A/n: lyrics used: "Two Different Worlds" , FOREIGNER, their not mine. A/n: Lyrics used are: Making Love Out Of Nothing At All,  by  Air Supply, not mine.

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I know just how to whisper

And I know just how to cry

I know just where to find the answers

And I know just how to lie

I know just how to fake it

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'I do not regret anything. For the first time…I'm following my heart…It burns in me…I hate to leave her, intensely happy when I return, new love, different love then my sons…different love then towards her…is this the true feeling of being in love? Feeling each breath she takes…and realize mine is synced to hers…?'

This is what I thought at dawn. She was vast asleep against me. And she fitted perfectly against me. An alluring smile on her sleepy feature. She seemed so happy, nearly aglow. So she didn't look perfect. Not as smartly combed as Chi…I never liked that stern bung. And Rixt usually had it lose or in a lose pony tail. Like the way Chi had when we met again…

Absently I stroke her waist line. She moaned softly and snuggles closer to me. I love Chi. I really do. But not the way I love Rixt…It's more a friendly love. One you cherish for an old companion. The way I love Bulma… I pause. I did love Bulma, as a friend, and if I indeed put that beside Chichi…similar…not the deep bond I feel towards Rixt…And it feels more intense now, after our night together. And it has been magical…

I just lay there. Holding the young woman I love. Oh so young. But so wise. So smart. Not turned to acid as Chichi has…she's so much nicer. And I realize that moment, that no perfect woman exists. Sure you think about that. And you agree with it in debates, but I now feel it inside me as well. And that also states no perfect man exists…the man Chichi desires me to be… How much she's tried to change me.

And because of it, I lost a bit of myself…And here you have Rixt. Who only wishes me to be as I am. Taking me as I am. Worrying about world peace…animals nearly extinct…my growling stomach… I smirk. But never for herself? Oh yes, she gets scared sometimes. But unlike her, Chi doesn't need me.

  Maybe I'm at fault there as well. I haven't been around when she needed me most. But she's so cold hearted towards me now. Still I can't blame her. She did a great job on rearing the boys. Even if…even if she molded Gohan a bit too much to her ideal. A sudden fear washes over me. What if…by some fluke I'm returned in a flash…without her… a shudder passes through me, thinking about the cold house I'd have to return to. The screaming, yelling, fights upon fights, Chi's condescending looks. The out of house kicking…NO. I burry my face in her hair. Smelling her scent and feeling finally at home.

***

And I know just how to scheme

I know just when to face the truth

And then I know just when to dream

And I know just where to touch you

And I know just what to prove

***

  I woke because of a shuddering body, and someone nearly hugging the life from me. Sleepy I peer around. Recognizing Gokuu instantly. I struggled a bit and manage to make him tilt his head up. Tears glistened in his eyes. Stunned I reached up to his left cheek and caught one. A shimmering pearl.

"What is wrong? Is it because of what we did…" I asked afraid. If he'd say yes my world would crumble…oh gods please…don't be so cruel…I feel tears well up in mine as well as I wait. He with a moan falls around my waist. Burrowing his face in my lap…and I realize I'm still naked…but who cares.

  "By Kami…no…it's…" He sobbed again as I snaked my hands under him and made him cling to my shoulders instead. Like a small boy with a closet for a chest he held on to me. I stroked his hair which sprang stubbornly back up.

  Whispering sweet soft words, which he most probably couldn't understand, but the tone he would be able to understand. We sat that way until I started cramping up. So I lay down and waved him to put his head on me as he pulled the fur back over us. An arm was draped over my chest as he put his head on my chest. I dug my hands into the thick hairs and stroked him absently.

"I just, realized something." He whispered.

"And what is that?" I replied just as soft.

"That I…Never loved the way I do now…" My heart missed a beat. Did he just say…yep…he just did. I smiled ruefully.

