Tainted Destiny
by:kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: hehe boxing day is so fun! so much shopping WAHAHAH!!! i love shopping... hehe anyways since i'm so happy i decided to write... heres chapter fifteen
Chapter Fifteen: Realization
Syaoran stood there, his heart turning icy each step Sakura had tooken, until her figure had fully disappeared. 'What did you think, Syaoran?' he yelled in his mind, his eyes flashing anger and hurt, 'You never considered that there might be a possibility that she might reject you?'
'Did you think she would love someone like you?' another voice asked him. He had been nervous about confessing his love to Sakura, he didn't even realize that there was even a chance that he might get rejected.
'But... I still love-'
Suddenly Syaoran's eyes looked as if the life in them had been sucked out, without a flicker of life in them, everything became black and dark...
~*~
Sakura ran as fast as she could, the words 'I love you' kept echoing in her mind, as she clutched onto her backpack. Her mind was confused, not being able to answer Syaoran was tearing her apart. She didn't want to hurt his feelings, but then again, did she love Syaoran? Truly, fully, completely? 'This could be the best thing that has happened to me...' she thought, remembering how she was never loved by her stepmother, 'Then again it could also be the worst thing...' She shook her head in frustration. 'You baka! Why did you leave him just standing there?' She came to a sudden halt as she noticed Meilin and Tomoyo were standing right in front of her.
"Oh... Hi-i..." she stuttered.
"So what happened?" Tomoyo immediately went to the point.
"It didn't seem very good from the view we had." Meilin pointed out.
"Well..." Sakura started quietly, "He told me that he loved me."
Tomoyo and Meilin's eyes both bulged out. They both knew that it was obvious that they both liked each other, but if Syaoran confessed his love... then wouldn't Sakura be with Syaoran right now?
"You didn't answer him did you." Meilin stated flatly.
Tears started to form in the corner of Sakura's eyes, "I don't know... I don't know anything anymore..." she collasped onto the ground, her backpack falling beside her and her hands burying face, muffling her sobs.
"Well then Sakura... do you love him?" Tomoyo asked her quietly, kneeling down to the ground.
"I don't know..." she stuttered, her shoulders shrugged as her face was still hidden behind her hands.
Meilin shook her head in frustration, "Fine. Let's try it this way," she announced, figuring a different tactic, "Do you feel warm and fuzzy, or maybe different when your around him?"
"I think..." Sakura whispered quietly, looking at them both intently.
"Your so dense Sakura..." Tomoyo sighed, "It may even lead you to your own destruction."
Meilin nodded in total agreement.
"I just down get it!" Sakura whispered, "He was a total jerk when I first met him... but then he suddenly became so nice..."
"Haven't you heard that people change, Sakura?" it was Meilin's turn to sigh.
Both knew that Sakura would probably find happiness with Syaoran, they knew they couldn't give up. Meilin and Tomoyo had both been best friends with Sakura, just a few days ago, they had found out the real truth. She was never really happy, always hiding behind a cheerful mask, as she cried out inside. She deserved this happiness, complete and true happiness.
Sakura looked dumbfounded.
"You completely hopeless!" Tomoyo cried, waving her hand about in the air.
"Come on Tomoyo, she needs sometime alone." Meilin gestured Tomoyo to follow her. As they started to walk away from Sakura, Meilin turned around, "Think about this Sakura, why did you even choose to stay at his house when you were kicked out, not only because of Xiao Long and Hikaru, what else? You could've asked me or Tomoyo... And another thing, why do you always feel so warm and shy towards my cousin? Think about it Sakura..." with that said, Meilin and Tomoyo both walked off.
~*~
"You didn't have to be that harsh you know." Tomoyo pointed out, slightly giggling. Both her and Meilin were a good distance away from Sakura, so the conversation was unhearded of to Sakura.
"I had to." Meilin said sternly, "If I wasn't, nothing could get through her."
Tomoyo nodded, "Let's just hope she realizes it."
"And in time..." Meilin told her nervously, "Knowing my cousin, he isn't that forgiving..."
Tomoyo's eyes immediately filled with worry.
