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Chapter 4

**How do I really feel towards you?**


Next Morning. Cole was ready for work, he had got a shower and get dressed. he heard a knock on the door.
'Probably Sara.' He thought.
He walked towards the door and opened it and without looking at the person who was standing in front of him he said: "Hey Sara, come in please."
"Sara?" Phoebe asked.
Cole looked at her.
"Damn it Phoebe what are you doing here?!" He asked back.
"I told you I'd be back." She replied. "And here I am. By the way Who's Sara?" She asked.
"My new assistant." He replied.
"Oh, that bitc...I mean beautiful girl I saw at your office." She said while thinking 'Big boobs blonde bitch. Hey that's 'B4''
"The one you called like 300 times when I was in Chicago, yeah, that's her." He replied.
"Ok, now goodbye Phoebe, I have to go to work." He said, closing the door.
She stopped him and said: "Wait, wait, Cole, maybe we can have breakfast together, now."
"I already had breakfast." He replied.
Phoebe sighed. "Yeah, but why don't we take something for 'dessert'' or I don't know a 'coffee' before work?" She proposed seductively.
Cole knew exactly what she meant by 'dessert and coffee'. He could see her lustful look and of course he was tempted but he just couldn't fall again, so he just said "No" with a very serious expression, not knowing where he got that will from.
'Damn it!' She though. She needed to find something to tell him to stay with him, and try to make him change his mind about their relationship.
"I think we really need to talk." She tried again.
"Talk about us? I told you all I had to say yesterday." He said.
Of all a sudden, she kissed him passionately. It was a wonderful kiss, Cole loved it, he was ready to kiss her back... Her lips were so sweet, so warmth and her tongue playing with his... it was diving him crazy... But he fought it and didn't kiss her back, he didn't wrapped his arms around her... He just acted like if he didn't care about this amazing kiss.
Then she pulled away and asked: "Did it make you change your mind about us?"
Cole was more and more confused by Phoebe's attitude, it was like if she was a Cole addict...She was ready to do everything to get him back and Cole wondered what happened to her...
'Maybe someone knocked her head too hard.' Cole thought and he laughed at it.
"It makes you laugh?" Phoebe asked.
"Are you kidding me?" She added.
"I just gave you one of my best kisses and all you do is laugh? What's wrong with you, did you turn gay or something?" She asked, almost angry.
"No, no, the kiss was nice but you're acting weird that's what makes me laugh, and the kiss didn't change anything...There's not us anymore." He replied.
"Nice, that's all? I remember the time when only one on my kiss could turn you on." She said.
"That's all in the past." He lied without looking at her, of course her kiss had turned him on. But He really had to find out what was going on with his wife...ex-wife...
"Phoebe. I'd really love to talk, well, actually I wouldn't. Anyway I have to go to work, It's getting late for me. So, please. Bye." He said.
"Don't you understand? We need to fix this." She protested
"There's nothing to fix, Phoebe. Look, I don't know what's going on with you. You've been acting strange the last few times we've met." Cole explained.
"Strange?" Phoebe asked.
"After you sent me to hell, Yes." He answered and when Phoebe was about to say something her cell phone rang.
"Aren't you going to answer?" He asked her.
"No." She simply said.
"Look, Cole I know that I've been- " And she was interrupted by the cell phone again and she just decided to ignore it.
"Cole, I think we could talk and work this-" But the ringing was already annoying what made Cole reacts.
"Why don't you just pick up the damn phone?!" He demanded upset, at this the only Phoebe's reaction was threw the phone, letting it fall to the grown.
"Because this is more important." She replied.
"Cole. I love you." She started again.
Phoebe decided to show to Cole what she was able to do... She wanted to make him feel the way she way feeling for the last few days.
Of course Cole biggest wish was to kiss Phoebe, to make love to her, but if it was just for a moment, he didn't want it to happen, it if was not for ever it wasn't worth it.
Phoebe wrapped her arms around Cole neck and pressed her body against his, and she kissed him again.
"I want to be with you, I need you, I dreamt about you, I almost became insane, all I could do was thinking about you, day and night, I almost get fired, I was feeling hot, I was wanting you more and more everyday, my mind was playing tricks on me making me believe that you were with me, making love to me..." She said.
"I want to be with you, forever." She added before kissing him again, hoping that he would break down and kiss her passionately and make love to her.
'Wow, she's crazy.' Cole thought.