  "Fact is…you do the same to me…and you bit me…" He glanced alarmed up, probably worried I would chew him out over it. I smiled down. "It'll heal. Just a bit tender…oh my…" I gently touched a soar spot in his neck. "I seem to have returned the service…one hell of a love bite…" 

***

I know when to pull you closer

And I know when to let you loose

And I know the night is fading

And I know the time's gonna fly

And I'm never gonna tell you

Everything I gotta tell you

***

And that was just the reason I … loved her. She didn't judge. I started chuckling at her giggling as we compared bite marks. She squealed in bemusement when she saw the nail tracks on my back. Muttering about her being more aggressive in love making then I was and thus I suffered.

But fact was I hardly felt it. I've probably been too hurt, too much, too often. I sighed deep. Closing my eyes and felt secure. Her hand stroked my neck, I glanced up, she down as she gently started kissing away my tears. Finding my lips. Violent passionate kisses ensued. I pinned her down and hovered over her as we had  two other love making bouts.

The following days, no idea how many passing, went in a pink clouded haze. We were always near to each other. Absently stroking. Not able to keep our hands off the other. Kissing when able. Making love to each other in the house. A relocation outside when it started getting warmer. So no matter where we were, when she felt like it, or when I felt like it. We would lay down and continue where we left off before. Both of us should have seen it coming. But we were too oblivious to anything other then each other. She had tried to keep it from me. But I found her one time.

  "What's wrong?" Wiping her tears away she sat up and shoved the ground over the hole.

"Nothing." She replied. Rubbing her face clean. Worried I crunched before her. Placing my hands on her shoulders.

"There is. Tell me." She sighed then produced an insecure smile.

"I think…I'm pregnant…" The reality shattered. A child? A third? First from her? Our love child? So soon? Ah foolish…it would have been only a matter of time, with the efforts we put in our love making. And out here, you couldn't go to a doctor for a contraceptive.

"Hate it…love it…?" She stammered. She tended to do that if she feared my answer. I pulled her close and put my chin on her head. She wrapped herself around me as usual.

"No. I'd love to have your baby." I replied honest. But this ceiled my fate here as well. She conceived. So no longer could I think of me and Chi making amends, my son's would never know what happened to their father. No more fights?

  "You know what?" I tilted her head up. her eyes wet with tears so I fist kissed them away. Content no others joined. In the warming sun her eyes shimmered. "I love you." She sighed in relief as I kissed her then her belly. She must have vomited. So I pulled her gently up and walked with her to the stream. Washing her and myself. We never did finish…she started getting playful again. And I was eager to play along. Nothing could happen anymore anyway, it just did!

***

The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost

And it's looking for a rhythm like you

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night

And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know

Well it's nothing till I give it to you

***

It was raining constantly. So we remained inside allot. Still I couldn't get enough from her. My love daily growing with her cooking expertise. And truth be said. Even her worst day was better then my best cooking day. We talked allot about the little one. And after her puking rounds, we'd lay on the furs, while I cradled her. She never complained once yet. Though I had a feeling it wouldn't be long before she'd begin.

 I now understood why love couples couldn't keep away from each other. Why it was so important for them to touch…touching became one of our favorite past times. I don't believe there is one bit of me she hasn't inspected yet. But it's likewise. I know every inch of her as well. Every mould, every tiny scar…

  Unlike before we didn't talk as much. We seemed to know what the other was thinking. And grinning we both agreed to a none speaking regime to test it out. Until now…and that is about 7 hours, we were doing well enough. Our bite marks still seen, now a bit of a scar though. Just another for my collection. I had been worried she was displeased. But it seemed she could careless.

  'They should take me as I am.' She said. And what truth it had inside it. However it was easy talking in a place were neither of us had seen any humans yet.

***

  As I cooked I peered over my shoulder and was rewarded by a beaming smile. Silly boy. And concentrated back on the task at hands. I felt so fussy warm inside. There was a little life within me. And it was his…and mine off course. But our love child. And we named our first night together because of the weird actions he did more instinctive…the Moon-Loon night. We couldn't be certain of that, but Saiya-jin were so affected by it, why not in this manner either? Can't say I'm unhappy with it…if he hadn't turned M-L we might have never gotten together.