~*~
Sakura leaned back against a tree, her emerald eyes stared blankly at the passing white clouds. Her mind was racing, her heart was beating loud, 'Think about this Sakura, why did you even choose to stay at his house when you were kicked out, not only because of Xiao Long and Hikaru, what else? You could've asked me or Tomoyo... And another thing, why do you always feel so warm and shy towards my cousin? Think about it Sakura...' Meilin's words kept popping inside her mind, but she could never answer any of those questions.
Her stomach growled loudly, signaling that it was time for some lunch. She opened her baby pink backpack and peeked inside, she found half of a sandwich and a box of grape juice. She also noticed something quite peculiar, she pulled it out. It was the same bear that Xiao Long and Hikaru had given her. She traced the outline of the bears small delicate face, flashes of the time she spent with Syaoran glared in her mind.
Running around his backyard when they were only children...
The electric shock that was sent through her when she and Syaoran had both reached for the book...
Syaoran's sad face as six year old Sakura was pulled away, and into the car...
How he helped her clean up the wound...
His genuine expression when he said those three words...
Sakura's emotions started to rush through out her whole body, fighting all the fog that clogged up her heart and mind. She knew the answer, it was clear as the blue sky. She did love Syaoran, even though it took her awhile to finally realize everything... she knew. She should've of noticed this even when she was younger, when she was spending time at the Li mansion, she did fall in love with him. It was late, but better then never... right?
Sakura jumped up, her hopes and spirits high, as she started her search for Syaoran.
~*~
Sakura had searched everywhere, she was running towards the huge water fountain, her breath panting from all the running she had done. She stopped behind a tree, just to get her energy back, she was about to leave when she heard two very fimilar voices.
She peeked through the corner, only able to see messy chestnut colored hair, tangled with traces of black hair. She stepped in front of the fountain to see the whole horrific scene. There stood Syaoran and Faye, their lips locked in a passionate kiss. Even though Sakura was dense, she knew what was exactly going on.
"Syaor-ran..." she stuttered, making the couple pull away.
Faye's eyes was filled with victory and satisfication.
It seemed as if Syaoran's eyes had instant come back to life. "Sakura?" he said weakly, his eyes wide.
Sakura tried to blink back the tears.
"I told you, bitch, your a selfish slut, you don't deserve anything." Faye chuckled, "I can't believe you actually thought Syaoran actually loved you!" She let out a haughty laugh.
"No- Sakura-" Sakura didn't even let Syaoran finish his sentence as she ran as fast as she could.
Syaoran turned to Faye, "What the hell did you do?" his eyes filled with fire.
"You don't have to worry about her anymore. You'll be able to go back to your normal life!" Faye told him, smirking evilly.
'What the hell is she talking about?' Syaoran thought angrily, wanting to whip out his sword and just slice it across Faye's throat. Something finally hit him... something was going to happen... something terrible...
He had to find Sakura... now.
~*~
Sakura finished her last few classes of the day, her smile staying exactly the same, not a single twitch was seen. She sat up straight and stared at the chalkboard. Scenes of Syaoran and Faye together flashed in her mind... 'I can't believe it...' she silently wailed in her mind.
When the day had finally ended, Sakura rushed out of the high school as fast as she could, trying her hardest to ignore every single person, even her best friends. She was walking home, tears were flowing down her cheek, "Why Syaoran, why?" she asked quietly.
Suddenly a small eerie voice called out to her, 'Sakura...'
"Who is it?" she immediately raised her defences up.
'I can help you... come to Penguin Park... child... I can take away the pain...' the voice whispered, it was as if the voice was right beside her, but when she looked over she saw no one...
She immediately turned around and headed towards Penguin Park...
~*~
[a/n: ayai ayai! this chapter was harder to write than I thought!! eeppp soo bad... such a bad bad writer... eep shouldn't say anything since my friends always argue with me about this... so i should just shut up... lol anyways please review!! REVIEW!!!!! GAHHHH!!! i'll try to write the next chapter as soon as possible, but it may take awhile for it to be posted (no internet remember?) ehehe...