'She's under a spell or something.' He thought again.
"Did someone cast a spell on you?" He asked.
Phoebe sighed, she was getting very bored now, why the hell was he talking instead of kissing her and touching her with his hot hands?
"No, I just think that I'd lost my mind when I said that I didn't love you and now, all I want is to be with you." She explained.
So that was it... She just wanted to be with him again...Because she decided that it was like this, he was supposed to say yes, he was supposed to agree with her every words. He did all she said when he was human, well, almost everything she was saying, but this time it was not going to be this way, this time, he won't be her toy...
"Phoebe, this is some kind of sick game? Because is not funny! After you told without shame what I was and where I could go I don't believe you." He said and the phone started to ring again.
Phoebe just grabbed it up from the grown and saw 'Bay Mirror Calling' in the screen.
'Damn you Elise!' She though.
Then Cole started to feel the temptation grow and grow, as she was still there. How could he have her there so close and so far at the same time. So without thinking, he looked deep in her eyes and kissed her passionately. He wrapped his arms around her and held her tightly.
She relaxed in his arms, and lost herself in his kiss.
'God it's so good.' She thought. And again she felt like she was going to faint. She moaned as he kissed her more hungrily. He shimmered the both of them in his room and the fell on the bed. The bed that used to theirs, and where all the memories of entire nights of love still reminded fresh. He slowly unbuttoned her blouse, not breaking their kiss.
Of all a sudden, he pulled away and said: "Sorry, I can't."
"Wh-What?" She asked.
"I said I can't." He said.
"You can't? What the hell is wrong with you?" She yelled as she started buttoning her blouse.
"Every time I kiss you I hear you in my head saying that I'm evil and that we can't be together, it's really disturbing." He explained.
"You better go, Sara will be here in a minute and I don't want her to find you here." He added.
"Oh, you don't want her to see me here? Do you screw with her?" She asked.
She was really angry now, and the fact that Cole could be dating someone else, that someone else could touch him where Phoebe was used to touch him or that this bitch could undress him, waking up next to him, feeling his strong arms around her, making breakfast for him, kissing him, or even looking at him, it was just making her jealous and crazy.
"It's not of your business." He coldly replied.
She was about the yell at him but he stopped her and said with a smile: "I'm not dating her, we're just working together. But if that were the case, it doesn't matter, because I'm a free man now, right?"
"I mean, I'm single again, so I can fool around if I want to." He added, he knew she'd become even more furious with that comment.
"I won't leave until you tell me that I can come back tonight." She said, crossing her arms.
Cole smiled, he loved when she was angry, she was beautiful when she was angry, and she was even more beautiful when she was jealous, in fact she was beautiful all the time.
"Okay." He said as he sighed to show her that he was upset.
Phoebe smiled and walked out of the room. Cole followed her.
"See you later." She said as she blew a kiss to him.
She smiled at him and walked out of the penthouse.
Cole didn't know why he kissed her... He didn't know why he shimmered the both of them in his room... He wanted her but he wanted to be sure that he wasn't doing a huge mistake before falling into her arms again.
Of course that after these last meetings he was having with her he's just gotten more confused.

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It was like 11 o clock and Cole's meeting with the witnesses of the Lane's Case was already over. Cole couldn't stop thinking about Phoebe's strange behaving. Cole was very confused. Did she really still love him? It was hard to believe it after all what had happened. After all the things they said to each other, especially all the things she said to him. Cole was starting to put his life in order again, he was getting use to the life as a human. He just did his work and use his powers to save someone or something now and them, and the most important thing was that he was starting to accept the fact that Phoebe didn't love him anymore and now this? Suddenly overnight she loves him again? Or was that she never stopped loving him? Cole couldn't concentrate thinking about this.
"Are you alright Mr. Turner?" Sara asked Cole pulling him out of his thoughts.
"Ah…Yeah. I'm fine." He simply said to her.
"You look a little...I don't know distracted." She told him.
"Why don't you take a break? If you like I can come back later to finish this." She offered while she started to get up.
"Ah… No." He said.
"I mean, I'll take the break, but don't go. Please sit down" He added.
She nodded and sat down again.
"It's just that… I really need to talk to someone. And you've shown to be a very discreet person and I think I can trust you." He started.
"Of course you can, Mr. Turner. Although I barely know you I think you're a good person and I really have you in great esteem." She said as she smiled at him.