  It would have taken some time at least...at least…if ever… Just had to…yes he beamed again. I smiled silly back. Put the fish on a stone slab and walked to Gokuu. Handing him it. Bemused he picked out a tender bit and held it before me. Carefully I took it in my mouth and sucked his fingers clean.

He had that cute twinkle in his eyes. We ate the fish, he several more, handing me a bit per fish. Before our feeding play got out of hand…again. Giggling I writhed as he started liking me like I was an ice cone. I came to adore his body, but his spirit more. There was so much more to him then the simplistic fool he pretended to be. He actually was immensely complex and knew so much more then I did about certain things. I loved him more then life…

After it had become dark we lay curled against the other and fell asleep. Only to wake hours later and return where we left off before. We were sex animals…truly. Funny enough Saiya-jin energy failed them in the most basic of actions… reproduction…I was content to know that I exhausted him as much as he did me. But I was scared at times. My dependence on him was growing so big it startled me at times. He knew. He…just knew without saying it out loud. And that those insecure moments he'd come to me and hug me. Just because.

  Days seemed to be a dream while nights were darker dreams. Much more passionate…Never did I know life could be so wonderful. No worrying about finance. No fights. No fear of being alone in the end. I enjoyed being alive and in love, and with child. His…

  I woke the next morning alone. Pulling the tunic on I strolled barefoot to the door and glanced about. Smiling I leaned to the side as I saw him train.

  "Good morning stud." I playfully chided. He stopped and smiled back.

"Hiya Kirei. I'm just finishing up." I waved him away.

"Go and exercise. I don't mind and you feel better working out. I'm quite happy by looking." He threw me a bemused look before proceeding. His moves so concentrated and perfectly executed. It was really an art to see. Like ballet or….you fill in. wonderful to see those muscles flex with the exact amount of power he wished. If he'd wanted he would have thrown me inside by use using a wind gush…amazing…All that power and so sweet, caring and controlled…Should be forbidden to be so sweet and strong…and then again…he really was unique.

***
 But I don't know how to leave you

And I'll never let you fall

And I don't know how you do it

Making love out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all

Out of nothing at all, out of nothing at all

***

  I sighed contently in the door opening. My feet curled under me and soon to be protesting due to lack of blood. He'd have a ball again. Just like the previous times. But I was doing well enough for now. The sun shone on his muscled sweaty body. MAN what a guy. I blinked as he seemed to go in and out of focus. Confused I concentrated on the bushes around him. No they were fine… scared I ran to him. He stopped and glanced confused at my mad dash. Opening his arms to catch me.

  "DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME!" He tried to speak then glanced at his near transparent hand and understood. Ran towards me as well and I lightly felt a touch before I passed out.

***

"Rixt? RIXT…" I glanced frantic around. I was back in the woods behind our house…err...Chi's house. I grabbed air and didn't dare to move a foot. What if I stood on her? "RIXT…"

"Yeah…" I peered around to localize the mutter.

"Whistle a tune…"

"What?"

"Whistle! I can't see you." Silence.

"You can't? That bites…" I smirked silly. SHISH. But she started whistling as asked. Yankee doodle? What ever… I found her…I think. And reached carefully for her head. As I did raven hair solidified. Smirking I leaned down and kissed her.

"Hmm…nice…now how can I continue Yankee doodle…" Grinning I passed over her body until she was completely visible.

"Welcome back Kirei!" I chided. She glanced curious around.

"What happened? It's like…night?"

"Yeah…my world…Must be a time difference…now what will we do.." I frowned. I couldn't take her to Chi. She'd kill her. I couldn't to Kuririn, he was too friendly with Gohan. And…ACK…the boys? They'd loath me!

***

 I glanced at his worried face. "Vegeta. He isn't friendly with anyone…really. You just can't let him of Bulma tell Trunks or he'll spill to Goten. Spelling disaster?" He nodded.

"Good idea…" I grabbed his hand with shimmering eyes.

"Is this the end of us?"

"No…a start…a pause…I…" I nodded sad.