I KNOW!! IF YOU DON'T REVIEW AND CHECK OUT MY WEBSITE THEN... I WON'T POST UP THE NEXT CHAPTER!! so if I don't see at least 7 people that sign the guestbook in my website I won't post up a chapter!! WAHAHAHAH!!! so evill...
www.geocities.com/magical_crazee_trio/ ... go there now!!]
by:kawaiiteddybear
kawaiiteddybear: hehe boxing day is so fun! so much shopping WAHAHAH!!! i love shopping... hehe anyways since i'm so happy i decided to write... heres chapter fifteen
Chapter Fifteen: Realization
Syaoran stood there, his heart turning icy each step Sakura had tooken, until her figure had fully disappeared. 'What did you think, Syaoran?' he yelled in his mind, his eyes flashing anger and hurt, 'You never considered that there might be a possibility that she might reject you?'
'Did you think she would love someone like you?' another voice asked him. He had been nervous about confessing his love to Sakura, he didn't even realize that there was even a chance that he might get rejected.
'But... I still love-'
Suddenly Syaoran's eyes looked as if the life in them had been sucked out, without a flicker of life in them, everything became black and dark...
~*~
Sakura ran as fast as she could, the words 'I love you' kept echoing in her mind, as she clutched onto her backpack. Her mind was confused, not being able to answer Syaoran was tearing her apart. She didn't want to hurt his feelings, but then again, did she love Syaoran? Truly, fully, completely? 'This could be the best thing that has happened to me...' she thought, remembering how she was never loved by her stepmother, 'Then again it could also be the worst thing...' She shook her head in frustration. 'You baka! Why did you leave him just standing there?' She came to a sudden halt as she noticed Meilin and Tomoyo were standing right in front of her.
"Oh... Hi-i..." she stuttered.
"So what happened?" Tomoyo immediately went to the point.
"It didn't seem very good from the view we had." Meilin pointed out.
"Well..." Sakura started quietly, "He told me that he loved me."
Tomoyo and Meilin's eyes both bulged out. They both knew that it was obvious that they both liked each other, but if Syaoran confessed his love... then wouldn't Sakura be with Syaoran right now?
"You didn't answer him did you." Meilin stated flatly.
Tears started to form in the corner of Sakura's eyes, "I don't know... I don't know anything anymore..." she collasped onto the ground, her backpack falling beside her and her hands burying face, muffling her sobs.
"Well then Sakura... do you love him?" Tomoyo asked her quietly, kneeling down to the ground.
"I don't know..." she stuttered, her shoulders shrugged as her face was still hidden behind her hands.
Meilin shook her head in frustration, "Fine. Let's try it this way," she announced, figuring a different tactic, "Do you feel warm and fuzzy, or maybe different when your around him?"
"I think..." Sakura whispered quietly, looking at them both intently.
"Your so dense Sakura..." Tomoyo sighed, "It may even lead you to your own destruction."
Meilin nodded in total agreement.
"I just down get it!" Sakura whispered, "He was a total jerk when I first met him... but then he suddenly became so nice..."
"Haven't you heard that people change, Sakura?" it was Meilin's turn to sigh.
Both knew that Sakura would probably find happiness with Syaoran, they knew they couldn't give up. Meilin and Tomoyo had both been best friends with Sakura, just a few days ago, they had found out the real truth. She was never really happy, always hiding behind a cheerful mask, as she cried out inside. She deserved this happiness, complete and true happiness.
Sakura looked dumbfounded.
"You completely hopeless!" Tomoyo cried, waving her hand about in the air.
"Come on Tomoyo, she needs sometime alone." Meilin gestured Tomoyo to follow her. As they started to walk away from Sakura, Meilin turned around, "Think about this Sakura, why did you even choose to stay at his house when you were kicked out, not only because of Xiao Long and Hikaru, what else? You could've asked me or Tomoyo... And another thing, why do you always feel so warm and shy towards my cousin? Think about it Sakura..." with that said, Meilin and Tomoyo both walked off.
~*~
"You didn't have to be that harsh you know." Tomoyo pointed out, slightly giggling. Both her and Meilin were a good distance away from Sakura, so the conversation was unhearded of to Sakura.
"I had to." Meilin said sternly, "If I wasn't, nothing could get through her."
Tomoyo nodded, "Let's just hope she realizes it."
"And in time..." Meilin told her nervously, "Knowing my cousin, he isn't that forgiving..."
Tomoyo's eyes immediately filled with worry.