"Thank you." Cole smiled as well.
"So… what's in your mind?" She asked expecting for a request.
Of course in someway she had an vague idea of what was going on. She just noticed it. Not because she were gossip around or something, it was instinct. She noticed the changes in him, the truth was that she was very involved in the Psychology thing, she studied it at college and she always was takings courses and things like that. Sometimes she looked at herself more like a Psychologist than a lawyer, and she was very good at it. Sometimes she could help people and friends with emotional crisis, and it seemed that this time it would be her boss.
"I don't know what to do. I feel very confused." He said.
"Why?" She asked.
"Alright. I'll start for the beginning. I… I really loved my wife but in the end of our marriage we were like two strangers, in some way, Suddenly everything was over. We got divorce and I was like dead in life, literally. And then after an awful divorce I was getting over it, but...now-"
"She came back." She completed.
"Yeah, and I'm not pretty sure if I really had got over it or I don't know. Now she's looking for me again, she calls me and goes to my place and…" He sighed "she was the one who asked for the divorce. She said she didn't love me. She said she hated me… and now she wants me back."
"Look, with all my respect I gotta tell you. That she's crazy." She said sincerely and Cole just chuckled.
"No, The truth is that while she wasn't there you could start to move on without think, you just tried to get over it. But when she comes back all the job you've done falls down. And you realized that you hadn't really moved on like you though." She explained.
"What has she told you?. If I can know." She asked.
"She just told me that wants me back. That we can be together and that kind of things." He said
"Of course that I'm tempted, she has so much power over me, but I can't let myself give in to her. Not again. I suffered to much the last times." He added.
"Last times?" She remarked. "You mean this is not the first time?"
"Well, after we got married, yes. Before, it happened like twice." He simply answered.
"The typical unstable couple." She concluded and murmured more to herself.
"Excuse me?" He asked.
"Uh…nothing. Look. The more important thing here, is how do you feel towards her? It seems to me that you still love her. And once you have put your feelings and emotions straight you have to find out why the relationship didn't work out before."
'Because I'm a freaking demon.' He though.
"Then you have to talk to her. You have to make her be straight and sincere with you. It's the only way-" She explained and he cut her off.
"But I'm not her toy. She can't say I love you and the other day say I hate you and then change to I love you again." He discussed.
"OK. I understand that. You have your pride, I get it. But before that, you already proved yourself that don't love her anymore?"
This made Cole think about things, about everything. He does still love her, more than life. But was his pride more important than his love for her.
"I still love her." He admitted almost in a whisper, but she could hear him.
"So is your pride more important than your love for her? Or you can just forgive her and start over again? Or you even have other choice you could get her completely and defiantly out of you life and then spend all life wonder whether it could have been or not." She said.
Actually, every word she said was true. And Cole know it, but sometimes we need other people to tell us the things so we can actually listen to them. It was incredible the way Cole could talk to Sara with that confides and trust.
"Remember that not matter what, the important is that you feel happy. Sometimes we just suppressed ourselves to happiness just because stupid things like the pride, stubbornness and ego. Because if you see very well those are stupid." She said and he just smiled at that.
"But… what do I do? Tell me." He told her.
"No. I can't. You have to find out by yourself what you should do." She said and made her way to the door and he called for her again.
"Sara…" And she turned to him again.
"Thank you." He said and she smiled.
Sara thought and could feel he was a good guy and she really wanted to help him but for now, he had to get through this by himself.
After Sara left the office Cole spend the next three hours thinking about the situation. Of course that during that while Phoebe called to the office like five times but Sara aware of the situation just told her that he was in an important meeting. Cole though that for now he was clear. He still loved Phoebe, but the problem was did she still love him back? Did she wanted to be with him again or was it just for one night, just to have fun and sex? Because if she didn't he wouldn't take that risk again. So the next step was find out how Phoebe really felt towards him and an idea started to form in his mind.

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After following him for almost two hours, he finally could led him to a lonely back street and suddenly he pushed him against the wall and grabbed him by the throat.
"Oh Dear God!" He said very fearfully to Cole.
"Not exactly". Cole replied sarcastically.
"Look, I won't kill you. Unless not for now. I need you to do a work for me." He said.
"Yeah, right as if I would do some kind of work for you." He said.
"After what you did to me, I think you own it me." Cole reminded him.
"Hey, I swear I had nothing to do with what happened to the two of you."
