Hi!

I'm back again. This didn't take long… ne-?

I know this story is kind of sad… But it's the purpose… you know ^^'

Anyway, here's the third chapter.

My real me

* One year later *

 ~flashback~
I opened the drawer, looking for something… It was the drawer where the knifes
were lying. I was looking for the sharpest…
'I want to cut… cut myself… It needs to get out somewhere'
Finding what I was looking for, I grabbed it, putting it on my arm.
Then I pushed it in my skin. Until blood came out.
I was satisfied. I have done it. Now some tension came out…
I put the knife back in the drawer. Looking at my edge.
I heard mom driving in. I immediately put my sweater on, so that she couldn't see it.

~flashback~

'I wish I didn't do that… Now I have to tell mom I did this'
I already went to the social assistant to look for help. Everyday I became sadder and sadder. People didn't recognise me anymore with my behaviour.
"Mom"
"Yes, dear?"
"Can I talk to you for a moment?"
"Yes, any time, sure." She answered my question.
'No turning back right now… You have to say it' I thought as I encouraged myself.
"So," I started. "You'll probably saw this before." Showing her the edge.
"Yes, I did."
"Well, I cut myself."
"And why?"
"I did have no special reason… Just my tension was too high. I just did it."
Silent filled the room.
"Why didn't you told me right before?"
"I couldn't. You weren't there and I just didn't want to. You don't seem to understand me completely."
"What do you mean?"
"I told you before, I said I want to talk to a psychologist, but you did not listen. You thought it was a dumb thing and that I just was in a bad mood again."
Silence again.
"I really want to talk to someone. I feel disordered. But someone who does understand me."
"Sora, you have so many friends! Don't they understand you?"
"No… Only Mimi did. Now she's gone. The only person who I often talk with is Yamato. But still… It's not that when I talk to someone, that it's solved."
"That is true."
"Now I talk to the social assistant of the school too, that does help something. But that doesn't solve the problem."
A sigh came out of my mother her mouth.
"I'll think about this. Not now, it's late. Go to bed, and try to get some sleep. Ok?"
"Yes… Goodnight mom."
"Bye, sweet dreams."
She left my room, closing the door silently behind her.
I tried to sleep. After one hour, I finally felt asleep.

This is it!
The 3rd chapter. I know it's kind of short always… I'm not so good at writing very long chapters…
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed it and that I will enjoy it much better when you review!
So please review…
Bye!