~*~
Sakura leaned back against a tree, her emerald eyes stared blankly at the passing white clouds. Her mind was racing, her heart was beating loud, 'Think about this Sakura, why did you even choose to stay at his house when you were kicked out, not only because of Xiao Long and Hikaru, what else? You could've asked me or Tomoyo... And another thing, why do you always feel so warm and shy towards my cousin? Think about it Sakura...' Meilin's words kept popping inside her mind, but she could never answer any of those questions.
Her stomach growled loudly, signaling that it was time for some lunch. She opened her baby pink backpack and peeked inside, she found half of a sandwich and a box of grape juice. She also noticed something quite peculiar, she pulled it out. It was the same bear that Xiao Long and Hikaru had given her. She traced the outline of the bears small delicate face, flashes of the time she spent with Syaoran glared in her mind.
Running around his backyard when they were only children...
The electric shock that was sent through her when she and Syaoran had both reached for the book...
Syaoran's sad face as six year old Sakura was pulled away, and into the car...
How he helped her clean up the wound...
His genuine expression when he said those three words...
Sakura's emotions started to rush through out her whole body, fighting all the fog that clogged up her heart and mind. She knew the answer, it was clear as the blue sky. She did love Syaoran, even though it took her awhile to finally realize everything... she knew. She should've of noticed this even when she was younger, when she was spending time at the Li mansion, she did fall in love with him. It was late, but better then never... right?
Sakura jumped up, her hopes and spirits high, as she started her search for Syaoran.
~*~
Sakura had searched everywhere, she was running towards the huge water fountain, her breath panting from all the running she had done. She stopped behind a tree, just to get her energy back, she was about to leave when she heard two very fimilar voices.
She peeked through the corner, only able to see messy chestnut colored hair, tangled with traces of black hair. She stepped in front of the fountain to see the whole horrific scene. There stood Syaoran and Faye, their lips locked in a passionate kiss. Even though Sakura was dense, she knew what was exactly going on.
"Syaor-ran..." she stuttered, making the couple pull away.
Faye's eyes was filled with victory and satisfication.
It seemed as if Syaoran's eyes had instant come back to life. "Sakura?" he said weakly, his eyes wide.
Sakura tried to blink back the tears.
"I told you, bitch, your a selfish slut, you don't deserve anything." Faye chuckled, "I can't believe you actually thought Syaoran actually loved you!" She let out a haughty laugh.
"No- Sakura-" Sakura didn't even let Syaoran finish his sentence as she ran as fast as she could.
Syaoran turned to Faye, "What the hell did you do?" his eyes filled with fire.
"You don't have to worry about her anymore. You'll be able to go back to your normal life!" Faye told him, smirking evilly.
'What the hell is she talking about?' Syaoran thought angrily, wanting to whip out his sword and just slice it across Faye's throat. Something finally hit him... something was going to happen... something terrible...
He had to find Sakura... now.
~*~
Sakura finished her last few classes of the day, her smile staying exactly the same, not a single twitch was seen. She sat up straight and stared at the chalkboard. Scenes of Syaoran and Faye together flashed in her mind... 'I can't believe it...' she silently wailed in her mind.
When the day had finally ended, Sakura rushed out of the high school as fast as she could, trying her hardest to ignore every single person, even her best friends. She was walking home, tears were flowing down her cheek, "Why Syaoran, why?" she asked quietly.
Suddenly a small eerie voice called out to her, 'Sakura...'
"Who is it?" she immediately raised her defences up.
'I can help you... come to Penguin Park... child... I can take away the pain...' the voice whispered, it was as if the voice was right beside her, but when she looked over she saw no one...
She immediately turned around and headed towards Penguin Park...
~*~
[a/n: ayai ayai! this chapter was harder to write than I thought!! eeppp soo bad... such a bad bad writer... eep shouldn't say anything since my friends always argue with me about this... so i should just shut up... lol anyways please review!! REVIEW!!!!! GAHHHH!!! i'll try to write the next chapter as soon as possible, but it may take awhile for it to be posted (no internet remember?) ehehe...
I KNOW!! IF YOU DON'T REVIEW AND CHECK OUT MY WEBSITE THEN... I WON'T POST UP THE NEXT CHAPTER!! so if I don't see at least 7 people that sign the guestbook in my website I won't post up a chapter!! WAHAHAHAH!!! so evill...
www.geocities.com/magical_crazee_trio/ ... go there now!!]