"I understand. Take as long as you need. Swear?" He nodded after a while. Seemingly stunned at my words. I embraced him. Fighting back tears. Should have known this wouldn't last. Go fig. Oh well, it had been great days. And I still had the baby.

  "Take me to CC." I muttered. He hugged me back as we teleported before the Gravity machine room thing.

"Kakarotto…" A voice stated behind me. I stiffened as I uncovered my face from Gokuu's chest. Great… just…now I couldn't prepare damnit. A hand flashed out. Yelping I tried to pry it off. He only dug his fingers more secure and tilted my head up so he could see the bite mark in the light coming out of the room.

 "Hmm…" Vegeta glanced up at Gokuu and humped. "I see…" We both were speechless as Vegeta beckoned us into the room.  HUH? Gokuu gently steered me inside. Vegeta just turned down the machine and I felt a tingle as the gravity dropped to normal. Gokuu closed the door as I peered rigid around. Weird… "So, you finally found a mate. What will you do with the wench?" Vegeta began. I crossed my arms. Yeah indeed.

***

Okay…two people staring at me…nice…

"Well I ah…" I stammered.

"You haven't thought about it yet." Vegeta stated. "Figures. How about your brats? Bet they won't like it. She's their age." I peered at Rixt who glared at Vegeta.

"Vegeta, mind SHUTTING UP?" She snapped. He peered humping at Rixt. Aw crap…character collision… Been worried for this…

***

  I glared holes in Vegeta after spitting out the words.

"Do you think we got time to think up a lame excuse? Na-ah. I barely grabbed him in time damnit…" I added peeved. Either I would explode or faint. Hadn't decided yet.

  "And who are you? Aside from being his mate?"

"M…What the hell are you blabbering about. Mate…mate. We never did marry."

"Such a small brain…there are more ways to bond onna." I flushed red. MY BRAIN WAS FINE.

  "You…stuck up ass of a Saiya-jin royal prince." Whirled around and stalked out. Managing to slam the door nearly from the hinges. Nice…then collapsed on the lawn. Help?

***

"Hn…" Vegeta replied to her tantrum. I sighed deep and defeated. That went well…

"She's a bit irritable…" I muttered as an excuse.

"So are you." Vegeta daft replied. "Were did you go too? Your ki vanished 3 months ago." I paled. 3…months? She'd so kill me…HOLD ON. What the hell was I thinking. I didn't need her. "I say, dump the first, you never bonded, and go with the other Onna. To whom you did bond. Their inseparable. If you don't stay with her or sleep with another, you'll go mad eventually. Your craving will be too big." Thanks Vegeta… For the so desired explanation…

  "I bit her with a full moon…is that normal…I didn't feel like myself and I just took her…luckily she agreed…" I frowned. Vegeta burst out laughing.

"You unconsciously selected her before. She was free right? Not infatuated with another? Then she was free game. Your instinct fixed the rest. Bet it was in a red haze Ne?" I nodded sullen. "Your hooked for life Kakarotto. Only death can fix that and I don't advise it. Bad on the one remaining." I sat down unhappy and clueless what to do next. I never expected to return anymore…

  "Gets more complicated…" Vegeta waited patiently for me to proceed. As I expected. Sigh. "In a few months…" I began as Vegeta's eyes widened. Good, I didn't need to state it… He always was perceptive…

  "NO SHIT?"

"No…" Vegeta recovered quickly.

"So?"

"It really complicates things…with my family…the boys…they'll hate me…" I muttered worried.

"Their problem."

"Mine too…"

"They'll have to adjust. You choose."

"And Chi?"

"She's out of the picture. As I said. Saiya-jin seek for soul mates. You found yours, but not in that she-demon. Obviously."

"Um…Vegeta…could she stay here…until I figure out what to do?" I pleated. I knew he wouldn't say no. He loved seeing me grovel. Much as I hated it.

"Hn…enough room."