"Oh, really? So you didn't bring us together?" Cole demanded.
"I can be Cupid, but I'm not that perfect." Cupid argued.
Of course that at first the idea of ask Cupid for help was ridiculous, but Cole was really desperate and Cupid was the only one that could help him in find what he wanted to know, and besides the fact that he wouldn't have to deal with any demon.
"If it weren't for you, maybe I could had killed her in the first place." Cole told him.
So he remembered the time when everything was ready and perfect. Andras had done his job and all he had to do was finish it, and kill her, and when he had the perfect moment because she was vulnerable and was in looking for comfort, he realized that he couldn't do it. He had fallen in love with his victim, and not just a victim, but a witch.
"No, you couldn't had. I didn't do anything, but I didn't stop it either. You two were destined to meet and fall in love. You are souls mates. So, when you met you didn't need of me… and I just gave you a little push, a little help." He confessed and then he noticed he had screwed it with this comment.
It was the truth, he didn't do anything, everything was just fate, all they had to do was to meet, and in some way he accelerated the process.
"What do you mean?" Cole asked.
"Nothing. Well, I can't help you in whatever you're planning, so if you excuse me I have some couples to bring together." Cupid said trying to leave off Cole, when he suddenly took off the ring from Cupid's finger.
"What the hell are you doing?" Cupid asked angrily.
"How are you gonna unite your couples without your stupid ring?" Cole asked with a smile.
"Alright. I warn you that I'm not doing anything dirty." Cupid said.
"I need you to find out how Phoebe feels towards me." Cole commanded.
"What?" Cupid reacted.
"You must be crazy or something. The last time I met her she laughed at me! And she just blamed me for not give her the real love of her life."
"But you can see the love, so you can tell me." Cole said.
"After what happened the least she could do is vanquish me. For the way I see it, you two had a great love but the TWO of you screwed it." Cupid explained.
"Let's say it this way. If you don't do what I'm asking I'll kill you." Cole said, of course he wouldn't do that, if Phoebe hated him, or at least that was what he though, she would hate him even more foe kill Cupid. It would be just like kill the chance of love for other persons.
"Well, you can kill me. Then, they gonna send other guy to do the job." Cupid replied.
"And then I'll destroy the ring. So if I don't have love anyone won't have it either." Cole treated.
So Cupid didn't have another choice.
"Alright." He sighed and agreed.

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By the time that Cupid met Cole again, he was already at the penthouse.
"So...?" Asked Cole.
He was really anxious. He wanted to know. All was a dilemma for him right now. Did she love him or not?
"What do you think?" Cupid played with him.
"If I would have known something I wouldn't have looked for you." He replied coldly.
"It was too easy."
"I'm not in the mood for games. Tell me." With that, Cole grabbed the ring in one hand and a energy ball appeared in the other one. The energy ball was in direction towards the ring.
"Alright, alright, no need to get mad. The girl is deeply in love with you, she's crazy about you, she only has one thing in mind: To have you back. It's like she doesn't have oxygen. She loves you more that anything." Cupid replied.
Cole was stunned at this. He could feel the hope and illusions again.
"Really?" Cole asked, he was surprised that Phoebe was feeling this way.
It was hardly to believe but it was true.
"And you still ask me that? At first she felt anger, so much anger that she was blind. That anger kept her thinking about that she wouldn't go through anything similar again, and that's why she lost her trust and her fears took her over, but once the anger was gone, she realized that she still loves you and that she doesn't care to take all the risks again for you." He explained.
"So why didn't she just tell me all this?" Cole asked.
"Because, she's been so stubborn and she didn't want to admit it."
"She still loves me?" Cole asked one more time.
Cupid nodded and said: "She always has loved you. Trust me."
"My work here is done, so, my ring please." He demanded.
"I've already lost all an afternoon of work because of you." Cupid complained.
Cole gave him his ring back, smiling.
"You can leave now." Cole said, still smiling.
"Oh, I will. The love is waiting for me to come to distribute it. So, Romeo… think very well what are you gonna do. She loves you. Do something and please, please, pretty please…don't screw it this time!"
Cupid left and Cole sat down on a chair, Phoebe was in love with him, it was amazing. They were going to be together again...But not so fast... First it was time for payback... Cole wanted to have some fun with Phoebe before they come back together... He smiled even more at the thought of what he was going to do to her.

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