Yamato," he said quietly.
"Night.." Yamato said belatedly when the door already closed after his father.
*Nobody is stupid enough not to notice how you and Taichi develop something...*
It was a dangerous voice. It doubted if this kind of relationship was what his friends were expecting of him. And it asked in a very confidential and nauseating way, *Is it what you want? Do you really love Taichi .. but not as a friend?*
*How can I know?* Yamato bit back.
*But he loves you in exactly THIS way!*
Yamato rolled over and hid his head under the pillow. He tried to ignore that voice and think about something else. With a cold start he recalled that tomorrow was his performance and he would have to sing the song for Ken!
*Oh noooooo... I hate Christmas.*
From this day on, the fight with Belialvamdemon seemed to have been a piece of cake.
end of part one
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next part - the gig and I don't know what else.
look forward to finding that out.
does anybody else except me thinks that Yamato and Ken are cute together?... Hey?
It was only on his way home that Yamato stopped in shock and pressed his palm to his mouth when the realisation - Taichi kissed me! - slammed home full force.
"Oh my god..."
He closed his eyes and forced himself to breathe. "Wait... what I am then? A friend? A lover? A secret crush? Am I in a relationship with Taichi?!" He shook his head and shuddered. "Do I want it? Does Taichi want it? ..I don't know..."
He stuck the key into the keyhole and opened the door to his apartment. "Father, I'm home!" he shouted automatically.
"The party was good?"
"Terrific."
Yamato shook off his boots and went straight to his room. He was a kind of dizzy and not being able to walk in a straight line.
"Your turn to wash up!" his father informed him from his place at the table.
"Aha.."
Yamato closed the door to his room and fell face down on the bed. He felt as if he was on fire. At the same time his stomach seemed to be full of ice cubicles.
*Taichi kissed me...* The thought turned and turned like a broken record.
Hiroaki-san peeked in his son's room and found him lying on his bed staring senselessly at the ceiling. He was worried why his son would do something as that.
"Good night, Yamato," he said quietly.
"Night.." Yamato said belatedly when the door already closed after his father.
*Nobody is stupid enough not to notice how you and Taichi develop something...*
It was a dangerous voice. It doubted if this kind of relationship was what his friends were expecting of him. And it asked in a very confidential and nauseating way, *Is it what you want? Do you really love Taichi .. but not as a friend?*
*How can I know?* Yamato bit back.
*But he loves you in exactly THIS way!*
Yamato rolled over and hid his head under the pillow. He tried to ignore that voice and think about something else. With a cold start he recalled that tomorrow was his performance and he would have to sing the song for Ken!
*Oh noooooo... I hate Christmas.*
From this day on, the fight with Belialvamdemon seemed to have been a piece of cake.
end of part one
-------------------------------------------------
next part - the gig and I don't know what else.
look forward to finding that out.
does anybody else except me thinks that Yamato and Ken are cute together?... Hey?