"Thanks…I think I'll go home…"

"You are home. Where she is, is your home. Let me ask you this…just to reconfirm it for your thick skull. Have you been obsessed by her? Being with her, sleeping with her?" I thought about our love bouts…there had been…allot…

  "Yeah…never knew human's could take that much…" He burst out laughing.

"Oh indeed…they have hidden powers. Wasted me for a while." He loudly agreed. Offering a hand. I took it and pulled myself up.

"My advice? Break up that fake bonding. And bond with the onna you marked." I nodded.

  "Thanks Vegeta…I just need to find the right moment to tell all of them…" I sighed deep.

"No problem finding the right time with that wench. Just wait for a few seconds and spill during a fight. Should shut her up nicely. Will spare your ears." Vegeta snickered.

  "Doesn't work that way Vegeta…I've been with her for over 30 years, she deserves more respect."

"Hn…and when did she show you the same? I can't remember it."

"True…but still…" I walked out and found Rixt asleep on the lawn. Curled up and obviously having cried. Vegeta stood silently beside me.

 
  "I'll take her to one of the spare rooms. Go. Trust me. You better not say good bye." Vegeta muttered soft. I bit my lip.

"She won't like that…"

"I'll tell her you said that. Now face that wench." I nodded sighing. Instead of teleporting, I flew back home. Thus able to prepare myself better…even if it would prove futile. Then again…worst that could happen, she would fight, yell, wave a pan, and kick him out. Even if she didn't, I would have Rixt. No matter how I saw it, I'd win…unless…unless the boys would shun me…And still I would have a child…and I swear I will stay with her and see it grow old. I bit my lip. Pausing mid air. Before flying to Goten's apartment. Nervous I knocked on the door. A sleepy Goten opened it, his eyes widening and hugged me.

"TOUSAN! Where were you! We were worried sick!" I smiled ruefully then turned more serious as I peeled him off.

"Goten, we need to talk…seriously." He nodded and invited me in.

"Um…would you like some coffee…shower…clothes?" I peered at my attire…oh yea! Man what would Vegeta have thought…Err me back to basic? Probably. Goten cracked up at my stunned expression.

  "You look like a cave man! By Kami where did you come from?"

"Capsule corp." I stammered not thinking clearly. Goten squealed louder.

"Oh no…Vegeta-san saw you?" I nodded as he fell grinning in his couch.

"Man I wish I saw his expression." I frowned.

  "Well, just his usual scowl…"

"Tousan…Shower and grab my stuff…I can't listen and not look at your furry appearance…" He shooed me into the shower. Maybe he was right…

* * *

Vegeta picked up the strange woman and smirked. They both were dressed up like cave men. What did that baka do this time? Effortlessly he carried her in as he heard her mutter about Kakarotto. Walked through the dark house and kicked a bedroom door open. Strolled inside and put her on it. Yanked the…what ever, out, and pulled a sleeping shirt on. Pulled blanket over her and walked out. Done.

Disdain he peered at the primitive tunic dress thing. Whiffed it and pulled back…dead animal with her scent, she smelled pleasant enough, not as nice as his Onna though…Hn… returned outside. Burned it to a crisp and continued training. Kakarotto in a fur thing…rich…Even an improvement on that stupid orange thing.

* * *

"Much better tousan. Now tell me what's wrong." Goten greeted as I flopped clean in one of his jeans and shirts down beside him. Now I recited my whole speech under the hot water…and now I forgot. Well not forgot, it just wouldn't explain well enough…

  "How do you feel about your Okaasan and me?" I tried carefully. Letting up an test balloon.

"Love my Okaasan, and my Okaasan."

"What do you think about our marriage?" I held my breath as be peered at me. Searching my face for an unknown answer to an unknown question.

  "I think we better sit at the kitchen table…I fixed some coffee…" I nodded as I took the mug as Goten sat down with his own. "Tousan…I know you two haven't been getting along lately…and then you went missing…She kicked you out?" I nodded solemn.

  "Yes. And she did so often…"

"And you are fed up? well that's your choice…do you want a divorce?" Goten seemed to have mixed feelings about the D subject. And I couldn't blame him. Okay…now…I would say it. And risk he'd hate my ass forever, and think I was a slut and…dishonorable and a cheating bastard.

  "I…found another woman…and I fell in love." I stammered. Goten fell backwards. With a thud his chair came down as Goten gasped.

  "N…NANI? So that's what you've been up too?" He scurried up. peered at his coffee. Discarded it and grabbed Sake. Drank down a few gulps and rammed the bottle on the table. Sat back down and braced himself.

  "Any more? Go ahead. Can take another gut punch." I cleared my throat. He asked for it…

"Your mother and I haven't touched each other for over 8 years…I haven't been with her in the same bedroom…for…" I saw him pale. Should I tell? Hell yeah. I needed to vent. "A long time. I found another and I'm crazy about her and you'll have a Chibi brother or sister soon. Sorry, I know you hate me, bye." I ran to the door as Goten reeled. Grinning he ran after me and hauled me back in.

  "Hold on. We weren't finished yet. Shish, I'm still dreaming. Sit down." He shoved me into a couch and I must admit being stunned at his strength. Easy to forget how strong he was. He sat down before me with a new bottle of Sake. "Sum up. You got kicked out. Wandered the woods, found another, slept and she's pregnant?" I nodded.

"But there was more. She's not of this world…" Goten waved me to shush.

"Yeah, yeah. Say so each time I fall in love too."

"No…really…you know when you didn't felt me? I was there, with her. And I thought I'd never get back. Got arrested for squatting a house and…" I stopped as Goten cracked up.

  "Arrested for squatting a house?" He grinned.

"Yes, and then we got deported…I was an illegal immigrant and she decided to come too, cause she ran away from home and…"

"NANI? How OLD is she?"

"21…" Goten fell off the back of the couch.

"I'm 27!!! Are you mad?"

  "Hai…mad about her…you should see her…so nice…and beautiful…lousy cook…sucks at needle work…" I sighed. Well… "She's improving though…"

"21…lousy cook…ran away from home…nice…Tousan…your mad." Goten returned from behind the couch and settled firm. Gulping Sake down until he got a red nose. "I can handle this. So…when will you tell Okaasan?"

"Um…I don't know yet. She's now at Vegeta's…Look Goten you better not see her yet. She's very confused now…"

   "Who? Okaasan? Or the other? What her name?"

"Rixt."

"Riksst?"

"No. Rixt. With an X…" Goten frowned.

"Bout as weird as Vegeta-san's name…Off world or Chikyuu-jin…"

"Chikyuu-jin." Goten hiccupped.

  "Sorry…green skin?" He grinned. I rolled my eyes. Drunk…

"No. Actually she looks allot like your Okaasan at her age."

  "Okay…so you want to ditch the older one…"

"It's not because of age…" I snapped.

"You want to ditch her…"

  "I never loved her like I do Rixt. To be honest. Your Okaasan tricked me."

"Heard the un-Okaasan-ised story." He muttered. "Tousan, you must do what your heart tells you to do. Like you said to us. Think about it, what ever. I'm behind you. Always was more a daddy's Chibi… unlike Gohan. Don't ever tell him. If he gets pissed, call me. Can't I really see her? I'm curious…"

  "Well…maybe…call Vegeta so he can prepare her. Tell him you know. That should be sufficient." I muttered.

"Okay…and tousan? Nowadays lots of couples divorce. It's not a taboo like it was years ago." My sun grunted back. "If you wanna crash here. It's okay. Leila has been dumped…ages ago." I frowned.

  "You really are impossible. You take after Trunks-san too much."

"Obvious huh? Kinda feels nice…But he has to be a director, I'm not…hehehe…" He yawned and passed out. As I peered at the clock I sighed. 3 am? Kinda early to bother Chi…So I carried my youngest…not for long though, into his bedroom. Tucked him in and crashed on the spare bed.

  "Well Gokuu, fine mess you made…" I scolded myself. Peered up, wondering what Dende must be thinking and fell asleep, but it was a restless one. Worries tormenting me.

*~*~*